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Bellie-boo Oct 2017
It must be hard
To have someone
With a heart so marred
To think of you
As the sun
As I do.

To know that your desires
Although not meant
To set these fires
Would cause my disappointment.

The choices you make
In my heart
Hold a heavy weight
A potential to tear me apart.

I made you my god
But you knew you were a fraud.

Never wished to hurt me
But you desired to be free
Of this podium
I forced onto you
My applause conium
I never knew I was slowly killing you.

It must be hard
To have someone so marred
Think as highly of you
As I do.

I can't quit loving you
But if I quit hurting you
Do you think you
Could say I love you too?

You are my sun
But you are human too.
Bellie-boo Mar 2016
I am not okay
I will not not be okay
I am in limbo
But really now that's okay
I'm okay some days
That's not not the worst to be
Therefore it's okay
For me to be this way.
Haiku influenced poem with a little twist. Pattern is 5x7x5x7x5x7x5x6.
The little twist is not okay for a traditional haiku but it is not not okay for me and the poem I wrote, which accepts this 6 syllabled line completely the same way we need to accept ourselves, completely.
Bellie-boo Mar 2016
The reason I write about love like I do,
Is because I want you to love me too.
I want a warm body to thaw my heart frozen blue,
I want someone to love me like I love you,
That is all I ask you do.

Why my frozen heart has come to be?
It is frosted with decay,
From all the times you abandon me,
Forgetting me in descry.

But sadly that is the reason I write about love like I do,
Because I want you to love me too.
I want your warm body to thaw my heart frozen blue,
I want your love for me to be like how I love you,
That is all I ask you do,
It is not much my dear,
All I ask of you....
*.......Is all you can do.
Bellie-boo Mar 2016
Bind your heart tenderly,
Always thinking of the end.
Cross your heart gingerly,
Always thinking of the end.
Open your heart rarely,
Always thinking of the end.
Your end,
My end,
Our end,
This end...
is      
        only
                     in
                                  your
                                                     mind.
Therefore do not be weary when you love me,
celebrate our time together not our time apart,
And you will see I love you more then you could ever think.
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