and i ache just thinking about it
all those times i needed you and you walked right out the door.
all the soft and tender midnight words i dreamed you had whispered in my ears that were soon replaced with cold lifeless ones.
and i ache
i ache for all the times my heart skipped a beat just to get thrown down the stairs
i ache remembering all those nights that i would lie awake
right next to you.
to be touched
to be looked at
to be held
to be seen
to be felt
in all the throbbing places
just one little kiss
one kind word
a moment of softness
some sort of mercy
and i ache. i shiver and shake
i cry and wonder when i’ll get a break
i cry and wonder when i’ll get a break.
I am a lone boat,
just an empty void,
keeping myself afloat.
just waiting someone,
to welcome aboard,
and travel the world.
Years of rough sailing,
can't still find a thing,
the happiest feeling,
that I've been praying.
Waves of loneliness,
wanting me to swallow,
whirlpools of promises,
pulling me to sorrow.
Poseidon's kingdom waiting,
to see my boat drowning,
wrecked on seafloor unloved,
sunk on trench unappreciated.
if you read this you might find this funny,
texts about a self-proclaimed problematic girl
but isn’t she really one?
did u ever show her that you love her?
do you think she even felt it?
are you sure that you love her?
if yes, then why are you doing this to her?
do you think she deserve this?
words can ****.
and I think you are a murderer.
words cut deeper than a knife
your pieces shattered
because you are adored by all
but not to the one that mattered
you pick up your parts
scattered on the floor
a work of art
he never adored
This was inspired by Jenny Lind from The Greatest Showman
No one truly appreciates me
Or the stuff I do .
Everything is all about what I can do
You and you and you ,
I give and give and give
And everyone just takes .
They take until there’s nothing left ,
Until I’m nothing but left -
Until I’m nothing but a mere carcass ,
An empty shell of
What used to be
And what I used to be .
Someone who used to mean a lot to me said this to me. In that moment, I realized that no one truly gets me. This was said to me with to the intent of manipulating me into doing what that person wanted. As soon as I showed a little hesitation, they hit me where they knew it would hurt.
A cat with nine lives
Jumped in front of a truck
Died of miscalculation
Perhaps someday you’ll come to realize that a dandelion holds just the same amount of beauty as a rose
I wrote secret messages to you,
Hoping that you'll find it
But you never did
Nor even cared
You used to sweet
& now you ain’t much of a treat
Unless you want some meat
When you want some of this ***
All of sudden you’ve got some class
& All it takes is a little sass
To remind you who you trying to **** with
Fool me once, fool me twice,
Third times a charm is a myth
******* you’re unappreciative
Once you had me inebriated
Now all I ever am is ******* irritated
I see the man I love but all I feel is hate for you
I walk away cause now I know it’s through
Don’t even think about coming back without bringing some fast food
Cause that’s all your good for now my dude
Your tongue used to make my toes curl
Now thinking about making love and everything you’ve done makes me want to hurl
I’m sorry lady boy, you’re going to have to find yourself a new girl..
About the angel who should of went to hell