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"vacancies" poems
Entry ~ You were the first man that ever broke my heart. It was the day I was born. You held me in your arms and made me a promise that would rip us both apart. You promised to love me unconditionally from the start. But time passed and over the years those words faded from your heart. In the presence of a war when you had one foot out the door. There are vacancies in my memories where a father should have played a part. Like teaching me to drive a car, or telling me don't believe boys that say I love you from the start. Instead, I looked at every boy with tears in my eyes and willingly accepted every single lie, thinking maybe if I part my thighs they'll learn to love how broken I am inside, but they never do. Just like you they leave without a single clue and I'm left alone, used, wishing my daddy would have loved me too. And I'm not writing this to blame you, or break you, or tell you I hate you. I've made mistakes too. Ones deeply rooted in my relationship with you. And I get that maybe you didn't have a clue that your daughter was struggling in the world without you. But I relied on you to set the standard for boys I would let into my heart. By the time I was sixteen, I felt like a tortured piece of art. I learned to love myself of course. Over the years of ripping myself apart I learned to chart the darkness in my own heart. I don't blame you anymore for my broken parts. I'm healed from being angry at you. I'm writing this to tell you I'm sorry for failing you, and I'm sorry you failed me too.
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Sep 25, 2017
Sep 25, 2017 at 12:07 PM UTC
Dear Dad
Entry ~ You were the first man that ever broke my heart. It was the day I was born. You held me in your arms and made me a promise that would rip us both apart. You promised to love me unconditionally from the start. But time passed and over the years those words faded from your heart. In the presence of a war when you had one foot out the door. There are vacancies in my memories where a father should have played a part. Like teaching me to drive a car, or telling me don't believe boys that say I love you from the start. Instead, I looked at every boy with tears in my eyes and willingly accepted every single lie, thinking maybe if I part my thighs they'll learn to love how broken I am inside, but they never do. Just like you they leave without a single clue and I'm left alone, used, wishing my daddy would have loved me too. And I'm not writing this to blame you, or break you, or tell you I hate you. I've made mistakes too. Ones deeply rooted in my relationship with you. And I get that maybe you didn't have a clue that your daughter was struggling in the world without you. But I relied on you to set the standard for boys I would let into my heart. By the time I was sixteen, I felt like a tortured piece of art. I learned to love myself of course. Over the years of ripping myself apart I learned to chart the darkness in my own heart. I don't blame you anymore for my broken parts. I'm healed from being angry at you. I'm writing this to tell you I'm sorry for failing you, and I'm sorry you failed me too.
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A bracelet of blue upon her hand Made it easier for me to imagine The way they loved each other; I saw his eyes in every rock, In emotions solidified to glistening bits; I saw his attachment to her soul Like pendants hanging from her arm I saw his eyes in every piece of stone, Now cracked; In the midst of the serenity in a glittery blue gem I saw collateral damage. I saw hope in her eyes And dry tears accumulated on the side lines For she decided that, that is where they belong; She clenched to a cup of tea Like they were his arms, Warm as always, Soothing as usual, Just the way it was when he was around. I saw his imprints on her fingers I saw him fiddling with her words, Although they weren’t much, For some words she decided to keep for him Some words are just between them… And those were the words that mattered most. Dear martyr I saw in stone, They wrote your death sentence But I wrote you sentences on my bones, I dreamt of a country for you I dreamt that you would be in it But all that’s left of you is stone. Bracelets cuddling hands; Hands that wrote on papers The future of tomorrow. Dear martyr I saw in her eyes, You are safe there; But it is very dangerous in my mind. You have drowned in her tears Rested upon her eye lashes, You swam your way in between Her wavy hair, You have held her hands With mugs of warm tea. Dear martyr I fumbled on my papers, My papers will not fade away, My words will collapse on buildings Destroying walls they have built to hide the truth Unwiring bombs they have planted As they try rewire our minds; My voice will be ours And your voice will rest. For your place is in the vacancies Between every piece Of a bracelet That had you Written all over.
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Jan 16, 2014
Jan 16, 2014 at 7:59 PM UTC
Dear Martyr I Saw in Stone:
A bracelet of blue upon her hand Made it easier for me to imagine The way they loved each other; I saw his eyes in every rock, In emotions solidified to glistening bits; I saw his attachment to her soul Like pendants hanging from her arm I saw his eyes in every piece of stone, Now cracked; In the midst of the serenity in a glittery blue gem I saw collateral damage. I saw hope in her eyes And dry tears accumulated on the side lines For she decided that, that is where they belong; She clenched to a cup of tea Like they were his arms, Warm as always, Soothing as usual, Just the way it was when he was around. I saw his imprints on her fingers I saw him fiddling with her words, Although they weren’t much, For some words she decided to keep for him Some words are just between them… And those were the words that mattered most. Dear martyr I saw in stone, They wrote your death sentence But I wrote you sentences on my bones, I dreamt of a country for you I dreamt that you would be in it But all that’s left of you is stone. Bracelets cuddling hands; Hands that wrote on papers The future of tomorrow. Dear martyr I saw in her eyes, You are safe there; But it is very dangerous in my mind. You have drowned in her tears Rested upon her eye lashes, You swam your way in between Her wavy hair, You have held her hands With mugs of warm tea. Dear martyr I fumbled on my papers, My papers will not fade away, My words will collapse on buildings Destroying walls they have built to hide the truth Unwiring bombs they have planted As they try rewire our minds; My voice will be ours And your voice will rest. For your place is in the vacancies Between every piece Of a bracelet That had you Written all over.
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Sometimes face painting another persona becomes plain, her exaggerated giggles don't slouch right upon the rose buds, (Mama noted them first - cherishing her eleven winter's awaited delivery) so readily pruned of actuality and truthfulness ravaging an inner shadow - still Eight Christmases young playing on her fruit's swing, running dough fingers across tangerine bars. Before memories commence their chorus, pleading forgiveness and forget-me nots, 'No Vacancies' is rehung within her windows moss embroidered.
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Oct 25, 2011
Oct 25, 2011 at 2:07 PM UTC
Fruit Swing
She approached me Tiptoeing from across the room, Although no one was asleep around us to wake; I watched her lower lip bleed From biting too much, As she deciphers the DNA codes on her hair With her fingertips, Stroking the life out of it Up and down- And up and down again. She said don’t get me wrong But I found myself; I found myself lurking underneath the light of your words Bending with your o’s and standing straight with your I’s, Because I Got lost; I got lost in the stories you wrote About the girls who broke And they felt just like me- Dazed By the love poems you cried down for her, And I wondered how beautiful she must be. I got flustered In the blank spaces That you chose not to write in, And it felt like I should cut parts of myself And add them in the vacancies But I just don’t know what to add. For every time I rest my soul On the tip of a pen I feel like I’ve said too much, And every time I scratch my words Throw away my being Behind Unread books and dusty light stands I believe I haven’t said enough For I could give more, Be more, If only I could start over, And you You seem to know me more than I know myself; You have built bridges Out of my paper shreds, Tunnels out of my unexpressed thoughts- You have created your haven inside my brains And settled down in my heart. You’ve managed to make me chew your words Like breakfast Was a poetic meal to be served At all times of the day; You’re an image, I re-create you in my mind Before I sleep After asleep And even during I sleep- The thoughts of you never quit my head Like a gamer would never quit A game of Warcraft In the midst of hunting season” She took off her glasses, And I could see the marks of them Being there for too long. She closes her eyes As if she was about to take a leap of faith, But instead she leaped two steps into my arms And that was when I got to ask her What her name was. And that was when I realized It didn’t even matter.
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May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 4:43 PM UTC
To The Girl I Didn’t Know Existed:
She approached me Tiptoeing from across the room, Although no one was asleep around us to wake; I watched her lower lip bleed From biting too much, As she deciphers the DNA codes on her hair With her fingertips, Stroking the life out of it Up and down- And up and down again. She said don’t get me wrong But I found myself; I found myself lurking underneath the light of your words Bending with your o’s and standing straight with your I’s, Because I Got lost; I got lost in the stories you wrote About the girls who broke And they felt just like me- Dazed By the love poems you cried down for her, And I wondered how beautiful she must be. I got flustered In the blank spaces That you chose not to write in, And it felt like I should cut parts of myself And add them in the vacancies But I just don’t know what to add. For every time I rest my soul On the tip of a pen I feel like I’ve said too much, And every time I scratch my words Throw away my being Behind Unread books and dusty light stands I believe I haven’t said enough For I could give more, Be more, If only I could start over, And you You seem to know me more than I know myself; You have built bridges Out of my paper shreds, Tunnels out of my unexpressed thoughts- You have created your haven inside my brains And settled down in my heart. You’ve managed to make me chew your words Like breakfast Was a poetic meal to be served At all times of the day; You’re an image, I re-create you in my mind Before I sleep After asleep And even during I sleep- The thoughts of you never quit my head Like a gamer would never quit A game of Warcraft In the midst of hunting season” She took off her glasses, And I could see the marks of them Being there for too long. She closes her eyes As if she was about to take a leap of faith, But instead she leaped two steps into my arms And that was when I got to ask her What her name was. And that was when I realized It didn’t even matter.
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out goes software developer web designer computer **** mercahndise managers vacancies now: virtchandise manager cloud transformation officers outcome aggregator data evangelist sensemaking analyst sales ninja digital dynamo happiness advocate online community facilitator web funster you ready?
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Feb 24, 2012
Feb 24, 2012 at 7:19 PM UTC
job changes - get ready
Parts of his existence: _A vessel_; is a magic that flows through its veins— the color of my cheeks and the color of his madness _A certainty_; all flesh and bone, sutured and bruised; we can be made of cracks, somehow. and my heart, he had it all as black holes grew in my chest (_as if the vacancies could be filled by his existence_) _for me, he is insatiable as I was always heartless_.
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May 29, 2022
May 29, 2022 at 5:16 AM UTC
Parts of his existence
We were always bored Looking for a piece of the action on Ash tray floors and bong-ridden windows Ambitious, ambidextrous fools Trying to reach the icy heights at flaming fifteen As we got older Now we're too busy to just sit And stare at the wall We should've just stared at the wall While we could But we were too busy climbing Overcoming building blocks Now that they're stepping stones All the doors we really need are locked We should've stayed grounded In trampolines and pavement chalk Biding our time in the Occasional tightrope walk But to have it all when you want it Is such a drug So we pushed each other off Just to feel the flight of falling We tried so hard to make the pieces fit But one puzzle solved Is just another with more anguish in it Taking left-hand paths Just to prove ourselves right Filling unknown vacancies We were explorers in the night As we got older Now we're to busy to just Wander in the woods We should've just stayed in the woods While we could But the page has turned The properties of sin have left us Stranded in empty lots Drawing straws for who and who is not Passing notes and paper planes We should've been holding hands Connecting dots, embracing pain We could've formed a circle band Kings and queens and peasants We were them all But the trinity was dissolved By geometry's laws We tried so hard to make the language fit But one riddle solved Is just another with more questions in it When genuine thoughts begin To get abbreviated You better pray you're not The one who's deviated Cause as we get older We become too busy to Recognize the truth We should have recognized the truth But it's no use I don't know what happened to us But I thought the underdog Always got the glory later So I saved my moments in a box But the contest for youth fame Is masked by drama's feeble gain Cause what transpires long after Is a race for cheap laughter Better cross your fingers And stand out as a loser Lest you become a cabaret The second you begin to change I tried so hard to make myself fit in But one problem solved Is just another nihilistic moment
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Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 10:36 PM UTC
Teenage Tetris
We were always bored Looking for a piece of the action on Ash tray floors and bong-ridden windows Ambitious, ambidextrous fools Trying to reach the icy heights at flaming fifteen As we got older Now we're too busy to just sit And stare at the wall We should've just stared at the wall While we could But we were too busy climbing Overcoming building blocks Now that they're stepping stones All the doors we really need are locked We should've stayed grounded In trampolines and pavement chalk Biding our time in the Occasional tightrope walk But to have it all when you want it Is such a drug So we pushed each other off Just to feel the flight of falling We tried so hard to make the pieces fit But one puzzle solved Is just another with more anguish in it Taking left-hand paths Just to prove ourselves right Filling unknown vacancies We were explorers in the night As we got older Now we're to busy to just Wander in the woods We should've just stayed in the woods While we could But the page has turned The properties of sin have left us Stranded in empty lots Drawing straws for who and who is not Passing notes and paper planes We should've been holding hands Connecting dots, embracing pain We could've formed a circle band Kings and queens and peasants We were them all But the trinity was dissolved By geometry's laws We tried so hard to make the language fit But one riddle solved Is just another with more questions in it When genuine thoughts begin To get abbreviated You better pray you're not The one who's deviated Cause as we get older We become too busy to Recognize the truth We should have recognized the truth But it's no use I don't know what happened to us But I thought the underdog Always got the glory later So I saved my moments in a box But the contest for youth fame Is masked by drama's feeble gain Cause what transpires long after Is a race for cheap laughter Better cross your fingers And stand out as a loser Lest you become a cabaret The second you begin to change I tried so hard to make myself fit in But one problem solved Is just another nihilistic moment
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it was the summer of 13 when a city consumed in a Cronut crazed heat wave amped the tenderloin slicing the underbelly of Hell's Kitchen packing meat for Russian oligarchs pouring fistfuls of petrol rubles down the thirsty gullets of glutinous developers their distended bellies welling with aching avarice from an extended stay at an All You Can Eat zero interest smorgasbord courtesy of Uncle Sam’s Diner somewhere off the West End getting fat on the land reclaimed and rebuilt on the dust and detritus of an expired Great Society Bloomie's metropolis rising on the rubble of razed neighborhoods.... the vertical leaps shooting ever upward the heady windows framing portraits of endless replication offering the amenities of the vain comfort found in ghettos of soulless high rises and the billowing gray perspective of blanched out street cafes brewing $9 lattes and big box boutiques busy busking the latest rage of sweat repelling yoga mats and wearable apps America’s Mayor Giuliani paved the way he arrested all the squeegee men confiscated their Windex dumped it down the sewers and filled all vacancies at Rikers a year after Sandy rolled up the Hudson breaching the banks of West Street licking the streets clean of urban flotsam the surging boom bloomed Bloomie bankrolled a red carpet for his global fraternity of plutocrats unleashing a tsunami of shekels washing away the fading memories of Captain Sully’s cool headed lunch pail heroism proving that 727’s can walk on water was now passe Lou Reed left town the wild side monetized by the belching banality of Urban Hipsters millennial babes in toy land embarked on an endless shopping spree where credit limits never expire and giddy narcissism greased with entitlement orders up room service as the next course in this endless movable feast Music Selection Philip Glass The Hours 9/8/13 NYC jbm
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Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 2:50 PM UTC
Walking the High Line (WIP/Fragment)
it was the summer of 13 when a city consumed in a Cronut crazed heat wave amped the tenderloin slicing the underbelly of Hell's Kitchen packing meat for Russian oligarchs pouring fistfuls of petrol rubles down the thirsty gullets of glutinous developers their distended bellies welling with aching avarice from an extended stay at an All You Can Eat zero interest smorgasbord courtesy of Uncle Sam’s Diner somewhere off the West End getting fat on the land reclaimed and rebuilt on the dust and detritus of an expired Great Society Bloomie's metropolis rising on the rubble of razed neighborhoods.... the vertical leaps shooting ever upward the heady windows framing portraits of endless replication offering the amenities of the vain comfort found in ghettos of soulless high rises and the billowing gray perspective of blanched out street cafes brewing $9 lattes and big box boutiques busy busking the latest rage of sweat repelling yoga mats and wearable apps America’s Mayor Giuliani paved the way he arrested all the squeegee men confiscated their Windex dumped it down the sewers and filled all vacancies at Rikers a year after Sandy rolled up the Hudson breaching the banks of West Street licking the streets clean of urban flotsam the surging boom bloomed Bloomie bankrolled a red carpet for his global fraternity of plutocrats unleashing a tsunami of shekels washing away the fading memories of Captain Sully’s cool headed lunch pail heroism proving that 727’s can walk on water was now passe Lou Reed left town the wild side monetized by the belching banality of Urban Hipsters millennial babes in toy land embarked on an endless shopping spree where credit limits never expire and giddy narcissism greased with entitlement orders up room service as the next course in this endless movable feast Music Selection Philip Glass The Hours 9/8/13 NYC jbm
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My limbs've caught fire. Senseless, I no longer know pain from passion from energy from subconscious, all are smoldering in my chest, and my mind has vacancies and that burning blackened lightness flows as heaviness through my fevered arms and into my hands and one of which, palm up and hand cupped, stretches out with fingertips starred for the faucet in the bathtub. Grasp, twist, return-turn wrist. Grasp, twist. Toes bargained with Feet and, upon agreement, conspired with Legs for, what I can only hope was, a hefty price to absently stumble and stew this body, raw, in a basin too small for my meat, and the cast-iron bathtub will soon boil like a tea kettle without a screaming spout and I will steep my mate without metal mesh and bombilla. Too hot, for too long, with too little, but I'll sip it, silently, as it bubbles. Not a wince, even if blood spills out my sockets I won't close these eyes. Watch them drink of life as flesh drips down my lips and reddened cave lights emerge from the depths and fill my eyes. My movements were never aimless: a body took advantage of my absentmindedness.
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Sep 24, 2012
Sep 24, 2012 at 9:04 PM UTC
Body On Fire: A Circular Piece
Stop that. Time to rewind. This is just the red hand Clenching to our demise. Again and again, These stalking shadows Contain nothing. But accumulated memories Frozen and entombed in the burrows, Of irresistible vacancies. These shadows filter an echoed voice So distant and empty. Humming his plan in disguise Behind the shady screens of mockery. The lack of verb. The absence. The silence. The momentary whispers Trembling and capturing the smoke, Releasing around the barriers, Creating an ephemeral noose. Taking me away with the disappearing sparks that fly. Trembling upon this noose, Knots tangle in white rope With a twinkle in its eye Woven and stitched in the last futuristic glimpse Of setting free And finally letting go.
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Dec 22, 2016
Dec 22, 2016 at 8:52 PM UTC
Knots
What is it like.. To have someone to Want to hold your hand, When you shiver in your sleep, Or when its too cold For yourself to keep- -warm in the arms, Of the loving embrace, like the light through the night. When you're the Earth, and they hold you into- -place of the blood driven, One-stop-heart motel, As the sign illuminates No vacancies, Except when they are around- -the world that shall give, Anything but not everything, A flawless image of imperfection, Him, her, you. A present for the forgiven. So, How is it like to feel loved, By someone other than The ones who taught you Love existed? Because I would like to feel that too.
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Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 11:13 AM UTC
The Question #1
Step 1: Legalize all drugs and treat their possession as a public health issue, as is practiced in Portugal Step 2: Get all nonviolent drug offenders out of prison and (A) into treatment when dealing with harder drugs like meth/coke/heroin (B) get the *** growers some jobs doing what they're good at, and watch as the extra tax revenues progressively revitalize both local and national economies. (1) Step 3: Fill the new vacancies in the nation's prison system with the entire US government and the top 1% of income earners as  punishment for their hubristic crimes against nature and humanity. Step 4: Forgive all debts and redistribute all of the assets of the aforementioned parties among the entire population, but especially the impoverished classes, to create socioeconomic balance. Step 5: Decentralize the economy and rebuild it along the lines of federated, autonomous municipalities, based on common ownership of economic resources, free education and healthcare, and participatory democracy. Once this is done, we can let the former government and 1% out of prison. (2) Brought To You By: Homunculus For President (but not for very long, because being an authority figure would sort of contradict the entire essence of the society I just described) 2016
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Oct 1, 2016
Oct 1, 2016 at 3:48 AM UTC
5 Steps to a Better America
pebbles over the eyes beautiful vacancies and folded hands our true home land of inanimate flesh gray skin in sunken grave beds and operas theater of mice while tumbled hair still grows we are already dead waiting for the flaming barge necropolis; to shuttle seas raven vanishing point age; a slow erasure the mind still wreathed into the torrents of life morals transmute into desires lost every inhalation a going going gone the only savage kisses; crypt tongues slow unwinding allusions of a destiny abandoned forgotten   from niggling chatter and the price of a chicken bathing in a tide pool abyss of inked black teas i hold fast losing steps a worn animal, waiting till sanctuary comes
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Feb 18, 2019
Feb 18, 2019 at 3:23 PM UTC
Vatic
The smell of your cigarette still lingers; Note to self: Open the window... The things you wrote to me; Note to self: Delete... The blame you cast upon me; Note to self: ******* let it go... I don't care anymore... this heart is closed. Note to self: No Vacancy... --------------------------------------- "Closed for the winter season. Will re-open in Spring." --------------------------------------- "Hello, hello...is this Hotel Heart? Could I talk to the proprietress, Lily Mae? I'd like to make a reservation for 2 weeks in April; a double room with hot shower, double bed, and personal room service. Any vacancies for that time?" "Hello...you've reached Hotel Heart. We're currently closed, but will be re-opened in the early Spring; please leave me your contact information, and I'll get back with you as soon as the reconstruction is finished. Thank you for calling and have a great day."
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Jan 3, 2011
Jan 3, 2011 at 6:03 PM UTC
Hotel Heart~ (co-write with jp)
Vacancies left by death are realized in life. We wander across worlds over time, dismissing the old but there are some worlds which we do not leave behind and its the collection of these speckles that make us realize the symphonies camouflaged under the monotone of mundane. Its these speckles that intoxicate us into nostalgia and dejavu . and yet its that one speckle that covers our eye a rising sun that romanticizes the sky
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Mar 1, 2016
Mar 1, 2016 at 12:17 PM UTC
Speckles
When I am done with my poem today You might see it. Well, if you're reading this then you did see it. I'm sorry. As the fingers strike the keys my mind is sodden. Vacancies available, as they say. Anyway, cast your thoughts to those who will not see this. Either occasional lookers or Hello Poetry zealots may let these pixelated words slip by. They won't be affected. But you are. Now, I'm not expecting to change your life but maybe I've got you thinking at this moment, when already in the past I've finished this and sat back silently, wishing the dull pain of the past's barbs in my mind away. You are potentially similar. Or maybe you already switched away. **** I forgot again. I got up to talk to my dad. I took out the garbage. Did you stop, leave in the middle of this poem? It's okay because me too. You have read this poem, maybe considered it. I am almost done. I'm not sure how this is going to end. I guess I'll just put out my poem now for people to find and to not find. But remember that the small stuff from insignificant sources feels for you.
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Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 8:03 PM UTC
After I Post This
There are few bottlebrush trees here, A couple grew in front of our house, The entrance to our house they guard. When it is season for them, They bloom very lavishly, Even striking is one's stem. It was pecked upon by a woodpecker, Thak-Thak-Thak, Thak-Thak-Thak, The stem's bark finally gave away slowly. By the end of October '06, The hollow was readied, The woodpecker moved in. It gave shelter to the two birds initially, The male & the female woodpeckers, They stayed there for a complete season. Saw their family grow, From just the parents, It even had chicks now. The chicks grew fast under parental care, I even listened to their infant chirping, Saw the parents flying to get forage not so rare. Then one day a snake slithered, Until that hollow, it climbed, The woodpeckers made a lot of noise. They both screeched repeatedly, But their cries were useless, They could not scare away the snake. The serpent then came out after few hours, Now the crawling was sluggishly lazy, Its mouth smeared with gooey young feathers. The family had been destroyed, An eerie silence shrouded the hollow, The woodpecker chicks were dead. Soon, an eagle had hunted the snake, Hovering in the sky it spotted it, Grabbed it when in the sunlight it basked. Now the woodpeckers were gone, Probably in search of a new tree, A new tree where a snake won't come. As for the tree's hollow, It made a new home, For a parrot species this time. And time knows that change will descend, Even the parrots will desert the hollow, They will leave in search of the better greens. Maybe a family of owls will come in the end, It will be a long-time home, the hollow, For owls are known to fill all the vacancies.
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May 6, 2017
May 6, 2017 at 4:21 AM UTC
The Owl's Hollow
There are few bottlebrush trees here, A couple grew in front of our house, The entrance to our house they guard. When it is season for them, They bloom very lavishly, Even striking is one's stem. It was pecked upon by a woodpecker, Thak-Thak-Thak, Thak-Thak-Thak, The stem's bark finally gave away slowly. By the end of October '06, The hollow was readied, The woodpecker moved in. It gave shelter to the two birds initially, The male & the female woodpeckers, They stayed there for a complete season. Saw their family grow, From just the parents, It even had chicks now. The chicks grew fast under parental care, I even listened to their infant chirping, Saw the parents flying to get forage not so rare. Then one day a snake slithered, Until that hollow, it climbed, The woodpeckers made a lot of noise. They both screeched repeatedly, But their cries were useless, They could not scare away the snake. The serpent then came out after few hours, Now the crawling was sluggishly lazy, Its mouth smeared with gooey young feathers. The family had been destroyed, An eerie silence shrouded the hollow, The woodpecker chicks were dead. Soon, an eagle had hunted the snake, Hovering in the sky it spotted it, Grabbed it when in the sunlight it basked. Now the woodpeckers were gone, Probably in search of a new tree, A new tree where a snake won't come. As for the tree's hollow, It made a new home, For a parrot species this time. And time knows that change will descend, Even the parrots will desert the hollow, They will leave in search of the better greens. Maybe a family of owls will come in the end, It will be a long-time home, the hollow, For owls are known to fill all the vacancies.
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Some nights, I would set sail To a thousand words on paper, And one by one, they would get lost Beneath the rip tides of your skin. In sentience and in sleep, Darling, you are only as real As the last verse I wrote On the crumpled walls of dusk. While the world slaughters dreamers, I watch you, begging the moon To drop pieces of itself on sea foam. I am a slave to your every step. Tucked underneath crystalline sighs, The stars would come out to put up tents In the corner of your eyes, their light Guiding the way for misguided missives. Moored to your voice, I listen As you speak in the language of waves, Your words undulating with my metaphors, But stirring holocausts for the heartbroken. But you are here, and the lines between your eyes Get tangled up with thoughts bred by midnight. Your hair, your hair, they tessellate and play With the colors of honey and amber. Perhaps, if one were to crack you open The light of a thousand adjectives Would come seeping out of your skin. I am but the shadow it will cast. And in shadows, they whisper That dreams can get lost In the vacancies of the night. Every night, with you I set sail to my words To find them And lure them back.
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Jan 31, 2017
Jan 31, 2017 at 6:58 AM UTC
In Shadows
Step One. When you are taught that human beings are riddled with gaping holes and survival is nothing more than attempting to stay standing against the rough gusts of wind, allow this fact to coat the surface of your skin. Memorize the mesmerizing patterns of movement of other beings as they struggle to remain on their trembling feet despite the vacancies in their chests, and mimic them with precision. This is the dance of survival that your vacant body will learn until the holes grow too large and the remainder of your body caves. This is how time passes, and this is how time continues. Step Two. You are born as a vessel, waiting to be infested with the words of those around you. As you absorb the dancing syllables and learn how to breath in the emotion infused in the air, ensure that you fill yourself up to the brim with this knowledge. Hold these precious collections close, for they are the substance that ensures your body remains seen among the bustling bodies of billions. Then betray your body and allow these collected words escape through petty cracks, knowing that each freed syllable is a step towards invisibility. When you allow all turbulent emotion through the cracks of your lips, you will return to an empty vessel. The silence of vacancy is fatal, and time will persist around your deterioration. Step Three. As you grow your body, allow your eyes to stray towards other beings growing their own. You will notice that the curves of your body are not unique, and are merely a slight modification to a standard model. Each word that exits your lips has been uttered before, and each declaration has been confessed long before your body has made its debut. As you allow your fingers to wander around the concave of his body, understand that your body is merely an interruption to the air around it. Any body could take your place, for you are a combinations of tireless repetitions and patterns. When you have allowed this realization to poison your lungs, you will pass as all the other beings have and your time will end. Another repetition will take your place as you have done, and time will go on without you.
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Sep 8, 2013
Sep 8, 2013 at 3:02 AM UTC
How to ****** Your Soul
Step One. When you are taught that human beings are riddled with gaping holes and survival is nothing more than attempting to stay standing against the rough gusts of wind, allow this fact to coat the surface of your skin. Memorize the mesmerizing patterns of movement of other beings as they struggle to remain on their trembling feet despite the vacancies in their chests, and mimic them with precision. This is the dance of survival that your vacant body will learn until the holes grow too large and the remainder of your body caves. This is how time passes, and this is how time continues. Step Two. You are born as a vessel, waiting to be infested with the words of those around you. As you absorb the dancing syllables and learn how to breath in the emotion infused in the air, ensure that you fill yourself up to the brim with this knowledge. Hold these precious collections close, for they are the substance that ensures your body remains seen among the bustling bodies of billions. Then betray your body and allow these collected words escape through petty cracks, knowing that each freed syllable is a step towards invisibility. When you allow all turbulent emotion through the cracks of your lips, you will return to an empty vessel. The silence of vacancy is fatal, and time will persist around your deterioration. Step Three. As you grow your body, allow your eyes to stray towards other beings growing their own. You will notice that the curves of your body are not unique, and are merely a slight modification to a standard model. Each word that exits your lips has been uttered before, and each declaration has been confessed long before your body has made its debut. As you allow your fingers to wander around the concave of his body, understand that your body is merely an interruption to the air around it. Any body could take your place, for you are a combinations of tireless repetitions and patterns. When you have allowed this realization to poison your lungs, you will pass as all the other beings have and your time will end. Another repetition will take your place as you have done, and time will go on without you.
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Love. Love isn't a rose, or a poem, or a romance novel. Love is not a kiss or a hug, or chocolate. Love is infinite, adorable, unquenchable, crazy, catastrophic, undeniably reckless. And yet humans like to name it and control it, they try to hide it, and defend it. Love is beyond a human's understanding, love is a force and we are the bay, being kicked by it over and over again. Being washed again and again by it's beauty. But sometimes love and often love doesn't go our way. We get knocked down by love and crushed by love, and sometimes we find ourselves in love in the wrong situations. Sometimes we take advantage of love and sometimes it takes advantage of us. It's not cute and especially not at all easy, ever. Love is a struggle, it's a mountain we climb. It's not a magic potion to solve our problems, it most of the times cause our biggest problems. Love is hard and strange. It isn't easy to handle or fun to tame. It's a puzzle, it's a novel, not a picture pic, and it's not candy, it's not flowers or cake. Every one thinks love is a disney movie, and though their classic pieces of artwork and storytelling, barely does it show real love. Love really comes after the happily ever after, when the happiness fades away people stay because of the love. We love, and love and get cracked. And we fall in love some more, because from the very first moment of our existence, we love our mothers, or whoever the hell is there to greet us as we exit our dark palace called the womb. Love is hard to understand. Love is old, not lovely. It's bad. And painful. But the being loved and being shown love and loving another human being, despite the raw and hard days of being in loved, or not being loved. Something unexplainable happens that is sort of like a self fulfillment. The holes in our soft hearts are filled. A sort of understanding of ourselves that maybe we aren't such weird and horrible people if someone else could fancy us. So despite the faults of love and people's poor understanding of love, it is still a emotion we cannot control, we cannot withhold our heart from. It's a wide field of dreams, a host of wonders, a deep vacancies of despair. Love is composed of hurt, mixed with a dash of adventure of being another's. And I'm saying with love you could be a 103 and still not understand the entire entity of love. It cannot always make sense, and it will not always make sense. So being in love is not a fairy tale, but the majority of the time a graphic novel. Love is lost kisses, lost time, broken hearts, misunderstanding, and pieces of our lives strewn together making up ourselves, pasted together by the people who we love and who love us.
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Jan 29, 2014
Jan 29, 2014 at 2:48 PM UTC
Love uncovered
Love. Love isn't a rose, or a poem, or a romance novel. Love is not a kiss or a hug, or chocolate. Love is infinite, adorable, unquenchable, crazy, catastrophic, undeniably reckless. And yet humans like to name it and control it, they try to hide it, and defend it. Love is beyond a human's understanding, love is a force and we are the bay, being kicked by it over and over again. Being washed again and again by it's beauty. But sometimes love and often love doesn't go our way. We get knocked down by love and crushed by love, and sometimes we find ourselves in love in the wrong situations. Sometimes we take advantage of love and sometimes it takes advantage of us. It's not cute and especially not at all easy, ever. Love is a struggle, it's a mountain we climb. It's not a magic potion to solve our problems, it most of the times cause our biggest problems. Love is hard and strange. It isn't easy to handle or fun to tame. It's a puzzle, it's a novel, not a picture pic, and it's not candy, it's not flowers or cake. Every one thinks love is a disney movie, and though their classic pieces of artwork and storytelling, barely does it show real love. Love really comes after the happily ever after, when the happiness fades away people stay because of the love. We love, and love and get cracked. And we fall in love some more, because from the very first moment of our existence, we love our mothers, or whoever the hell is there to greet us as we exit our dark palace called the womb. Love is hard to understand. Love is old, not lovely. It's bad. And painful. But the being loved and being shown love and loving another human being, despite the raw and hard days of being in loved, or not being loved. Something unexplainable happens that is sort of like a self fulfillment. The holes in our soft hearts are filled. A sort of understanding of ourselves that maybe we aren't such weird and horrible people if someone else could fancy us. So despite the faults of love and people's poor understanding of love, it is still a emotion we cannot control, we cannot withhold our heart from. It's a wide field of dreams, a host of wonders, a deep vacancies of despair. Love is composed of hurt, mixed with a dash of adventure of being another's. And I'm saying with love you could be a 103 and still not understand the entire entity of love. It cannot always make sense, and it will not always make sense. So being in love is not a fairy tale, but the majority of the time a graphic novel. Love is lost kisses, lost time, broken hearts, misunderstanding, and pieces of our lives strewn together making up ourselves, pasted together by the people who we love and who love us.
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We did not leave yet novelty stood out As if we were strangers in this place A certain loneliness bloomed And silence grew from it We did not leave yet vacancies filled in and it's suffocating We became a village of foreign gazes and nostalgia I wanna go home Can we go home?
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Feb 14, 2021
Feb 14, 2021 at 12:37 AM UTC
Homesickness
as human beings and consumers, we often seek for contentment as seekers, we search for satisfaction to fill in missing parts of us we think we need as lovers, we seek for attention, longingness and to be far off from the void we search for what is relevant enough to be the food of our soul, and as we consume we are never satisfied so we seek for satisfaction, wanting more and with hands full, a heart pouring out of selflessness, we destroy ourselves as we fall in love, we fall apart giving and offering missing puzzle pieces that exist within us as we gradually become into nothing, we feed off of others, consuming whatever it is they have left we accept their love, and they, our flaws aware that we are only body parts that are reconnecting as we heal, we occupy their vacancies, filling in missing parts that have been hollow for too long we become their musings, their vertebrae of support they become our sanctuary and our hope they become the memories that look into the future instead of the mistakes that shaped who we are n.j.
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Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 3:19 PM UTC
seekers
What do I do if I've used up all the open vacancies? There are no more people to use as homes to hide in. I have to go back into myself, my rooms, my hallways. Where everything has gathered so much dust. All curtains have stilled waiting for me to stir them. I don't remember which doors lead where. Or if they lead anywhere. Are they now just ajar, vast caverns into the silence of space? How much time as passed? I've lost track. I have to go back. But I can't. I'll sit outside of myself on the steps. Try not to turn my eyes at the casting shadow But everything is so, so, empty. And I'm too scared to make it through the doorway.
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Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 7:11 AM UTC
Home is Where the Heart Is
So many vacancies. Vapid halls and streets. No air. No hearts. Vacant lands and souls. Be a hand. Be a thread. Be a source. Be love. Be the patience. The light . . .      the empty chair. Where you can invite someone to sit Spend time. Where each other can fill up the world again. Willingly wise, adopting time. Fractures will fade Patches of hope emerge Color of Grass will grow again. Sweet fragrant spring grass. Practicing progress For each season A seat for everyone.
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Apr 11, 2019
Apr 11, 2019 at 4:22 PM UTC
Chair
No muses need apply. There are no vacancies. The muse pool is brimming With metaphors:      *They are thieves      In the night,      Absconding stars      Of time and direction.* No muses need apply To classifieds calling To The Lonely Hearts, Whose term has expired. *SWM desiring SWF for Pina Colada. Cave optional.* Lonliness has carried them To the gates, where Lonliness awaits. No. No muses neep apply. Notes no longer passed Between rows In copy-book pages, Where a returned smile Meant Sarturday night. No muses need apply. Eyes have dried. No more similies As you depart, No figures of speech From muted heart. You have left, And that's a start. No muses need apply.
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Mar 8, 2015
Mar 8, 2015 at 10:12 PM UTC
No Muses Need Apply