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"forgetten" poems
I remember when I was a child. My parents would tell me tales. Of men dealing with demons. In the crossroads right out of town. And I remember quietly. I had walked down that path too. Not for money, talent, or fame. I wanted to know what happiness was like. And I never knew if I got my wish. It always felt like things went south. From within the abandoned crosswalks. I could feel only sad eyes staring me down. I felt the whispers and warnings. Every foggy afternoon. When I'd wish for the man to supposedly appear. Just for a simple request. "I only want to be happy and loved." It seemed to echo into the neverending winter. But I waited anyway. I had barely any warmth to spare. But nothing came and so I left. And I felt the pity trail behind my back. As I walked down the path. That I decided to stroll down. And my life continued to go down hill. I am no longer so young. I have become accustomed to this world. To all its cruel games. I have been broken and shattered Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over....I have forgetten. I am tired. So I came back to the crossroads. No more warmth left in my body. I did not come with a wish this time. Only seeking a question. "Why did you not grant my wish?" And I waited again by the trails. For anybody to appear now. Anybody who could give me answers. "What did I do wrong?" The trees looked at me with misery. The clouds gave me it's soft tears. The mist hugged me as tightly as it could. And from within the forest. I could hear it's voice at last. "You did nothing wrong." I am shattering by the seams. "I gave you what you asked for." Then why am I so unhappy. "Because happiness never lasts." Am I always going to feel hopeless? "No." Then what am I meant to do? "Nothing." I don't understand. "Because happiness will never mean anything without the struggle." But I am shattered now, practically dust. "But a phoenix is also reborn from it's ashes." I no longer carry anymore warmth. "But a fire can always be rekindled." Is that all my life will be worth for? "Life is always a struggle, it is survival." But it is not what I asked for. "No one chooses to have it willingly." Am I meant to live on? "Certainly you are." Why? Why am I meant to be here. "Because you want to." What If I don't want to be here anymore. "You have meaning you always will." I don't understand. "Your struggle and success to survive is enough to show for it." And I could see the soot on my feet gather. That was when the howling stopped. I stood there still with no answers. As the sun began to rise. But I had a gut feeling I would not return to the crossroads again. -Rain
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Feb 25, 2022
Feb 25, 2022 at 9:28 PM UTC
Crossroads
I remember when I was a child. My parents would tell me tales. Of men dealing with demons. In the crossroads right out of town. And I remember quietly. I had walked down that path too. Not for money, talent, or fame. I wanted to know what happiness was like. And I never knew if I got my wish. It always felt like things went south. From within the abandoned crosswalks. I could feel only sad eyes staring me down. I felt the whispers and warnings. Every foggy afternoon. When I'd wish for the man to supposedly appear. Just for a simple request. "I only want to be happy and loved." It seemed to echo into the neverending winter. But I waited anyway. I had barely any warmth to spare. But nothing came and so I left. And I felt the pity trail behind my back. As I walked down the path. That I decided to stroll down. And my life continued to go down hill. I am no longer so young. I have become accustomed to this world. To all its cruel games. I have been broken and shattered Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over....I have forgetten. I am tired. So I came back to the crossroads. No more warmth left in my body. I did not come with a wish this time. Only seeking a question. "Why did you not grant my wish?" And I waited again by the trails. For anybody to appear now. Anybody who could give me answers. "What did I do wrong?" The trees looked at me with misery. The clouds gave me it's soft tears. The mist hugged me as tightly as it could. And from within the forest. I could hear it's voice at last. "You did nothing wrong." I am shattering by the seams. "I gave you what you asked for." Then why am I so unhappy. "Because happiness never lasts." Am I always going to feel hopeless? "No." Then what am I meant to do? "Nothing." I don't understand. "Because happiness will never mean anything without the struggle." But I am shattered now, practically dust. "But a phoenix is also reborn from it's ashes." I no longer carry anymore warmth. "But a fire can always be rekindled." Is that all my life will be worth for? "Life is always a struggle, it is survival." But it is not what I asked for. "No one chooses to have it willingly." Am I meant to live on? "Certainly you are." Why? Why am I meant to be here. "Because you want to." What If I don't want to be here anymore. "You have meaning you always will." I don't understand. "Your struggle and success to survive is enough to show for it." And I could see the soot on my feet gather. That was when the howling stopped. I stood there still with no answers. As the sun began to rise. But I had a gut feeling I would not return to the crossroads again. -Rain
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This is your candle to burn, The wax you long to flux? You will this wick to blaze? Then light our match with your crux I'm a wise owl in sheep in wolf's clothing Interpreting every cautious move made running with the pack And you're exactly what you appear to be You're ghostly traits just as transparent from the back I am the pretentious walking dead man Far too good for my own rotting flesh I guess thats just the way she goes down Like any devil in a blood red dress Last call only tends to last a little while Until another bitter day calls for a God forsaken night I am the self-forgetten first born Passing lessons down after making no first decisions right I've been on top of the town Still wet from arctic lengths of time trapped under ice I keep a hold of others' darkest secrets ruling this game of thrones and still playing it nice I'm a king in beggars clothing I have everything I need and no reason to boast I don't find joy in you're possessions salvation found in being no one is a reason to coast You've lost the fire that kept your spirits up and have become another mindless ******* bore when we're old and reacquainted I'd like to see you convince me that I haven't lived more "When they unearth these passages will I appear to be proud? Not if you're listening close enough. Not if you're sounding it out."
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Mar 6, 2012
Mar 6, 2012 at 2:31 AM UTC
Every Time I die
I have drempt: Lucidly, she dyes the edges clay-colored   Eyeing eye she aligns her body with the North Star She shivers without notice         Ocher eyes alive she speaks in new forms of divination And the weather is in her palm Trick of light    trick of eye Her sigh awakens 9 Ravens      without thought             She is     Caught in the spider web          Spun Autumnal ghost Beneath Harvest moon     swoons at the bark of the dire wolf Without care making eye contact Running fingers through the silver fur   Paying close attention to scars Letting him drink From lips of pink The milk of first-kiss And leads him home   To a palace of bone Humming tunes that only dogs know Her head is light on his chest She listens to his heart beat Beating Eagles wing In time In rhyme A tune Of runes Smooth Aquarius Flowing through the toes Of purple mountains Spilling waterfalls and Filling frigid Black pools rimmed By moss caked stone Leaves scarlet, and hay colored Float aimlessly on the surface of her Peaked Ears Stung and bit of wind She listens whole body tensed bow string face    Sun stained ethereal Enamored swimming in the aphotic Lake of his soul He plays the dulcimer of shadow Next to fire & the light of her blossom exposing Waterfall flow Through snow mountains Piqued His attention When she dances languid To Forgetten tunes that only the owl knows **** she dances star soaked Scarlet tulips pressed Fill every page of her mind Preserved eternal
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Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 2:22 PM UTC
Dye
I have drempt: Lucidly, she dyes the edges clay-colored   Eyeing eye she aligns her body with the North Star She shivers without notice         Ocher eyes alive she speaks in new forms of divination And the weather is in her palm Trick of light    trick of eye Her sigh awakens 9 Ravens      without thought             She is     Caught in the spider web          Spun Autumnal ghost Beneath Harvest moon     swoons at the bark of the dire wolf Without care making eye contact Running fingers through the silver fur   Paying close attention to scars Letting him drink From lips of pink The milk of first-kiss And leads him home   To a palace of bone Humming tunes that only dogs know Her head is light on his chest She listens to his heart beat Beating Eagles wing In time In rhyme A tune Of runes Smooth Aquarius Flowing through the toes Of purple mountains Spilling waterfalls and Filling frigid Black pools rimmed By moss caked stone Leaves scarlet, and hay colored Float aimlessly on the surface of her Peaked Ears Stung and bit of wind She listens whole body tensed bow string face    Sun stained ethereal Enamored swimming in the aphotic Lake of his soul He plays the dulcimer of shadow Next to fire & the light of her blossom exposing Waterfall flow Through snow mountains Piqued His attention When she dances languid To Forgetten tunes that only the owl knows **** she dances star soaked Scarlet tulips pressed Fill every page of her mind Preserved eternal
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Wake up with a jump and a start. This isn't just prose, this is an art. To weave your stories, through and through, with broken pen and missing shoe. With mixed conviction, perfect diction, convicts swoon at your traditions. As long as you believe the lines make sense, they'll breathe your soul and lack pretense. Self-defense from knives to words and songs to birds, soaring o'er the roar and o'er the dives, through the skyscraper's windows, break a floor and seek to strive. Words are not just words, I've heard many a stern voice attacking a sturdy herd of wavering wordsmiths who have forgetten that they have a choice. Alliteration counts as craftful creation and the tale of poets shows it: these sentences are paintings of a nation. Decorating time and space and all its stations of making a stand. You're a poet, perfectly pathological, hurting through rose- colored opticals and bleeding for something beautifuly better, just getting lost calls but keep searching for the right letters; don't let the sands of time make you hate your written desert. It's worth your weary hands.
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Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 8:49 PM UTC
Rhyme But No Reason
Helloo its me I was wondering if all this time could pass so fast To see your face and lisn to ur voice They say time will pass fast But i feel hours like years Hello can you hear me? Im in the house looking at your room Remembering your laugh ur scream I've forgetten how the my days felt before you leave Theres such a long distance between us and a time difference Hello from the other continent I must have cried a thousand timess Bcuz u left and i have no one but whn i try to forget abt u it never seem to work Hello from another country Your my sister my blood how can i forget abt u that fast? Hello how's ur studies ?? It became so typical of me to talk to my self whn i feel alone Do u ever miss me the way i do? And its no secret that we r both far Hello from ur bedroooom can u see me looking in ur clothes i've always tried to be like u Hello from the other country Can u hear me crying? I miss u so much Hello how r u? I've been trying to be u for such a long time but now that i can its so difficult to be as strong as u Im so bad with u I never told u but i think i love you I miss u since u walked out the door. Dont leave me I love you
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Jan 20, 2016
Jan 20, 2016 at 10:29 AM UTC
Hello its me
Once my ego vanishes, My desires are quenched by ultimate satisfaction, Once my memories are forgetten and sweapt by the withered autumn wind, Once my ego, lust and memories, Are gone with the withering wind, Once that happens, my dear, I will cease to exist. Copyright© protected
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Feb 19, 2017
Feb 19, 2017 at 7:14 AM UTC
Cease to EXIST
Each drops, each one Its like the worse teardrops Mixed with the symphony And remixes melodies Create the own version of ochestra Flying bows everywhere Flickering hand every beat Up side down back every seconds I almost forgetten the part I most lost Its never been and I never want to lose My heart kindda Raindrops Once rain ; Its hard to stop
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Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 4:28 AM UTC
Raindrops
Hey you! It seems like you've forgetten Yes, you have forgotten about me! You've abandoned me for many years You went away without a word You left me at 5 years old And I hated you... Cursed you for all the pain that you caused Blamed you in every adverse I just hated you! I've told myself that I will never forgive Even in death I will keep the hate But then... **** this heart! Despite of everything I still love you deep inside Your memories were misery You were never there in my agony But still, I love you Yes, I do... I really really do You're still a part of me And I'm a part of you That's the irreversible truth... We are forever binded in strings of blood I could never cut loose!
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Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 6:52 AM UTC
Hate You, Love You
The smile so bright I felt illuminated Has chewed me up Forgetten to spit me out Trapped, held in the grooves Of your sharpened smile Converted cracks and crevices Into the maps of my mind I am scraps Shreds with missing pieces Caught between crimson gums Hope your next victim Will taste me on your tongue
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Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 11:40 AM UTC
Shreds
Title carried with no portion of duty A house doesn't define loyalty And neither does having money Make you royal. stained blood seeking for kinship Association beholding his fears Lifting him to levels of prince's No matter what you eat or drink Or change your name In their favour you never become Them rather a copy of them. Certain things come set Like a child born a prince While others are acquired By the use of books for knowledge Impostors soon slide to the floor Where they rose from Their faces forgetten And the backs stripped By their tales. Famous by tales, names and works Outstanding to borrow a position But when might is weighed Peasantry is the tell of origin. Behavior rocks the moments And the surrounding bows To you in respect Honour goes to the brave In hardwork You can change your looks Your speeches But not the background.
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Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 12:40 PM UTC
King With No Throne
Flawless emotins strung, By line they flow, The  space and gaps, the criss and cross, The melodies that intertwine us. Charted lines that hold us together, bound by a signeture, yet the key dose not hold firm. Apologies trickel off your tounge, Affetuoso they fill me, Trpilets spill over cause you know they will  get me, Sorry con calore, Sorry is the Da capo of our life. ll:Repeat:ll we start again, With the same clashiny cords they tear us apart, Con Fuoco, Our anger no longer restraned by margines, They run rampant without rhyme across an unstaffed page. Staccatoed our notes became, that one flowed effortesly between us is now rigid and cold, Divisi we became two beings, no longer one. Somehow I cannot stop wishing to play for you, As you lull me I forget the world, Tremolo rattels my core, Your music courses through me, Carving the melody, I subciunsously create its counter melody. A Tempo takes over our lifes, as we fall into our normal lovey ways, all forgetten, Nothing left to say except, I love you Fine
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Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 12:19 PM UTC
A Tempo
There he is! Again today Playing the banjo In every way A skip to his feat A song to his beat People will follow him till the end of the street His lips didn't move But, boy, did his hands! Even the busymen danced at their shops and their stands But the boy was not seen at the end of the day No one would dream to follow his way They said he was gods gift to the people of maine They said he was a boy who just wanted the fame But he never spoke a word, didnt even look like he breathed And everyday,  without a word, he took his leave But there was a reason none followed the boy You think that they would with all of their joy But no one came back from the forest I fear They all end up gone, they all disappear They say they leave to heaven with the little musician I say thats all a superstition I say its his banjo that traps its prey Luers them into an unclosed space Where they are forgetten by their father and mother Their friends, their family, their sister and brother They say that those strings on the banjo he plays Are strings from the heavens that lightens our day But the strings are black metal cords That cuts the fingers and makes blood pour Banjo uses the boys blood to play another toon The boy is enclosed and trapped like the few That followed its toon and was taken away By the banjo, the banjo's tune will luer its prey
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Jul 29, 2014
Jul 29, 2014 at 11:47 PM UTC
the banjo boy
Does it ever scare you to know.. That the sky, will never be painted as beautifully as it was today. That the trees will never be greener, than they were today. That the stars, will never be aligned again exactly as they are on this very night. Does it ever scare you to know.. That your hair will never be parted or placed as it was today. That your clothes will never smell as fresh as it was, today. Or that your make up will never look exactly the same as it was today. Does it ever scare you to know.. That this day, May 7th, 2015, will never happen again. And the sun in the sky, will never shine brighter than it did today. And that the memories made today, will never occur again. Does it ever scare you to know.. That since the day we were born, the only thing we were destined in life is death. That we live everyday, moving closer and closer to the end of our time. That our time here on Earth, is measuerd in days, hours, minutes, seconds.. Does it ever scare you to know.. That the people, places, things, around you at this very moment.. Will cease to exist, to know it'll all be gone in an instant someday. That the days gone by, are just memories now.. Does it ever scare you to know.. That in 10 years, things will be completely different. And the moments we're making in our life right now, will soon be forgetten. Lost in all the other moments we've made along the years. Does it ever scare you to know.. Because it scares me.. It scares me to know that everything in front of me at this very moment, Will all change in an instant someday. That the people and places, I know right now, I will not know someday. That this so called "life" I am living right now, Will some day be replaced with death.. And my days here will end. I think I fear the future, because I have no idea what's in store for me.. I fear it so much to a point, that it keeps me up at night.. Wondering..
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May 7, 2015
May 7, 2015 at 11:02 PM UTC
Does it ever scare you...?
Does it ever scare you to know.. That the sky, will never be painted as beautifully as it was today. That the trees will never be greener, than they were today. That the stars, will never be aligned again exactly as they are on this very night. Does it ever scare you to know.. That your hair will never be parted or placed as it was today. That your clothes will never smell as fresh as it was, today. Or that your make up will never look exactly the same as it was today. Does it ever scare you to know.. That this day, May 7th, 2015, will never happen again. And the sun in the sky, will never shine brighter than it did today. And that the memories made today, will never occur again. Does it ever scare you to know.. That since the day we were born, the only thing we were destined in life is death. That we live everyday, moving closer and closer to the end of our time. That our time here on Earth, is measuerd in days, hours, minutes, seconds.. Does it ever scare you to know.. That the people, places, things, around you at this very moment.. Will cease to exist, to know it'll all be gone in an instant someday. That the days gone by, are just memories now.. Does it ever scare you to know.. That in 10 years, things will be completely different. And the moments we're making in our life right now, will soon be forgetten. Lost in all the other moments we've made along the years. Does it ever scare you to know.. Because it scares me.. It scares me to know that everything in front of me at this very moment, Will all change in an instant someday. That the people and places, I know right now, I will not know someday. That this so called "life" I am living right now, Will some day be replaced with death.. And my days here will end. I think I fear the future, because I have no idea what's in store for me.. I fear it so much to a point, that it keeps me up at night.. Wondering..
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I've been taking a circuitous route Only camels and Arabs Know what I'm talking about. Round and round and round My mind turns about. Now never again in my life Will I try to doubt Who I am and where I will be. When the evil within tries to get out. Its time to reroute./ I've gotta reroute. / I've got to get up on my feet And shout. / I've wasted too much time asleep. Only ****** at myself Because during the time I've spent Trying to dig deep into her/ I have totally forgetten Where I was and who they were./ Those who held me back/ gave me plenty of hugs and daps/ but made my time on earth a blur./ I love my brothers so/ And I lift them up When they're low/ But when it's time to go/ **** its times to go./ Open up my crusted eyes And let the Suns holy glow/ Help me grow./ I just hope that when I rise I begin to know I've been taking a circuitous route Only camels and Arabs Know what I'm talking about. Round and round and round My mind turns about. But never again in my life Will I try to doubt Who I am and where I will be. Camels and Arabs/ I often wish I could walk The land that they have./ Yet, I walk the land Of trends and fads/ Expensive homes and tags/ That make me see everything I do not have./ Only to drag me further away From my true path./ Desensitizing me of What I'm not suppose to have/ And throwing me on that circuitous route./ Now that I've figured all this **** out./ I'm going to backtrack on my life And add in everything I left out. / Reconstructing my mind To make it my vibrant home. So when they ask and say "Klash, what took so long?" I would reply I've been taking a circuitous route Only camels and Arabs Know what I'm talking about.
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Oct 7, 2014
Oct 7, 2014 at 11:54 PM UTC
"Camels and Arabs"
I've been taking a circuitous route Only camels and Arabs Know what I'm talking about. Round and round and round My mind turns about. Now never again in my life Will I try to doubt Who I am and where I will be. When the evil within tries to get out. Its time to reroute./ I've gotta reroute. / I've got to get up on my feet And shout. / I've wasted too much time asleep. Only ****** at myself Because during the time I've spent Trying to dig deep into her/ I have totally forgetten Where I was and who they were./ Those who held me back/ gave me plenty of hugs and daps/ but made my time on earth a blur./ I love my brothers so/ And I lift them up When they're low/ But when it's time to go/ **** its times to go./ Open up my crusted eyes And let the Suns holy glow/ Help me grow./ I just hope that when I rise I begin to know I've been taking a circuitous route Only camels and Arabs Know what I'm talking about. Round and round and round My mind turns about. But never again in my life Will I try to doubt Who I am and where I will be. Camels and Arabs/ I often wish I could walk The land that they have./ Yet, I walk the land Of trends and fads/ Expensive homes and tags/ That make me see everything I do not have./ Only to drag me further away From my true path./ Desensitizing me of What I'm not suppose to have/ And throwing me on that circuitous route./ Now that I've figured all this **** out./ I'm going to backtrack on my life And add in everything I left out. / Reconstructing my mind To make it my vibrant home. So when they ask and say "Klash, what took so long?" I would reply I've been taking a circuitous route Only camels and Arabs Know what I'm talking about.
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My dream,all um dreaming about, the one um dreaming about,the vission i have,the future i still picture..will all be gone my future ,the person i wanna be, the career ,the goal i wanna archive will soon be gone away from me when i die um afraid of death..... My enemy will laugh an rejoice while my love ones will cry an say "ferwell we will mit again" who i am and what i am will soon be for nothing..the good that i have done and the bad that i have done will soon be for nothing...my experiance of both will soon die with me,,,,my family and friends will soon be fillfull with blood tears..soon i will be forgetten as the earth get ride of me an put me under its ground where my body will be eaten by worms while my spirit will remain to the lord,,an the lord will look at me an smile from his golden throne an will say to me ""my child this is eternity an i promize you that today life in earth is past but here it start anew,,,the lord will welcome me an keep me in his arms an give me his special care an say you are welcome to your new home an my heart will heal from the pain of the earth,,and oh if i will still have it,the pain of losing the one i love,,,but the day i will die it will be my great life exprience an no more pain ,my soul will be at peace while my body will be at pieces but i will look at you and say *why cry when a soul is set free an put to rest fortunatly you wont hear me others will be singular without me but once they forgettern about me their lives will be simplicity..so i dont wanna die so young
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May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 2:21 PM UTC
Um afraid of death
My dream,all um dreaming about, the one um dreaming about,the vission i have,the future i still picture..will all be gone my future ,the person i wanna be, the career ,the goal i wanna archive will soon be gone away from me when i die um afraid of death..... My enemy will laugh an rejoice while my love ones will cry an say "ferwell we will mit again" who i am and what i am will soon be for nothing..the good that i have done and the bad that i have done will soon be for nothing...my experiance of both will soon die with me,,,,my family and friends will soon be fillfull with blood tears..soon i will be forgetten as the earth get ride of me an put me under its ground where my body will be eaten by worms while my spirit will remain to the lord,,an the lord will look at me an smile from his golden throne an will say to me ""my child this is eternity an i promize you that today life in earth is past but here it start anew,,,the lord will welcome me an keep me in his arms an give me his special care an say you are welcome to your new home an my heart will heal from the pain of the earth,,and oh if i will still have it,the pain of losing the one i love,,,but the day i will die it will be my great life exprience an no more pain ,my soul will be at peace while my body will be at pieces but i will look at you and say *why cry when a soul is set free an put to rest fortunatly you wont hear me others will be singular without me but once they forgettern about me their lives will be simplicity..so i dont wanna die so young
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Losing something precious Real or unreal Alive, dead or neither A loved one, an opportunity, someone’s trust, maybe the wedding ring you still wear even after a shattering divorce, no matter how furious you still are The loss decorates your soul with flames the color or ink and charcoal It burns away all that was linked to or too near to what you lost Forgetting something precious Hated or dearly loved Broken or shining A dalliance, an old friendship, or possibly even just an old worn sweater from your first day of kindergarten It doesn’t hurt as much as loss because you don’t realize it has happened But there is this cracked and crumbling sense of longing When you desperately search in your pile of thoughts for that memory But it’s gone now Like the panic that grips you when you drop something tiny and treasured And it’s gone forever, lurking in the shadows But it is so much worse to forget than to lose It might not be an agony that is quite as blaring and ****** as loss But it is a different kind of excruciating pain that never ever fades Like a dull ache Because even if you lose something and the anguish rakes its blood-caked fingernails down your heart Every. Single. Day. One moment long ago, you never wanted to forget it And now that you have, It’s too late to recall it. … Never forget what you have lost even if it is gone Because if you do, your heart will never lose the stinging stabbing of what you forgot. Here it is Creep :) Thanks so much for the collaboration invite, and accepting my earlier collab. invite! Such a thought provoking concept. Plus it was fun! I'd love to do it again anytime! -Ember
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Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 9:38 PM UTC
Forgetten losses (for The Creep That Loved You's mind twisting writing prompt: Lost vs Forgotten)
Losing something precious Real or unreal Alive, dead or neither A loved one, an opportunity, someone’s trust, maybe the wedding ring you still wear even after a shattering divorce, no matter how furious you still are The loss decorates your soul with flames the color or ink and charcoal It burns away all that was linked to or too near to what you lost Forgetting something precious Hated or dearly loved Broken or shining A dalliance, an old friendship, or possibly even just an old worn sweater from your first day of kindergarten It doesn’t hurt as much as loss because you don’t realize it has happened But there is this cracked and crumbling sense of longing When you desperately search in your pile of thoughts for that memory But it’s gone now Like the panic that grips you when you drop something tiny and treasured And it’s gone forever, lurking in the shadows But it is so much worse to forget than to lose It might not be an agony that is quite as blaring and ****** as loss But it is a different kind of excruciating pain that never ever fades Like a dull ache Because even if you lose something and the anguish rakes its blood-caked fingernails down your heart Every. Single. Day. One moment long ago, you never wanted to forget it And now that you have, It’s too late to recall it. … Never forget what you have lost even if it is gone Because if you do, your heart will never lose the stinging stabbing of what you forgot. Here it is Creep :) Thanks so much for the collaboration invite, and accepting my earlier collab. invite! Such a thought provoking concept. Plus it was fun! I'd love to do it again anytime! -Ember
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If I were to leave Take off running No looking back Vanish No one would notice Until the day they need me to do something for them Is it too much to ask For someone to care at least a little more than that? A text every once in a while "Hey how are you?" Never heard of such a thing I could drive to California And no one would realize that I had gone till I'm already there If even that My leash is so long That it really isn't even there No strings attached If I had money Believe me You'd never see me again As brutal as this sounds I really don't care I do not have real friends Nope. None I don't have those people that wonder about me Wonder what I'm doing or if I'm free No one thinks about me No one even gets the idea to strike up a conversation Yes I've tried to keep in touch with people But you need 2 to tango And the phone works both ways I'm just tired of not getting the feed back I desire I'm seeking something And it's not here Not with these people Not in this town One day i'll be gone Forgetten? Yes please
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Oct 26, 2012
Oct 26, 2012 at 7:16 PM UTC
I should just go
In there is semi lurid warm and dark Thoughts pounding and gushing out with forces of momentum Calmness inject solitary rest Restitution of mind rerun light test Temptation as rats, and rodents accompanied my companion Unsolicited ****** bats ********** Relationship despise my sixfoot death row Guffaw haunted voice echoed roaring Cut by the gate closed, banging sound deafening Makes fear wrestle boldness Moreover in here am dead and forgetten in outer world I have seen millions of orion light passed Relatives and friends despise me for I speak the voice of truth Better he lay there ant rot My skin turns gholish white like a ghost I give up my body and dance with my soul I am a blessed soul enlightened with amethyst truth My unwashed clothes are feed with snow detergent And my waxing bone strong with rays of dark terruric energy trap My sun never settle it shines Eclipse of moon provides transculent illumination as I see divine Flying high into a realm of self enlightenment in my death row as truth tow me into a free being by Martin Ijir
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May 20, 2017
May 20, 2017 at 8:17 AM UTC
Death Row
to say what i couldnt say, what i couldnt say then, just give me a moment forgive me this stuttering heart, and labored breath, my hands they tremble, but may my words strike true, i am so into you, and may my eyes lock yours, to say what i couldnt say i open these eyes wide honesty and heart filled sincerty i regard as i couldnt back then. but its a slow death and im still breathing, and yeah im breathing, im breathing you in , warm summers and roses left forgotten, have you forgetten the words that you have etched cross the travel ways of this wayward heart, forgiving and giving, a poetic poison of love leading love leading me back to where we began. to say what i couldnt say then, i love you, always and forever.
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Jun 28, 2013
Jun 28, 2013 at 11:33 PM UTC
to say what i couldnt say
Skin that is as lovely as a warm summer day. Lips as luscious as a fresh strawberry. A body that Athena would loathe you for. My desire for you burns like a shot of tequila. Hands that are made to fit right into mine. Arms that rest on the nape of my neck as we kiss. Pulling me closer to the place I want to be. The scent of your hair drives me madder than mad. The rush of horomones that course through my veins. As my lips find their way the side of your neck. As my hands find their way to the small of your back. As our faces touch and we feel what we have. Mutual feelings of intensity that we cannot describe. Your voice says you love me. But your eyes say so much more. The wall has come down and our feelings are pure. Time has stopped and I've forgetten the world. For all that exists at this very moment is us and our love.
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May 6, 2013
May 6, 2013 at 8:55 PM UTC
A Moment To Share
It's starting again Like a cycle of depressing hopelessness I'm going through it again Different name and different face But the script is still the same I'm still the villain in this god **** play And they treat me like a game Eveytime it's the same I always lose, so why do I even play? I'm always forgetten so why do I always recognize your face? I See you in everything and I know it's not okay I try to forget you But I can't bring myself to push you away I have to bring myself to push you away So maybe this time I can stay sane And maybe we can both end up being okay But I need you now In this instant Because it's starting again I can't sleep I can't eat I can't think I can't feel anything The numbness is worse this time It's like I'm color blind and the only time I can see the different shades of light Is when I'm with you. But I don't want to hurt you Like I always do I have to leave this time Before I break you too I have to leave you
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Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 12:45 AM UTC
Start over
you liked to swim in waters that were too deep where my feet couldn't touch the ground i almost drowned trying to follow you you liked standing on top of mountains because you belonged on top of the world my skin was raw from the sandstone you live in adventure and i live in your shadow the day you leave i'll be stuck here forever because it seems i've forgetten how to walk on my own
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Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 7:54 PM UTC
Compass
The internet is a dangerous place For the likes of me Man addicts My fingers quiver, like on a trigger of a gun to search or not anxiety tells me the pain will go away if I know what you are up to one more time find out the latest and then I'll be satisfied As my grandfather would tell himself one more drink and he would stop and all would be well All the yous, mind you Because there have been many Who I loved as much as I like my mother which isn't much and explains the attraction Mining my imagination on a storytelling journey I could so easily slip as I become tired or afraid of this task or feel unworthy of it one small click and I could be gone I don't need to know anymore about the yous yes, plural, even though we don't have that in English There is nothing more to know Only to replace them with something real
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Jul 11, 2012
Jul 11, 2012 at 8:24 PM UTC
You, Nearly Forgetten
Dear Father, You have given me so much, You have blessed me beyond words With the brothers and sisters in Christ You have provided for me, their words are songs on a record You knew I needed them, and You brought them in your holy perfect timing But I won't lie, my hands cover my face to hide my tears, I am ashamed to admit I'm dying Is it so wrong Lord? That I weep over them? That this is my last year? Will I be a forgetten memory? Will I even see them again?.. There are countless fears... What connections will be cut?  Will this bring me closer or more apart with them? Do I dare let go of the place you have called me to go? The place where my faith has increased? They are more precious than gems. I beg You Lord, I know it's almost half way over, but I know it isn't fully over yet... But my God, I surrender my fears and these emotions, these people I never want to forget I treasure them Lord, more then they'll ever know! You know how long I have suffered to FINALLY find true close friends who burn for You! Please I beg You Abba, don't make this come an end... Allow me to still share some moments with the ones I hold close, you know my desired view I do not know what the future holds... Only You do... I am lost and in wonder what will happen a year from now, or two, or three, or four, or five. But... You do, I have no control, I'd be a fool to try to take the wheel... I pray these relationships were meant to last, You used them to keep me alive! ...even if it is the end... I pray Lord You bless them, give them a great long, blessed life... even if it means I must suffer and end up alone... Protect them, even if it means for me to remove my shield, if it's better Lord for me to remove my self from them for their benefit, I'll gladly accept being disowned Do Whatever Is Best For Them Do Whatever Is Best For Me. Even if it isn't what I desire and long for... Even if it tears me apart the inside out,  at least they'll be set free Lord, I love them with all my might, You know I'd give up anything and do anything for these brothers and sisters in Christ But Lord, You hold the past, present, and future in your palm, You know what will happen, and I know with You, I don't dare to fight You have led me to find them, I'd be heart broken to loose them, I give this prayer to you my King, my Shepard, my Father I don't want to be pulled away from  them, please , continue to use me to help their faith become stronger Dear Savoir, I thank You for the wonderful blessed times I have had with them It's only through Your mercy and grace I was able to be apart of this beloved churches hem So God, Allow Me To Thank You Lord Before It's Over... Because  I don't know what the end may bring...
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Nov 22, 2017
Nov 22, 2017 at 11:21 AM UTC
Allow Me To Thank You Lord Before It's Over
Dear Father, You have given me so much, You have blessed me beyond words With the brothers and sisters in Christ You have provided for me, their words are songs on a record You knew I needed them, and You brought them in your holy perfect timing But I won't lie, my hands cover my face to hide my tears, I am ashamed to admit I'm dying Is it so wrong Lord? That I weep over them? That this is my last year? Will I be a forgetten memory? Will I even see them again?.. There are countless fears... What connections will be cut?  Will this bring me closer or more apart with them? Do I dare let go of the place you have called me to go? The place where my faith has increased? They are more precious than gems. I beg You Lord, I know it's almost half way over, but I know it isn't fully over yet... But my God, I surrender my fears and these emotions, these people I never want to forget I treasure them Lord, more then they'll ever know! You know how long I have suffered to FINALLY find true close friends who burn for You! Please I beg You Abba, don't make this come an end... Allow me to still share some moments with the ones I hold close, you know my desired view I do not know what the future holds... Only You do... I am lost and in wonder what will happen a year from now, or two, or three, or four, or five. But... You do, I have no control, I'd be a fool to try to take the wheel... I pray these relationships were meant to last, You used them to keep me alive! ...even if it is the end... I pray Lord You bless them, give them a great long, blessed life... even if it means I must suffer and end up alone... Protect them, even if it means for me to remove my shield, if it's better Lord for me to remove my self from them for their benefit, I'll gladly accept being disowned Do Whatever Is Best For Them Do Whatever Is Best For Me. Even if it isn't what I desire and long for... Even if it tears me apart the inside out,  at least they'll be set free Lord, I love them with all my might, You know I'd give up anything and do anything for these brothers and sisters in Christ But Lord, You hold the past, present, and future in your palm, You know what will happen, and I know with You, I don't dare to fight You have led me to find them, I'd be heart broken to loose them, I give this prayer to you my King, my Shepard, my Father I don't want to be pulled away from  them, please , continue to use me to help their faith become stronger Dear Savoir, I thank You for the wonderful blessed times I have had with them It's only through Your mercy and grace I was able to be apart of this beloved churches hem So God, Allow Me To Thank You Lord Before It's Over... Because  I don't know what the end may bring...
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