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1.1k · Dec 2020
This is how it feels.
Mariyam Ridha Dec 2020
My heart is beating rhythmically
 In resonance to the beat of 'End Of Time’.
My soul is breathing in tranquility,
In response to the gleaming full moon.
My body is surviving poetically
In reply to the poetries I write.
‘End Of Time’ is my most favourite song which is By Alan Walk
780 · Nov 2020
Why?
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
His eyes had dreams I held,
Like the clouds being so enigmatic.

He walked behind all the time
And I ran away from him.
He always had something to say,
When I just neglected,
And walked away.

I walked away without a word,
Like a star without shine.
Just to confirm I'm ain't a bad girl
To my loved one's.

He tried,
Like the moon did to the stars,
He tried,
Like the Stars did to the moon,
I never tried.

Like a sunflowers lost in a dessert,
I was scared,
Like a water splashing on to the sunflower,
He followed me.

He flowed like an ocean,
But I lurked like a moon.

He never asked why,
Like a innocent Little kid,
he had somany questions waiting
To be answered.


Amidst proving,
I forgot to ask,
Why do you still love me
Even after I never spoke,
Even after I never acknowledged your presence,
Even after I just walked away.

He had millions of questions to me,
As if a heavy down pour to the sublime heart.
But I have a single one,
Left without asked,
Just a single one
Which is till haunting me
Like a darkness in the room,
"Why do you love me?".
Some people just come having so many questions just to love you.
But you just can't love back only because of the cage you are in and at the end you are left with that one question.Why?.
725 · Dec 2020
Moments
Mariyam Ridha Dec 2020
Oh,
my dearest,
Humans ain't even enduring,
then how are we envisioned to
have endless instants.

Moments,
treasure and worship,
such that it prevails eternally,
It's the only way it abides.

isn't it so outlandish to lament on
past moments by neglecting the present?.
Live in the moment,
grasp devotion, yearning, enchantment
and sparks.

only those moments get you
lessons,
not what a triumphant businessman
orates.


We gotta glorify the misery,
idolize the brokenness,
embrace the solitary,
endear the faithless souls,
because all this is what,
take you somewhere in the sky,
to thrive,
to grin,
and to live.
live in the moment
647 · Nov 2020
Don't be with em.
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
Just don't think about those people
Who have left you with no choice
But to think the reason of your aloneness.

Just don't hover around,
Those,
Making you feel unworthy,
Shut their door,
And don't worry dear,
It isn't ego,
It's self-respect,
Self-help,
Self esteem and
Self-love.

Just don't be with those,
Bragging about their victory,
By belittling your tiny beginnings,
And don't worry dear,
It isn't that you aren't worthy,
But the person is so unworthy
To witness your
Victory by stepping tiny it's.
You are a gem ❤️
637 · Nov 2020
My stars
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
I need a little more time
To give you little more time
To let you reside by my stars.
Yu broke the star's and I need time
613 · Dec 2020
extraordinary
Mariyam Ridha Dec 2020
i dont feel bad,
i dont feel good,
just being away from ordinary.
-unique
im kinda that.
498 · Nov 2020
My Pinions
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
The demons are after me,
Endeavouring to dwindle all my super powers
Enshrined in my soul.
But I,
I reconcile fragmented pinions
Powered with world of words, dreams,love and hope,
Now no malign souls,
Aren't after me,
As I have turned myself into a fire,
My pinions into a universe,
And my soul,
A rebel.
And I have became a girl with wings of fire
417 · Nov 2020
Inevitable bond.
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
My heart is broken
Without you.

Soul is void,
With you.

And I reconcile,
Heal and arise,
Within you.
Such strange kinda love
301 · Oct 2020
Sparks
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
Why to wait  for that someone when you have already got you?
Why to find happiness else where when it's already inside you?
Why to be in distraught when yu are still breathing?


We humans always miss to find the infinitesimal sparks
That can light up our lives.

Open your eyes through your heart,
And,
Find those sparks.
Find it,my dear.
279 · Dec 2020
Chase
Mariyam Ridha Dec 2020
I don’t chase love,
but I,
rediscover love from my core,
and make people chase it.
-lovewithin
im doing it i guess
263 · Nov 2020
I wish the world....
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
I love the way peace between soul's
Accomplish my dreams
And the way people love
Beside men or women,
Rich or poor,
Without racism,
That's my wish.


My dream,
A better place to wander,
For a maiden
With no scare of being molested or harrassment
Without being judged
Without Being toring clothes
But with much love and freedom

I wish the world would
End wars,
And permeate tranquility.

I wish the Syrian Shaheed people's loved one's
Acquired justice in a way they want it to be.

I wish my country no longer
Cares cast but humanity.

I wish a world without being judged
Or the world wouldn't have witnessed self assassination.

I wish the world wouldn't be cruel
As it would have made people battling to sew
See a ray of hope.

I wish the world would care about the interest
Not about the some random marks on a random subject,
Not about what aunties says,
Not about what success person say,
Not about what pays the most.
I wish the world would finally get
That
It's the passion that matters the most,
I wish the world would finally get
That
It's the passion that matters the most.
Not every one wants to be a doctor or an engineer,
Let the soul be what it wants to be.

Let's just not burry someone into
Something hatred.

Let's just permeate love
Amidst the vibe of lovelessness

Let's just scream that we are beautiful just
The way we are.
Let's just shout standing on the rooftop,
We are beautiful being us.
Let's just prove,
It's the heart matters most
Than the fancy clothes worn.

It's the vision matters most
Than the fancy stories in Instagram

Let us be weird
Crazy,
Mad,
And be
A physco

Because we love
Just the way we are.

Just the way we are
This poem is so much crazier than any other poem I have written.its like I talked about the dream first then I was so irritated by the world being it is..like in this world there is something holding me back...and I don't which title will be apt for this.
254 · Nov 2020
Unloved
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
The sunflowers longed for the
Love and care,
Which just left in a wrenching way,
May be the sunflowers shouldn't be coming to the garden anymore,
Just not to make the heart feel unloved.
It's unloved my dear
216 · Oct 2020
Oh Dear.
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
How do I ever pay back the words yu have written for me?
How will I ever return tye Love that made me feel?.
Oh dear,
I wish I would live for thousand years just to serve you better
How will I ever pay back
188 · Oct 2020
Butterflies
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
The spring wouldn't have born
If there weren't exquisite butterflies
Just loafing around
Making sure Every beautiful souls
Are in euphoria.
butterflies ,euphoria
181 · Jan 2021
goneness.
Mariyam Ridha Jan 2021
i try connecting,
connect hard,
everytime i think im forgotten.

im forgotten in a way,
nobody can preserve.
none.

you too.
its gone,
and its goneness that is left,
you wont be able to seek me,
anywhere,
not even in your heart,
which turned like a brick,
the day i accepted im forgotten.
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
oh dear,
it is okay to be sad,
but isn't okay it to be constant.

look at the sky
wanting you to
smile from within,
that,
the moon could set on.

the stars are waiting
you to dance on haven land,
that,
the flowers could bloom.

the butterflies arent chasing,
honey anymore
as its meaningless to have
the real honey in distraught.

why does it feel like the world is dark when you dont talk or smile anymore?
just be happy my beloved.
150 · Oct 2020
teach me to fly
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
remind me how to fly,
deep into the void sky,
without looking for the darkness.
sky
119 · Dec 2020
Keep Waiting And Writing
Mariyam Ridha Dec 2020
May be I should keep waiting for the sparks that you hold in your eyes,
It hits so sagaciously right into my subtle core waiting for you to reconcile my fragmented parts,
May be I should keep writing that all the phrases are seeking the bliss you had in your breathe,
It has the power of magnanimous endearment knotting each of us heart’s.
May be I should keep gazing at the innumerable sparks on the spooky sky,
It has the same power as your presence does to me during dealing with dilemmas.
May be I should just keep waiting and writing,
That the words I write always yearns for you.
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106 · Nov 2020
The.Mark.Is.Constant.
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
I wish the world could weave the broken hearts,
But the inevitable truth is,
Even if it is healed,
And I hate the fact that,
It won't be same anymore.
Even if we wish it could.

There will be a mark of
Threads concealing the pain.
But,
The Mark is constant.
Even it's forgotten,the Mark won't vanissh
94 · Oct 2020
Let me !
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
Let me be myself that,
amidst the chaos, I have missed it.

let me be bold,
not cute that,
life pays that way.

let me choose the path,
that,
it's my life to live on.

let me fly high,
dwindling the cynics weighing me down.

let me be.
be envious.
I dont care.
that I really dont care.
i have no idea what made me write this,but still nah!
#me
81 · Oct 2020
Moon And Stars
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
Let the stars
Convey the enigmatic stories
Of the king,
And let it be known by the
Whole philouran.
I’m a philouran
77 · Nov 2020
Found me.
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
The words found me,
when I was lurking in the meadows.

The dreams found me,
lurking in the comfort of breeze.

The star's sought me,
Under the evil of distraughtness.
I was lost but I'm alive
77 · Oct 2020
Altered
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
I don't feel hindrance anymore,
I'm tended by the void sky.

I don't feel cynical anymore,
the stars are full of joyous sparks.

I don't feel seclusion anymore,
there are millions of dreams I carry.

I'm, not the one
whom I used to be.

I have altered,
that,
the universe did.
let the little things heal you.Just dot complicate your life.Let it be serene,happy and joyous.
64 · Oct 2020
Star and You
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
I love the way,
stars look at me
decoding the secrets you have
been holding.

Oh, love,
you are no more than
Moon to me,
a moon in the morning
making me feel worthy.

keep your secrets,
after all,
I have your heart,
and isn't a struggle to
decode your eyes and
souls.
To someone with love.
64 · Oct 2020
Tired
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
I'm tired that,
No one know.

I'm tired that,
I fake up being enthusiastic.

I'm tired that,
The World neglects.

My heart is tired of
Being tired,
But the soul never notice.

Why does my tiredness is left unseen?

Should I just cry loudly,
Or,
Write a letter,
Or ,
Should I just be in dark room,
Or,
Should I just vanish.

When will you notice?.
I'm tired
Please notice,I'm tired
62 · Oct 2020
Beloved
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
My heart is away that,
Beloved,
Have already found the piece
And have planted hope.
King
61 · Oct 2020
Gone
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
Now that
Everyone have forgotten me,
Let me hustle
Run,jump and make
My dream true.
I will
59 · Nov 2020
Vanished
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
Don't tell me you miss my words,
But I have already
vanished somewhere
When my words had no care.
I'm lost my love
56 · Oct 2020
Your words.
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
Your words are like
Rainbow in the night,
Flowers in the dessert,
Stars in the dawn
And love-in lovelessness.
I'm gone
55 · Oct 2020
Stolen
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
I'm not in the moment that,
My heart is already stolen.
I'm not alone
53 · Oct 2020
Heal
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
I live
In the semibreve of the words
You have weaved.
I heal through the
Words in my heart.
Who knew it was this simple to heal?
It was that simple
53 · Oct 2020
I’M A LOVER
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
they say I'm
not a lover anymore.

how can I not be a lover
when I'm deeply in love with the words I carry.

how can I not be a lover
when I'm passionately in love with my dreams.

how can I not be a lover
when I'm an intense philouran?.

how can I not?.

I have been
a lover whole my life,
is it that important
that it should be living one.

nobody answers.

never,
ever,
anyone have
said,
to be a lover
we need
mates.

of all, I have cried,
yelled,
squealed,
its the moon,
stars,
dreams,
and words,
replied me
calmly.

I'm not cruel.
and only stars and moon
knows my subtleness.

for the whole of my life,
I will be a lover
caring enigmatic
stories.

stay with me
forever:
dreams,
moon,
and stars,
words
and the sky.

just be my love.
just keep loving the things you feel important.its not always so magnificent to have people beside.just be a lover for whole your life
53 · Nov 2020
Myself.
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
I'm a queen of words and
Own a kingdom of dreams.
Im
52 · Oct 2020
Hope
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
Hope,
No where to be found,
Not in the void sky,
Not in the Lilly,
Not even in the rainbow appeared today.
But in your words.
I found it
51 · Oct 2020
Pure Souls
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
Only a pure soul,
Can calm down the
Demon in me,
Thunder in me,
And the dark in me.
And you have done
It so beautifully my maiden.
Maiden
50 · Nov 2020
Weep.My.Lady.
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
This silence may be nothing
But internally
It's pulling the heart out,
Making the soul break,
Diamond droplets forced
To travel amidst the chubby cheeks.
Yeah,I did cry!
49 · Nov 2020
Beloved
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
Wish could fly to the clouds,
Just to admire the beauty of my beloved,
Who taught me to be kind and peace for all living soul
Almighty ❤️
49 · Oct 2020
Awake
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
I'm still awake at
Midnight,
That your words are
Knocking in my heart.
I'm awake
48 · Nov 2020
Why is that?
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
Love never leaves,
But unloved,
Uncared,
Stays.
I wonder why.
Do you know why?
47 · Nov 2020
Untitled
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
Let me cure your despair
With much infinitesimal
Subtlest love.

The moon is already so happy
To have your words on it
Like a Lilly in the dessert
47 · Oct 2020
CLOUDS.
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
Clouds are so simple,
That,
Get me millions of words,
To phrase your heart and soul.
its talking about you.
47 · Oct 2020
Just don't stop
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
Just don't leave
Just don't stop writing
Just don't stop dreaming
That my heart may Stop.
I may die
46 · Oct 2020
The Sky
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
May this dawn be the beginning
Of everything wonderful,
Let the demons stay back envying your boldness.
Oh dear, Let's defeat
The demons
With a sky
Of hope and love
sky is my thing
44 · Oct 2020
Heal Me
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
my soul
breaks into
millions of pieces.

and I'm having a hard time,
collecting 'em
scattered in different corners
of the universe.

Hence,
my soul bleed
only to have wounded with
your love.

The pieces were never found me,
but you,
who took all my heart
for a lifetime.

how beautiful is to
have my pieces founded by you?
44 · Nov 2020
My forever world.
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
The world won't end
Atleast not for me,
As I have built and living in
An absolute fictious universe
I mean,I don't live here.
I'm somewhere in the fictious universe
43 · Oct 2020
Poet Mate's
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
Oh poet's,
Who am I without you?
Will my words will be ever heard without you?
I'm finally heading back to night
When mate's aren't there.

I thought you are gone,
You are still there
Warming the words I have written.
Blessed
42 · Oct 2020
I wont
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
I won't fly away,
That there are words you have written
Bringing me down,
And fly
Down to earth.
Fly away
42 · Nov 2020
Always
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
May be your heart is blank
But my paper are never blank
Always scribbling for you.
Writing for you always
42 · Nov 2020
Let us be
Mariyam Ridha Nov 2020
Let us be
Beautiful
In a way we are,
Mixed up with,
Brokenness,
Lovelessness,
Uncared,
Scars,
And imperfections.
I believe beauty in imperfections
41 · Oct 2020
I'm scribbling.
Mariyam Ridha Oct 2020
Why it's feel like I'm not breathing any more?
Why does it feel like my heart isn't beating anymore?
Why does I feel like there isn't any one around?
Oh yes,
My words are pouring
Into a paper
Collecting al my heart, soul and the
Whole universe
I'm writing
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