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"fixture" poems
,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 11:17 AM UTC
how do you know when (a human is too broken?)
,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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Supposing that we lit some candles. One for each person on this earth, we would blow one out at a funeral and light one up at a birth. The world would grow darker every time we lost a fighter but with every new born baby it gets just that bit brighter. If you travelled into a city that was dark and gritty you'd know that they didn't have many in their committee. But.. If the light was brilliant and bright it would send a beaming message throughout the night. Saying "We are here! And we are alive!" Not wanting to be alone we endeavor to collide and form one giant, shining beacon that burns so fierce we're sure it can't weaken We sparkle and crackle and bend nature to our whim the mighty fire so strong it just had to gave in. With it we forged iron and buildings, cars and computers and lit paths of lives to guide commuters We lit up the universe as far as we could see Improving our lives greatly with technology obsessed with our professed fixture on practicality we completely forgot about morality Our fires forged weapons which we aimed next door In one swift movement we saw the effects of war 6,000,000 candles extinguished over arguments on which light is most distinguished So fixated on this light we blinded our eyes and the candle smoke filled the skies. We thought candles were good, they elevated us higher but now all we have is thick smoke and fire. The fire consuming all in its route the root of our lives follow suite. It's eating the oxygen and burning the grass the sand is melting and forming to glass. The glass it shatters into a thousand pieces more candles are lighting, the temperature increases The resources decline, as do the candles buried in ash a hundred thousand scandals. Now only a few lit candles remain as they slowly melt and fade away.
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Nov 8, 2012
Nov 8, 2012 at 1:39 PM UTC
Supposing that we lit some candles..
Supposing that we lit some candles. One for each person on this earth, we would blow one out at a funeral and light one up at a birth. The world would grow darker every time we lost a fighter but with every new born baby it gets just that bit brighter. If you travelled into a city that was dark and gritty you'd know that they didn't have many in their committee. But.. If the light was brilliant and bright it would send a beaming message throughout the night. Saying "We are here! And we are alive!" Not wanting to be alone we endeavor to collide and form one giant, shining beacon that burns so fierce we're sure it can't weaken We sparkle and crackle and bend nature to our whim the mighty fire so strong it just had to gave in. With it we forged iron and buildings, cars and computers and lit paths of lives to guide commuters We lit up the universe as far as we could see Improving our lives greatly with technology obsessed with our professed fixture on practicality we completely forgot about morality Our fires forged weapons which we aimed next door In one swift movement we saw the effects of war 6,000,000 candles extinguished over arguments on which light is most distinguished So fixated on this light we blinded our eyes and the candle smoke filled the skies. We thought candles were good, they elevated us higher but now all we have is thick smoke and fire. The fire consuming all in its route the root of our lives follow suite. It's eating the oxygen and burning the grass the sand is melting and forming to glass. The glass it shatters into a thousand pieces more candles are lighting, the temperature increases The resources decline, as do the candles buried in ash a hundred thousand scandals. Now only a few lit candles remain as they slowly melt and fade away.
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Chlamydia, you grumpy cow! You're twice as grumpy as Sarah the sow. Half as happy as Jennifer hen, But ten times better than all the men ! Chlamydia, Chlamydia, we never will get rid of yer. A fixture in the draughty barn, giving us milk and a gossipy yarn. Have some grass and Chrstmas cake, have a snooze and then awake, to a surprise picnic on your floor, then you can be a grump once more.
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Jan 2, 2011
Jan 2, 2011 at 7:12 AM UTC
Chlamydia The Cow
The most beautiful creation in all of existence is a mother. She's surpassed only by the love she feels for her child, or children. She's perfect by design, God's reflection. She's a gentle touch in the infancy of our being, the nurturer of adolescence, wisdom that guides our maturity. She's the love that fills our hearts, keeper of our souls, a fixture within our spirit. She exhibits incredible strength, especially those who bare the burden of being fathers as well. Life is the house in which we all reside, but a mother is Home, that amazing. She's an angel in the guise of woman, all of humanity are her offspring. A day isn't nearly enough time to express our gratitude. It would take all of eternity. Know that you are loved, and greatly appreciated mothers. Without you there would be no us. Happy Mother's Day. - James D. Woods
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Jan 23, 2017
Jan 23, 2017 at 6:00 PM UTC
An Ode To Motherhood
I am a fixture. I am a body whose frigid fingers feel the nape of your neck. I am a picture that is only seen (and never heard), that makes the space prettier with my paralyzed presence. I am a pair of eyes that reflect light, I am a pair of ears that hold your voice, I am a nose that pulls your sweet scent from the air and in doing so, I make you real. But I am not. I am, simply, a fixture.
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Mar 15, 2012
Mar 15, 2012 at 2:03 AM UTC
I am a fixture.
I draw a picture A simple fixture. Of two vertical bodies at vertical ends, do you see the picture. A verbal description of a beautiful beginning with each other they never felt richer, he had won her heart so I named him victor. Her heart in his hand a solid pitcher he caught it one hand.How could you not understand. One heart one hand her boy her man. He grew inside her she became his home she held her own against all kinds of foe he relished in her midst he thought love was a myth a mixture a blend of two perfect chemicals now do you see where it all began one kiss sealed her lips. The ending to many scripts and clips was the beginning to their bliss. All this because with a song she stole his heart he knew from the start she had won the part. Number one on his charts. You couldn't take her part. You couldn't keep them apart. She was the apple of his heart :)
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Jun 21, 2014
Jun 21, 2014 at 11:29 PM UTC
candice
A coffee shop afternoon can say it looms significant In the steamer’s sweet humidity And the idle legs pace for more I hear the whispers of world-changers and gossip mix Local color of a quiet little town. Sit humble and lean, a fixture ‘till showtime And ask lines around just we’ve they’ve been And who they’ve seen. There’s a poetry in the patron, come My gaze permits and intervenes Its narrative and scheme, in lover’s hand enweaved. Graphite plays its frustrate part the writer Seated far, far in a blissful nadir Bristles in his pony tail like drawers end to no avail.
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Sep 30, 2014
Sep 30, 2014 at 11:44 PM UTC
Coffee Shop Afternoon
To learn this gospel of that Birthing Home A splendid way to start your own New House Of your Man so proud; Dignity his own Shows this Great Fixture of a Faithful Spouse And I, envy-filled, toddlerish to Draft To ask when my Best Time would ever come You, Heroine's Pride, caused my Sorrows to Laugh And boot this Troll for his Merriments done Only for your Wish more Blessings invade And never, ever Dream it should Resign Which, termed Jolly, decomposed his best ***** And Danced with Gnomes your Prosperity fine. Begging you, this Heart, please tell HER I Care For the Flames I lit; My Penance I fare.
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Mar 14, 2013
Mar 14, 2013 at 3:33 AM UTC
SONNET TRIBUTE: HOLLIE COUCH
Deep in the bottle, where even the strongest minds fizzle, perspective sways softly and judgment is cutting deep into submission of stupor and stumble, a profound lack of commitment nodded off in the chair. Wishing away today and tomorrow, but shadows can be patient and wait for the dark. The lump on the couch, he bristles with anger, fed whiskey and Winston’s to dull those sharp cravings for death ever-lasting, for abyssal release. You left the lump breathing, withdrew your attention to his core care and feeding; you’ve taken to singing serenades to the sleeping, but memories keep bleeding, that puncture your tincture; for that lump is your fixture of regret and remorse. The lump does not whimper until shadows are long, the reruns on TV run into the screaming of your song; the drum solo hammers on tomb-like front door; a concert, just for husband and you; the social worker’s knocking; whatever will you do?
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Oct 9, 2011
Oct 9, 2011 at 12:24 PM UTC
Neglect
Every thanksgiving, My family gets smaller. Gone to college. Gone traveling. Gone to another woman. Gone to Florida. Gone to prison. Gone to see the lord. Funerals are how I visit the lord. God is drawn to eulogies. He’s there, a fixture, almost a cliche, like a great aunt with a black veil weeping into a floral handkerchief. Today, at this funeral, a thin layer of snow and ice has frozen the ground. Black dress shoes press ridged footprints into the snow. Every funeral I’ve ever been to has been cold. Dress clothes and peacoats aren’t thick enough to keep me warm during a funeral. I keep my hands in my pockets and hunch forward, watching my breath hit the winter wind. The winter wind is an evaporated sadness, like god. During thanksgiving, the gravy boat on the counter let off hot, thin steam. While pouring it thick on my potatoes, A shadow in the corner of the room caught my eye. The days after a funeral are filled with a confused, hopeful mysticism. Every moving shadow, every unexplained noise is a visitation. So I ****** my head towards the corner of the room. Nothing. Glancing back at the table, I look at his empty seat, reminded how much I’m him. I’m quiet, like he was. I laugh like he laughed. My teeth are as bad as his were. I drink like he did when he was my age, days, nights at a time, stumbling home from dark pubs, watching, with blurred vision, my whisky breath hit the winter wind, and evaporate, almost as fast as God. After the turkey and the pie and the coffee, I go down to the basement and I pour myself a stiff *** and coke. I drink, in silence, to the gone.
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Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 6:13 PM UTC
Thanksgiving
Every thanksgiving, My family gets smaller. Gone to college. Gone traveling. Gone to another woman. Gone to Florida. Gone to prison. Gone to see the lord. Funerals are how I visit the lord. God is drawn to eulogies. He’s there, a fixture, almost a cliche, like a great aunt with a black veil weeping into a floral handkerchief. Today, at this funeral, a thin layer of snow and ice has frozen the ground. Black dress shoes press ridged footprints into the snow. Every funeral I’ve ever been to has been cold. Dress clothes and peacoats aren’t thick enough to keep me warm during a funeral. I keep my hands in my pockets and hunch forward, watching my breath hit the winter wind. The winter wind is an evaporated sadness, like god. During thanksgiving, the gravy boat on the counter let off hot, thin steam. While pouring it thick on my potatoes, A shadow in the corner of the room caught my eye. The days after a funeral are filled with a confused, hopeful mysticism. Every moving shadow, every unexplained noise is a visitation. So I ****** my head towards the corner of the room. Nothing. Glancing back at the table, I look at his empty seat, reminded how much I’m him. I’m quiet, like he was. I laugh like he laughed. My teeth are as bad as his were. I drink like he did when he was my age, days, nights at a time, stumbling home from dark pubs, watching, with blurred vision, my whisky breath hit the winter wind, and evaporate, almost as fast as God. After the turkey and the pie and the coffee, I go down to the basement and I pour myself a stiff *** and coke. I drink, in silence, to the gone.
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She was a child once. Eyes wide and sparkling with hopes and dreams untarnished. An entire future stretching out before her. She saw the world through a kaleidoscope, A beautiful mess of endless neon colors, Untouched by darkness and disappointment. Pain was temporary; A scraped knee, a paper-cut. Band-aids could heal every injury. Her smile was a permanent fixture of sincerity, Radiating happiness. A gaze full of inquisitive wonder. When she lay her head down at night, Her chest was not heavy with worries and cares. Her mind was not filled with the ghosts of her past. Sleep came easily, a quilt of comforting warmth enveloping her, Sweeping her away to the land of dreams. Blissful in her ignorance she lived, unaware that one day, The monsters under her bed would make a home inside her head. That her heart would fracture and die. That the world she had known was a lie. She wasted all her wishes wanting to be older, Age was overrated, but nobody told her. At 8 she was so innocent, at 10 she was just fine, 13 was disillusionment, the start of her decline. At 15 she was in High School, they told her, "be mature". Society screamed conformity, now she was insecure. At 16 she was lonely, desperation took its hold. Love slipped through her fingers like drops of liquid gold. Now, at 17, she's stuck in a recession. She thought the therapy had dispelled her depression. She looks in the mirror and despises her reflection, She is bent, bruised and broken, a mess of imperfection. Past mistakes, her tormenters, they tear her apart. Her body, a cage, imprisons her heart. Each breath is a burden as she lay in bed. She can't sleep at night, theres a war inside her head. No one ever told her the price of growing older. They never said she'd have A crushing weight put on her shoulders. Suffocating in this life, poisoned at her core, Once she was a child, A child she is no more.
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Jun 30, 2013
Jun 30, 2013 at 7:32 PM UTC
Childhood Lost
She was a child once. Eyes wide and sparkling with hopes and dreams untarnished. An entire future stretching out before her. She saw the world through a kaleidoscope, A beautiful mess of endless neon colors, Untouched by darkness and disappointment. Pain was temporary; A scraped knee, a paper-cut. Band-aids could heal every injury. Her smile was a permanent fixture of sincerity, Radiating happiness. A gaze full of inquisitive wonder. When she lay her head down at night, Her chest was not heavy with worries and cares. Her mind was not filled with the ghosts of her past. Sleep came easily, a quilt of comforting warmth enveloping her, Sweeping her away to the land of dreams. Blissful in her ignorance she lived, unaware that one day, The monsters under her bed would make a home inside her head. That her heart would fracture and die. That the world she had known was a lie. She wasted all her wishes wanting to be older, Age was overrated, but nobody told her. At 8 she was so innocent, at 10 she was just fine, 13 was disillusionment, the start of her decline. At 15 she was in High School, they told her, "be mature". Society screamed conformity, now she was insecure. At 16 she was lonely, desperation took its hold. Love slipped through her fingers like drops of liquid gold. Now, at 17, she's stuck in a recession. She thought the therapy had dispelled her depression. She looks in the mirror and despises her reflection, She is bent, bruised and broken, a mess of imperfection. Past mistakes, her tormenters, they tear her apart. Her body, a cage, imprisons her heart. Each breath is a burden as she lay in bed. She can't sleep at night, theres a war inside her head. No one ever told her the price of growing older. They never said she'd have A crushing weight put on her shoulders. Suffocating in this life, poisoned at her core, Once she was a child, A child she is no more.
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I don’t want to perpetuate the produce – consume loop but when I don’t, I feel like such a lazy moocher Could I play guitar near after dark bars for $23 an hour? Victor and I did that once, for $11.50 each Untaxed, that’s better than my dour real job So, if I really made my place at a street corner, I’d be a smart earner But then I’d be a fixture, like the accordion man and the bums with PVC buckets The bar goers would soon hate me for chumping them out of their cash with three gritty “Heart of Gold” covers Then soon the mediocre bums would jump me and Riot, my guitar She’ll smash into the walk under a Irish flag in front of Murphy’s Law, while drinkers whoop and punch the air The bucket goes over my head and the accordion bellows squeeze round my neck
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Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 4:16 PM UTC
Bar Busking
I always wanted to be that random style of writer Writing about things which have no connection In reality but they are connective only by the ingenuity Of his genuflection; the circumvention of his Circuitous routing, his plaintive perturbing petulance Which insists on stacking things of different orders Flying birds together of different species If I could write something of the ticking of clocks Not as though the ticking were of premeditated duration Embedded in metal tracks around perimeters Of prevaricated die-cast hours; but as though the ticking Were only a random fixture of a theoretical day In which random clocks ticking played a minor role During the still life of which a poet happened along And copied it all down dutifully, not caring if Ticking clocks were related to pitchers of Forsythia Or falling off of cliffs into the Aegean; The only task of the poet to capture it all And let the reader sort it out later In the random tracks of his circuitous brain: Whether the pitcher was full of sea Or the sea was stealing into the pitcher One blue, serendipitous drop at a time And where no clocks were keeping time.
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Mar 7, 2010
Mar 7, 2010 at 5:36 PM UTC
Painting of a Drop of Seawater
Inside your little mouth, a crucifix and a hula hoop plant great capers on the short hash marks on your glossy pinkish lips. Like a boardgame I can't win all by myself or a song without a tune, like the melody that chases strangers, or any words that precede goodbye. The future is coming quickly now, serfs lining up to set fire to their nostrils, take the cue ball and whet their mass wicks for the apostles. Anecdotal anomaly that J-walk over crosswalks whose life then becomes an apostrophe. Morbid fixture on the substrate, creatures limitlessly nodding. A grape-sized egg fills its own unit and erupts to shape the outlet. Your verb-legs may appear demonstratively while you crowd surf, we should play the music louder while we practice all our dance work. Sunday morning we wake up stiffly, my jowl hurts from mouthing softwords, the nights' adventurous perversity of thwarting dinosaurs with Cobra Starship. Even the back room closet manager gave us enough bleach to see our eyelids, frothy nictitating flitters drop freshly severed lashes that inspire wishes and sultry playlists. Consecrated mien market of company meals. Underneath the cable cars the dye blunders sores in my eyes. Said I had to go, said I had to die. Said I had an itch but I couldn't get in front of all of this and unwind. Between all of the bees and buttered flies he made it hard for us all to survive, or service this state of our lives. I recall schoolyards where children paid to their dimes for us to see the spaces in the middle of lines, the circles on the circles we liked, stuck in bubble baths with crayon all on their hands. For the price of staying alive I deliver a bribe to sway eyes from the crimes of street dwelling inner-city sinners with stomach contents' upsetted by the rough ********* of heavy petting. She eats red licorice rope with with my fingers rubbing on her tongue. A pedagogy I use to teach, but pretty much no longer have a use.
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Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 12:28 AM UTC
Heavy Petting
Inside your little mouth, a crucifix and a hula hoop plant great capers on the short hash marks on your glossy pinkish lips. Like a boardgame I can't win all by myself or a song without a tune, like the melody that chases strangers, or any words that precede goodbye. The future is coming quickly now, serfs lining up to set fire to their nostrils, take the cue ball and whet their mass wicks for the apostles. Anecdotal anomaly that J-walk over crosswalks whose life then becomes an apostrophe. Morbid fixture on the substrate, creatures limitlessly nodding. A grape-sized egg fills its own unit and erupts to shape the outlet. Your verb-legs may appear demonstratively while you crowd surf, we should play the music louder while we practice all our dance work. Sunday morning we wake up stiffly, my jowl hurts from mouthing softwords, the nights' adventurous perversity of thwarting dinosaurs with Cobra Starship. Even the back room closet manager gave us enough bleach to see our eyelids, frothy nictitating flitters drop freshly severed lashes that inspire wishes and sultry playlists. Consecrated mien market of company meals. Underneath the cable cars the dye blunders sores in my eyes. Said I had to go, said I had to die. Said I had an itch but I couldn't get in front of all of this and unwind. Between all of the bees and buttered flies he made it hard for us all to survive, or service this state of our lives. I recall schoolyards where children paid to their dimes for us to see the spaces in the middle of lines, the circles on the circles we liked, stuck in bubble baths with crayon all on their hands. For the price of staying alive I deliver a bribe to sway eyes from the crimes of street dwelling inner-city sinners with stomach contents' upsetted by the rough ********* of heavy petting. She eats red licorice rope with with my fingers rubbing on her tongue. A pedagogy I use to teach, but pretty much no longer have a use.
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its all your fault, its all your fault its all my fault, its all my fault it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter we're both at fault here but go ahead and blame me, make me the villain it's because you never learned how to be chillin' or maybe i just never learned to care but if that's the case, how come you were never there? i think in that regard, its not fair i was there for you through thick and thin because if i didn't, you'd try to get under my skin and yet you've never been there for me quit spamming me on ig yeah, too busy talking **** about me to our friends but i've been called every single name under the sun so good luck if you're tryna have some fun coulda been friends but you wanted more wanted me to block you from the waves while i died on the shore So obsessed with who’s real and who’s fake In that case maybe you should take a double-take Only ever hitting me up when you’re lonely Stop thinking we homies when you don’t even know me Not even trying to get to know me beyond the surface Yeah, these conversations to me have no purpose Yeah got all these little boys tryna hit me up for affection Don't care about the real me, only the attention But boys don't get me wrong, just because I'm alone doesn't mean I need your fixation Alone but not lonely, yet the men I like don't like my complexion Unfortunate but it's okay, I'm looking for forever So before that, I gotta get better Acting like you’re the only one with issues Well guess what boy, everybody’s got a mountain of tissues Yeah, everybody’s got their problems But unlike you, they keep quiet and try to solve em Yeah I may be a psych major And you may think that works out in your your favour but friends ain’t being your personal therapist I met too many just like you, could make a list Yeah I ain’t tryna sound heartless but If you think that, then you don’t know me at all, case shut “I know you, you wouldn’t do something like that” Yeah, the real ones don’t need me to obsessively hit em back They respect my ADHD, yeah it’s a neurological disorder I was born with it, people like you always tryna change my borders They didn't even know about it beforehand, yeah they like me for me Even been there for me when I had to go through therapy Now you run your mouth around town Truth be told, you brought my mental health down When we were together, not now I’ve been called every name under the sun, running your mouth only makes you look like a clown Yeah I don’t like being bitter But truth be told boy, you’re a real vibe killer I’m always thinking about the big picture But you always make everything about you, like you’re some famous fixture Keep that in mind next time you complain about getting bitten Think about how you made a tiger out of this fluffy kitten
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Nov 9, 2021
Nov 9, 2021 at 2:59 PM UTC
boundaries
its all your fault, its all your fault its all my fault, its all my fault it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter we're both at fault here but go ahead and blame me, make me the villain it's because you never learned how to be chillin' or maybe i just never learned to care but if that's the case, how come you were never there? i think in that regard, its not fair i was there for you through thick and thin because if i didn't, you'd try to get under my skin and yet you've never been there for me quit spamming me on ig yeah, too busy talking **** about me to our friends but i've been called every single name under the sun so good luck if you're tryna have some fun coulda been friends but you wanted more wanted me to block you from the waves while i died on the shore So obsessed with who’s real and who’s fake In that case maybe you should take a double-take Only ever hitting me up when you’re lonely Stop thinking we homies when you don’t even know me Not even trying to get to know me beyond the surface Yeah, these conversations to me have no purpose Yeah got all these little boys tryna hit me up for affection Don't care about the real me, only the attention But boys don't get me wrong, just because I'm alone doesn't mean I need your fixation Alone but not lonely, yet the men I like don't like my complexion Unfortunate but it's okay, I'm looking for forever So before that, I gotta get better Acting like you’re the only one with issues Well guess what boy, everybody’s got a mountain of tissues Yeah, everybody’s got their problems But unlike you, they keep quiet and try to solve em Yeah I may be a psych major And you may think that works out in your your favour but friends ain’t being your personal therapist I met too many just like you, could make a list Yeah I ain’t tryna sound heartless but If you think that, then you don’t know me at all, case shut “I know you, you wouldn’t do something like that” Yeah, the real ones don’t need me to obsessively hit em back They respect my ADHD, yeah it’s a neurological disorder I was born with it, people like you always tryna change my borders They didn't even know about it beforehand, yeah they like me for me Even been there for me when I had to go through therapy Now you run your mouth around town Truth be told, you brought my mental health down When we were together, not now I’ve been called every name under the sun, running your mouth only makes you look like a clown Yeah I don’t like being bitter But truth be told boy, you’re a real vibe killer I’m always thinking about the big picture But you always make everything about you, like you’re some famous fixture Keep that in mind next time you complain about getting bitten Think about how you made a tiger out of this fluffy kitten
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The anticipation of tasting you on my tongue is tantalizing all of my neurons Firing my synapses sharply while I wait for you to come to me, hungrily I'm not used to feeling so fixated on a fixture in space, not one with a face But your fingers make music, mine make words, so lets get together and burn, burn, burn.
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Mar 9, 2014
Mar 9, 2014 at 11:42 PM UTC
Constellation Vibration
"io sol uno." -Dante, Purgatorio There I was, the comic-tragic star of my own motion-picture, bold beneath the springtime Italian sun hung high --a heavenly fixture, illuminating the gold-leaf enframed frescoes in kaleidoscopes of colours, baking dry the pigeon droppings upon the flagstones they smothered, where I, in all my self-serving recreation, posed proudly in a costume of my own creation, an operatic villain clad in a billowy blouse of black, the Campanile Tower like a sentinel behind my back, as movie cameras panned and zoomed, paparazzi photographers capturing me and freezing me, in all my wicked, medieval glory, floating and gloating in the dank aroma of the Venetian seas, *"I'm the shining star! --Look at me, look at me!"* -the super-special star I always knew I'd be, a painted parody, a harlequin of displaced passions for all to laugh at and see, before slipping silently into the ornate basilica, dim and dark as night, thanking Mother Mary (for nothing) as I sparked a votive candle's light, not really sure or caring where my life would lead, just as long as the Azure Queen shed Her Grace on me,      me,              me, ...until I fell and fell to the mockery of a home I made in Hell, hard and forever and fast, the only fool left alone in my solo cast, adrift with no direction, ****** and lost, me and my frivolous theatre, squandered an an extravagant cost. _____________ "io sol uno" means, "I, myself, alone." This poem is a true-life story. __________ See the Piazza San Marco, Venice, Italy: http://www.carfree.com/design/pix/sqlg110venice_piazza-san-marco.jpg
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Sep 13, 2010
Sep 13, 2010 at 11:01 AM UTC
Piazza San Marco, Venice, Italy: 2000 a.d.
"io sol uno." -Dante, Purgatorio There I was, the comic-tragic star of my own motion-picture, bold beneath the springtime Italian sun hung high --a heavenly fixture, illuminating the gold-leaf enframed frescoes in kaleidoscopes of colours, baking dry the pigeon droppings upon the flagstones they smothered, where I, in all my self-serving recreation, posed proudly in a costume of my own creation, an operatic villain clad in a billowy blouse of black, the Campanile Tower like a sentinel behind my back, as movie cameras panned and zoomed, paparazzi photographers capturing me and freezing me, in all my wicked, medieval glory, floating and gloating in the dank aroma of the Venetian seas, *"I'm the shining star! --Look at me, look at me!"* -the super-special star I always knew I'd be, a painted parody, a harlequin of displaced passions for all to laugh at and see, before slipping silently into the ornate basilica, dim and dark as night, thanking Mother Mary (for nothing) as I sparked a votive candle's light, not really sure or caring where my life would lead, just as long as the Azure Queen shed Her Grace on me,      me,              me, ...until I fell and fell to the mockery of a home I made in Hell, hard and forever and fast, the only fool left alone in my solo cast, adrift with no direction, ****** and lost, me and my frivolous theatre, squandered an an extravagant cost. _____________ "io sol uno" means, "I, myself, alone." This poem is a true-life story. __________ See the Piazza San Marco, Venice, Italy: http://www.carfree.com/design/pix/sqlg110venice_piazza-san-marco.jpg
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Slithering slice Fixture of light Flicker, flicker along the fields of my sight As the bubble I evolve in expands Expanding towards my iris Gazing upon my hands Pupils dilated Expand, expand That's all reality does until it morphs towards a new dimension Once, again it is small Doing so is your decision Senses all bound to one Bound upon the screen am I High upon the realm is my third eye Rattling the vibration towards the ends of my feet In Out Then the energy meets Continuous flow Cycle, repetition, insanity, whatever may dwell through your mind All is all, it merely depends on the kind Variety, but also the same Dry, but with a hint of rain There is never a fully accurate range to perceive vibrations At least not in this journey My journey, my mere reality A malleable matter this dimension is Zoning unto a higher form brings the bliss Endless doors enclosed in a hallway Endless hallways enclosed in a complex Endless complexes enclosed within a grid Beyond the grid is a mirror The key to all universes merged and 'alive' within the multiverse A simple reflection, a mind blowing surge Breathing deeper into the land I urge Enhancements as the soul is here Ego at gone, nothing to fear How must a force so vulnerable be so beautiful? That is for all of us to answer We all thump into one, all inside the mirror of the Green Panther
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Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 11:38 PM UTC
The Green Panther
what is this body but a vessel to you? carrying your what if's and your unborn children a fixture to ***** This body is but curves that turn and cut your wit dim forest that you trail-blaze converting rolling hills to farmland unearthing soil, to dig your pleasure graves. what is this body to you? But two bouncing ******* under a cotton summer dress? what is this body but lips spread wide open, teasing a flash of teeth? does it make you break a sweat? what is this body but your chess piece? mantel piece piece of *** strip tease arm-rest a body beside you to look down upon and fake a smile at in photographs what is this body to you but a vase? to fill with your complaints to empty your sorrows into to empty your ***** into to let down then help up to coo over and cry on and cry on and cry on
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Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 9:15 AM UTC
This body
And another morning happens, awoken by the oxidized groan and stretch of the lumbering machines that live in the dirt pile in front of my apartment there used to be a farm there, and there used to be someone in my bed and darker curtains in my room but a lot changes in a year there's still a tiny hole in the corner of my bathtub that greets the curve of my foot every time I step into the shower i can't tell if it's gotten any bigger or not or if the water i hear dripping is from some other fixture for me to look at another day i know my kitchen sink still overflows not with bubbles not anymore but with the dishes i've put off for almost three days i wish the men in hard hats across the street would do the same, tell themselves that they'll get to that concrete patch, hole digging, pipe laying, belt grinding, beam building, horn honking, sound of trucks backing up tomorrow so i could sleep in for once but they've got a job to do and sandwiches someone wrapped for them in aluminum foil to eat at lunch and i've got to do the dishes so i can have a spoon for my cereal
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Jan 9, 2023
Jan 9, 2023 at 4:50 PM UTC
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it pains me to see that for many you’re just a photo on a wall and on our currency a permanent fixture in our lives a tradition that no one knows the origin of and even if known-misunderstood your philosophy distorted, your methods abused the poorest, most controversial parts of it magnified and what is really important buried under generations of lip service and self-serving biases i myself don’t agree with everything you said but still, i admit that most of it made sense thank you for questioning violence and greed, corruption and falsity thank you for the difference you made Happy Birthday! i wish you were around to clarify what has become twisted to silence your detractors and light the way again -Vijayalakshmi Harish   02.09.2012 Copyright © Vijayalakshmi Harish
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Oct 2, 2012
Oct 2, 2012 at 2:23 AM UTC
Happy Birthday Bapu!
oh **** off... migrant crisis my *** what with Ukraine happening? East European... how about western women? Manchester mothers? no?   oh well....               watch my face... do i ******* look like i, might, care?! no... no?! well...        thank you... because?                       i don't! i'm thinking: let them **** your harlots... you managed to call my ethnicity, vermin.... RATS....                whatever ally you had... gone... next time you ask, ask a Pakistani to deal with your women... i'll be most obliged... to tell you:                **** OFF! no... you told me once, you do not assert the stature of telling me twice...                  i don't care whether it is or whether it isn't your island... you violated, or at least your citizen, the rules of p4rivate property... no... nein nein nein!          for once i'll turn the volume to a Reading Park volume: **** you!   and your ambitions of a mastering of the races... claiming quasi Boar fixture; ******* capitalists...       with their made in china of what used to be the manufacturing jobs... arbeit macht frei...                            arbeit macht frei...               arbeit ist frei... mein, mein, herr...                                  made in china.. my *** my *** was made in china... your argument for liberty?    hardly comprised in Monaco. yes, those Eastern European women...    pretty much as those ***** whip Western European men... the sort of men: shy of death...               one you almost wish to **** with a bludgeon that might leave fingerprints;                   lesson no. 1... you come after Eastern European women... lesson no. 2: there are no Western European "men" to come after...    sure... *******      little men...                something between petting an in between petting a panda and a koala; totally castrato, just the way Western Women like their men to be... obedient...                        pussy-whipped... leashed. mind you... what are the thoughts of an Eastern European man concerning Western women? and, why, would, i, heaven, and, hell, on, earth, ever, want, to, **** this, exercise, in, making, equivalent, raising, a, ******* brat?! i don't want these women, no more than the women want me... apparently Pakistanis are in higher demand.
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Sep 15, 2018
Sep 15, 2018 at 8:40 PM UTC
made in china
oh **** off... migrant crisis my *** what with Ukraine happening? East European... how about western women? Manchester mothers? no?   oh well....               watch my face... do i ******* look like i, might, care?! no... no?! well...        thank you... because?                       i don't! i'm thinking: let them **** your harlots... you managed to call my ethnicity, vermin.... RATS....                whatever ally you had... gone... next time you ask, ask a Pakistani to deal with your women... i'll be most obliged... to tell you:                **** OFF! no... you told me once, you do not assert the stature of telling me twice...                  i don't care whether it is or whether it isn't your island... you violated, or at least your citizen, the rules of p4rivate property... no... nein nein nein!          for once i'll turn the volume to a Reading Park volume: **** you!   and your ambitions of a mastering of the races... claiming quasi Boar fixture; ******* capitalists...       with their made in china of what used to be the manufacturing jobs... arbeit macht frei...                            arbeit macht frei...               arbeit ist frei... mein, mein, herr...                                  made in china.. my *** my *** was made in china... your argument for liberty?    hardly comprised in Monaco. yes, those Eastern European women...    pretty much as those ***** whip Western European men... the sort of men: shy of death...               one you almost wish to **** with a bludgeon that might leave fingerprints;                   lesson no. 1... you come after Eastern European women... lesson no. 2: there are no Western European "men" to come after...    sure... *******      little men...                something between petting an in between petting a panda and a koala; totally castrato, just the way Western Women like their men to be... obedient...                        pussy-whipped... leashed. mind you... what are the thoughts of an Eastern European man concerning Western women? and, why, would, i, heaven, and, hell, on, earth, ever, want, to, **** this, exercise, in, making, equivalent, raising, a, ******* brat?! i don't want these women, no more than the women want me... apparently Pakistanis are in higher demand.
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S3 Sleepless, Shuffling In Stockholm Somewhere in my body, A bifurcated clock ticks, Two clock faces, White on black, Vice versa. Mixed media messages, Crazy train station internal, Brain activity fevered, Arrive/depart according to Somebody else's schedule, Somebody else occupying, Every street of my body Lying asleep, Typing these words, It is the middle of the night, Bright daylight suffuses the room What part of my metaphysical schema, Ain't jet lagged legally, And poetically entitled to be Stockholm Syndrome Confused? Times have really changed, Oh my, when you propose, Let's go to Stockholm, Anything goes! So my schedule reordered In the land of either all Light or Dark, twenty hours four, I turn to my boon companion, Who soothes at any hour, My music, my Nano, And I find myself, musically, Shuffling in Stockholm. Meatloaf and Piazzolla, Muddy Waters and Purple Rain, Marvin Gaye and Pink Martini, Beethoven, Straight No Chaser, Beatles, Stones, Bennett vs. Buble, The lack of sleep a permanent fixture, Courtesy of this Bach-us admixture, So should you see a gappy, khaki, clad tourist, Meandering o'er the islands of this charming city, In Ingmar Bergman fashion, Black and white erratic, Alternating, swaying and shuffling, No tongue clucking, Nah, he's not drunken, Just dancing while sight seeing, In a sleep deprived manner, Someday a movie to be, Sleepless, Shuffling In Stockholm A/K/A S3 June 30 ~ July 2, 2012 Stockholm, Sweden
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May 19, 2013
May 19, 2013 at 11:34 PM UTC
S3 - Sleepless, Shuffling In Stockholm
Help me take on this world of woe I know I can't do it on my own While people are fading and changing I'm a permanent fixture, watching, waiting Run your fingers down my back to keep me fixed Eradicate my distractions with every kiss And I'll put my hands to your face I won't waste this precious space I think we can do this if we are strong. Standing in the middle of this surging throng.
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Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 10:22 AM UTC
The Color of Steel and Stormclouds