I live admiring things,
After learning it's hard to do.
So I only credit one people.
Those who've tried


more than once,
and even more than that.

Series of quotations made us believe
That once we relate, it's the way it is.
Just what if ours is different, but
Your acts've already been dictated?

Oh, it shows that our existence is
Limited, by words in between " and ".

"Yeah! Just think we existed like commons.**"

How could it last this long?

The idealized version of love you see
Just ended w/ blanks and tears.
Now, how true could love so be?
If even the best you see, flees.

I could have whispered
"I love you"
Only to know, that
LOVE is a lie to you
And so I stopped loving you.
Instead, I'll say
"I like you".
Just like everybody else.
You know, "like" means alot to me.
But who cares? If what I mean,
Depends on you.

There was an orb up the nimbus sky
Jelly, translucent
Absorbing everything that bumps
As it becomes bigger and bigger
Consuming the world...
Afloat in galaxy,
Consuming the stars...
Wallowing planets, comets
Errr... Jupiter's rings!
Black-holes!
Sun, not the moo-                      n
Devouring the whole milky waay--
The  U  N  I  V  E  R  S  E !
Enormous. Colossal. ORB. Emerged!
Oh! Us, Witnessing the outside of galaxies
Only pure light, OBLIVION.
As the orb, like bubbles BURST!             tck.
Reaching TERMINUS.

And that's how everything'll.
**END.

Life is full of feelings
You later regret.
Oh! But know, that "regret"
Is one of them.

A complex web,
Fragility stitched.
It's the trap you made,
To eat you heart.

Blow it! Now!
Look ahead.
Oh! It's another trap,
Made of someone's web.

"Could easily dispose, I suppose..."

But just pray, I mean.."prey"

To be caught in the right web,
Is something worth preying for.

Noong bata pa ako
Nalaman ko na
Kung gaano katapat,
Gaano katiyaga
Ang puso kong marahan.

Silang mga duwag,
Sa'king mga katagang, sadya.
Agad natinag, wika pa lamang.

Siguro nga ito'y pamana
Walang bahid malas
Na ang buhay ay di para
Sa isang tao lamang.

Sa lahat ng aking napusuan
Tama na ang pangalan
Masaya siya, sapat na.
Pero ba't sa t'wing natatanto
Kanilang pagkakakilanlan
Ako'y umaatras,
Nawawalan ng gana.

Isa, dalawang taon?
Isang pitik, tumatalsik!

Kaya minsa'y nagtanong sa itaas:
                      "Asan na siya?
                    Asan na ang taong
             Pagmumulan ng mga "sana"..."

Yung,
               "Sana mas nakilala pa kita."

Eto yung "talaga".

Wala.

**WALA, PA.

Even the possibility
scares me,
Leaving my homeland
To live w/ maple trees.

They were joking, I said.
You don't tell me that's an option!

But if this is my destiny,
And so be it.
My eyes could be born again.
To see, do things differently.

Just know, that I couldn't leave
w/o my soul dying.
I hope that things could turn out
the way I want it to be:

Simply, not to receive such blessing.

In here lies, my selfishness.

Now, it strikes:
I just knew how to live and not to leave.

Let me tell you the story of my death:

Carving words on the bark of a tree
A poem that means life to me.
Glows through night, my soul delights!

        "Exist beyond my death, oh please...
            So I could live in bliss at least."

But they cut the tree, so mindlessly
Illegally. ****, selfishly!
In chainsaw, I was murdered.

        A massacre,
      ... a massacre of my every being!!

I'm a ghost that forgot, the best in me
Now writes relentlessly
To relive the words, once killed in greed
I found the "papers*", the poems you lead...

Then before me, is some piece of me
they killed.

I died a hero,

Every monster is stronger.
He's fighting on the premise of
escaping,
Somewhere down the line,
He'll live you
dying.

I'd slay that soul through poisoned words
But all I do is devour alone.
You left a hole in this bone
That I can write no more.

No one gets married knowing they'll divorce.
No one starts something knowing it'll eventually hurt.
For "togethers" was sparked by love,
and its death shall end w/ love.
Loving yourself.
*"It's enough, my friend..."

Dubious mortals, t'is the world detest!
Souls clinged on ceaseless heeds
Sun sets then dawns still reckon, I say:
"In sync we'll quest, my friend."

T'is seeking life, they termed "tedious"
I label, "genious"! It's phenomenal!
God made limited edition seeds
And that's "WE", sprouted "confused".

We'll die nameless of society's creed
Ashes dispersed in the air they breathe
Hmmm, Unless you want a tomb w/
your grandchildren's footprints?!

Clear-cut answers, we'll never get. But still I owe to you this belief
                              that questions are worth asking.

For I met you saying "sorry"
And so, I always worry.
How bad the world could be to us,
That  you'll accept "no sorry"...

Today I met a novelist...
But how good of a man he is
To call himself an "atheist"?

A story he told, bout'
A man who valiantly fought
The enemy of one's own thought.
And as the novel unfolds,
I saw the Lord, our God
In every word, in every form
In every smile he paints the world.

And so maybe, the one who claims: "I'm an atheist"
Forever marks themselves a "God seeker"
Who's faith could someday own the world.

For their guarded piece of sorrow.

I'd strike against your planet's shield,
Fall as a streak of heated light.
I'll grant your wish and be your hope,
But if I survive and hit the ground,
Would you keep me as your "meteorite"?


*or should i die with just a spark?

When problems burst
From the lemon heart,
Acids turn, stomachs crunch.
Sparkles form on lazy eyes,
Lips will curl on the lower side.
And with a hug you will sob,
Then you will try to hold your heart,
But it's inside, you might die.
So you just knock.. But no one comes.

Some will want your lemon heart,
Expose the truth, add some spice.
So you'll just nod and start to see,
That no one asked, if you're alright.

Your heart will quinch, and you shall write
An art like this that:       "no one asked"
But in the end, you will lie
Cause you will try to be alright.

I wish to slice your lemon hearts,
To sip the part, that **" Life is sad "

How could words be so sharp? it cuts.
We made blades, killed hearts.
it never bleeds, it never speaks.

How could I still be innocent?
Because it's you, who made words
deadly, without asking.

When all I've got are words.
And what you've got are answers.

and vice versa.

Everything was perfect until you came
You made me human...
Where every thought becomes a sin,
And every revelation becomes a lie.

I put on a blue cape, and jumped 43 ft high
           But now, I never float...
I drew an image, stared for hours
           But it never moved...
I was crossing the highway lifted my hands into a "stop!",
           But I almost died...

I AM HUMAN.

Every day I was transforming
into something they called "normal".
My wings are long gone
and I was running late.

You see, I put my fingers on my forehead
and as I opened my eyes, **** it!
I was still here.
I was thinking of "teleportation".

Hey,
I was thinking of teleportation, I said.
It was the last thing I wished for...
I . . I was hoping to go where you are.

Because I am now human,
I also lose the courage
to fight for you...
Because I am not perfect.
I am not...

But, being human.
I knew you...

I don't believe at 1st love sight,
and so I fell at second sight. -_-

But why is it at New Year's strike,
I greet you dear and felt so none?
I deemed this heart as dead so once,
I felt so tired of losing heart.

I spent those years on a neverland,
where your single word could make my life
But now it seems that it's just a dream
that fades away in a single snap.

Now, I'm scared that my heart is dead
Feel again, then fade again??
This is a cycle I need to end
the deceit of love my heart so makes.

I'm the culprit, I'm not sane
Stay away cause I might tame

You know, it takes 2 years. . .
2years, of a reversal's piece.  .

After 12 seconds, the clock slaps me
" Earthling, what're you doin'?"

Me: "Oh, I'm killing you, immortal. And you?"
Clock: "Just, revolving 360 degrees since B.C.
            Now what if, I **** you?"

(Took off the battery . . . then saw another clock)
You see, nothing stops it. No one. But,

Shower me with courage,
then I should tell

Five words, but you'll never care.

Grant me rebirth,
then I should act

In gentleman's way, I would dare.

Give me one reason,
then I will stay

Sitting in a dark alley, timeless I would wait.

Pull me in gravity,
then I should fall

Knowing you'll catch me in cold ground's stone.


But first...

Seal me with utmost respect,
then I shall love

But note... I'm a lady too, and now in distress.

Wait, I need to eat first :))

I woke up thrice in a dream.
Hell, t'was scary!
Faces pretending, all peeking,
Surreal in every way...

The mind fears itself,
causing illusion, making conclusions.
It kills itself,
giving deductions, testing constructions.

Here, my words are proof
That if ever I'm still sound asleep
Then I'm with you, thus
Will never count four from three.

God gave me a sign, and it’s not a coincidence.
         I ask for it and knew it would come
         It sent shivers to my spines and broke a rib of mine.
But oh God, why sometimes so cruel?
        to take away my heart for someone
        you gave me a sign as an answer, that this person I think I love…
        Is just a shelter of a hopeless heart.

And so one step, the breeze goes by
White is the sand, cerulean is the sky;
Trees do sway, birds like hum
Warm is the sun, cool is the night

A walk to your plane, alone and alive
Footprints on the sand, path I arrived;
Clock strikes four, never once bored
Standing in a million, buried in a zillion

Nothing is new, waited so long
Traveled so far, wasted no more;
Ocean so big, no way to own
Just a place, but never a home

Looking beyond, I saw the side
Where beauty is hidden, inside and out;
Glimpse of a chance, a boat is near
Escaping from paradise, a rescue from tears

Bag is full, shells of few
Shared with you, a thousand new;
And there I breathe a flowing air
A jasmine scent, a calming felt

Home is here, bells I hear
Time is back like a New Year strike;
There I see sparkles of light
Never too tired, lingered in might

Shined so bright, marred is the eye
Chances is blank, crisis is high;
Twice a paradise, almost a rewind
But never again, never again …

Your head is full of him/her
You see tulips in plain grasses
Stars blind you from above
Then, you asked so many whys?
Review all the negatives, throw away all positives
Accounting whispered: “Do not assume unless otherwise stated”
From there you realized that you’re a fool for dead.
That alien who treated you same from all thousand shells
Deserves death but you declared pardon.
You thought it’s something, deemed it’s everything but you know it’s nothing.
Now you stand there smirking, but tears won’t flow.
Because more than love, you know it’s a lie.
You sinned to yourself and won’t forgive.
For once you did, you need to let go and move on.
And you won’t, because that’s death.

Fool.

"Look up, meteors!"

Closed eyes, one wished
Heads lifted,twinkles falling
Slowly in the mid-night sky, there…
All fading..

One’s mind which predicted,
Scene so vivid, noticed untimely.
Never it is, that eyes would see
sparkles of light above the seas

Who yelled? gratitude given
Without such, truth is hidden
"Now look!" and twice you did.
(Never a freewill, or is?), “Look!”

One wished, someone yelled
It’s never one that did…
In light years they were burning
But here, it is smoothing

All is none, if no one said
Wishing well would never spell
Go back in time, now reflect
if stars do fall, when and where?