I am a man with a simple dream
To be a good husband to my half
Build a home full of life and love
And carry a child of my own.

I know I will come to that point
When? And how will it be?
Will it be change into darkness?
I feel like my time is up.

I'm now lifting a world at my back
Like Atlas, but I'm too weak for that
I am too young to be here
Experiencing this whole nightmare.

She has another man in her life
Her behalf is now sick to death
Their child is too young to understand
While I'm a half human and a half
Artificial.

Rip my body and tear it into
A big pieces, part by part
Sell my sinful soul to the King
Then buy a child a dress to wear
For the day of my memorial.

I have my one and only will
Bury my heart under a plant
So I will help the plant to grow
To have their child something to eat.

He told me that he loves me
I do not know why to him
He's just silently crying
Slowly bent his knees at me.

He told me that he loves me
And I really love him too
Since we were in seventh grade
But I am  scared to tell him.

He told me that he loves me
But we are not meant to be
And I know there is someone
That meant for him and not me.

Last night was the most awaited
I got full courage to tell him
But I bumped into a fast car
So I didn't tell him the truth.

He told me that he loves me*
In front of my tomb kneeling
It hurts me so much more
*than
I was hit by a fast vehicle.

Today is the day
That you will leave this place
Fly to a wonderful journey
Thousand miles from home
Just like a million miles from me.

I saw you packing your things last night
Then you kissed my forehead
I cried silently and secretly
And for the first time in my life
I felt the bitter-sweet death.

Today is the day
Please hug me for the very last time
To feel your love and warmness
Put my freezing heart into fire
Hold me tight like there is no tomorrow.

Promise me to take care of yourself
And keep in touch whatever happens
And if you find another one
It is alright, just tell me right away
I have no rights to be with you at all
But I am hoping for the day,
to have a little space in your heart.

Today is the day**
To start your brand, new beginning
I will never, ever forget you
Just remember, I still love you
I'm still waiting for you to come back.

I know I'm strong enough to face them all,
I always rule, the leader of everything,
I can weaken walls and conquer fear,
But my thoughts were all wrong and I fell,
Into the darkest part of nowhere.


But when I first saw your heavenly smile,
My freezing feelings started to fade and melt,
Oh, please join me in my lonely journey,
Be my power, my strength
my life.

I wanted to hold your precious body,
It makes my spirit awake and  my heart alive,
My love, you're so far away from me!
But just remember my faithful words,
I'll protect you because I love you.

I promise to love you unconditionally,
Doing everything just to make you happy,
I know there are predators that are watching us,
Just trust my everlasting love to protect you,
I'll be your warrior for all your wars,Your companion until the end of time.

I feel like I am untouchable and useless,
Like an empty, fading piece of a shell,
But when you suddenly came in front of me,
You picked and kept me in your chest. 

I felt the care and warmness in your heart,
The feeling I have not experienced before,
You placed me near your heart and soul,
You took care of me like I am yours.

You give me the reason for my being,
And I really love what I am feeling,
You give my life brighter path and definition,
I am really thankful that I met you.

Now you are leaving to take a new journey,
I thought you are now going to leave me,
But you just hold me tight and stare,
There was no action, no words to say.

You should throw me back to the sea,
and pretend that nothing happens,
You are a human and I am just a shell,
Truth hurts, we are not meant to be.

Do not worry If I will be gone too soon,
I am always here, just look at the sea,
But if you will find someone that will cherish you,
I will be really happy for the both of you.