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"beehive" poems
Don't ever ask me what am I, an ancient story of a battle lost to remain in the realm of the sublime, unmitigated grief that visits, again and again, reminding the journey of pain though galaxies, far of yore to the days of present. In a moments of desperation I discover  the bard,it could be rather told thus, he meets me at last, as was his wont Bard, celestial lover, before my eyes you appear thus: I see you holding in your hands a magic lyre, so rare. that goes on strumming non- stop, to bring birds, the tunes, that lives in far parts of the universe,even unknown  to most, they do vary,have colored feathers;memories living in different layers of my consciousness,always buzzing like a beehive. I am the single, magic , potent, word, a mantra that in it's kernel carries the , seeds of eternal, "I am that" I hear the speakings of the words,that brings to life experiences of different kinds,on their beaks some one carries ripe fruits, the result of long days of sweat and tears. Each fruit has a flavor distinct,each word carries a seed that will grow to be a mighty tree,many birds would roost. Bard you are a wonder,tying past and future with one string of a lyre converging in the heart beat of the ebullient present, you easily transcend the three, and every other dimension of time that mingles in your heady brew,unrivaled it stands.
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Nov 21, 2015
Nov 21, 2015 at 11:00 AM UTC
Only the songs of a solitary bard
Tar-dark world. The defining color is black, the inky night of her nocturnal hunts and the deep, bottomless dark of her alien retreat. A watcher of men, she is everything and nothing. She might be too much of something, or too little of something else. Time will sort out the particulars. There are no simple entry points – she demands engagement, and to be taken as a whole. Her discomfort is over her own allure, her undisturbed surface. It’s more about intuition and gesture than dialogue. They remain as echoes. They’ve made her beautiful in a real way, with hips and blemishes and dimples in her skin. The imprint of the lives she begins to grapple with as her time on Earth extends, leads her to stop seeing herself as a mere conduit for her mission, and to start developing a sense of subjectivity. Her life force is overlapping, shaping itself into a pattern of rings that simultaneously suggests a birth canal dilating, the stages of a rocket separating, and a lunar eclipse as seen through a telescope’s lens. She's a life-form you can’t quite understand, but it’s carrying on relentlessly, like a beehive, moving backward through the constellations at first approach.
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Feb 23, 2025
Feb 23, 2025 at 2:06 PM UTC
First Approach
Blackbird shadow death witness the spiraling madness glide silent over once vital beehive shorn gray paper thin sip raw honey hardening in the merciless heat nourish the suffering concentration-camp thin jutting bone slack skin reflect the boundless light of a shield wrought from love honor these golden futile gestures they are not infinitesimal grains Blackbird with beaded sight testify *do not avert your eyes*
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Mar 4, 2016
Mar 4, 2016 at 9:42 AM UTC
Blackbird
I last saw her in Santiago ******* drunkenly in a Sub urban taverna parading conceited pride in a twisted union with that ********  heinous maniacal harlequin each in vainglorious throes of their imagined septic mindfuck Debauch celebration of collaboration of succubus and incubus Some days she is saying Haloa in Hawaii adorned as Sainti Maria the ***** now as Madonna spewing words like a dove acting like a Nun in a Convent the fiendess with two faces hiding her ****** like the ace in lace the malignant serpent crawling in the duality of her neurosis I last saw her in Santiago In a sanctity of the poisoned insecures with exiguous minds consumed with flaming fears she begs acceptance for inclusion ******* for percieved reflected glory from her fathers' jailers The subjugated souls of chai wallah lives on in grandchildren So when Santi Maria flirts from honey to beehive Ready to ***** and part thighs and brain for minor pointing gun Feel sorry for a damaged child devoid of a prime core never made only obeisance to past rulers whose discarded cast-offs she wears Her poems  enchants but its virulent tools she takes in her body I last saw her in Santiago A slaved two-faced pretender who sings like a nightingale In sub urban dives she postrates to friendly pats and gropes Melting creeps and hot tigers begging subs for a heady drink Brilliant yet blindsided to **** on knees as her children will too Copyright@LaurenceA20thSept2018Allrightsreserved.
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Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 9:03 PM UTC
I Call Her Santiago.....
myopic frames on a stern temple remind me that once he too wandered recklessly and felt ardent empowered by time on his sleeve there was nothing he couldn't conquer and nothing standing between the open air and breathing it in i suppose the difference here is i grab the breath of air and hold it in my pocket for when i stop being so nervous marshmallow heart the road only goes one way and the streetlights hover and coil eternally, you can never meet the epilogue a drive-thru drink in one hand while you feel your hair tangling into a mess of a beehive, the one that likes to unwind in soft tendrils on a weak pillow heart racing for the constant fueling of a near empty tank telling you to go further this time, this time time isn't yours holding in a cough i too have tried to drown waterbugs my cheek pressed against the tiles of a kitchen floor, hand perched languidly as my fingers make circles in the tiny swamp i made in the middle of the room but i forget laying there until i hear my own soul walk in with bare feet addressing the elephant in the room, the one that hasn't left since i was sick with bronchitis that winter years ago and i want to tell her to come here, to come back inside myself so it doesn't feel so cold this season of frost but she brushes me off with the temperament of a child "i don't exist, i never did" the words dawdle back and forth from her back molars to her incisors   and i remember when i felt like i was dying when i hopped from one state to the next but realizing a little to late that if i were to go back my dread would jump on the back of my shoulders and force me to look it into it's shiny face and show me the mild nuisance of what it means to be alive so my soul closes the door and i hear the keys rattle and i myself sink into the warm arms of someone i spent my entire life with
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Oct 6, 2018
Oct 6, 2018 at 12:32 AM UTC
dream milk
myopic frames on a stern temple remind me that once he too wandered recklessly and felt ardent empowered by time on his sleeve there was nothing he couldn't conquer and nothing standing between the open air and breathing it in i suppose the difference here is i grab the breath of air and hold it in my pocket for when i stop being so nervous marshmallow heart the road only goes one way and the streetlights hover and coil eternally, you can never meet the epilogue a drive-thru drink in one hand while you feel your hair tangling into a mess of a beehive, the one that likes to unwind in soft tendrils on a weak pillow heart racing for the constant fueling of a near empty tank telling you to go further this time, this time time isn't yours holding in a cough i too have tried to drown waterbugs my cheek pressed against the tiles of a kitchen floor, hand perched languidly as my fingers make circles in the tiny swamp i made in the middle of the room but i forget laying there until i hear my own soul walk in with bare feet addressing the elephant in the room, the one that hasn't left since i was sick with bronchitis that winter years ago and i want to tell her to come here, to come back inside myself so it doesn't feel so cold this season of frost but she brushes me off with the temperament of a child "i don't exist, i never did" the words dawdle back and forth from her back molars to her incisors   and i remember when i felt like i was dying when i hopped from one state to the next but realizing a little to late that if i were to go back my dread would jump on the back of my shoulders and force me to look it into it's shiny face and show me the mild nuisance of what it means to be alive so my soul closes the door and i hear the keys rattle and i myself sink into the warm arms of someone i spent my entire life with
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Whenever  I am not seeing you Lethal void is my heart Like the monolithic art Of a sculptor; Like the figures of Mona Lisa, I tried to engrave you Again and again in my heart And rehearsed you many times In my memories. To reconstitute Your beautiful image Inside of my mind I behold you thousand times, Yet all loving and languishing Nothing could be captured To match your perfection As you were seen in person Nor could be remembered To your many dimensional figure Of youth unclaimed. You are just beautiful but demure, Seductive but unrevealing A love that slips down Near your lips were forbidden? And be never told? Like two balsam flowers unfold Opening from their buds, Your eyelids are open wide. Like two bees ******* honey My eyes were seeking yours To ferret out the secret Of your true love and desires; Neither did they come out Nor did they flutter And never reached out My beehive safely. Seeking out for your true love In your eyes, in your lips, Cheeks and chin far and near, Everywhere  all over you, Looking at you all the time. You are open to interpretation Of your true intention Of your love and desires Like the secret smiles Of Mona Lisa. Until you make confession Of your true love, I will behold you thousand times, You are just beautiful but demure Looking for you all the time. You make me dream about you While in my sleep or I am awake. My discrete memories Are overshadowed by time, I cannot fight with my feelings Whenever  I am not seeing you, Lethal void is my heart, Come and meet me in person!
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Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 4:17 PM UTC
Behold You Thousand Times
Whenever  I am not seeing you Lethal void is my heart Like the monolithic art Of a sculptor; Like the figures of Mona Lisa, I tried to engrave you Again and again in my heart And rehearsed you many times In my memories. To reconstitute Your beautiful image Inside of my mind I behold you thousand times, Yet all loving and languishing Nothing could be captured To match your perfection As you were seen in person Nor could be remembered To your many dimensional figure Of youth unclaimed. You are just beautiful but demure, Seductive but unrevealing A love that slips down Near your lips were forbidden? And be never told? Like two balsam flowers unfold Opening from their buds, Your eyelids are open wide. Like two bees ******* honey My eyes were seeking yours To ferret out the secret Of your true love and desires; Neither did they come out Nor did they flutter And never reached out My beehive safely. Seeking out for your true love In your eyes, in your lips, Cheeks and chin far and near, Everywhere  all over you, Looking at you all the time. You are open to interpretation Of your true intention Of your love and desires Like the secret smiles Of Mona Lisa. Until you make confession Of your true love, I will behold you thousand times, You are just beautiful but demure Looking for you all the time. You make me dream about you While in my sleep or I am awake. My discrete memories Are overshadowed by time, I cannot fight with my feelings Whenever  I am not seeing you, Lethal void is my heart, Come and meet me in person!
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~ *Weddings and honeycombs. Why do they give us the hives? The keeper knows. There's a buzz in the air. It belongs to the rudimentary happinesses: The minor miracle of father's smile, a morning breath of honey, painting toy lips with blood from mother's finger. Deathless protagonists, Mom and Dad, our propolis. They love us from afar. They love us with what they are. There's a buzz in the air. There must bee! They can't help loving us little monsters, who sting and then say goodbye, sting and say goodbye. A linn begins to form in the corner of their eye, as wheat fields sway in the wind. The innocent and the beautiful have no enemy, but time.* ~
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Mar 3, 2022
Mar 3, 2022 at 9:46 PM UTC
The Spirit of the Beehive
The Lost Bird In The Sky The Lost Bird In The Sky Somewhere there sits a lone man at a bar filled with lowlifes lost in his thoughts mad at the world and at her it's eight in the morning and dawn is long past and its eve's seat he'll now nurse across the bar room through the blinds, some sun peeks in over the seedy rug the sun drying the last cleansing of a patron's puke the musky smell the last of his worries his eyes take in the bar he intimates a hand gesture to other patrons and a meaningless nod indifferent to being friendly matching the terrain of the other lowlifes at the bar all on crutches, it seems on the wall hangs pictures of storm clouds black and ominous as his life the first of his worries him and his head always drooping or were those pictures in his imagination the music box plays a sad song smoke gets in your eye followed by lies another sad song stories of his life accentuated grabbing at him his worries her effect how poetic, he smiles him in effigy through the smoke in his eyes and more beer he can clearly see her with a voodoo doll in hand sticking needles in him maybe deservingly if only he could tell her a story he thinks better of his thoughts and a pending epilogue thirsting for sunshine instead his eyes glance up at the women bartender plain, plump, playful, pierced sunshine for the moment his lips, and tongue curl his feet touch earth, seeing if it's still there as she lumbers back and forth serving drinks her backside sticking up like a beehive and for a moment he wants to be a bee he plays with his beer bottle running his hands past it's neck caressing, taking a sip thinking of his past love the softness of her neck ***** her essence of how pleasing it would be to touch her her nest if only he could be a bird for a moment fly and be in flight with her together in the sky making baby birds their innocence and first tweets that would have been nice now ... landed at a hole in a wall his eyes and thoughts keep soring he grabs more beer more beer pausing to grab some honey with his eyes he keeps playing with his loose change spinning a quarter like watching her pirouette again and again she had that effect on him Logan Robertson 11/15/17
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Nov 16, 2017
Nov 16, 2017 at 12:33 AM UTC
The Lost Bird In The Sky
The Lost Bird In The Sky The Lost Bird In The Sky Somewhere there sits a lone man at a bar filled with lowlifes lost in his thoughts mad at the world and at her it's eight in the morning and dawn is long past and its eve's seat he'll now nurse across the bar room through the blinds, some sun peeks in over the seedy rug the sun drying the last cleansing of a patron's puke the musky smell the last of his worries his eyes take in the bar he intimates a hand gesture to other patrons and a meaningless nod indifferent to being friendly matching the terrain of the other lowlifes at the bar all on crutches, it seems on the wall hangs pictures of storm clouds black and ominous as his life the first of his worries him and his head always drooping or were those pictures in his imagination the music box plays a sad song smoke gets in your eye followed by lies another sad song stories of his life accentuated grabbing at him his worries her effect how poetic, he smiles him in effigy through the smoke in his eyes and more beer he can clearly see her with a voodoo doll in hand sticking needles in him maybe deservingly if only he could tell her a story he thinks better of his thoughts and a pending epilogue thirsting for sunshine instead his eyes glance up at the women bartender plain, plump, playful, pierced sunshine for the moment his lips, and tongue curl his feet touch earth, seeing if it's still there as she lumbers back and forth serving drinks her backside sticking up like a beehive and for a moment he wants to be a bee he plays with his beer bottle running his hands past it's neck caressing, taking a sip thinking of his past love the softness of her neck ***** her essence of how pleasing it would be to touch her her nest if only he could be a bird for a moment fly and be in flight with her together in the sky making baby birds their innocence and first tweets that would have been nice now ... landed at a hole in a wall his eyes and thoughts keep soring he grabs more beer more beer pausing to grab some honey with his eyes he keeps playing with his loose change spinning a quarter like watching her pirouette again and again she had that effect on him Logan Robertson 11/15/17
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Midnight approaches Tick tick tock Won't someone stop The Doomsday Clock From striking oil Drilling rock Thirsting soil Aftershock Deserted hourglass of sand Shifts to resource hungry hand Tyrants of time assume command Greed consumes This wasted land First come the roaches Tick tick tock The bugs can't stop The Doomsday Clock With beehive brains No voice to talk And droning minds Comprise the flock As lone wolves feast On sheep they stalk Then fear encroaches Tick tick tock Too scared to stop The Doomsday Clock As violence claims Each city block Blood drawn on streets Like sidewalk chalk When Hatred's loaded Gun is cocked Beyond reproaches Tick tick tock How could they stop The Doomsday Clock When despots trade In human stock Waging war Upon this rock As profits slaughter More livestock The end approaches Tick tick tock No hope to stop The Doomsday Clock As poisoned skies Corrode this rock With toxic lies Controlling hourglass of sand Clenched by Atlas choking hand Titans of industry command Still Chronos rules This dying land
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Sep 4, 2016
Sep 4, 2016 at 2:09 PM UTC
The Doomsday Clock
The sound of thick bubbling, with the smell of fresh blackberries. The stains upon our fingers and clothes, all part of my homemade jam memories. Growing wild along the roads, the brambles tall and thick. Pails and buckets overflowing, eating our fill as we would pick. The kitchen, busy as a beehive, those tasty berries getting mashed. The "Women" all worked together, young or old, we each had our tasks. Four generations, making jam. "Puttin' back" as it was called. I still remember the stories told and the laughter from us all. Not just a smile does it bring, a calmness pours soft over me. A giggle will well up time to time, at my homemade jam memories.
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Oct 8, 2010
Oct 8, 2010 at 9:12 PM UTC
Homemade Jam Memories
HORSE OF A DIFFERENT COLOUR Auden & Isherwood strolling in China trying to soak up The War by the process of osmosis staining it with words observe (at first what seems) green horses but turns out to be only white horses painted green for camouflage purposes. That evening in Canton also offering them the futility of two men trying to put a rat into a bottle a woman who lived in a beehive pouring water into a sieve. War knocks over the inkwell spills into men’s lives covers the white pages of their wishes makes the idea of Hell ...all too real. The spilt ink eating the words of men who send letters home and die in pain never to return only in other’s memories & useless dreams marble memorials while green horses champ the grasses the bridles & the bits clanking & glinting in the hot sun of Now. as this last lost evening dies.
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Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 5:46 AM UTC
HORSE OF A DIFFERENT COLOUR
To the naked eye, the beehive cluster clutches kin of lunatics. © Matthew Harlovic
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May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 4:16 PM UTC
Cancer
I made a beautiful mess, my dear. It seems as if I couldn't control myself my words fell out of my mouth and onto the floor right by my feet and I tripped over them just as clumsily as I let them escape and they formed feelings so true and so new that maybe you couldn't feel them but you could see them you just didn't know what to do with them. And it seems as if my heart exploded everywhere like bumblebees flying from a beehive and you thought somehow I would sting you but really I was just looking for something sweet. And I think I melted the first time I saw you I think my skin slowly slipped away which is why I couldn't sit still or find anything to say, in case you don't remember how quiet I was because as my skin began to harden, I'm not that quiet anymore. I wish I was had more hands to help yours were too busy ripping me apart to put me back together.
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Oct 21, 2013
Oct 21, 2013 at 10:52 PM UTC
A Beautiful Mess
Untethered. Somehow, once I become untethered to the prison of this life, I can see to focus more intently on what is most important if I pay attention to this inside, what I am, instead of focusing on the tether or what it’s tied to. What would happen if every single last one of us, all the billions of souls, human ones, alive, all untethered at the same time? And what if we let our untethered hearts lead us to the destiny we didn’t see from all the chaffing from the too tight tethering? The vision I see is something like a healthy, humming, honey-bee hive on our larger human scale. Isn’t every working part so individually, blissfully alive? I suppose, if the goo is honey, it's so much better than if it’s **** or congealing blood. That is, if we have to have goo, which here on earth, yeah, I’m certain it’s a universal law, we really do need goo. I questioned the Devi and she only giggled. I had to admit, she’s right. Then, I accepted a goblet of her sweet honey wine; and it didn’t hurt all that much at all growing the rest of my little wings. Buzz, buzz, buzzing about our wonderful beehive, blissfully drunk on Mother’s Divine Honey Wine.
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Feb 4, 2022
Feb 4, 2022 at 8:24 PM UTC
getting sticky and untethered
Companies have established low wages I haven’t seen anything like this since my ages Hourly rates are at an all time low The economy with no acceleration is moving ever so slow Rents are so high People are wondering if they will ever survive It’s like a sting from a beehive However, the word Permanent is now called Temp The cost of living simply went Yet how are people suppose to survive A new wave with good news has come to shore It’s called “Entrepreneur” for you to explore People need a new plan being their own Entrepreneur But it takes time to establish Once your Entrepreneur business is up and running Now you will need a Dynamic Advertising Campaign that will be stunning People need to know who you are with your business Don’t forget the business cards Once again, it takes time in getting the business on its way But don’t stall nor delay Kiss the Corporate world goodbye Now give Entrepreneur a try Corporate compensation low Today it is Entrepreneur being the flow Corporate world continues too have their own agenda Welcome to Entrepreneur for you to enter So worry no more Be your own Boss for sure Entrepreneur is knocking for you to explore If Entrepreneur was something you always wanted to do, don’t put off and just pursue Corporate world salaries just don’t fit It’s time for a Corporate quit and let Entrepreneur be it.
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Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 11:44 AM UTC
CORPORATE WORLD SALARIES UNSEEN AND ENTREPRENEUR SEEN
*ᚹᚨᛚᛖᛋ - alphabet above the ᚱᚻᛁᚾᛖ... bereft a cleaving for worth of fortitude, or Liverpool: so too the strongman for bow and two finger F; chisel the ******* bracket or ah into stone correctly, or i'll make you stake a thousand men's' worth of dough worthy of death, nation building etc.* above the Rhine, at least that's my Austrian welcoming, playfriends my beehive **** the longship. i said sooth nearing rune toward Sweden of Poland or Germania - ALPHA BETUM, BETUM try a care begotten a coliseum! ** SALVAGE DIE *** STIRRUP! TO A *** RIDE! RIDGE A COLLAPSE OF ROME! salvage it with Bach... or else, the death-man's symphony, you Welsh *****
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Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 11:17 PM UTC
Welsh ***** / ᚹᚨᛚᛖᛋ
Freedom was close to me. She never did want me to see. A pain undone That nobody could bear to run. I went to a few concentration camps. There were several big lamps. They searched in the dark black nights. They held all my frights. Then came my pebbles. One was round and marble smooth. There was no dull for its color shone I bid farewell to the dullness of life and the dullness of prison. Size was fair in my twisted little game. Pebble One. Pebble Me. Pebble Two. Pebble Brother. Pebble Three. Pebble Mother. Pebble Four. And Pebble Father. One was found. I saved my life. Two was found. Welcome Brother. Three was found. Hello, Mother. Where was Four? I would bother to save my Father. There it was. My hidden rocks. One, two, three and four. Some say that there is tricky feat called a cheat. That is not what I am. To cheat means one is beat. I am not what beat is. I am what a treat is. Mother shall have her house. Brother shall boast in his bed. I will have all the bread. Father will have freedom that is not forlorn. The pebbles are what kept us alive. It is as if we are stuck under a beehive. One came out to sting. With that sting it took every single thing. The Russians came after many years. I would have cried but I had no tears. My life was fuller. My soul gained strength. Marion B. Had the strength to know when to flee.
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Mar 18, 2013
Mar 18, 2013 at 10:45 PM UTC
Four Perfect Pebbles
today i saw a row of schoolchildren at an airport observing the beehive from the outside they have never touched the skyline they have never been inside they live on the outskirts of this city their lives are a contrast to mine i could see the wonder painted on their faces they were dreaming in their private minds they had become more than school children they were a part of the city they had a seat on the plane
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Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 8:02 AM UTC
a place to dream
i sat alone collecting my thoughts i was caught up in a beehive of an evening infested with dreams drunken feelings fixed catalysts kick starting the slow burn down to our cells chemicals mixing + im overreacting as i imagine half my life hanging from the ceiling WE'RE ALL JUST CHEMICALS MIXING
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Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 2:08 PM UTC
ironic bonds
***Read the fourth stanza whichever way you want to, one column, two columns, one full stanza, etc. Freedom was close to me. She never did want me to see. A pain undone That nobody could bear to run. I went to a few concentration camps. There were several big lamps. They searched in the dark black nights. They held all my frights. Then came my pebbles. One was round and marble smooth. There was no dull for its color shone I bid farewell to the dullness of life and the dullness of prison. Size was fair in my twisted little game. Pebble One. Pebble Me. Pebble Two. Pebble Brother. Pebble Three. Pebble Mother. Pebble Four. And Pebble Father. One was found. I saved my life. Two was found. Welcome Brother. Three was found. Hello, Mother. Where was Four? I would bother to save my Father. There it was. My hidden rocks. One, two, three and four. Some say that there is tricky feat called a cheat. That is not what I am. To cheat means one is beat. I am not what beat is. I am what a treat is. Mother shall have her house. Brother shall boast in his bed. I will have all the bread. Father will have freedom that is not forlorn. The pebbles are what kept us alive. It is as if we are stuck under a beehive. One came out to sting. With that sting it took every single thing. The Russians came after many years. I would have cried but I had no tears. My life was fuller. My soul gained strength. Marion B.
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Mar 26, 2013
Mar 26, 2013 at 3:03 PM UTC
Four Perfect Pebbles
head split apart erupting galaxies cheshire smiles hanging within a bubbling atmosphere too bent and deformed to house life but dead beating hearts. stuck inside a beehive with stinging ringing rubbed raw skin. a yellow fever running rampant.
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Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 11:48 PM UTC
cholera
~ "memory runs back farther than mythology." two years, two months, and two days, in a cabin they built near Walden Pond. on a mission of gravity, the heavens forming a spotlight on centrifugal force, abroad the hollow mind, chronically untethered. "I went to the woods to drive life into a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms..." this ship's captain was an architect, but her starblazing failed to break ground, so this life is now a structure settled upon sand, and way out yonder, where there is no blade of grass, just weeds growing out from under the floor. but her daughters are grinning magnets, passionate machines. "copy that?...," asks Houston. she takes a long, hard swallow, the shadow of a bell inspiring the astronaut in her to shoot for incapable stars, but the bell she hears now is that of an alarm clock telling her it's time to wake up: shoulders straight. hands free. arms strong. fingers stiff. chronically untethered. she's not looking for new days, she is a new day, compacted out of water, tired of changing real estate and showering with other people's success. those loud kids, her kids, play down the hall, in the beehive. radio jargon's on full blast too and telling her where to buy and sell today's instant pleasure. she's busy now with self-stimulation, Betty Dodson Method, then mixing orange powder with 100 year old whiskey kept in the lunar module: it's a spacewalk to eternity, faster-than-light: she sees broken pool tables and backyard swings. she sees 'ordinary' checked off on the calendar. she sees 'happiness' hiding in an old photo of Murphy's Camp. she wakes to her husband, Houston, in a holding pattern, she feels him moving, whispering, and touching something far off inside of her, but not moored in a specific time or place. in search of where she now exists (if she even existed at all), her memories feel artificial in that she lacks the emotional attachment that comes with actually having lived them. there are no answers, no choices. only reactions. it is always going to be that broken state of things: these days of heaven, chronically untethered. "only that day dawns to which I'm awake. there is more day to dawn, I suppose. and like us, the sun is but a morning star upon being dreamed into existence..." ~
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Jul 25, 2022
Jul 25, 2022 at 9:19 PM UTC
Koinophobia (Days of Heaven)
~ "memory runs back farther than mythology." two years, two months, and two days, in a cabin they built near Walden Pond. on a mission of gravity, the heavens forming a spotlight on centrifugal force, abroad the hollow mind, chronically untethered. "I went to the woods to drive life into a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms..." this ship's captain was an architect, but her starblazing failed to break ground, so this life is now a structure settled upon sand, and way out yonder, where there is no blade of grass, just weeds growing out from under the floor. but her daughters are grinning magnets, passionate machines. "copy that?...," asks Houston. she takes a long, hard swallow, the shadow of a bell inspiring the astronaut in her to shoot for incapable stars, but the bell she hears now is that of an alarm clock telling her it's time to wake up: shoulders straight. hands free. arms strong. fingers stiff. chronically untethered. she's not looking for new days, she is a new day, compacted out of water, tired of changing real estate and showering with other people's success. those loud kids, her kids, play down the hall, in the beehive. radio jargon's on full blast too and telling her where to buy and sell today's instant pleasure. she's busy now with self-stimulation, Betty Dodson Method, then mixing orange powder with 100 year old whiskey kept in the lunar module: it's a spacewalk to eternity, faster-than-light: she sees broken pool tables and backyard swings. she sees 'ordinary' checked off on the calendar. she sees 'happiness' hiding in an old photo of Murphy's Camp. she wakes to her husband, Houston, in a holding pattern, she feels him moving, whispering, and touching something far off inside of her, but not moored in a specific time or place. in search of where she now exists (if she even existed at all), her memories feel artificial in that she lacks the emotional attachment that comes with actually having lived them. there are no answers, no choices. only reactions. it is always going to be that broken state of things: these days of heaven, chronically untethered. "only that day dawns to which I'm awake. there is more day to dawn, I suppose. and like us, the sun is but a morning star upon being dreamed into existence..." ~
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Mother's pride My mom taught me how to tie me laces She taught me how to cry I used to comb her hair back and Make it look beehive She used to bring me ice cream Whenever I was ill And fetch me favorite teddy I'd cuddle him Big Bill We'd snuggle on the sofa Or play a game of cards she'd shown me what love is Unconditional Her cakes were something heaven sent And gone before the night My clothes all ironed Socks and pants we always wondered why She'd cook me dinner Shepherds pie With pudded rice to follow Fighting for the burnty bits A battlefield did follow I'd come in bleeding Knee all red A soothing voice A mothers gift Unconditional I'm proud to call my mom Eh mom I'm proud to be her son I'm proud she gave me Everything Unconditional
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Mar 6, 2013
Mar 6, 2013 at 3:47 PM UTC
Mother's Pride
Warning: This is not a nursery rhyme for the fainthearted. The promise lit by life, Was actually lit by your lies. Owwwww! My forehead is mine I am made to realize, Realization comes painfully when I bang the wall. Sssssssssss! ****** I am hurting myself but that's all, Never stupidly brave enough to actually finish it. FREE ME! I request that entity to let me live my life, Cursed wasn't how I wanted to survive. Ouch!! The misgivings are just that bit too much, As though a beehive fell on my head as much. BANG-BANG-BANG!!! I bang my head to the tune which I play, And I am unable to bang it on a wall. Peace is what I get finally Cursed is how I live my life every day, Talking to walls like concentrated prisoners. I dare you to swap it with me! Yes! Swap your life with me right now, If you can't walk with me for the mile. Whispers The mile I dreamt with you, The smile you promised, The mile of my life. Forget about it I'm just joking about the swap, I'm no Devil, You can't live how I live because, It's my life, And I'm happy with as much I got, I've to breath alone, There must be some serious curse on me, I accept that curse. Loving people and then losing them is a ritual, I must live alone like a hermit. But you can live on talking only with the darker, Idol-worshiping him only. Enjoy with his pictorial representations & idols, Only one darker idol can you find. This is why I averse myself from idol-worshiping, Because it destroys relations. I lost not only my telephonic-best friend, But also my real life best friends started avoiding me. Not an idol-worshiper is a blasphemous term, In her religion, in Hinduism. It destroys relations if you start loving your idols, And if you even start living like your idols. You never did quite understand what Ishwar/Bhagwan/Rabb/God actually meant. All the best with your Kanhaiya, I wish you all the happiness, And hope that He gives you what I couldn't, Let your imagination work wonders for you.
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Apr 27, 2013
Apr 27, 2013 at 2:08 AM UTC
Cursed is how I live [HEADBANGER]
Warning: This is not a nursery rhyme for the fainthearted. The promise lit by life, Was actually lit by your lies. Owwwww! My forehead is mine I am made to realize, Realization comes painfully when I bang the wall. Sssssssssss! ****** I am hurting myself but that's all, Never stupidly brave enough to actually finish it. FREE ME! I request that entity to let me live my life, Cursed wasn't how I wanted to survive. Ouch!! The misgivings are just that bit too much, As though a beehive fell on my head as much. BANG-BANG-BANG!!! I bang my head to the tune which I play, And I am unable to bang it on a wall. Peace is what I get finally Cursed is how I live my life every day, Talking to walls like concentrated prisoners. I dare you to swap it with me! Yes! Swap your life with me right now, If you can't walk with me for the mile. Whispers The mile I dreamt with you, The smile you promised, The mile of my life. Forget about it I'm just joking about the swap, I'm no Devil, You can't live how I live because, It's my life, And I'm happy with as much I got, I've to breath alone, There must be some serious curse on me, I accept that curse. Loving people and then losing them is a ritual, I must live alone like a hermit. But you can live on talking only with the darker, Idol-worshiping him only. Enjoy with his pictorial representations & idols, Only one darker idol can you find. This is why I averse myself from idol-worshiping, Because it destroys relations. I lost not only my telephonic-best friend, But also my real life best friends started avoiding me. Not an idol-worshiper is a blasphemous term, In her religion, in Hinduism. It destroys relations if you start loving your idols, And if you even start living like your idols. You never did quite understand what Ishwar/Bhagwan/Rabb/God actually meant. All the best with your Kanhaiya, I wish you all the happiness, And hope that He gives you what I couldn't, Let your imagination work wonders for you.
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When you weaned me from the waning moon, its milky cusps, winking welcome moods of starry surrender, I was lost to my reflection rearranged roughly on the window's pane. Don't take flight yet, you said, *first take the light's left hand and keep it from the misbehaving oak, its frightening reach.* *There are beehive-capped angels swinging there beneath, and they're angling to gather moony souls together in false hope. Their absent promise is absolute, and absolution.* *They'll utter their nothings, utterly sweet, if you let them, and lull you with their yellow tongues. Fly away with this light you now hold and risk the falling.*
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Mar 14, 2013
Mar 14, 2013 at 11:33 PM UTC
In this time of rapture, moonbeams scatter