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I need feminism because men are more upset about people saying "all men" than they are about the fact that 1 in 4 women will be ***** in their lifetime. Not harassed, not catcalled, ***** And that is not okay. I need feminism because out of the four women I speak to everyday two of them have been ***** and all four of them can't walk to their car without sticking their keys through their fingers to feel the slightest inclination of safety. I need feminism because the other day in my math class a student said "She was asking for it" and the teacher agreed.   I need feminism because when my father wasn't drinking he was telling me to be a man. I need feminism because the way my father taught me to treat women was to get them drunk. It's not his fault, he knew no better. I need feminism because my father knew no better.
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Jun 1, 2014
Jun 1, 2014 at 11:08 PM UTC
I Need Feminism Because My Father Didn't Know Any Better
Why do we distort beauty? Beauty can be power, but it can also be a burden I never understood, but now I do When we are not bestowed with it, We cage it by any and all means possible We mock those who lack it and hate those who have it Green monsters rise in us We blur the pure with cold blacks and angry reds We blame them while we try to be them I suppose jealousy is a fickle thing In the stories of old, they say one is blessed with beauty To gain the admirable attention of others, How it must feel to be dotted on But then comes the curse Of having too much attention Of getting the wrong attention Of being objectified and not respected Of being catcalled in the streets and attempting to ignore crass comments and rude remarks. Like the attention Don't like the attention To be called beautiful is such a nice thing Until it's not.
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Apr 8, 2022
Apr 8, 2022 at 12:32 AM UTC
Beauty: The Blessing and The Curse
Why I’m not “All About that Bass” So I’m in my car cruising down i-49 When I hear a song with a kickin-baseline *I'm all about that bass,bout that bass no treble, i'm all about that bass I'm bringing ***** back go ahead and tell them* STOP Excuse me? When did ***** leave? How did ***** get there? Was ***** on vacation? Where they at tho? Yeah my moma she told me don’t worry about your size* But not because in a patriarchal society I am valued for my ratio Of hips to thighs as handle bars for my man to “keep me grounded” But because I was beautiful anyway I am not the number sewn into society like the waistband of my jeans I am the number of times I look into the mirror and say “hey **** And if society is too lazy to know that beneath these eyes but above these hips And behind this full chest theres a heart Lets be real Were not going to blame Meagan trainer She probably didn’t even write this song but why are we idolizing these who only look to sexulize the femaile body instead of holding us to a higher standard and just think you are perfect, thank you pink we can be stronger, thank you Kelly And no matter what we are beautiful, thank you christina Why aren't these the women we are idolizing? Because according to hot 107.9 its all about the ***** I am not something you can put into a box something you can stereotype Just because i have big thighs and a ***** to match doesn't mean i want it to be pointed out or catcalled every chance there is. my body your body everyones body is their own and deserves to be treated like its own perfect stronger more beautiful self. i am strong i am perfect i am beautiful my hips don't belong to you my ***** does not belong to you i do not belong to you And thats why im not all about that bass
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 9:26 AM UTC
Why I'm Not All About That Bass
Why I’m not “All About that Bass” So I’m in my car cruising down i-49 When I hear a song with a kickin-baseline *I'm all about that bass,bout that bass no treble, i'm all about that bass I'm bringing ***** back go ahead and tell them* STOP Excuse me? When did ***** leave? How did ***** get there? Was ***** on vacation? Where they at tho? Yeah my moma she told me don’t worry about your size* But not because in a patriarchal society I am valued for my ratio Of hips to thighs as handle bars for my man to “keep me grounded” But because I was beautiful anyway I am not the number sewn into society like the waistband of my jeans I am the number of times I look into the mirror and say “hey **** And if society is too lazy to know that beneath these eyes but above these hips And behind this full chest theres a heart Lets be real Were not going to blame Meagan trainer She probably didn’t even write this song but why are we idolizing these who only look to sexulize the femaile body instead of holding us to a higher standard and just think you are perfect, thank you pink we can be stronger, thank you Kelly And no matter what we are beautiful, thank you christina Why aren't these the women we are idolizing? Because according to hot 107.9 its all about the ***** I am not something you can put into a box something you can stereotype Just because i have big thighs and a ***** to match doesn't mean i want it to be pointed out or catcalled every chance there is. my body your body everyones body is their own and deserves to be treated like its own perfect stronger more beautiful self. i am strong i am perfect i am beautiful my hips don't belong to you my ***** does not belong to you i do not belong to you And thats why im not all about that bass
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I was not born afraid of strange men. I was not born to panic when the only empty seat on the bus is next to a man. I was not meant to cross the street when a boy walks towards me. I was not supposed to check the underpass for rapists when I walk home at 4 o’clock in the afternoon. Were you born to make me itch and crawl in my own skin? Were you born to sprawl your legs out on the bus and occupy much more space than is necessary while I perch on the edge of a seat and pray that the driver takes the corners slowly? Were you born to give me sweaty palms and panic attacks and an uncertainty of whether or not I should wear that V-neck shirt to school? I am going to tell you something that you will not want to hear, but you are going to listen. You are going to listen because I have been glaring and sighing and crying and screaming at you ever since the first time I wore a bra. Since my first period. Since the first time I wore makeup. Since a boy catcalled me before I knew that it was wrong. You need to stop. You cannot do this anymore because I will not let you. You are not allowed to follow me home because my hair glimmers in the sunlight- you are an obnoxious boy and I am thirteen. You are not allowed to ask me my name while we’re on the bus- you are a middle aged man and I am sixteen. You are not allowed to stare at my ******* while I debate whether or not to sign up for AP Biology- you are a hair-raising teenage boy and my body is not yours to stare at. I am not a quiet, soft thing for you to ogle and speak to whenever you please. I am a person, and my favorite pair of socks are green. I am a girl, and the next time you open your legs and overflow into my space, I will sling my foot on top of your lap and ask your age until you understand. I am a human being, and I do not care if you think my hair is pretty. You need to leave me alone. I am a person. I am strong and sarcastic and lazy and funny and weak and smart and riddled with anxiety, and I will not let you stare at me.
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Mar 19, 2014
Mar 19, 2014 at 7:41 PM UTC
to the middle aged man on the bus
I was not born afraid of strange men. I was not born to panic when the only empty seat on the bus is next to a man. I was not meant to cross the street when a boy walks towards me. I was not supposed to check the underpass for rapists when I walk home at 4 o’clock in the afternoon. Were you born to make me itch and crawl in my own skin? Were you born to sprawl your legs out on the bus and occupy much more space than is necessary while I perch on the edge of a seat and pray that the driver takes the corners slowly? Were you born to give me sweaty palms and panic attacks and an uncertainty of whether or not I should wear that V-neck shirt to school? I am going to tell you something that you will not want to hear, but you are going to listen. You are going to listen because I have been glaring and sighing and crying and screaming at you ever since the first time I wore a bra. Since my first period. Since the first time I wore makeup. Since a boy catcalled me before I knew that it was wrong. You need to stop. You cannot do this anymore because I will not let you. You are not allowed to follow me home because my hair glimmers in the sunlight- you are an obnoxious boy and I am thirteen. You are not allowed to ask me my name while we’re on the bus- you are a middle aged man and I am sixteen. You are not allowed to stare at my ******* while I debate whether or not to sign up for AP Biology- you are a hair-raising teenage boy and my body is not yours to stare at. I am not a quiet, soft thing for you to ogle and speak to whenever you please. I am a person, and my favorite pair of socks are green. I am a girl, and the next time you open your legs and overflow into my space, I will sling my foot on top of your lap and ask your age until you understand. I am a human being, and I do not care if you think my hair is pretty. You need to leave me alone. I am a person. I am strong and sarcastic and lazy and funny and weak and smart and riddled with anxiety, and I will not let you stare at me.
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I lose count of how many times I am catcalled on my way to the gym I think that maybe turning around, eating an entire pizza and never coming back would stop this from happening I realize it wouldn't I would still be a woman "Smile baby," I hear as I leave my car Just 3 hours of sleep to get me to where I am and I am tired enough to silence a response from my middle finger but not enough to quit A guy standing at the bus stop sees my hands wrapped and tells me that boxing is **** I wonder how clenched fists self-protection and the desire to make it home alive each night is **** but I don't ask When I don't hit the bag hard enough I remember the force of his body and I let my knuckles do the speaking there is no stopping after the rage is reborn A man tells me how lucky I am to have this figure ignorant to the fact that hard work is nothing remotely similar to luck a string I have been stretching and pulling that is what my body is luck, I think about how he will never have enough of it to touch me I like the way it feels to be sore from something willingly to get up from the ground without a hand helping these bruises are proof of my attempts I have been practicing my run to make up for all of the times I havent had the guts to my limbs are reaching forward for every time they've been held back I like to say that survival is a choice made in the aftermath of destruction the conscious decision to chew through broken glass rather than swallow it whole survival is not as simple as I didn't die it is deciding not to Hand squeezing wrist, he told me I'd never be enough for anyone anyway well today I am enough for me I'm working on myself for myself building ash into bone into muscle this is strength learning how to show this is me learning how to pull through this is me doing exactly that
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Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 3:28 PM UTC
Survival poem
I lose count of how many times I am catcalled on my way to the gym I think that maybe turning around, eating an entire pizza and never coming back would stop this from happening I realize it wouldn't I would still be a woman "Smile baby," I hear as I leave my car Just 3 hours of sleep to get me to where I am and I am tired enough to silence a response from my middle finger but not enough to quit A guy standing at the bus stop sees my hands wrapped and tells me that boxing is **** I wonder how clenched fists self-protection and the desire to make it home alive each night is **** but I don't ask When I don't hit the bag hard enough I remember the force of his body and I let my knuckles do the speaking there is no stopping after the rage is reborn A man tells me how lucky I am to have this figure ignorant to the fact that hard work is nothing remotely similar to luck a string I have been stretching and pulling that is what my body is luck, I think about how he will never have enough of it to touch me I like the way it feels to be sore from something willingly to get up from the ground without a hand helping these bruises are proof of my attempts I have been practicing my run to make up for all of the times I havent had the guts to my limbs are reaching forward for every time they've been held back I like to say that survival is a choice made in the aftermath of destruction the conscious decision to chew through broken glass rather than swallow it whole survival is not as simple as I didn't die it is deciding not to Hand squeezing wrist, he told me I'd never be enough for anyone anyway well today I am enough for me I'm working on myself for myself building ash into bone into muscle this is strength learning how to show this is me learning how to pull through this is me doing exactly that
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I see so many ads now they feed into my insecurities and help me to notice everything that is wrong with me. "Got stretch marks?" they ask, and my eyes shamefully trace down my chest to my inner thighs and I learn to hate what I see. So I read on, hoping to learn how to get rid of the natural signs of an ageing vessel "Neosporin, coconut oil, and olive, and they'll be gone in a week." The ads proclaim, and so I do as they say because how can I be pretty if no one else thinks me so? "10 Tips on How to Get the Relationship of Your Dreams" "5 Signs that You're Not as Pretty as You Think You Are" "4 Things to Try to Spice Up Your *** Life" "1 Way to Tell Whether the Creepy Old Man on the Corner Thinks You're Worthy of Being Catcalled by Him" I read on, trying to understand what it is to be pretty but the more I see, the more hopeless I become Men will only ever see me as a piece of meat, just a pair of **** and an *** only there for their enjoyment or pleasure. but I am not here to make things easy, I am more than the sum of my parts, more than my cellulite and hip dips I revel in my stretch marks I have grown into the woman I am today, and I refuse to erase the proof of that.
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Apr 18, 2023
Apr 18, 2023 at 11:18 PM UTC
Untitled No. 8
In my life I have never been ***** sexually assaulted, or catcalled But your **** jokes make the spark inside of me grow to a raging fire. Because although I have never been ***** sexually assaulted, or catcalled there is a nearly 1 in 5 chance that I will ***** in my lifetime. Your **** jokes are not funny. Maybe you thought it was okay to say it Because you were with people who had never been ***** But maybe they just didn't tell you. Only 16% of rapes are reported to law enforcement. Your seemingly innocent joke may bring back memories they battle every day. Your **** joke puts the abrasive words right back into the attacker's mouth as they cut at the victim's skin. Your **** jokes have the power to remind them of being blamed, of feeling completely helpless, of wanting to die. The words of your **** joke will undoubtedly bounce around in a victim's mind. Pushing each part of the brain until everything is happening over again. Sometimes I have stayed silent when I heard a **** joke but from now on let it be known I won't stand for it. It's not just that **** jokes aren't funny but **** is not a joke. So next time the words of a **** joke come try to be let out, roll the sentence around on your tongue, close your lips, and remember that your joke isn't a joke to everyone
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Oct 21, 2015
Oct 21, 2015 at 3:23 PM UTC
**** Jokes
Little boy, I wish you could learn What you’ve done wrong, But I am afraid no one will ever put you in place Well into your adulthood. Little boy, I hope you learn. Where are your parents now? Letting you sit at a park To torment me, someone twice your age. You stand here now to harass two girls “Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!” Your voice echoes with me, permanently. While you have the freedom, To move along with your life and forget. Your comments about us are disgusting. They surround my skin like the sticky summer air And leave me feeling gross. Do you ever think of your mother when you say these things? Maybe your sister? A friend? How could you treat a girl like this How could you not think of them getting treated in this way? I guess you’re just a little boy and don’t realize. You must have learned this behavior from someone in your life Maybe your father? A brother? A friend? How could you have never been thought better Has no one put you in place? Told you this isn’t okay? Little boy, I hope you realize it is it okay to tell people to make out That it’s not okay to sexualized women Minding their own business. That it isn’t okay to torment any stranger, or any person in your life for that matter. Little boy, I hope your learn before it’s too late.
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Jun 2, 2019
Jun 2, 2019 at 3:05 PM UTC
Catcalled
On a scale of 1-10, 1 being the lowest and 10 being the highest: 1. How cute did my **** look as I walked home from school? 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 2. How old must a girl be before you catcall her? 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 3. How many miles is a girl allowed to travel from her home before she is a target? 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 4. In this deadly hot summer, how many layers must a girl wear to protect herself from your cries? 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 5. How many times has this method of courtship ever been effective? 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 6. How many boys does a girl need in order to protect her from you? 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 7. How many times has someone catcalled your mother, your sister, your daughter? 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 8. If unable to answer Question 7, how many times have they come home crying, holding their clothes tight to shield themselves? 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 9. How many letters are in my name? 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 I'm sorry. That last question was unfair. You would never know my name because, despite all the curses and jeering, you never once asked for it. My name is @@@@@@. I am not your "baby." I am not your ** I am not your **** I am me, and I belong to no one. 10. How likely are you to allow me to not be anything else? 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
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Jul 17, 2016
Jul 17, 2016 at 9:05 PM UTC
A Questionnaire for the Men*
thanks no i mean it thanks i was actually feeling a bit d                           o                   w         n and i needed you to tell me on a monday night at 7:53 in the middle of july that i had i nice *** it really brightened my day to know that i a human person can be complimented because of my assets instead of the fact that i work all the time without getting tired or giving up or that i study so much i feel like i'm falling apart or that i spend time trying to make the world around me a little bit better i really wanted to affirm what girls are told from the time they can listen that cup size matters and whether or not you fill out your jeans means whether or not you might matter that we will be ignored in the work place if we aren't supermodels and even if we are that is all we become bodies not people you know somebody once told me it doesn't matter what you look like because your personality can make up for anything which should be good like i look like quasimodo but with a sense of humor and a bit of ***** i'm esmerelda i can look like a spork but if i laugh and play along like nothing's wrong like girls should i can be a full fork i love that i have to be something really i do i love that being is more important than existing i love that i have to be someone who listens and never speaks i love that i have to work with all my might to be thin enough for people who don't care about other people i love that i have to have a double d and up in order to be even noticed i love that my **** has to be filled out and gigantic so that i can be assured personhood by a man because girls are only what the men see we are reduced to objects who give up and don't fight because the women who fight are criticized and ***** and killed and we can't stop it because the more we speak the more we are silenced so thank you sir for reminding me at 7:53 in a menards parking lot your wedding ring glinting like the malice in your eye that all i am is what you see
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Oct 1, 2017
Oct 1, 2017 at 8:52 PM UTC
to the man who catcalled me outside a menards
thanks no i mean it thanks i was actually feeling a bit d                           o                   w         n and i needed you to tell me on a monday night at 7:53 in the middle of july that i had i nice *** it really brightened my day to know that i a human person can be complimented because of my assets instead of the fact that i work all the time without getting tired or giving up or that i study so much i feel like i'm falling apart or that i spend time trying to make the world around me a little bit better i really wanted to affirm what girls are told from the time they can listen that cup size matters and whether or not you fill out your jeans means whether or not you might matter that we will be ignored in the work place if we aren't supermodels and even if we are that is all we become bodies not people you know somebody once told me it doesn't matter what you look like because your personality can make up for anything which should be good like i look like quasimodo but with a sense of humor and a bit of ***** i'm esmerelda i can look like a spork but if i laugh and play along like nothing's wrong like girls should i can be a full fork i love that i have to be something really i do i love that being is more important than existing i love that i have to be someone who listens and never speaks i love that i have to work with all my might to be thin enough for people who don't care about other people i love that i have to have a double d and up in order to be even noticed i love that my **** has to be filled out and gigantic so that i can be assured personhood by a man because girls are only what the men see we are reduced to objects who give up and don't fight because the women who fight are criticized and ***** and killed and we can't stop it because the more we speak the more we are silenced so thank you sir for reminding me at 7:53 in a menards parking lot your wedding ring glinting like the malice in your eye that all i am is what you see
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xvii. my dear neurosurgeon failed to find my eyes, he only looked at my mouth, my left jaw, whine a little, and gave me analgesic - i f orgot what's the na me - that replaced my f ace with the mo on. it's moon face. still present until this very moment just because my body wants to remember. i maintain my diet like there's no tomorrow but actually there is & boy did it grace my stomach with a crying gift, an angel's tears, an angel lives near the volcano everything turns sour. i wasn't hurting at that time. now i am. turning not only my face to the moon, my whole body is the moon, even my fingers are the moon but they are the crater part so when i touch a boy he disappears - when i touch a girl i disappear. i've never wanted to be a boy, only some nights i am so fragile i become masculine. it's not that i've never felt feminine, i do, every time i am catcalled i do, every time my father kisses me like a jewel i do, every time my brother treats me like a marionette i do, every time i'm seen as angry i swear i do. my mother is angry all the time but that doesn't do anything about her womanhood - her husband still sees her as a good, and yes, the eyes of a man are like the sun, nothing at all like mine. my eyes are the only part of me that is not the moon, that is pluto. i've been to so many doctors i am very sure it's not the minds nor the medicines. it's funny that my dear neurosurgeon didn't even graze my skin - the only time a knife tore my epidermis open it was a slim box cutter. i've been to so many doctors, i am very sure.
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Jul 16, 2016
Jul 16, 2016 at 6:09 AM UTC
fragment :: We aspire to be anonymous
xvii. my dear neurosurgeon failed to find my eyes, he only looked at my mouth, my left jaw, whine a little, and gave me analgesic - i f orgot what's the na me - that replaced my f ace with the mo on. it's moon face. still present until this very moment just because my body wants to remember. i maintain my diet like there's no tomorrow but actually there is & boy did it grace my stomach with a crying gift, an angel's tears, an angel lives near the volcano everything turns sour. i wasn't hurting at that time. now i am. turning not only my face to the moon, my whole body is the moon, even my fingers are the moon but they are the crater part so when i touch a boy he disappears - when i touch a girl i disappear. i've never wanted to be a boy, only some nights i am so fragile i become masculine. it's not that i've never felt feminine, i do, every time i am catcalled i do, every time my father kisses me like a jewel i do, every time my brother treats me like a marionette i do, every time i'm seen as angry i swear i do. my mother is angry all the time but that doesn't do anything about her womanhood - her husband still sees her as a good, and yes, the eyes of a man are like the sun, nothing at all like mine. my eyes are the only part of me that is not the moon, that is pluto. i've been to so many doctors i am very sure it's not the minds nor the medicines. it's funny that my dear neurosurgeon didn't even graze my skin - the only time a knife tore my epidermis open it was a slim box cutter. i've been to so many doctors, i am very sure.
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Girl: (n.) A young female A stupid, vulnerable being I don’t want your ranking on a scale from one to ten, or your whispered accusations: **** ***** ***** I don’t want to be catcalled by boys who think they’re men or your hand in my back pocket and told I’m a tease or a bore. I don’t get to keep my last name because marriage is the only way, instead I get a dress code to halt your prying eyes. I don’t get to walk around at night, sometimes not even during the day, instead I get a lower pay and am told wage gaps are lies. So, thank you, society. Thanks for teaching me fast. Thank you for molding me into this tight plaster cast.
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Feb 22, 2016
Feb 22, 2016 at 2:41 PM UTC
Growing Up A Girl
Every day, at 3 o’ clock, on the dot, I check the mail. I walk around the corner of the street in bare feet, And I feel the sidewalk heat seep into my body, Up my legs, Making the skin tingle for the rest of the day. The other day, a car turned around and followed me. I thought, What will it be today, Kidnapped or catcalled? I got to the mailbox and he pulled up next to me, window down, head out. Oh, he said, just checking the mail. Yes, I said. Just wanted to make sure you were okay, walking away with no shoes, you seemed to be in trouble. No trouble, I said, just mail. Im okay. Thank you. He pulled away. Parked at the house next to mine. New neighbor. Are you okay? Do you feel this numbness as well? Do you also wake up dizzy and strange? Somedays, I eat until I feel something. Others, I don’t until all I feel is hunger. Your driveway is overflowing, neighbor. Do you feel alone? Do the dogs keep you up at night? Does the news? I’m sorry about the noise, neighbor. I sing until my throat is sore, and then keep going. I’m okay, neighbor. I’m just checking the mail. There’s nothing today, But maybe tomorrow.
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Apr 18, 2020
Apr 18, 2020 at 12:00 AM UTC
Mail
Is it weird that I go through life Times like now Prime And I don't wanna be bothered Don't wanna be spoken to Don't wanna be looked at Don't wanna be catcalled nor seduced Singing positive melodies in y head with a straight face on the outside Won't let you in Look where that got me last time I don't wanna be bothered With bs With negative stanzas With bs With bd With death With dishonest With ill intentions I don't wanna be bothered They profess the desire of a strong black woman They lack the knowledge of all that comes with that How she carries the baggage the world balanced on her back While he's starring at her back side Wonder what made it so fat? Slide I don't even want you near me First dates can be ***** call invitations for somebody else But honestly... Your forwarding gestures to see my insides is an insult to my intelligence
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Jun 17, 2018
Jun 17, 2018 at 6:26 AM UTC
Wanted
I am sick of the stares that follow me everywhere And of the letches I find on the street I am sick of being catcalled on roads And then asked to be silent about it I am sick of the curfews that my parents impose on me And their fears about my safety which it reflects I am sick of the **** cases I hear about everyday And the threat that i might be its victim too I am sick of acid attacks And of one-sided lovers whose love isn’t actually love I am sick of listening about dowry victims And of how people burn their brides for money I am sick about not being treated equally as men And the discrimination I see everywhere I am sick of being judged by my clothes As if they aren’t my clothes but my character Yes I am a woman And trust me I am sick of it
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Feb 13, 2018
Feb 13, 2018 at 12:55 PM UTC
Sick of being a woman
He opened his coffin and folded the side down, swung his legs over. Gathered his strength and pushed off heavily, rising unsteadily to his feet.           "Dead man walking" He catcalled, giggling to himself.           "That never gets old" He couldn't sleep, a family of worms had taken residence in his skull, what a racket they were making. So he went walking, wind whipping his ragged coat tails and straining against his top hat but a gaunt sallow hand kept it steady. Through the small town, still sleepy in the early morning. Darkness was starting to fade when he settled down on a park bench. The sun was starting to peek out above the trees, warmth was spreading and the world was starting to move with increasing speed.           "I wasn't expecting company, least that of the living dead." He started with surprise, a lady sat to his right with a wry smile on her face. Plump lips curling. He nodded. And said something but it was lost in the wind.           "What did you say?" asked the lady politely.           "I said, a sunrise as beautiful as this really tugs at the heartstrings."
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Oct 11, 2010
Oct 11, 2010 at 12:05 AM UTC
Dead Man.
I will weave a web in the rain Drops like pearls in the moonlight Threaded green bag over my head Fill it with water Watch it expand until it bursts Head like a thistle Swaying Catcalled by the wind Soaked sleeves Wallowing with the wisps Inhale and hold
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Apr 27, 2025
Apr 27, 2025 at 1:10 PM UTC
Twilight
Why won't the tears flow why can't I cry I am numb from the cold and slowed by the alcohol running through my veins, my brain; there is not enough alcohol running through my veins; my heart still aches - I can feel it. My pulse still shakes - I can feel it in every part of me. And he was beautiful, and i told you that, and you drank a little too much and showed me how it's done, how i'll never be as pretty as skinny as enchanting and that other boy is beautiful, too, but he'd never think twice because he's a good guy i thought the first one was a good guy but he was just good at making me feel special i thought the second one was a good guy but he was no different from the first i have felt used and i have felt wanted but i have never felt needed, never felt loved and sometimes when i feel the heaviness throughout me, I feel like maybe i'll find someone who will make me believe i'm worth it, but it's nights like these that make me question it, make me wonder if maybe i was meant to walk home alone in twenty degree weather in a skin tight dress, catcalled, called a ***** because apparently loneliness equates to promiscuity, and i suppose if i was worth it i wouldn't have to write about being lonely because i wouldn't be lonely if i was special if i was worth it if i was worth anything
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Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 2:30 AM UTC
Slight Intoxication and Sadness
Ever since I was a little girl, I had always wanted to be pretty. To be a beautiful princess, a tall and irresistible super model, the gorgeous actress of a telenovela, or the weather girl that always looks fantastic, even though that's not really the purpose of her job. Laughing, dreaming, and playing silly games. All that to grow up in a society where they DEMAND YOU to be pretty because if you aren't, you'll never be good enough. In a society where you are judged by your looks and not by your skills, where you are treated as a ****** object. I didn't mean that when I said I wanted to be pretty! Being catcalled, sexually and psychologically  harassed, **** attempts... and the list continues. Everytime, going out with fear, dressing as covered as possible, crossing to the other side of the street and being forced to be extremely prejudiced with people, because you never know if you are going to be the next victim. I DON'T WANNA BE PRETTY ANYMORE. I wanna be smart, capable, kind, loving, respectful, honest, funny, creative, generous, strong, loyal, determined, humble... But above all, I wanna be RESPECTED FOR WHO I AM.
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May 30, 2019
May 30, 2019 at 10:31 AM UTC
Pretty
what happened? what happened to the sun being bright and beautiful? when it kissed my shoulders while i ran with my mates around the playground. what happened to the times where protection meant wearing a helment? when i didn't need worry about being a female, being catcalled or molested. where my only care in the world was being first in a race to the school line. what happened to the times where i could eat and not worry about the calories i'm eating? what happened to not caring about still being able to fit a fist between my thigh gap. why did i have to grow up? i've lost my child-likeness. my innocence left after i hit puberty. society says you can't be sad. s a d. s   a     d    a s. what happened to being able to cry and not judged. what happened to the times where i actually wanted to live? see to world. what happened to me?
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Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 12:03 AM UTC
what happened?
You cooed in my ear softly, "I love you, I won't leave you." like a breeze caressing the pine trees at night, like the boys do on subways to girls who rattle like the leafs. If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, it doesn't mean it did not make a sound. You just didn't stop to ask before you went and cut me down. Just because you don't ask doesn't mean I don't have anything to say. You: Brown eyed boy, branched out fingertips, have never seen a women before. Only something to climb up, like your hands do underneath her skirt. She sits quietly on the subway and tries to focus on her book. She knows what happens to girls at night. She's read about them all. "22 year old women catcalled walking home from boyfriends house and killed for not responding." It's funny how boys are so confident in shadows when they can't see their own face. I tell myself that he's not like them, whilst I carry around the axes from boys who have said the same thing.
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Sep 29, 2017
Sep 29, 2017 at 12:27 AM UTC
Falling Tree
Ive mastered the art of hiding my body from myself Not seeing myself naked even in the shower Only seeing my face in the mirror And washing myself with a cold, impersonal, clinical touch. Being surprised new chest hair grows back After I last plucked it from between my ***** because I haven't looked down in so long. I learned a long time ago by body wasn't for me But was a flesh coffin for my soul to lie in For this pretty boy to die in And pretty down so the outside world would stop calling me she And being he hasn't been cheap. Im in the process, now, of learning that it's never enough No matter what you give to cis-ciety To abide by their standards You will still be catcalled Still asked on the first date about your surgery Still referred to as Miss with your sideburns and mustache and low octive voice. Theyre so hungry their nonsense says feed me Stop wearing make up Dress uncomfortably Try harder Just to please me But they will always find a reason to kick you out of the men's restroom. And even if they dont Even if they smile and call you sir Even if they ask your **** size on the first date instead of what's between your legs Even if they ignore you on the street because youre wearing pants instead of skirt. You wonder what they would have said to you 12 months ago When estrogen had softened your jawline When mac tinted your lips And you could still hit the high notes in that song on the radio. Would they have called you sir then? Do you feel any more safe washing your hands in the men's room Waiting to be caught?
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Jan 28, 2018
Jan 28, 2018 at 11:32 PM UTC
Foggy mirror
Ive mastered the art of hiding my body from myself Not seeing myself naked even in the shower Only seeing my face in the mirror And washing myself with a cold, impersonal, clinical touch. Being surprised new chest hair grows back After I last plucked it from between my ***** because I haven't looked down in so long. I learned a long time ago by body wasn't for me But was a flesh coffin for my soul to lie in For this pretty boy to die in And pretty down so the outside world would stop calling me she And being he hasn't been cheap. Im in the process, now, of learning that it's never enough No matter what you give to cis-ciety To abide by their standards You will still be catcalled Still asked on the first date about your surgery Still referred to as Miss with your sideburns and mustache and low octive voice. Theyre so hungry their nonsense says feed me Stop wearing make up Dress uncomfortably Try harder Just to please me But they will always find a reason to kick you out of the men's restroom. And even if they dont Even if they smile and call you sir Even if they ask your **** size on the first date instead of what's between your legs Even if they ignore you on the street because youre wearing pants instead of skirt. You wonder what they would have said to you 12 months ago When estrogen had softened your jawline When mac tinted your lips And you could still hit the high notes in that song on the radio. Would they have called you sir then? Do you feel any more safe washing your hands in the men's room Waiting to be caught?
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