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Dirt Witch Sep 2020
strawberries are no longer ripe
bruises are no longer purple
wine drools on its own
red inside and outside of the cup

the cicatrix splits carmine
dawn licks the wounds of night
merengue whipped water
dissolves on the tongues of the sun

mouths are always open
bodies are never empty
blood weeps on its own
flowing inside and outside of the skin
Dirt Witch Oct 2019
Divine spine of a broken line
Shrine of a grimy concubine
A melon and a clementine
Sit atop her belly

Twigs slipped and spitty
with citrus crushed and gritty,
the concubine sits pretty
in a purl of orange leaves.

With fingers succour-sticky
Lurid, licked a quickie
proptotic gargoyles lurking over
As she sighs into the clover
Oct 2019 · 128
I'm a Lizard, Fairy
Dirt Witch Oct 2019
Fickle rumbles
the drip of the pipe outside my window,
the wet sigh of a full bladder.
I cannot tell when it’s raining


But the ground
in the afternoon
remembers moon silent
drizzles


splashes on my heels
the soles of my shoes orange peels.
Rainy fumbles
the walk upon my feet stop
oh, bother — the path upon which my smeek smock
oh smother — the pave upon which I stalk


Drip drop sinks
from the top
of my sock
into the toes where ice stays land locked.
I’m a Lizard --

Fairy.
Oct 2019 · 123
Nemo
Dirt Witch Oct 2019
If you imagine,
a star making liquid
indulgences on the open sea
And us — floating fabric
on the blanket your mother made;
out of the kelp
in your grandmother’s teeth.
Looking above, the silver film
water light, we gaze -
Down, feet absurd ballet
Tongues, eeled, slobbered,
that’s where they lay
EGGS ——

One lime in the gutter
— two other in your mother
She begged for it —
I’m monkey, does it show?

One ***** on st. luke-us
Touch-my-nip or I may a-puke-us
My ****’s a ******
(and salty
please kiss me)


The key is blue
Let me bend my knees
and ride onto you.
Dripping down with the breeze
Wet, I come to you.
Salt wet I slip past the shells
may I dream with you?
Don't make enemies, just sea anemones -- Nemo lived in one ... Did you know?
Jul 2019 · 227
On the London Heat Wave
Dirt Witch Jul 2019
The resounding muses
of this rash riddled air
are as follows:
Feces
Garbage
A skin-bloated scent of leaking mammals
It is hot and full of ***** phantoms, wafting softly upon the breeze of London's ill-conceived streets.
May 2019 · 393
I Viwil
Dirt Witch May 2019
Thigh-hid kiss flits blind,
Bringing pink fits,
Splitting still midnight.
I, dirt–witch,
Spill milky spit,
Drip sticky twilight
Rich in light spring sighs.
Composed with only the vowel i in spirit of the OULIPO
May 2019 · 304
1-8 Snowball
Dirt Witch May 2019
I on rot blue, float tender aureate clemency.
A so-wet salt swell, yellow priests flounder
I, an ape monk, dance divine watered comedies  
O’ my sea song color forgot, drowned madrigal
Ascending letters 1-8 in each line
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8
May 2019 · 217
O Vowol
Dirt Witch May 2019
Horror grows on moons too fond of blow,
Pythons snort snow ponds God forgot to flood.
Grow strong worthy worms,
tooth rot won’t stop clocks slowly, so floss.
Knock on wood, soft looks bloom soon,
Months go on so.
Look, hold form,
Noon folds to gloom,
Moon stoops down, blow looms
On loony snoot.
A poem composed with only the vowel 'O' in the spirit of the OULIPO.
Dirt Witch Jan 2019
Wet pupil-ed gaze of pink
Petals of a peony stretch 
the refraction of flighted insect: ***** dissolves to salt 
lusting for maternity unrequited. 
Soppy petals, 
liquidly fall.
Jan 2019 · 341
Dream Shades
Dirt Witch Jan 2019
Maybe you, and maybe me,
yellowed memory receives
fallen warm to fever pitch
drowning in the sun's remembrance,
So maybe I and maybe the sea
can find some solace in silken sleep
past insomniac rivers and indolent speech
(Rays of spring 
filter shadow marigold
orange trees
bluely sway 
rivers - in 
dreams sense dies 
to ambiguity).
Dec 2018 · 187
Untitled
Dirt Witch Dec 2018
a patch of morning sun
yellow never recollects
the white remembrance
Nov 2018 · 250
Turbidity
Dirt Witch Nov 2018
Swelling water
Pours heaviness of limbs
To the swallow of sleep.
Rain-water fingertips
Dampen the sheets,
Moisten cigarette papers.
A tobacco spire
Breaks the clouds of my teeth,
Announcing holy fog
In respiration.
The sun drowns at 4pm
In a pool of deadened leaves
Choking bubbles of light
Through eternal perspiration of winter.
Liquid abyss soothes the sky.
I rain until morning.
Oct 2018 · 310
Moonshine Wakes
Dirt Witch Oct 2018
Pink palpitations of morning
Moan waking
To shuttering mouths
Clutching
                  Tongue, saliva, breath.
Heaving
Re-imagined into whimpering
/ Yes. Only /
Gripping oxygen;
Skin peeling beneath fingernails
Scratching
          Love Love Love
To the beautiful,
Quaking collision
Dripping liquidplease
To balance the early rain of day.
Jul 2018 · 377
Sun Worship
Dirt Witch Jul 2018
Orange melts the meat of pink into blue
Organs finding bones, seeking warmth
Falling indigo patches of night
Into my pocket
To save the dark
As heat springs life into morning
Jul 2018 · 578
Azure Enchantment
Dirt Witch Jul 2018
Liquid-lipped sun
drips pleasure
unto the sea-wet tangling of hips
licking drunk sweat tendrils
slinking behind ears.
We fall asleep,
Baring kiss
to the skin beside us
Bearing body
to the drool of afternoon.
Falling in love in Sinemorets
Jun 2018 · 448
Parallax
Dirt Witch Jun 2018
Who but afternoon

Susurrations of heat speak?

Where but earth

Stars feed

(As electrons sway

And pour through walls;

Spin gold to sugar,

Greenly tasted

By the lips of mammalian tongues

Eating fat

With gardens and stolen glucose) ?

Incapable of creation -

Who, but we,

Devour?
Mythic meditation on photosynthesis
Jun 2018 · 962
Serotonin Deficiency
Dirt Witch Jun 2018
Cumulous pillows
of insomniac depravity
drizzle keen pulp
unto the eye, hair wetting
mattress - springing
metal spasms
upon the spine of those
who dream.
Mellow morning
saltily floats up
from morbid
somnambulations
Dirt Witch Apr 2018
Dark
(Whose solace makes from my fibers sanctuary)
Floods — asomatous noyade beginning with a drip —  the splanchnic organs
Sweet like honey drops light
From celestial bodies
Unto my parted lips, breath-warm tongue.
(still) the moon
Bending my cheek to kiss
Exhales in quiet caress
As night sinks and drifts
Mar 2018 · 231
March Breathes Snow
Dirt Witch Mar 2018
The vestments
of winter (skin revealed
as lilac
granite) rest
- trembling fingers of your stomach hold
the bending fabric-
in my melancholic coughing
Mar 2018 · 399
Becoming as tandem
Dirt Witch Mar 2018
If we take weeks
and wait for someone to tell us
“STOP”
the lights might dim,
and we might shut
our eyes
but…still…
this being we
become together
exists
From December, in arguments and lust without the perspective of winter in past-tense
Dirt Witch Feb 2018
I.
Our limbs
(winter - bared
to the cold)
paled
* orange peels in the pillow case
against the duvet (snow littered with tangerine skins)
feet spilling out the window into the garden beneath our bed
where hands nurture fruit grown in smoke and unfastening *
bunched tendons in our hands
compound torsos with the submission into, clawing for gravity of
(yes, love)
Of please - yes, love (love, love),
Of marbled - quaking , tongue - in - my - mouth - down - my - spine,  sun - in - my - eyes - when- we - touch love,
{feeling}
Rose -y yellow


II.
Periwinkle artifice
Interspaced with
Drip
Smear
Blur
Of cloud (silver gray)
Sun-splash on James Joyce
As February’s finger
Blushes spring


III.
(You and your lustful multitudes)
Jan 2018 · 776
Swallowing Water
Dirt Witch Jan 2018
The temptation of the sea is always to swallow, but still the city sits kissed by the cerulean waves of this most unruly body. The people know that to enter this planetary hydrosphere is to be devoured, for this water has no sympathy for fleshy fool’s flailing limbs and nothing but contempt for their arrogant voyages into her floriferous womb. So this is not a fishing village, and in the heat of summer when sweat is more plentiful than blood, the locals touch the beach with no more than the tentative stretch of a single toe.

Earth is tired of the narcissistic absorption of herself and here she has delineated clearly the lines of humanity’s most fruitful land bound living.

In this sea-side village of kelp-hair and salty ears, no one can swim.

Sequestered in the salt-brick homes is a pink pillared apartment wherein a girl sleeps. In the summertime she dyes her hair red to match the sky and in winer she lets it fade, slowly, unevenly as the glossy leaves of autumn unevenly red, yellow, and brown. Tonight, as most nights, she is alone. Dreams come, as they always do, without warning or permanence leaving one slightly unsettled, but none-the-less unscathed. She awoke to the smell of smoke, her own half-smoke cigarettes simmering in an ashtray beside her bed, and she coughed (all of it rather unsightly).
The day had already aged with gray hairs showing in the form of afternoon, but she felt no desire to extinguish her smoldering tobacco or put on a shirt. She let incense and laid in bed until the sea-stench of her hair was infused with the odor of burning herbs and cloying loneliness. It was half past three when in disuse, she closed the door to her room and emerged into the dusky atmosphere of December.
She walked past the white-rock homes and pink complexes of her street onto the worn cobble stone path that paved the way to her lovers house. He was not in. He does’t live there anymore. But behind the curtain, in the winter light, she could still see his silhouette. The pain of his absence is a reassurance of her humanity that she sought every afternoon. So she watched. Perhaps it was merely a half hallucinated daydream bought on by insomnia and the psychedelic effects of sea-side living, but reality is not as important as perception. Thoroughly nostalgic and panged with the sorrow of present, she continued onto her daily pilgrimage, stopping only in an abandoned doorway to roll a cigarette.

Across the city a boy too had awakened, hours before mind you, but his accomplishments were parallel. The silhouette of his lover lay tactilely in his bed and he sipped his morning tea in the sublime shadow of her slumbering. Caught in the poverty of living, he headed off to work. The note tucked beneath his doorframe went unnoticed.

Unrequited communication a seething actuality, the girl walked past her make-shift post box near the marketplace with only an unsent letter in her hands. Thrown into the solitary suppositions of silence, she tread on aimlessly and without thought for the destination of her feet. In an alternate doorway she stopped for another cigarette, ignoring the scowls of passing mothers and concerned fathers. Inhale the solace of tar, exhale today’s desolation, the movement of the hand is meditation and tossing is life’s response.

The boy came home and kissed the dark hair and white skin of his most certain love. She kissed him back with amplitude and wailing.

The girl’s cigarette went out. The wind-whipped re-lighting singed only a few of her faded-to-brown hairs. Only the filter remaining, she flicked the ashy corpse onto the beach where her soon-to-be-walking feet would next take her.

Cold sand even cannot be traversed in shoes, so with socks tucked into the heel, she filtered the imperceptible pebbles that grace the barely-land supplicating itself before the water between her toes.

Somnolent entirely, exhausted fully, she laid down on the sand before the sea, wondering if high-tide would lick her out of land into the realm of aquarius severity, to be kissed by the fat fish lips, and held, held in the tender sweetness of kelp.

The boy tossed the note away.

The girl slept.

And the sea saw her.
A short story perhaps, but a poem of imagery
Dec 2017 · 472
Sleep (alone)
Dirt Witch Dec 2017
How sound that I should sleep alone,
shadow of you still beneath my clothes.
It’s harder to sleep here,
I’ll admit,
perhaps my independence is as frail as you say.
Yes, darling,
let me kiss you drunk
and fill my teeth with your tongue
-but let it not spread out,
contain it
(our warmth together as eurythmic movement of our limbs set to the tempo of your exhalation).
I will walk, No-longer-lover,
for your bed is no-longer mine.
Take those green, floral sheets
and spread them across the back
of your present muse.
Kiss the dark strands of
her hair.
What does she taste like?
Home and destruction?
Pleasure.
Probably.
Until it sours
and the obsession of love once again
festers
and the pus mutates back into your favorite
alcohol.
(But, Dearest,
You’re still my favorite)
Dec 2017 · 308
Bleu
Dirt Witch Dec 2017
I thought only of blue,
filling you,
percolating through all the tiny capillaries
of your lungs and settling in your chest cavity.
Then a rush of orange,
red,
and just the smallest intonation of indigo.
My fingers pursued the skin behind your ears,
virginal as it is,
and with it, the melody of your texture.
Your nails,
not yet the soft pads of your hands,
inquire,
simultaneously,
the fabric of my skirt.
Mutual occupation of space unearthed necessarily
And then parting.
Necessarily.

My form no longer belongs beneath your sheets, for the dark-haired girl with loud eyes and a quiet aptitude sleeps in my somnolent indentation.
Speak to me, Fair dreamer of immolation and dust, tell me the perils of your personhood, the power of your relentless humanity.
Speak to me, Quiet consumer of gasoline and smoke, teach me the solitude of obsession and the anger of precious feeling.
For while she sleeps, contemplating rapacious consumption of your splanchnic soul, you feel nothing but love,
as love lasts.
Nov 2017 · 264
Untitled
Dirt Witch Nov 2017
You carry yourself in the tips of your fingers
and it slides down your lips like thick honey.
I keep finding it on my clothes
and in my mouth
already watered down in bubbled saliva.
Nov 2017 · 258
Tuesday
Dirt Witch Nov 2017
Kiss me across the table,
and let's roll cigarettes in the wind,
I'll kindly drink your beer
and you'll take me softly in your hands.
And here we are; In this amber lit pub of worn wood and familiar conversation, where you smile uninhibitedly and I laugh too loud while the bare bulbs of insomniacs filter slowly through the air on the elaborate structure of metal chandeliers.
Nov 2017 · 284
Inward folding
Dirt Witch Nov 2017
*** by ***, my elbows fold into myself, peering through my small intestine until they articulate the undulating passage of my ileum.
My knees crumple, embedding themselves absolutely into my chest until they flatten my heart against the walls of its own cavity as it beats faster and faster into the shrinking labyrinth of capillaries, distorted by the pressing loss of space.
My mouth is filled with the gentle tang of warm spinal fluid as sinew and muscle catch in my teeth.
Indiscriminate limbs clamor out of the carnivorous spit of stomach acid into the empty spaces left by my long deserted lungs; until all of myself is cowering behind the stoic battalion of my ribs, unrelentingly upholding an assemblence of structures against the assailing inward pull of joints and fear.
Soon they crack, and the sudden consolidation of mass breaks a hole in the floor and the parasitic being of self spills through ceiling and insulation to rest in the basement.
Nov 2017 · 701
Our//Bed
Dirt Witch Nov 2017
You are           ...sleeping.
And I am awake.
Smoking cigarettes on porch
and the curb
and underneath the leaves of this foreign place as familiar as our bed.

(Our bed ?

Perhaps. )

As you sleep,
Breathing heavily, soundly,
contorted into dissociation
Blankets wound around your body
        -That I don't dare touch;
I breathe so slowly, so so

S
  L
    O
      W
         L
           Y

[ S
T
A
R
I
N
G
    at the wall ]

And speak to myself in the voice no one will ever hear
with the intensity of red
and the pace of INDIGO
INDIGO of the wall outside your flat
INDIGO of the sloshing acid of my stomach
INDIGO of the synapses pulsing electricity past my neurons to the unreceptive brain matter that lies beneath your skull  

Indigo indigo indigo

Ind(i•go)
(In)•digo
I•{ndigo}

(Witching hour approaches)

And I approach nothing
                      Nothing nothing nothing
Approaches me
Invades me
And I ask.               {Please}
But my eyes evade me, speaking distance
Across the span of OUR bed

¿Ours?

With the dawn virga of
pink light in the window,
The heat of your hands tenderly apologizes

And in the morning
You kiss me
Exhaling dreary carbon dioxide into my mouth
Stale alcohol meandering past our teeth,
Settling in the air between our tongues.
Oct 2017 · 243
Sasho
Dirt Witch Oct 2017
What is it you misunderstand?
Your beauty, or my softness
that seeps through the gratitude we call
us
And fills the ever leaking stream of consciousness
I deem,
incorrectly,
you.
Take my hand
Fair Dreamer of warmth and honey,
Let me hold your sticky pollinated eyes
in the palm of my days
And caress the electricty
of your thoughts in motion.
Sit with me a while
in the quiet being of
almost sleep,
And eat these sweet raspberries
I plucked from the tree outside your window,
As we osculate into the
liminal tenderness of
your sheets.
Love raspberries
Oct 2017 · 343
Lamentation
Dirt Witch Oct 2017
Let fractals grow beneath my fingertips so I can feel them spiral through my veins

as salt water percolates through suppurating wounds.

Let me lie supine in the open air of dysphoric intimacy

So the cold creeps through the subterranean skin of my chest

Let my blood flush my cheeks and spread unrelentingly

*excoriating the flesh of my exposed body supplicating itself before the sky.
Apr 2017 · 491
The Yellow Wallpaper
Dirt Witch Apr 2017
I don’t like when Jane leaves the baby’s door open,
But we’re away now. This house is heavy with strangers' history,
It's peeking out of the shaded paths and gardens swollen
With verdure; hinting at the tantalizing possibility of mystery
And restorative power of air, after all, that’s why we’re here

John doesn't believe in fantastic daydreams
(Imagination is a delusion perpetuated by fools)
John says we are sleeping in the nursery for its sunbeams
But there are bars on the windows like metal rules
And it is papered in a grotesque sin of undulating chaos

It inhabits me, twirling dreadful arabesques behind my eyes
    Momentarily.
Many yellowed
                Almost, not quite, dead
It grows within me
  Dis-
        -tending my belly
No no no

This air will do me good.

I move as a somnambulist through the morning
Succumbing to sleep in the afternoon
       (Moonlight brings the amber insomnia of the walls
                    Bends my eyes from sleep)
But it is nothing. Merely my own laziness. A hysterical tendency.
Really.
shhh..

SULFUR
   Color
SULFUR
   Scent
In my (inhale) lungs and
(Shoulder to the wall, follow) on my clothes
Proptotic eyes leering from crooked necks
Carious fingers reaching into-

Fireworks on the forth of July and me,
with the docile vengeance of a failed mother
Writing with the frantic purpose of a bumblebee,
…If a bumblebee was splitting
in two

    two layers of the wall
         One mutating concentric fungal prison
         One captive-her?
(Her that creeps, her that inhabits [me] the wall)

I am tired.
    But I must find the origin. Pattern. Meaning.
           I know it holds someone.some memory
Hidden

My shoulder is covered in yellow pigment
My knees hurt
(faded band following the baseboard
pressure of a shoulder in orbit)

            She hides, but she is mine
She who-I who shake the wallpaper-
SHE shakes the wallpaper in moonlight
I who shake the wallpaper
I who T
E
     A
         R
with teeth and claws
my prison from the wall
I who creep beneath the paper
           (crept behind the paper)
    FREE
           OF-
John
oh,

J
O
H
N

You're in my way.
Based on the short story "The Yellow Wallpaper" by Charlotte Perkins Gilman
Nov 2016 · 658
Sunday in Central Park
Dirt Witch Nov 2016
We strolled through converging pathways spilling with synchronized chaos, finding our own space amidst the rumpus of the crowds on a small hill overlooking an endearing muddle of humanity. The grass was wet with evening dew and we were colored with the aureate light of dusk, watching everything swim by with novel delight. The city erupted before us, vibrant, apathetic, and amoral and we swelled with its magnitude. Round and enchanted, we rolled down the hill and fell into the peculiar happenings encapsulated in the windows.
We stood before a man with no eyes and worms coming out of his fingertips in a room with no floor. He smiled at us, carious teeth bending into slight parabolas under the pressure of its sweetness. We excused ourselves quickly, escaping into a opaline kaleidoscope that had opened up before us. I could taste all the lives we tumbled past as a mix of bitter almonds and grapefruit with the occasional shock of decomposing fish heads.
We squeezed our bodies into the melody of a madrigal sung by a girl with four heads and sonorous hands to find ourselves in the rafters of an old cathedral. Below us contorted souls filed into wooden confessionals screaming sins of their fathers into the ear of a deaf priest who gave copacetic blessings in the form of an orange pill bottle. Distended and bruised, we fell from the ceiling into the baptismal font. Bioluminescent algal blooms effloresce above our heads and resplendent stingrays whisked by, casting soft, amorphous shadows across our cheeks. Lulled by the etherial tenderness of the liminal world, we fell asleep with your hand on my neck and my fingers tangled in your seaweed hair.
We awoke to the sound of falling peaches and splitting skin. I pulled a small fish out from behind your ear and inhaled the brine of your tongue before stepping into the open window beneath your pinkie finger. A man in a suit who was really a box jellyfish greeted me in the center of a opulent office building that had no purpose. I politely declined to shake his hand and instead lost myself in the map of the city unfurled beneath the wall of glass in front of me. I pulled a small seashell out of my pocket and threw it. Everything shattered.
I felt you next to me, falling through space and low-lying clouds to find ourselves in the present.
We are saturated colors of mustard, earthen green, and midnight blue sprawled on sloping grass without hesitation. Buoyant and expectant, we meander through song and chatter to find ourselves bright and shining on a warm green bench talking in improvised harmony. Our skin is a new composition of window light, yellow and breathing. A synthesis of memories pool and flush our cheeks with affection and we inhale the world. Flags pirouette and fall, a refracted constellation glimmers on glass, and you taste like honey and rich smoke. The moon is ebullient, so full and round that in a gasp I pluck it from the sky and place it in your shirt pocket. We’re effervescent, with giggling fingertips on a euphoric investigation into novelty of human sensation. Somnolent and gentle, we fall asleep with the memory of our water soaked bodies burgeoning under softened hands.
Nov 2016 · 592
Violet
Dirt Witch Nov 2016
We were on the curb and
    Our toes were numb
You talked about impossibility and I was too loud
            (It was dark and the neighbors could hear)
Your lips looked softer in headlights
     And artificial electricity
I tried not to stare because if I looked too closely
I could see you
You took the eyes on your fingertips
       And saw up my sweater
And my palms inhaled your cologne
             (The gravity of familiarity)
I felt like a silhouette on the concrete
My head was underwater and your body was a few
      Inches about the surface
I could almost feel you
We left our shadows behind a parked car
    And you left an imprint in my mouth
I can still taste you under my tongue if I think about it
Move off that street
            I think they knew and it screams of metal
Dirt Witch Sep 2016
Smoke on the windowsill
Dust and ash clinging to bare feet
Cigarettes numb the air
Sighing each other to sleep in synchronization
Breathe slow

Half-sipped cups and sticky residue
Strewn playing cards collapsed on the carpet
Crumbs and remnants of socialization
Empty chairs
Silent atmosphere

Eyes open in a sleeping room
Anxiety pooling in jittery feet
Twice heavy breathing in tandem
Syncopated with a third dissonant exhalation
Closed blinds
Aug 2016 · 290
Cold Coffee
Dirt Witch Aug 2016
There's a mug on the windowsill with cold coffee
Abandoned as a
Thought shivered out the open door
Nearby fingers attempt
To mold each other into
A perfect stone ball
Pushing bone against bone
Those hands
Turned serpents
Slipping out of their skin
Drift to the floor
With shed fingertips
Tapping purple toes
Jun 2016 · 313
Walks Alone
Dirt Witch Jun 2016
There it is, that recurring image of the world through the end of a straw with my own body in darkness. My feet become the concrete on which they stand and everything is a vibration I'm not a part of. There it is, that walk home where my feet wilt the weeds and the sun darkens the street. My toes dry the silt into dust and the waiting wind blows it around me and heat congeals it into the pores of my skin. So there I am, walking on weeds with dust skin baking in the sunlight staring at the world through a tiny orb of light occasionally dotted with a foreign, unforgiving face. The wasps in my frontal lobe are agitated again, buzzing and pushing against confines of my orbital sockets up into my forehead. Even shutting my eyes doesn't help this time and all that heaviness without origin still remains, subtly flattening brain matter like the insidious unfurling of a fan.
Mar 2016 · 507
The Living Room
Dirt Witch Mar 2016
The light was dim and caramel and each step down the hallway pulled pieces of me towards the floor with something more than gravity until the room was marked with objects stained with me. Jellyfish bloomed up in my stomach with an intricate urgency. I could still taste the steam and soap on your neck. Our bodies were improvisational ossilation. I lost my mouth in your tongue and didn't find it again until you pulled it out of the air. I traced your body with my body in an artistic study of the interaction of line and curve and color. There wasn't enough oxygen and the couch suffocated, we just held our breath and shared contaminated atmosphere. Now I think of you and your hands past tense. Daydreams bend time and space, no longer here, but then-when you wished I wore a dress and I did too and your body was heavy and pink and exposed and I was out of breath with the weight of your heaviness and warm with the proximity or your pinkness.
Feb 2016 · 450
Day Dreams
Dirt Witch Feb 2016
We’re all waiting for that someday somebody that will make our skin feel like liquid gold and make flowers grow out of our ears. There’s a the Milky Way in our neurons that we’d be left to discover on sleepy afternoons in October when the leaves are still look like ripe peaches and the sun sets at 6 o'clock. In the spring we’d lay out in a field of wild flowers with syncopated voices filling the atmosphere and feel weeds growing beneath us until they found our heart beats. We’d feel our blood run quiet and warm and even our teeth would feel soft and our knees would be smiling. We’d lay there in the swelling silence of yes and inhale the floating flower seeds in the wind. We’d cough up bluebells and brambles for weeks. I’d make a map of all your freckles and connect all those cities with rivers of arteries until I could carry you around in my pocket in all your perfect symmetry. We’d laugh at the sun and squint at the moon. There's something too shadowed about it and it'd make me feel nauseated, but your feet would make the ground feel more solid and I’d find solace in the ridges of your fingerprints. We’d be all kinetics and soft, milky shower steam. Until one day your hands would start to turn dead blue and your body would grow gnarled and small. The doctor would find that one of the brambles got caught in the left vertical of your heart. You rot from the inside out. I’d sell purified salt and the world would feel dowsed in ***** lake water until it didn’t and I moved on because that’s what people do. Or someone would say “I never thought you’d end up with someone like her” and I’d laugh and say “me neither” and you’d kiss me. But you wouldn’t stop thinking about it until you ****** the brunette on the third floor and let her borrow my lingerie. You’d say “I’m sorry, I love you” and I’d burn the lingerie and then **** your best friend on our bed and we’d both end up shattered shells in a desert. We’d drown in ethanol. Or you’d get angry and hit me one day and apologize and I’d say it’s alright and try to fix you and end up spending a decade losing myself until I became a hollow porcelain bird on the shelf in your living room and our children would have to glue me back together. Or I'd realize you weren’t very intelligent and thought too much about nothing and that glow was really just sweat. I’d tell you’d I’d changed and we just didn’t want the same things, but really I’d just realized I was in love with a poem I made up and you were really quite a bore and saw the world in varying shades of brown. All those flowers in my ears would wilt and my skin would be a the moldy green of oxidized bronze. The day dream always ends in a corner with gaping hole in the floor and toes on the precipice.
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Dirt Witch Oct 2015
People want soft and warm, supple skin and sunflower eyes, but my fingertips are always cold and I always manage to dredge up something gray in sunshine. People want thick sweet corn syrup and honey, but I am watered down *****, not strong enough to stimulate the slightest rise in temperature but just enough to leave the lingering taste of rubbing alcohol.
#me
Oct 2015 · 427
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Dirt Witch Oct 2015
Unorchestrated configurations of quantum physics
Held together with breathing
And pulled tight with whispers
Cosmology aside what's the probability
That your stardust atoms would ever
Find their way to my human skin?
I never knew someone could be so intoxicatingly combustible
And have such infinite gravity
Pulling everyone apart piece by piece
Then compounding us all back again
Into malformed crystallizations of protons
Orchestrated.
Held together by the air around your tongue.
Never pulled tight.
For the most interesting person I have ever known.
Jun 2015 · 883
When I loved you
Dirt Witch Jun 2015
Your hands are ink
Staining all that you touch with your singular finger print
We all get lost.
I get lost,
In it's ridges and complexities
Perpetually held in wondrous confusion
You are black coffee
Pumping into all of my veins,
Alive
Like a rush of oxygen to my blood
You are my siren
Luring me to the edge
I see the parts of me you tore apart glistening just below,
But I can't resist
All of your music
Makes my memories of pain
Nothing more than a light breeze
Barely rustling strands of hair
You are a white sun I can't help but stare at
Even as I go blind
While I am a candle
Dull and lifeless
In the presence of your intensity
You are an unruly sea
Your magnitude uneffected
By my timid presence
I love you for all the reasons you hurt me.
Jun 2015 · 536
Angels
Dirt Witch Jun 2015
She has angels
whispering devious
"I love you"s hidden under her skin. Their wings stretched behind her eyelids,
each word they utter breathless whispers of darkness.
Come to me.
They don't love you.
Passionate declarations concealed in the ridges of her mind.
Chemically induced reality,  
tangible sound.
Shut up.
No. Please. Come to me.
Be with me.
I'm waiting.
Waiting, making bottles
Of pills opportunities
Each medication possibility
Please don't listen to your angel
He's no angel at all
Mar 2015 · 485
Her
Dirt Witch Mar 2015
Her
She is soft.
Like watercolors
And the gentle plummet
Of leaves
From cracking branches
Her words are fog
Cooly rolling
Over bodies
Enveloping them
Intoxicating
She feels like
Moss and sunlight
Broken by fingers of trees

I am a blunt axe.
A straight arrow
I don't trickle
I am a rough sea
I am thick red paint
Whiskey without the buzz
My words
Have the harsh cut
Of being choked
Devoid of eloquence
I spill myself
Out with the slightest
Touch like a wine glass
Perilously perched
On the edge of a table

She is a fountain pen
And I am a stick
Pushing piles of dust
Mar 2015 · 442
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Dirt Witch Mar 2015
There are canyons
Carved into my cheeks
By currents
Of brandy
Time has been no gift
My skin is still
Barren
Stripped of vitality
Hollow
I am hollow
Empty
Overrun with
Cold ocean water
But I am not drowning
I am collapsing
Atoms
Compounding atoms
Waiting
For the morphine
Of time
Dirt Witch Mar 2015
***** will never fill you up
It will only temporarily allow you
To forget you are empty
But when the poison
In your blood runs thin
You will be left
With a hollow more cavernous and
Gaping than before
New space eaten from your
body, devoured by whiskey
Carved by wine
No depth of ruby stain
On your lips
Nor pungent drunk of your breath
Nor clumsy twist of your tongue
Will cultivate a remedy
Liquor does not bring life
it exaggerates sorrow
So do not drown yourself
In an acrid bottle
There you will only find
More darkness
Mar 2015 · 666
Continents
Dirt Witch Mar 2015
People are ephemeral
And you never know
How far you’ve drifted
Until you’re on separate
Continents, not bothering
To shout over the gap
Content with your newly filled spaces
And they with theirs
Would it be worth it to struggle
Or would you drown in the distance
I still want to try
To stand on the edge
And shout across the ocean
That’s growing between us
Maybe the waves of my voice
Could bring you back
To the empty space
I still can’t fill
Just to find
You’ve already filled mine
Maybe I should be content
You even made a space
In your arms
For me at all
I hope we still think
Of what it felt like
When we were each other’s
Even on separate continents
Mar 2015 · 317
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Dirt Witch Mar 2015
His fingertips dripped
Like cool rain down her back
Filling the empty spaces along her spine
Soothing the fiery tempest of thoughts
Into a warm glow of affection
That spread like wildfire
Down her limbs
And too her lips
That parted to soft
Kisses and sweet words
Hidden beneath a cloud of blankets
A sea of skin
Flowing between
Two intertwined bodies
Who sparked each other’s hearts
To beat
Like the wings of humming birds
And breathe
Like wind in a hurricane

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