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*I want to hold you in my arms
And never let you go.

Like a child holding her teddy bear
Like my favorite book that I don't want to share.

I want to love you
And cherish you forever.

But I can't
'Cause you're not mine.
And you're with her.

and then
she loved that boy
very very much
to the point that she forgot
to spare something
for herself

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If you were a rain,
I will let my umbrella down and dance with you
I might get sick but I don't care
All I want is to be with you.
I might shiver because of the wind
But all I know is that you're here to embrace me.

If you were a rain,
I will let myself drown in to you.
Let everything flow with you
But please, let me be with you.

I know someday you'll leave
Months may pass
But I promise I'll wait for your return
Because I know you'll come back to me
We'll dance once again.
You'll embrace once again.
You'll be my rain once again.
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There was once a heart
Who felt lonely for all his life
He never felt anything
And never feel alive

But then one day, he met another heart
He suddenly feel the connection
The veins became insane
And for the first time, the heart beats.

He felt so alive with that heart
And later on realized how lovely life was.
It's like living on a fairytale
It was crazy and happy at the same time.

As the winter came, the other heart became cold
The heart didn't give up
He refuses to let go of the heart
But the other heart left

Love was gone and pain is here.
The heart felt lonely and feels so lifeless again
The veins were tearing apart
And for the first time, the heart breaks.

Forgetting is a choice
And so is Happiness

But you're the thing that I can't and don't want to forget 'cos you are the combination of chaos and peace of my mind.

I will never forget you

I miss you
I miss us

I miss your lips
I miss  your smile

I miss your voice
I miss you I love you's

I miss everything
But I know I have to move on

I have to let go
Because loving you is already pointless