"nomatter" poems
Because between happiness and sadness
Every paper with my words tears in sadness.
There’s just too much to do with sadness.
You can write it everywhere.
Cry with it.
Shout the pain.
Keep the hurt.
Run away with it.
Forget it.
Look for what is lost.
Find yourself.
Fix what can be fix.
Tears with all the memories.
Regret with the wrong decisions.
Because with sadness, there’s always something on it.
Something you can hold and feel in your heart.
Something that can grow and get bigger.
But happiness don’t.
It floats with the air.
It fades with the time.
It only appears when it’s real.
You feel it in that moment.
And if you feel it tomorrow
and the next day and the next other days
that just it.
You just feel it.
And that’s good.
It makes you beautiful and lively.
But you can’t write it down the same way it feels like.
It can’t give you the same way it feels like
nomatter how many times you read it.
You can’t hold it and keep it in your heart.
Because happiness is too much of a feeling.
It can’t find its place to grow and live on you.
It only get high on you and flow.
It flows to people around you but that just it.
At the end of the day,
Happiness will always become a memories.
And memories is a sadness in the making.
Mar 2, 2016
Mar 2, 2016 at 2:10 AM UTC
Hey, i want to speak with honesty,
I dont know what i would do without poetry,
Feel like i won a lottery,
all because of word pottery,
a mind free is all,
expressing secrets from the soul,
With a careful craft of the beat,
music is born from the art,
Therapy in psychiatry,
aesthetic in phylosophy ,
People love and fight,
Some just live to hate,
oppositions and dominions,
Opinions and religions,
But poetry and music lives,
lifetimes and lifetimes with love,
and nomatter the weather
it shall always bring humanity together
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC
Im not a lover ima fighter
and yhall woinder why i dont like her
She talk that mess all day
but when i stress
she says it okay.
I dont like you
I wanna fight you and you wonder
why people dont like you
your hurt me I beat you >
I have to hands nomatter what you do
Forget all these ugly people im threw so
Im not trynna be you
Sep 24, 2011
Sep 24, 2011 at 10:09 PM UTC
a mirror never lies
the way you look at it in any way
you can never be wise
never could you look away and have different say
what you see ist waht may one get
but never lie the way you look at it
even happy it sees you sad
no matter how good it can show the worse of it
a mirror never lies
what it sees is not the reflection
but the deeper desperation
somthing worse that addiction
it cannot say what you are
but lets you see who you are
say whatever you say but it will show you the way
nomatter how you look at it its you it will show
a mirror never lies that is true
dreams are something you see
dont lie for it will show you the truth
don't argue and it give you answers
amirror never lies to you
for its you who is lying to it
what you see you might notlike
but thats the truth and it hard to fight
never fight what you see in the mirror
for it will just comeback to hunt you
a mirror never lie even if you try
for you are the one lying and not the mirror you face
face the truth no matter what you see
you may be ugly but happy
you may be filthy but clean
its not the reflection who is talking
but its the reflection showing
what you are of it knowing
Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 12:06 AM UTC
He finds pleasure in teasing and annoying the hell out of me,
But I've learned to ignore his immaturity.
Nomatter how book smart a person may be,
It will never defy him/her as a human being.
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 4:01 PM UTC
HEY YOU!! Yes you c:
I think your beautiful and i love you
No... i know your beautiful and i love you c:
No seriously ....I love you :) nomatter how you look like
I love you nomatter how fat or skinny you are
I Care about you :) you can talk to me about anything
Because i love you :)
Shhhh hush... stop crying ,.im here if you need to talk i. Will listen and cheer you up.
Please…stop crying … i love you :)
If you cry… ill cry… you dont want that do you?
your better than this you beautiful human being c:
Im here for you ♥ talk to me♥
Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 11:35 PM UTC
I have the poor girl clothes,
As she smiled gratefully, fromhead to toe.
She warmly embraced me with loving arms,
A swwet girl with many charms.
Nomatter who laughed at her,
Her grateful heart soley, I preferred.
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 3:58 PM UTC
the sun burns red in the west
The lovers meet in secret
Following their hearts
in the cropping darkness
It is big and brave
For the passionate lover
He would hand it to her love tonight
Hoping that she would cherish it
Even when he will be away
She gives him hers
Tells him "be strong and intact
Return safe my love
I will be waiting for you"
The heart,
That little body part
habouring all issues
Makes all decisions
The heart,
it strengthens the soldier
in the battle front
Singing to him songs of courage
Reminding him of his sweet love at home
Love from the heart is true and passionate
Its different from lust
and is bound to last
The battle is love
Even though the war is different
He kills for love
she is the only thing in mind
She gets broken a few times
taunted by sociopaths
Telling her 'they will never come back"
She has waited for times and times
But the heart stands all the tests
Most of the times
The heart that
lordship of mind and body
Guides everyody
Decisions of the heart
You can trust
He thinks with the mind for tact
but nomatter what
He follows his heart;
even though he is bruised and hurt
The mind fills him with doubt
but the heart tells him to fight
Reminds him of heroes
and sweet **********
Turns him to a matador
the eyes give him sight
but the heart fills him with insight
Hugging him tight
it neutralises his fright
He marches right
Into enemy territory
She is barely making through
They think she should remarry
News of fallen soldiers devastates her heart
Man's strength is from within the heart
Courage is not from spears
Not arrows and swords...
That small body part!
Emperors and conquerors
Lovers and soldiers listen
Fathers and Mothers
They listen to the heart
He creates devastation
Wrecking the enemy camp
As his battalion joins in
His heart moulding him
Into a hero
That small body part
Endures all in patience
As she waits
Saying its never late
...a time of jubilation
Victory cries are heard
Those back are few
But they removed the enemy
By conviction of their hearts
He is a legend
The man after everyone's hearts
She is joyous
As she runs into his embrace
The heart
That small body part
Endured it all
A soldier's heart...
Dec 22, 2015
Dec 22, 2015 at 7:48 AM UTC
iF iRelapse.
Baby Just Know, iOnly love You.
The Drug Will make me go Crazy & Lie Saying iLove iT
More Than You. My Slip Will Turn me Half Way Back To my
Old Ways.
Wicked Mentality & Heartless self, Numbed Out, Emotionless
Painless And Careless.
Nomatter the Relapse and reactions Ijust Want you to know
Il forever love you more.
Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 5:52 AM UTC
Please don't change just for me,
Let me discover your true personality.
I'll accept you nomatter what,
So please don't keep your gorgous eyes shut.
Please understand,
I will forever hold your hand.
You've showed your maturity and love for me,
So now please do show me
Your true personality.
Mar 17, 2013
Mar 17, 2013 at 5:39 PM UTC
It's been real hard getting by,
When I haven't you by my side.
The days become tedious and long,
As I foolishly smile and stay ever strong.
But my heart feels torn apart,
And my head has yet to start.
So I unwillingly stand alone,
From a hard-knock life, called unknown.
I miss you deeply. This is the longest we've ever been apart. A full two weeks, and most likely a third as well...It'll be okay. I feel whatever you feel because we have permanently connected hearts...I'll admit it...it is hard. Hard to wake up every morning without you. Hard to go through a whole day without you. Hard to go 3 weeks without you...I miss you and will always love you. Now that i know we'll always have each other nomatter what, I'll keep you this much closer to my heart every day...I contemplate a lot of things when we're apart for so long, but I'm hanging in there as best I can. I don't have to contemplate our past memories to love you; I love you through everything. It is hard to keep love on hold for consecutive days. If I were to tell you how much I loved you, it would take years to explain. It feels right...I feel happy...I think I'm in love... :) <333
May 1, 2013
May 1, 2013 at 8:11 PM UTC
Its madness: 2 h8 all roses coz u got scratchd by a thorn,2 gv up all ya dreams coz 1 neva came true,2 luz faith in prayerz coz 1 of em wasn't answered,2 gv up on ya efforts coz 1 of em failed,2 condemn all ya friends coz 1 betrayed u,2 gv up on love coz some1 waz unfaithful 2 u...nomatter wat,rem that anatha chance will always kam around i.e. A new friend,lover,life,chance,dream. So never give up coz life iz BEAUTIFUL N SWEET!!!! Always cheer up.....
Jun 30, 2014
Jun 30, 2014 at 7:30 AM UTC
"You are beautiful...nomatter what they say."
You are a child of God,
You are here...each and every day.
You resemble the light of Hashem,
That is why we say, "amen."
You are the heart of God up above,
You are the match for two turtle doves.
You inspire people through your heart,
You are God's child,
A work of art.
Shining down on you is heavon,
For those in the tragedy of 9/11.
You've been more than a mystery; more than clever,
You will remain in our hearts forever.
Feb 18, 2013
Feb 18, 2013 at 2:22 PM UTC
Nomatter how big the fear may be.
We can over come it because the only one I have to fear is me.
Noone to answer to
But ourselves
Because as a child of the universe
Noone here on earth stands bigger than our the universe inside of us .
So dream
Dream because that's what society fears.
Make society feel your tears.
Dream because you don't fit in
But stand out.
Be our last hope.
Make examples out of greatness
Become the originality of learning.
Society needs you.
They need US.
#illhueminati
Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 9:42 AM UTC
At night
Instead of sleeping
I lie awake
Constantly weeping
Of better days
That I wish I was dreaming
Miles are just numbers
Numbers aren't that large
Don't believe me?
Just compare them to the stars
"Distance isn't real
Nomatter how far"
The stars and planets
Are free up in space
And here I am loathing
Aching to leave this place
I have no power
I have no say
I can't not just get up
And walk away
But I hope
You will find a reason to stay
Even if
I'm
A
Million
Miles
Away.
Dec 12, 2013
Dec 12, 2013 at 9:02 PM UTC
People Assume iTs Addiction.
The Reason To My insane thoughts
And Actions, is because of
The Substance.
Saying iM Confused, Slurred out
Living unrealistic
Out of it.
Making Stupid Decisions
Saying They Can Help Fix Them
Oh Really? Well Your Wrong.
My Love For Dope is
Too strong and realistic.
Also Has The key To my Death Wish
Provides Me With
Everything iEver Wanted
Just iN 1Line 1hit.
iWill Continue Using This Drug till
IDrop Dead.
Dont Argue With Me Saying
"Thats What All Addicts Say"
Ican Stop but idont want to
iDont Fein For Tweak. Like iHave
Said A million times
And still noone comprehends
This is The Reason
Im Still living.
Found A Reason to love myself
Makes me happy
Without iT? Im rowdy Yes, its affecting My
Image, brain and body.
Dose iT Look like iGive A ****
iTs Killing me slowly
Thats the point
Idont want to live. So i chose a slow
Death.
People around me **** up
My high
Gets me upset cause i just wasted
A hit
That puts me in rage.
Point iS iWont Stop , nomatter what
You say.
Or type of treatment you think
Is best and have hope it changes me
me to not
Smoke dope. Nope! My mind is set
Dont you get it yet?
Never will iregret iCould careless
About my family relatives &
Friends.
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 5:10 PM UTC
"You are beautiful, nomatter what they say."
You are here to learn, each and every day.
You are born with a heart,
You are kind, from the start.
You try your absolute best,
To keep up with the rest.
You seek new places,
With various faces.
You always thought to smile,
And easily became all the worth while.
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 4:08 PM UTC
Nomatter what
Nomatter how
That doesn't bug me
Because you're here
With me now
And we'll never be apart
Tho we're miles away
In my heart you'll always stay
Til the end of time
Every time
We kiss
Every time we touch
I keep gazing
In your eyes
Begging me
To fall into your arms
The miles
Are crashing in
My heart reserved for you alone
You and I
Together are one
I take you in
I know
Someday in time
Everything
Will work out fine
You'll see
Because you'll be here
With me
And if
Our bodies nevet find eachothet
My soul will find yours
In the end
Of time
And
Dont you know I'll always love you
Til the end of time
Nov 30, 2016
Nov 30, 2016 at 11:09 AM UTC
On the quiet nights, if I lay perfectly still, I can hear my own blood flowing through my veins
Surging at irregular intervals, like an ocean finding its rhythm
And I think of how far this imperfect heart has brought me
And of the little girl it contains all the love in the world for
And how her rhythm will be flawless
The little girl that speaks to me on frequencies between life and sleep
The little girl that's waiting for me to find her the perfect mother
So she can come into this world with my eyes and her mother's hair
The perfect blend of two imperfect people
The little girl that I will teach to use both ends of the pencil
But to remember the shadows the eraser leaves behind
The little girl whose smile will make my day
Whose laughter will be the highlight of my week
And whose words will be the greatest part of my life
I think of the little girl who will enter this world by the hands of her father
And the first words ever whispered in her ear will be a prayer
Asking God to raise her with me, so that she can rise above me
This little girl will grow up amidst music and poetry, fingerpaints and clay
This little girl will breathe and her father's chest will be filled with pride
Because at that moment, I'll know that I've done at least one good thing to this world
And this little girl will always know that it's okay to have pudding for breakfast
As long as you're willing to share it
And this little girl will always know that her father will always love her nomatter what
And that this poem will always be there for her
And with it, my soul
To a daughter who is yet to come: I will never stop loving you, I will never let you fall, and I will always be there to push you higher on the swings.
Jan 17, 2010
Jan 17, 2010 at 7:44 PM UTC
The color of my Skin.
My deep, dark eyes.
The curl of my Hair.
I can feel your the heat vindictive stares.
The twist of my tounge.
I speak my language with courage,
Not with care of your fears
Illigal Alien, They call my kind.
All I want is a place thats mine.
Nomatter, I'll continue to stick out
Like a sore thumb, I will not run
from your vengance.
I'll stay here and take it.
You held power over them
but never over me.
My curly hair runs long, wild, and free.
You have lost the fear held
in the eyes of my uncolonized ancestors.
Now I face you with strenth
My dark eyes like stone cold pools of depth that
you tried to breed out.
Como un bailador,
I'll twist away from your nasty tricks.
I'll thrive, Child of the sun.
Brown I am.
Jan 8, 2025
Jan 8, 2025 at 4:12 PM UTC
To the east it will be windy
the south rainy
the north sunny (makes a change)
and the west well the west has gone,
gone like the love i had for you
i missed you for a day
felt like a lifetime id have to pay
but now im ok
the sun still shines
sure you took everything i ever had my heart my soul my ****** glasses (you dont even need glasses you have perfect vision you was just being difficult :P).
im sitting here and all i have left is my sanity
which on the whole when faced with such odds of adversity id take
and nomatter what happens when i wake in the morning
i know il get through it *** i got through you.
Sep 15, 2010
Sep 15, 2010 at 1:32 AM UTC
iRun...
& iCant Seem To Get Away.
iTry Harder to
Escape.
But iTs Still behind me, chasing.
iCant Stop To Catch Some
Air and rest
Its Quick and will get the best
Of me
iHide
Nomatter Whrre, it manages
To Find Me.
Im trying my hardest To get Away
And it always seems to get
Its way back to me
ICry About it
Whispers appear,
They turn into voices, remind me
Of how Much iHate life
And tells me if i stop and hold its
Hand it promises to take all
Misery away
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 4:23 PM UTC
(W = Anonymous Elderly Woman With Sudden and Severe Dementia)
---
W:
"I was an evil little girl".
I used to stick my tongue out at little boys. They would say,
"SHE STUCK HER TONGUE OUT AT ME".
Then the teachers would always say,
"Young man, she is a respectable young lady and has done no such thing".
So I'd put my thumb to my nose and make faces as they sat".
"My grandmother always raised us to be "GOOOD" "GOOOD" and I was goood.
It was so boring.
They used to get so frustrated with me".
"I was so proud of my father.
Everywhere he went he had to fix people.
He changed things
nomatter where he'd go. He always said
"I CAN MAKE IT BETTER FOR THEM.
IT CAN BE BETER".
He never loved me. Didn't have time. I should call him.
I want to call my father"
Me:
"Did he ever self-actualize and realize that he was making their lives /his version/ of better? Before he died, did he realize maybe what he thought was better wasn't better for everyone?"
W:
"No.
He was a tsunami that changed everything he touched. We girls
respected him.
Listen to me, hah.
talking about such things, on a toilet.
I have no dignity left.
We have to laugh.
Am I crazy?
Me:
"You're no more crazy than I am.
Who wants to be sane? That's no fun".
W:
"That's right!
If you can't laugh,
you die".
Me:
"Earlier, to describe yourself
as a child, you said
you were "Evil".
Do you beleive that part of the reason you were so "evil"
was because you were beautiful?
And you knew it?".
W:
She paused for a moment and pursed her lips in contemplation.
...
"Yes."
The woman nods a slow turtles nod, with both eyes shut and squinting and a pouted mouth.
Her puckered lips fade into a smile.
"Yes, absolutely It was".
Oct 7, 2018
Oct 7, 2018 at 1:19 PM UTC
paranoid chapter 1
Charlottes p.o.v
i cry until im sick, coughing and short of breath. i cry hysterically. i feel like i have been hit in the chest with a stray bullet. and i dont look up until i can't feel him there anymore. eventhough i know deep inside that the illousion of charlie will come back, it always comes back... nomatter where i am. busses, street corners, asylums. mom and dad think that if we move far away that everything will change. that i'll stop seeing charlie. that i'll be 'miraculously cured'. that they'l finaly have there daughter back. and that they will finaly be able to move on, and stop grieving the loss of their only son. i don't blame them, everything in the old house reminds me of charlie, too. but i know that when we move that nothing will change, that theres no hope for me, that i'm just as dead as he is. but thats not what hurts the most. what hurts the most is knowing that i'm going to let them down, and destroy any little bit of hope that they might have had for me. i am nothing but a burden. and there is nothing that i can do about it. i cry until im tired, and i slip into a deep sleep.
Oct 13, 2014
Oct 13, 2014 at 7:00 PM UTC
kisses don't mean anything...ask Jesus,He knows better
promises are broken as soon as they are made
people walk away but feelings never,they will always be there
the people who vow to stay go first
you are betrayed by those you thought so highly of
you come to realize that you can't always be happy
but the most important of all lessons is
nomatter what happens
LIFE always MOVES ON
Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 7:11 AM UTC