Minsan sa mundo,
akala mo ikaw lang ang malas,
lahat hinahanapan mo ng butas.
Pero ang totoo,
Gusto mo lang tumakas. . .
'Yan! 'Yan ang labing may gatas!

Kinukutya mo ang gobyerno,
dahil di sila patas,
eh, sino nga b'ang nag-atas?
Paano tayo kakalas,
Kung wala naman tayong lakas?

Nagdedesisyon ka nga
ng di alam ang konstitusyon,
paano mo nalaman ang tamang solusyon?
Nilagay natin sila sa posisyon,
dahil nagbigay sila ng maraming kondisyon,
na lahat naman, ilusyon!

Eh, sino nga ba ang iboboto?
Kung halos lahat sila,
ang hanap, deboto!
Ano sila santo?
Oh, tingnan mo ko,
kung makapagsalita,
akala mo kung sino. . .
Sorry sa mga kritisismo . . .
Pero sa totoo lang yung gobyerno,
pinapadami lang yung mapupunta
sa impyerno.

Di ko nilalahat,
pero pano nga ba tumukoy?

Binigyan ng kapangyarihan,
para manindigan,
manilbihan sa bayan,
pero anong ginawa?
Pinabayaan.

Kaya yan,
dahil sa kahirapan,
lahat sabik sa pangako. . .
Kalaunan. . .pag pinaglaban mo,
ikaw pa ang matatakot!
Magsasaka nga, sariling ani,
iba ang humahakot. .

Ibang nagmatapang,
sila pang dinambangan!

Kaya ako, di nalang boboto. .
Di basta basta makiki-uso.
Dahil ang totoo,
wala akong makitang seryoso.
Puro sila, sariling negosyo.
Gawa ng gawa ng imperyo!

Makita mo ang gobyerno,
andaming benepisyo.
Kadalasan, si chief puro pa reklamo!
Eh, milyon naman ang komisyon
Sa sariling institusyon!
Kulang pa daw!
Wow, napaka-halimaw!

Pero ang tingin nila sa kalsada
yung mga bata, perwisyo?!
Kaya ba nila tinago, sa malayo
nang dumating ang mga dayo?!
Oh, di mo alam no?
Kasi nga tinago!

Sana yung susunod na uupo,
yung taong, totoo.
Yung kahit malaya,
di mandadaya.  .  .

Gawing tama ang pagboto. .
Di ka na si toto,
Di ka si nene,
Wag madala sa mga ugong ng hele!

Meron at meron yan!
Di lang natin makita,
kaya ang payo ko:

WAG KANG MANGHULA. .

After 12 seconds, the clock slaps me
" Earthling, what're you doin'?"

Me: "Oh, I'm killing you, immortal. And you?"
Clock: "Just, revolving 360 degrees since B.C.
            Now what if, I **** you?"

(Took off the battery . . . then saw another clock)
You see, nothing stops it. No one. But,

Let me tell you the story of my death:

Carving words on the bark of a tree
A poem that means life to me.
Glows through night, my soul delights!

        "Exist beyond my death, oh please...
            So I could live in bliss at least."

But they cut the tree, so mindlessly
Illegally. ****, selfishly!
In chainsaw, I was murdered.

        A massacre,
      ... a massacre of my every being!!

I'm a ghost that forgot, the best in me
Now writes relentlessly
To relive the words, once killed in greed
I found the "papers*", the poems you lead...

Then before me, is some piece of me
they killed.

I died a hero,

Noong bata pa ako
Nalaman ko na
Kung gaano katapat,
Gaano katiyaga
Ang puso kong marahan.

Silang mga duwag,
Sa'king mga katagang, sadya.
Agad natinag, wika pa lamang.

Siguro nga ito'y pamana
Walang bahid malas
Na ang buhay ay di para
Sa isang tao lamang.

Sa lahat ng aking napusuan
Tama na ang pangalan
Masaya siya, sapat na.
Pero ba't sa t'wing natatanto
Kanilang pagkakakilanlan
Ako'y umaatras,
Nawawalan ng gana.

Isa, dalawang taon?
Isang pitik, tumatalsik!

Kaya minsa'y nagtanong sa itaas:
                      "Asan na siya?
                    Asan na ang taong
             Pagmumulan ng mga "sana"..."

Yung,
               "Sana mas nakilala pa kita."

Eto yung "talaga".

Wala.

**WALA, PA.

Today I met a novelist...
But how good of a man he is
To call himself an "atheist"?

A story he told, bout'
A man who valiantly fought
The enemy of one's own thought.
And as the novel unfolds,
I saw the Lord, our God
In every word, in every form
In every smile he paints the world.

And so maybe, the one who claims: "I'm an atheist"
Forever marks themselves a "God seeker"
Who's faith could someday own the world.

For their guarded piece of sorrow.

I don't believe at 1st love sight,
and so I fell at second sight. -_-

But why is it at New Year's strike,
I greet you dear and felt so none?
I deemed this heart as dead so once,
I felt so tired of losing heart.

I spent those years on a neverland,
where your single word could make my life
But now it seems that it's just a dream
that fades away in a single snap.

Now, I'm scared that my heart is dead
Feel again, then fade again??
This is a cycle I need to end
the deceit of love my heart so makes.

I'm the culprit, I'm not sane
Stay away cause I might tame

You know, it takes 2 years. . .
2years, of a reversal's piece.  .

Kasi kahit anong gusto kong lagpasan ka, kailangan pa rin kita daanan.

Ang hirap kasi, andami kong oras na nasasayang. Pero kung wala ka, bakit pa ko gigising ng maaga? lagi kitang pinaghahandaan, ikaw lang ang nandyan sa 'twing mahuhuli ako ng lakad.

Isa kang paalala na kailangan kong maghintay, kailangan kong magtiyaga.

Di ako lilihis ng daan, para iwasan ka lang. Kasi mas nakita ko yung mga lugar na dinadaanan ko pala araw araw. Kesa noon, ang nakikita ko lang yung patutunguhan. Ngayon, parang ayaw ko na makarating sa paroroonan.

Pero sana wala ka nalang. Para di ako laging kinakabahan na,
"Huli na ko".

"Look up, meteors!"

Closed eyes, one wished
Heads lifted,twinkles falling
Slowly in the mid-night sky, there…
All fading..

One’s mind which predicted,
Scene so vivid, noticed untimely.
Never it is, that eyes would see
sparkles of light above the seas

Who yelled? gratitude given
Without such, truth is hidden
"Now look!" and twice you did.
(Never a freewill, or is?), “Look!”

One wished, someone yelled
It’s never one that did…
In light years they were burning
But here, it is smoothing

All is none, if no one said
Wishing well would never spell
Go back in time, now reflect
if stars do fall, when and where?

Even the possibility
scares me,
Leaving my homeland
To live w/ maple trees.

They were joking, I said.
You don't tell me that's an option!

But if this is my destiny,
And so be it.
My eyes could be born again.
To see, do things differently.

Just know, that I couldn't leave
w/o my soul dying.
I hope that things could turn out
the way I want it to be:

Simply, not to receive such blessing.

In here lies, my selfishness.

Now, it strikes:
I just knew how to live and not to leave.

Gusto ko ng isa
" Yun oh! Yung hawak ni
Manong nag-titinda. . "
Itatali ko sa aking kamay
Habang lumilipad
Sa distansyang abot ko pa,
" Oo, yung color blue ah! "
Teka ilan nalang ba
Ang naipon kong barya?
" Hmm. . Aba aba, sobra pa kaya! "
Inipon ko 'to ng kay tagal
Mga baon na bigay ni nanay.

Itatali ko sa aking kamay,
Sabay naming babayuhin
Ang kalsada papuntang simbahan. .

" Sino yung umiiyak? "
Ahh, lumipad ang lobo niya.
Yung bata, kawawa naman. .
Kahit bilhan ulit ng Nanay,
Sige pa rin ang ngawa. .

" Ano nga bang meron sa lobo niya? "

" Bakit nga ba sila lumilipad? "

Ito yung lobong
Masarap tignan sa kalangitan
Di pwde itali ng matagal
Sasabit-sabit kung saan-saan
Kalaunan, puputok nalang.
Kaya sige, aking bibitawan na. .

"Sige lipaaaad! "
Diyan ka nababagay
Sa langit, tanaw ng madla
Malayo para aking silayan pa
Kinagagalak kong bitawan ka.

Pero wait diba uso,
Yung may kasamang sulat?
" Sigeee exciting, "
Lagyan natin para masaya :

                                 
     "  S a l a m a t .  "

It is a  r e c o r d
Of the sudden impulse of mind,
Where   s u b c o n s c i o u s  
Was caught on act,
Reminiscing some past you can't fathom.
And so, you turned it into words,
That existed in  e v e r y   p a r t  of the world.
You extend beyond the skies,
And kindle the galaxy in soft touches of ink.
You named all the stars,
In search for your  l o s t   s o u l ,
Disintegrating to something bigger,
You havent noticed.
From there you understand,
That the  p e r s o n  you are,
Could be someone  g r e a t e r.
With such blinding passion.
In keen  p o s s e s i o n .

All because of your subconscious
Hiding truth from you,
Your mind gets amnesia,
But the  h e a r t  keeps beating in rhythm,
Turning every monotone
Into   c h a o s   m e l o d y.
So you grasp for air,
And hold your pen. . .

Pounding into   s  p a c e  ,
            Letting  f r e e d o m  sink in.

And that's how words became,
So beautiful. .
Because that is YOU.

But somehow,
Some of us lose ourselves,
In between.

And that's how beautiful it is.
You stop, to admire it for a second.

**S o    b e a u t i f u l . . .

I'd strike against your planet's shield,
Fall as a streak of heated light.
I'll grant your wish and be your hope,
But if I survive and hit the ground,
Would you keep me as your "meteorite"?


*or should i die with just a spark?

Everything was perfect until you came
You made me human...
Where every thought becomes a sin,
And every revelation becomes a lie.

I put on a blue cape, and jumped 43 ft high
           But now, I never float...
I drew an image, stared for hours
           But it never moved...
I was crossing the highway lifted my hands into a "stop!",
           But I almost died...

I AM HUMAN.

Every day I was transforming
into something they called "normal".
My wings are long gone
and I was running late.

You see, I put my fingers on my forehead
and as I opened my eyes, **** it!
I was still here.
I was thinking of "teleportation".

Hey,
I was thinking of teleportation, I said.
It was the last thing I wished for...
I . . I was hoping to go where you are.

Because I am now human,
I also lose the courage
to fight for you...
Because I am not perfect.
I am not...

But, being human.
I knew you...

Echoes of life-ruined tempos,
Lightning flashes, retrospect
Ghostly trees keen, peeking
Beyond thick fog enclosing.

Nimbus clouds hanging,
Icy blood dripping,
Ashes blown turned
C-C-ryptic voice singing:

"   Don't worry,  worry,           -worry.
                Someone's coming for ya . . .   "

Spine-slithered doubts.
Is it redemption
Or DEATH
En-route?

Brittle steps.
Metal-casted ground, rakes
Cringing sound.
"    Scythe? . . .   "

Stumbled in fear,
Wallowed in self pity,
What an evil daydream?!

-
                    "Who's with me
                     To **** that tree
                In the middle of the sea?

Hanging between boundaries,
Golden leaves, mouth-watering
Sent war on countries neighboring.
Blood spilt, on heaven's ground
Where no innocent souls found.

                     Oh, those leaves!
                       A single piece,
                  Could worth a feast,
            But of what origin, atleast?!

But no! Let's **** that tree.
Draw our swords,
For a mighty peace!
Let's **** that tree!
Whose roots are

There was an orb up the nimbus sky
Jelly, translucent
Absorbing everything that bumps
As it becomes bigger and bigger
Consuming the world...
Afloat in galaxy,
Consuming the stars...
Wallowing planets, comets
Errr... Jupiter's rings!
Black-holes!
Sun, not the moo-                      n
Devouring the whole milky waay--
The  U  N  I  V  E  R  S  E !
Enormous. Colossal. ORB. Emerged!
Oh! Us, Witnessing the outside of galaxies
Only pure light, OBLIVION.
As the orb, like bubbles BURST!             tck.
Reaching TERMINUS.

And that's how everything'll.
**END.

No one gets married knowing they'll divorce.
No one starts something knowing it'll eventually hurt.
For "togethers" was sparked by love,
and its death shall end w/ love.
Loving yourself.
*"It's enough, my friend..."

"Minsan ba naisip mo na,
Baka ikaw lang?"

Taon ang binilang
Tila walang kasagutan.
Aking tatapusin,
Sa isang walang hangganan.

"Ako'y mananatiling ako at
Ika'y mananatiling ikaw."
. . .

the universe is swaying
like an  o c e a n   o f   s t a r s
and with a drop, sends
Shining light falling. .

A daytime shooting star
Has sprouted in me.

He is
The son of the sky.
Speaking hues,
Reflecting smiles,
You'll be blinded by his light.

He is
The son of the sky.
Slowly passing like the clouds,
One who made thunder
resonate a throbbing heart.
With eyes that see no boundaries,
He is endless as the seas.

He is everything
Beneath this sky.
Plant that sprout
In everyone's heart,
A seed that never dies.
He'll live in eternity,
Through what he called:  
**s m i l e s .

How could words be so sharp? it cuts.
We made blades, killed hearts.
it never bleeds, it never speaks.

How could I still be innocent?
Because it's you, who made words
deadly, without asking.

When all I've got are words.
And what you've got are answers.

and vice versa.

I'd slay that soul through poisoned words
But all I do is devour alone.
You left a hole in this bone
That I can write no more.

Saving my totality's cost
from further damage,
Against an independent variability
Called  " t i m e ".

And w/ an intercept always constant
No matter how gradual time changes,
Made me  i n d i f f e r e n t ,
From this point forward.

Now, even if million constraints are made, BOTTOMLINE:
**It's only meant to break-even.

Your head is full of him/her
You see tulips in plain grasses
Stars blind you from above
Then, you asked so many whys?
Review all the negatives, throw away all positives
Accounting whispered: “Do not assume unless otherwise stated”
From there you realized that you’re a fool for dead.
That alien who treated you same from all thousand shells
Deserves death but you declared pardon.
You thought it’s something, deemed it’s everything but you know it’s nothing.
Now you stand there smirking, but tears won’t flow.
Because more than love, you know it’s a lie.
You sinned to yourself and won’t forgive.
For once you did, you need to let go and move on.
And you won’t, because that’s death.

Fool.

She's a stone. .
No, her heart is a  b o u l d e r . .
Can't be moved in force.
You need to break her into pieces first!

She's a flower ***. .
No, her mind is a towering  t r e e . .
Bear that she don't mind losing some leaves,
Rotten ones, go and fall to the seas!

She's a half moon.
No, her smiles are  e c l i p s e .
A sight to behold, but there's darkness
Once seen, could send death w/o peace!

She's a *** of liquid gold.
No, her eyes are  a s t e r o i d s. .
Falling endlessly,
Like gravity possessed space.

She's a sparkling gem.
No, her eyes are polished  d a g g e r s !
Without words she can ****,
That's how she seeks peace. .

In her, there's an  A t o m  o f   E v i l .
But a  U n i v e r s e  o f   L i g h t.
There's a blackhole of dust,
But colonies of stars. .

E v i l ,   y e t   l i g h t .
She lives, but never forgets.
A threshold too high, once full
Go hide under your blanket of scars!
Don't take a step, coz
It could be your last breath.

When problems burst
From the lemon heart,
Acids turn, stomachs crunch.
Sparkles form on lazy eyes,
Lips will curl on the lower side.
And with a hug you will sob,
Then you will try to hold your heart,
But it's inside, you might die.
So you just knock.. But no one comes.

Some will want your lemon heart,
Expose the truth, add some spice.
So you'll just nod and start to see,
That no one asked, if you're alright.

Your heart will quinch, and you shall write
An art like this that:       "no one asked"
But in the end, you will lie
Cause you will try to be alright.

I wish to slice your lemon hearts,
To sip the part, that **" Life is sad "

An effortless jump
Transported me to
-O U T E R    S P A C E-
Only to witness that souls do travel
While we're asleep. . .
People are like gases
Entering a door in every star
"--clicks--" it locks as one passes.

Oh, could it be!
That you're still in that door?

THINK CAREFULLY. Something WRONG went today. . . . .

Now, close your eyes. . .
It's time to wake you up.

Remember:
As you enter another dimension,
Hurry! FIND THE DOOR.
Before it's too late. . .











Uh. . Oh. . .I forgot, the KEYS.
It's in the

I woke up thrice in a dream.
Hell, t'was scary!
Faces pretending, all peeking,
Surreal in every way...

The mind fears itself,
causing illusion, making conclusions.
It kills itself,
giving deductions, testing constructions.

Here, my words are proof
That if ever I'm still sound asleep
Then I'm with you, thus
Will never count four from three.

God gave me a sign, and it’s not a coincidence.
         I ask for it and knew it would come
         It sent shivers to my spines and broke a rib of mine.
But oh God, why sometimes so cruel?
        to take away my heart for someone
        you gave me a sign as an answer, that this person I think I love…
        Is just a shelter of a hopeless heart.

Life is full of feelings
You later regret.
Oh! But know, that "regret"
Is one of them.

A complex web,
Fragility stitched.
It's the trap you made,
To eat you heart.

Blow it! Now!
Look ahead.
Oh! It's another trap,
Made of someone's web.

"Could easily dispose, I suppose..."

But just pray, I mean.."prey"

To be caught in the right web,
Is something worth preying for.

W a i t i n g** .  .  .
We needed time to grow for ourselves.

And from there,
We are so sure that the future exist in a glimpse.

In that moment, we'll eventually be together.
But It just ended up too long. . .

Too long,
We grew    a   p  a  r  t  .

And we realize we're not same person anymore.

Every monster is stronger.
He's fighting on the premise of
escaping,
Somewhere down the line,
He'll live you
dying.

There are cars
Who go straight ahead,
But there are some
Who lose breaks and crash. .
Just like in the movies,
Where a villain cut
Some engine string,
With an evil grin, succeeds.
And I was like:

     "  Dang! Beware of the truck. .no! no! Go for the tree at the side!!  "

But instead, it fell from a rocky cliff.

Suddenly, the camera
Went to the body, ******
Hands holding the wheel

(   E  x  p  l  o  s  i  o  n  s .  .   .  )

There in the next scene,
A picture frame fell . .
Cracked on the part
Where the victim's face is.

Series of quotations made us believe
That once we relate, it's the way it is.
Just what if ours is different, but
Your acts've already been dictated?

Oh, it shows that our existence is
Limited, by words in between " and ".

"Yeah! Just think we existed like commons.**"