Snakes and Ladders
Forever starting anew,
Seen circles of adders
Biting their tails
To the bone and through.

You got to move quick
In that place and have forethought
Forefront,
Otherwise you'll fall short
When your works not nearly done.

Beware the Ivory fangs
Flashing in the night.
Let fear butterfly into strength
And sight so you can
See which path is right.

Find a ladder
To lead away
From what made you
Madder,
Remember the feeling
Don't daunt
But it matters.

Snakes and Ladders
Beat at its own game,
You choose yours
But I threw the board
To the flame.

No it's not simple
We stamped on our
Own spine.

We ran stampedes passed
The Line.

Now...
I couldn't tell,
I truly don't know.

If there is anything
To fight for.

Dark I know
But I pray for the day
When the sun swells
And we start again.

Is this a joke to you?
This is life for some,
Your privileged little life
Could never muster the
Hardship, Heartbreak
And Heinous atrocities
Of this world.

Bombs dropped on whole
Cities,
Mother and child buried beneath
Dust and stone.
So drop more bombs
And bomb your issues away.
Bomb Bomb Bomb
And go.

Pray for this
Pray for that
Our foundation we
Slayed for that.
Crusades, inquisition
The list goes
On &
On &
On

And it does nothing
But breed indecision.
(Lobotomy)
It does nothing but hold an
Incision.
Into the core of our morality,
We've been reduced nothing but brutality.

In your microcosm
You'll never see
The truth that lay
Beyond the Sea.

I just Pray
One day where we're war free,
Or even one where more
Are free.
Don't you see?

Even here divided beyond
Divisions realm,
And we allowed Hate to lead
The helm.

Callous Brutality,
A cancer of reality
Or simply just a symtom
And we are action.

Wish we'd go back in time
To that place,
Warmed in the presence
Of his space.

Held in the lock of
His kiss,
Melt in the shock of
His kiss.

Like dried kindling
We burst into flames,
Love and lust kindling
He played no games.

But playing together
Tied by a tether,
This Love
A Storm Couldn't Weather.

Never thought
Not for second,
But that second got caught.
In my heart
You became an after thought.

Maybe we could Blood
And let the Blood
Bleed.

Yes, we want to sleep,
Let the dreams seap in
Till we're sleeping deep.

How we want to cry
And let the tears drain us,
To the sand the sun stains us,
Till we're less than rust.

Till we're nothing more than thought
And less than caught
Ever something more than naught.

Never severed from blood
Wether below above
I can't send my love.
Mediums Water never Mud.

  -

How you want to send a text
& **** his world up,
You were lonely hugging bowls while you hurled up.
Agony on the floor,
Foetal how you curled up.

Puke up another blood vessel?
We have more time
to build up more slime
Build up more grime
Build up what's mine.

Blow in due course,
Empty of a force
Cause it's torn from me,
Style and confidence
It was born from me.

Now far from the core
Of me,
Sat in the shore or
Sea
I can't seem to see.

Who I want to be
And aspects
I want to free.

So that was us
And all we were
Used for.
Simple
In its elegance.
Brutal
In its honesty.

That bridge,
Olive branch
Burn it down.
Never could
But ties I server
Burnt them all.
That Hell
I won't dwell,
Inferno
I'll learn them now.

I'll teach them how
Won't break them down.
Won't bless a crown
Don't stress the sound.

Won't mess the lot
Or miss the rot
Kiss the lot
and bless the spot.

Hell and Inferno
Burnt against my feet,
Live this bitter love
Until darkness I retreat.

Crying would be
Cathartic
But I'd rather be rid
Of you.

Laughing would bubble insanity
So I'll sit silently
Till you leave.

I'll hold my breath and
When in the presence of death

Finally breathe.

If I had pennies
For when Rage was
Misplaced

I'd have pounds,
But they'd burn to
At my fireplace.

When was there fair space
Just to despair
Grace.

I'll fall slowly and mould
Along the way,
I'm so cold I couldn't be
Strong anyway.

I lost pride
I'm dust in the
Place I used to reside.

These are the words
To empty air
I confide.

Guess I'm still right,
Always head up
Looking for the light.
Wrong,
Always with the wasters
How you looking for the light.

Always tell another story,
tell when it's true,
Filling me with freight
But I guess that's just you.
Wish I had the might
Just to say that this is through.

How you turned on tables
Houses and your own home,
Now you're spinning fables
Just to find your old home.

LGBT
We claim we want acceptance,
But how can you fall under this umbrella
If you hold Hate towards
Your community.

Transphobia, your prejudice
Makes your insecurities transparent.

Biphobia, your intolerance makes
You what you can't tolerate. Hate.

Homophobia, like Biphobia
Love is love
Not preordained
From forces above.

Discrimination could never
Build a nation,
Just change the narrative
To fit the occasion.

Those in Power
DIVIDE AND CONQUER,
You've heard that so why so
Divided.

More or less
I think I'm just lost
Maybe just less
Further from what's best.

Who knows,
****, who can tell me.
You know what,
**** who can tell me!

I've been compared to that
And made to feel mad
Compared to tat
And made to feel sad.

But worse than that,
I've been left like
A dog end.
Only dogs want the end
And care to pretend.

Snubbed out,
Words unknown to me
Are dubbed now.

Only hope I learn
Tired of this burn
Extinguished I release my rage.  
Tired of this cage,
Tear away loss from my page.

But who knows?
Maybe another day-
I'll nurse my pain
Till the tears drain
And I may remain.

Remain. Sane.

Tired of the hate
Tired of the love
Tired of the heat
I'm tired of this.

All these reasons
But I breath still.
When others left
I stayed still.

Wish I moved
Or lived a life,
Loved a little
Despite the strife.

Loved solidly,
Like my back
Harbouring a knife,
My love harbouring violence.

He dwelled and it grew
In the silence,
In the dark
It grew to be
More than a mark.

He shrunk to be less that Him,
I pray to Light,
That he won't dim.

But too late, it's gone,
Hate won over
Love had lost,
He became what he was made.
Society abscent of the cost.

Have my body but my
Hearts mine baby,
Why'd I give you fuel
Just to burn me.
Play me,
Hell's hot.
You slayed me.

Now I hurt and I want the world.
Payed my dues
Now pay me!
Take me or
Just bury me
And let me sleep.

I paid my keep
And made my luck.
Shat on from heights
Lost but never stuck.

I move with violent motion,
Call me Ocean,
Silent Death
And hopes final
Breath.

Beings first breath,
And leaving when I
Cease breathing.

I'm more than me
I have life,
Less than Struggle with
Struggles strife.

I hear you want to die.
I heard you even tried.
Did you hear the tear on
The ground as it dried.

Did you see the face strained
With pain as hope drained...
Away...

And away you've been,
In my arms stay, never did,
but I pray you've seen.
The way of light spirit won't freight.

Sight can be plagued and blighted,
Look to the light and
See illusions slighted.
See raw reality laid bare,
From the past to what's passed
The present has lain a challenge fair.

Truth speaks,
Hell (.)
But the Currency is deafening.

People barely care
They're never not *******
or ever really listening.

But a grave we dug
No matter how grave,
When mud thuds I hope
We're snug.

What we made and
From that there's no reckoning.

A dark and dreary lane
But we saw and saught this
Figure beckoning.

Looking for release
And we only found
Another prison to lease.

Soon to be future
That has passed,
A shame for mud
But we couldn't last.

All these people
Dying already,
You can't wait for that
So you push at that.

Despicable.
Maybe that's why some of yours
Have died by falling off a chair.
Wheel chair.

Because ours that have been
Bound to a frame by no fault
Of their own are being victimised.

That's being polite...
Because in Reality these people that haven't had much in Life get it all taken away.
(That's Government)
That's abuse and outright brutality.

You selfish C*^
And fat cats like you.
Class Genocide
that's the hill you hike.


Yes. That's the path you walk
And it's written in the **** you talk.

Hell has a special place for people like you.

Talk like you aim to change,
All you care to change is
Your own income.

Parasites and their schemes,
Gaia shaking with innocents screams.

How they set up society,
So they could get more
While you become emaciated.

Because if your Black or of ethinic
Backgrounds,
If your disabled
And let's not forget
Poor...

You'll reap more poverty at
The hands of these parasites.
These politicians &
This monarchy.

But you're to short sighted to See.
Weight of reality presses like
The pressure of the sea.

These people born to poverty,
Did not decide it,
Just in the same way
You didn't pick a womb to reside in.

Yet you have the media
Inciting Anger and misplaced Rage.

Against those that can't afford a pen,
Let alone a page.

Because if your Black or of Ethnic descent, disabled and poor,
You're the parasites these
Fat Cats scheme about.
Class Genocide, there'll only
Be more.

Glad and thrilled,
Feeling eternally filled.
Was I sad when Life
Had stilled.

Sunk to fast,
The Oceans pressure,
Never would last.

Was I sad when Life
Had killed?

Life took Love
And Love took me,
Narcosis...
But just a breathe
Beneath the sea.

Deluded and panick filled:
I did not see
that I reaped the Reaper and
The death of me.
~

Misery loves company,
I guess that's why
I love you.

How sad,
Never could be or
Ever have been

Severed so Bad

Genetics counts as 1,
But reality holts at 2,
I guess that's why by 3
-I fear I may hate you -

Or hate that I love you.

Words came so easy
Now dry dead and decayed
On the roof of my mouth.
So close but never spoken,
Truth never allowed.

But these words burn
To be said out loud.
I wish you'd care or
Even been there,
But I guess I'm where
I'm fated.
Never satisfied
But validated.

Life's what I craft
and what I'll live,
Laughed at Fears tears,
Strifes what He'd give.

I will be
Looking for me,
Freed from this bind
Liberating my broken mind.
A long time coming
Pisces, never cruel to be unkind.

Where's the Heart at
And tell me where we've been,
******* in equal parts
Yet we never seem to win.

Tell me where the Heart at
Where'd you park that,
Yeah we ******* larked that
Fat and juicy on a bench we sparked that.

Skunk was on literal
We were nasty hoes
Caught in His chaos
-******'-
Written in his prose.

Never thought death could rise,
but I'm luckin' now an' i rose.

Living my life now
Found my own soul
And my life now,
Won't look back
Can't look down!

Won't think of how
Only living loving now,
Body Spirit Soul and all the things
That make me whole.

Where I want to be
Just the sight in front
Of me.
How you want to say
What you want yourself to see.
Don't haunt yourself just
Look up and see,
Otherwise you're never you
Or ever free.

Eyes opened, they saw a sore sight. A blight. Skies torn asunder, cities struck by thunder.

The earth literally trying to shake us off.

The seas churn - Thirst for land is what it yearns.

But we've suffocated the Earth
So the Sea is happy to reciprocate.


Our own making but you're tired of that.
Hide behind your God
-Was he made for that?-
Ransom you got will and choice from that,
Steward of the Earth you was made for that.

Tree keeper
Therefore Bee keeper
And wildlife's guardian,
Guardians of decay that's what we've sown -  Her demise,
Reapers of chaos we've earned
Her despise...

Gold!
Beauty behold,
Where the cards fold
&
Where sainted souls mould.

That's just perspective,
But living is death
And the dead are too effective,
That being said
Life is subjective
-
And we are cards to be dealt
Full of feeling needing expression
Wanting to be felt
In order to escape depression.

Chewed through your aura
Like liquorice All sorts.
I could taste the darkness
But feel the soft places in you.

I could taste light linger
In you.

You say you're plain evil,
Insane and satans reflection.
I just see a hurt human begging
For affection.

Love and direction,
Can lead a horse to water.
But you need to move
And satisfy dry lips with
A sip.

In order to breathe
And find fire in your breath,
To live you can't leave
You've got to find what's left!

The taste of you
Might leave souls blue.
But Behold - Nothing New,
In me resides the taste in you.

They treat you like meat,
Slice, bang and reheat.
You float like a Lotus,
Exactly when did you notice.

Must be the motion of
The ocean
Though not even a Pisces
Believes that.

The death they bereave that,
Because you lost
Didn't bear the cost
Just rusted away.

Took time but the waning rhythm never could stay.
Cold hard lips
Never could say.

I Love You

Like dust in the wind it
All went astray.

High functioning,
But I'll function higher.
I'll leave you flat
Like a worn torn tyre.

Want to burn me,
But - Hell -
I've been the pyre.

Burn me or
Learn me,
And my doctrine.

But Loves more
Than a scene stealing *****,
Try and we try,
Loves more than tears
Without trying.

Beyond the fear
We find ourselves flying.
In the heat - we avoid flaying,
But love for more love
And that's how we're praying.

Life breeds life
A game we're playing,
Love being alike and it
Stops the world from fraying.

******* -
**** your ideology.
You've killed more
Men than my love ever could.

*******,
Your life
And all that encompasses.

You took him,
Dead and whipped to
****** lashes in the
Streets.

**** soaked
And stained with blood,
You took my love.

He was pure
A soul still white
In the night of the world.

In the height of the dark
A soul left to be,
And lost to be
No more than a spark

Seems like when
We were teens the world
Was so wide.

We could explore endless
Commons and swamps,
The world in our grasp.

When did the vice close
And the locks clasp
Closed tight.

The vision and seemingly
World defying imagination,
Got drained away by society's
Machinations.

Bought
Like you ******* think it can
Be sold.

How cold.
No more than mould
And you linger.

Now sold,
Salivate but he
Seals it with a finger.

X
Drink the dregs
I know you'll beg.
I know you'll bow
I'll kiss the brow.
X

You broke me
Bank telling zeros
Tanks killing Heroes,
While the Bards make prose.

Opprobrium arises
By being with you.
Reduced me to dust but
I'm nothing without you.

Strike me,
Kiss me
Just tell me
You'll miss me.

Don't let me fade away.
You were evil
And I'm his X
Kiss me again
We reduce to ***.

We reduce to body's
And endless sweat -
We reduced to vex
Our hearts distanced,
Now X.

Semblance of Balance.
Serenity and Divinty.

Cast out doubt,
Draw in might,
Cast out hate
&
Draw in light.

You and your joy
You and your ****,
You and I
left the masses ashock.

You and your ***,
Through the garden you plow.
Trimming down tall dreams
And shredding fraying  
Seems.

Bedding already fragile teens.
I guess your just a predator.
A tiger in tall grass,
Your victims never last.

**** Boy
You treat the truth
Like a **** toy.

You're iron from the ore,
And I'm the one that's impure,
Telling tellers I'm a *****.

When in reality,
It's you that holds
The high score.

Bad choice
But the right reason.
I freeze in snow
The darkest season.

I love where I dwell,
Spent seven summers in hell.
Alone and cold but
I summarise.

On a hill,
Nothing but the stretch of
Green and golden fields
For miles.

On the edge,
But for the unknown I'm craving.
Followed lost souls
now its mine that needs saving.

Sad like a Lion
With tears like  a clown
Lonely in his jungle
An observer wears no crown.

Celestial in the rough,
Cut to perfection
With the absence of affection,
Till i dim enough.

And the crows caw,
The sky dark blue.
Heavy with vapour
That quickens into dew,
Then it drops.

The ball pops
Hope, like a rabbit,
Away it hops.

See me and I'm
Surely sunny
Now truly bright
Only a bit dark.

Kind of like an
Endless abyss
No less.
Nevertheless
Burns again.

Light like life
Leaving behind strife
Again.

Call me Sappy
Surely happy
Up in the sky.

The light and the blues
Looking down on the trees.

None of theses devils gave me
A ******* thing.
I repeat, Satan and his
Sisters.
Done less than bless
And give.
They take life and never forgive.


Taking more that
Who you are,
Left like a
Dot, a star.

I can shine,
But be no more.
Sold my soul,
Cursed to be his *****.

Taking strides like strikes
Till I see my devils
Penetrated by pikes.
Through their cold beating
Hearts.

Let the black blood of hell
Run like rivers across the land,
They can't never take root,
Constantly cutting and changing.

I'll shine, sing and rhyme
But be nothing more,
In a life after death
Cursed to be his *****.

Blind
And I can't see.
Dead
And I can't be.
Alive
& I won't breathe.
Rotted
Been broken since birth.

Bid on the buyer
That's my bet
Bet on my betters
And be Lucks letter.

Number 1
And 8
Divide,
You're lefts with 8's
Starting life to late.

The potter and his plates
His foot on the pedal,
Hands on the clay
Reworking what he believes
To be too late.

Early morning start
And hurt fills his heart,
He holds together
Like dried cracked clay.

Living life he plays
His part,
Untill
Heavy & ******
The grave heavy
& muddy.

Disintegrate, reincarnate
And intergrate.
Live again
Love again
And be whole,
Feel full
And reach your goals.
Sacred with the power of soul.

The Sky unforgiving & punitive,
Life could suffer -
Pain decided to be definitive.

But He screamed.
Wild & feral - primitive
It unravelled the seams
& let loose dreams.
So vapours sit,
Gathered & turn cream.

Gather again & then
Turn grey,
The heavens opened &
Blessed the cracked, droughted
Lips of the earth with Life.

Birthing again once deceased
Rivers.
Quickening the Earth so
With life it quivers.

Stems sprout up High,
They defy the Sky
Who let us dry.

Allowed us life
He unburdened strife,
We can live
Let live and forgive.

Fast, we can grow slow
And then in the earth
Again we lay low.

Caught in the rhythm,
A cosmic flow.
Live life now
It's all know.

Stuck in cages,
Clicking like
On multiple pages.
Falling into
Endless rages.

Yeah the worlds ****** and
You dance with it
In the rhythm and you can't forget it.
You could never regret it.
You found a pearl in the dark

A spark in the stars
A Lark, long claws
And I'm up early
Take to the sky, sparkling and
Pearly.

Flamboyant, I float
I've always been girly.
Empty seas a space to sink,
Water surrounds but not a drip
To drink.

But I think,
I feel through the
Folds destined to kink
And I stop and rethink
Dissolve and think pink.
What's more pure
Than something that lacks to be whole.

Neither white
Nor red
But I bleed the same
A game and it ends,
It's all a shame.

Earth - Yes the end
It's all the same,
To the Roost
The Rooster then
The Roosters came.

Blood and mud
Made me whole,
But
A stud and studs
Stained my soul.

I see that you see
Fridays been and done.
How do you feel,
In the cold light of the sun.

I see the white gaunt face,
Eyes red with the blood
Of the dead.
I see the dead stare.

I know that life won't ever care,
But that's a lesson -
Not a destroying quality,
In yourself you will find quality.

You will find what makes you "you",
You'll find yourself and heal yourself,
Don't take anyone else's word as fact,
Life, Lust and Love are ******* and that's a fact.

But to learn
One once burnt,
And to burn
A lesson is learnt.

~

Sand and the stone -
Water and the ice.
Flames before the inferno
And Air breathing Life.

The mud, stone
Thy Earthly Flesh,
The sand and swamps
Deserts and Rain forests.

The Permafrost (not so permanent),
The artic and antartic
The seas.
The waters dancing and
Ice standing still.
The molecules,
Not the state.

The Sun and
Swimming magma,
All the stars of the universes.
The Fire in our breath
And passion to live.

The Air fuels life
And protects whilst oxidising.
Suspended in the Air,
Energy scatters like dust in the wind.

Fade away only to be made whole.
A soul.
Born of Ash
From extinguished death pyres.

Satiate your need,
Take a bite
Just feed.
Life pour from me like
A river.

Just breathe life into
Death again,
You fell, left rotted,
Rose from the ashes
And left Death besotted.

Phoenix, fly and
Burn free like fire.
Tame your flame
But freed to burst
Forth from the frame.

His sisters
Love,
His misters lost.
**** tease,
Is **** the cost.

Please tell me
I'm kinda ******* lost
And is my soul the cost.

Don't call me - I'm *****,
Dumb *** always flirty,
Guess I got what was coming
The feeling of degradation when
He was *******.

Don't satiste me with words
That float like birds
In air, they're meaningless.
They're never there.

I can't be me
In the presence of you
I'm just a doll ,
Just a beach for you to
Take a stroll.

Just lost justice and cold,
Sinister soul soled
For like clay for him to
Mould
While I rot like the foulest
Mould.

The tide and
The under ******
Pulled under and
You couldn't guess.

Guess you're gutless
And without guilt,
You fall and the
Dominos in unison.

You couldn't handle the cold
Or be left strong enough to hold
And it's truly bold how you leave,
Like a leaf wrapped in gold.

And I couldn't be me
So I became you
Lost the tide and the sea
Lost in depression blue.

But I guess I'm not you,
Can't wither with the yew.
Reincarnate, a joke:
I'm just left with you.

The sun and the sea
I float above care
Corfu and his beauty
Captivated.

The moon and the stars
Fill me with more
Than what I was
Left with.

How I could die
Breathe or cease
It's all a confusion
But here on the island
I can live.

Life and his chaos
Drive me to ends
And bellends to meet
Ends meet.

But I can breathe
Glad to be relieved.
The stars hold me
And the sun wakes me.

You don't care,
So ******* to.
Life's never fair
Or nearly ever through.

I burnt like a *****
At the stake a witch,
Heretic, non conformist,
On a penny you switched.

I was cinders
Amidst the timber,
Never could fit
So to the rest thought **** it.

Pour the fuel
It's raining from buckets,
Abrasion, the friction makes it hot,
Sparks & burns the ******* lot.

I'm chaos, worth more than the
Pay off,
A taste of fury to satiate your thirst,
Once a lick and forever you'll be cursed.

Kiss Kiss ~
Leave my lips pursed,
Hands on my hips
You find Apathy dispersed.

Each breath,
A kiss of fire
He breathed into me.

I was wavering
On the wave of life,
I was falling under.

Torn apart,
Skies ripped asunder.
Godless I was forsaken.

But into withered lungs
He brung rejuvenating air
To scare away Death &
His heir.

He held me here
Where the broken sky seared,
Awoke in his presence,
In Armageddon & I wasn't scared.

He held me high from grace
So I wouldn't fall.
Held me secure so I couldn't hear the Reapers call.

Lungs wide with
The light life of Air,
Break away but
Never not care.
The Sun still stares
Burning away already blistered skin.

Let go and escape from sin,
Spiral into Arrangements spin.
Armageddon long lost kin.