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"breathin" poems
Last night I dreamt You called me "gorgeous," "Gorgeous?" I said, "that's not my name," I said, As my cherry red tongue dropped my lollipop Straight on the ground, ***** red sugar slivers gorging on my Blood vessels pumping into my heart - A big metal spoon banging on a cast iron skillet. Skillful, you are with your Cinnamon heart smile Burning my taste buds and Hugging my curves with every - Gorgeous. I dreamt of you Running your finger like a wet paintbrush on my Obscenely white canvas Soaking up my stereotypically common insecurities and Gently placing them in your pocket, "I'll take those, gorgeous," And then you color me with purples and reds, Red, Like Red Delicious waiting For the bite, like my neck, Waits for your teeth, maybe I'll just wake up and keep dreaming, To see you, Fiddling with a razor in one pocket, A cloudy crystal in the other, Mediating the argument of Who gets to protect you - Who gets to lick the salt from your cheeks After backyard creeks race to your lips The space between our tongues so small, Yet it weighs on me like A sixteen hour car trip with your baby cousin, Torture. Like blue eyes shaded by glasses, Hiding behind fallen heads. I woke up just to remember That your eyes are the only shapes I draw in the dark. Begging for sleep to bring me back To watch you stare at the dirt snuggled into your Weather cracked boots Your fingers tugging at the chain that rests on your chest, Keeping my attention, On the heavy black coat I'll be wearing 'til Summer, an extra layer of skin, Keeping me from gorgeous, Let me drop it like an old tissue in the cold, Let me lose it like I've been sick for weeks on you And I'm shedding my skin like it's time to start new, There you go, Wearing your silence like a tuxedo, **** - always **** And you're breathin' fractions of facts in my ear, Seducing it's drum like a late night jazz club and It's your first time on stage, Gorgeous. Let my stomach politely introduce itself to my throat, Pleading with my temple to hold on to that bead of sweat that Reluctantly drips down, Gorgeous. Down, Like the tips of your lashes meeting my bellybutton, Wet lips tracing my skin with "gorgeous," In your black coffee voice, Gorgeous.
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Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 11:32 AM UTC
Gorgeous
Last night I dreamt You called me "gorgeous," "Gorgeous?" I said, "that's not my name," I said, As my cherry red tongue dropped my lollipop Straight on the ground, ***** red sugar slivers gorging on my Blood vessels pumping into my heart - A big metal spoon banging on a cast iron skillet. Skillful, you are with your Cinnamon heart smile Burning my taste buds and Hugging my curves with every - Gorgeous. I dreamt of you Running your finger like a wet paintbrush on my Obscenely white canvas Soaking up my stereotypically common insecurities and Gently placing them in your pocket, "I'll take those, gorgeous," And then you color me with purples and reds, Red, Like Red Delicious waiting For the bite, like my neck, Waits for your teeth, maybe I'll just wake up and keep dreaming, To see you, Fiddling with a razor in one pocket, A cloudy crystal in the other, Mediating the argument of Who gets to protect you - Who gets to lick the salt from your cheeks After backyard creeks race to your lips The space between our tongues so small, Yet it weighs on me like A sixteen hour car trip with your baby cousin, Torture. Like blue eyes shaded by glasses, Hiding behind fallen heads. I woke up just to remember That your eyes are the only shapes I draw in the dark. Begging for sleep to bring me back To watch you stare at the dirt snuggled into your Weather cracked boots Your fingers tugging at the chain that rests on your chest, Keeping my attention, On the heavy black coat I'll be wearing 'til Summer, an extra layer of skin, Keeping me from gorgeous, Let me drop it like an old tissue in the cold, Let me lose it like I've been sick for weeks on you And I'm shedding my skin like it's time to start new, There you go, Wearing your silence like a tuxedo, **** - always **** And you're breathin' fractions of facts in my ear, Seducing it's drum like a late night jazz club and It's your first time on stage, Gorgeous. Let my stomach politely introduce itself to my throat, Pleading with my temple to hold on to that bead of sweat that Reluctantly drips down, Gorgeous. Down, Like the tips of your lashes meeting my bellybutton, Wet lips tracing my skin with "gorgeous," In your black coffee voice, Gorgeous.
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the new tupac will have you too walkin with gangstas the new two stupidity now two steppin with prankstas murked the first one sayin he's blacker the berry when i'm sweeter than juice bass voiced top me if you want to experience that jacked tweeters induced when i own all of Victoria's secrets as proof tellin me what the body when all his deducement has him actin when he's wearin his shoes crypt walking like that it's only talk missed balking like has bass fits jocking as his only walk ******* with me when All Hailed Mary like if she was his when is only stolen balk I'm walkin again the gauntlet cuz all the women they want this flauntin all **** like if i was jackin all the wanted like ghost whippin me imma follow you till i'm haunted pain really, so bow down, when my diamonds glisten listen again is just as well bilateral biased has his confused his like the ol' eminem was in the new form gettin his face jacked again like me smokin crack with friends like all given enemies stressed was all given was a race black and then we actually are the same race like i knew you back like i owned all the streets like his females thuggin as heathen **** riding i'll **** your *** up like settin me up when i'm always the last muthafucken breathin exposing the ***** heathen breathin like if you were the only man catching bullet rounds exposed like the new you was still alive to the next ** hiked my socks up construed you at hit stupidity when will ride ghettos owned by just the black reppin when you're steppin the whack, honest it was just onyx i'll blast your *** like if you stole my pump shotty: like i never was wanted runst follies anamoly run has all criminal cops all fathering fun deceiving that all to gain was never greed when all greed in need bothering sons: all you still down with me when we ride it looking like a *** while i'm guy gee stag when you're looking into their eyes, they'd know comparison of a bird control as if fathering guys my knowledge is flight applauding the time, are you still down with me i hide behind the love of beauty of my womens eyes when you're looking like the female opened you up to your face compared to opening thighs they don't know like how you stare in the future that tommorow comes only after the dark knowing me marks the coming of the actual god I am "unconditional heart"
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Sep 5, 2018
Sep 5, 2018 at 11:59 AM UTC
The New tupac
the new tupac will have you too walkin with gangstas the new two stupidity now two steppin with prankstas murked the first one sayin he's blacker the berry when i'm sweeter than juice bass voiced top me if you want to experience that jacked tweeters induced when i own all of Victoria's secrets as proof tellin me what the body when all his deducement has him actin when he's wearin his shoes crypt walking like that it's only talk missed balking like has bass fits jocking as his only walk ******* with me when All Hailed Mary like if she was his when is only stolen balk I'm walkin again the gauntlet cuz all the women they want this flauntin all **** like if i was jackin all the wanted like ghost whippin me imma follow you till i'm haunted pain really, so bow down, when my diamonds glisten listen again is just as well bilateral biased has his confused his like the ol' eminem was in the new form gettin his face jacked again like me smokin crack with friends like all given enemies stressed was all given was a race black and then we actually are the same race like i knew you back like i owned all the streets like his females thuggin as heathen **** riding i'll **** your *** up like settin me up when i'm always the last muthafucken breathin exposing the ***** heathen breathin like if you were the only man catching bullet rounds exposed like the new you was still alive to the next ** hiked my socks up construed you at hit stupidity when will ride ghettos owned by just the black reppin when you're steppin the whack, honest it was just onyx i'll blast your *** like if you stole my pump shotty: like i never was wanted runst follies anamoly run has all criminal cops all fathering fun deceiving that all to gain was never greed when all greed in need bothering sons: all you still down with me when we ride it looking like a *** while i'm guy gee stag when you're looking into their eyes, they'd know comparison of a bird control as if fathering guys my knowledge is flight applauding the time, are you still down with me i hide behind the love of beauty of my womens eyes when you're looking like the female opened you up to your face compared to opening thighs they don't know like how you stare in the future that tommorow comes only after the dark knowing me marks the coming of the actual god I am "unconditional heart"
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peach cobbler, that's what you remind of the sweet, southern staple that everyone loves but when the pom-poms fell from your hands you told the girls in the van on the way to fun mountain "I can't do those stunts anymore." I still laugh at myself for my inappropriate and abrupt,   "WHAT!?!?" but your collected calmness collected me until i saw in the back of your eyes the collected fear and realized the daunting fact, that even though you were nearly 9 months my younger in 9 months you were going to have to be years older than me we were raised to plan but planning doesn't determine how life occurs cause you never really plan to fall down i know there were those who showed you love but i'm sure being named "pastor's daughter" and labeled "cliche" didn't do you any favors in the judgement days and i'm sorry i only made you a dress to hide the bump when you deserved a cape to soar over that injustice that no one has the right to serve what its like to inhabit a body that is growing beauty i don't know, but watching you i have seen it can be ... a change which, i'm sure, that doesn't even remotely explain ... does it? no it's ... a Life Alteration of Volcanic Proportions cause I'm sure, at times, you feel as if standing in the wake of an explosion and sometimes the earth spews fiery filth at you but i believe mothers are fire proof cause they know they have beauty that grew inside and when you look at that doe eyed, preschooler son remember that love strengthens you heaven is powerful and you are both beautiful
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Jul 23, 2012
Jul 23, 2012 at 2:59 PM UTC
what's a youngin' doin' with prenatal vitamins and breathin' that lamaze
peach cobbler, that's what you remind of the sweet, southern staple that everyone loves but when the pom-poms fell from your hands you told the girls in the van on the way to fun mountain "I can't do those stunts anymore." I still laugh at myself for my inappropriate and abrupt,   "WHAT!?!?" but your collected calmness collected me until i saw in the back of your eyes the collected fear and realized the daunting fact, that even though you were nearly 9 months my younger in 9 months you were going to have to be years older than me we were raised to plan but planning doesn't determine how life occurs cause you never really plan to fall down i know there were those who showed you love but i'm sure being named "pastor's daughter" and labeled "cliche" didn't do you any favors in the judgement days and i'm sorry i only made you a dress to hide the bump when you deserved a cape to soar over that injustice that no one has the right to serve what its like to inhabit a body that is growing beauty i don't know, but watching you i have seen it can be ... a change which, i'm sure, that doesn't even remotely explain ... does it? no it's ... a Life Alteration of Volcanic Proportions cause I'm sure, at times, you feel as if standing in the wake of an explosion and sometimes the earth spews fiery filth at you but i believe mothers are fire proof cause they know they have beauty that grew inside and when you look at that doe eyed, preschooler son remember that love strengthens you heaven is powerful and you are both beautiful
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Livin’ and breathin’ is all that I got Take a deep breath got my stomach in knots Can’t tie me down, no you can’t enslave me Hopin’ someone will come out and save me Fear and depression are clouding my head I’m closing my eyes, I think that I’m dead Fighting for sanity, fighting to lose Fighting for the chance that I get to choose Running from something I can’t recall Too many steps and I’m gonna fall The buildings edge is right in my sight One little leap and I can take flight Lost in the sounds and lost in the pain Know what I’ve done’s been done in vain I’m haunted by the past of me A ghost of who I used to be 
Their mistakes are all that I can see I’m running, I’m running I hate the scars along skin A memory of where I’ve been They’re white lined trails of my darkest sin I’m running, Im running Screaming and crying filling my ears Covered in burns from venomous tears Im breaking mirrors, I’m screaming in pain Can’t go on living, theres nothing to gain Losing myself in the ruts of my days Breathin’ in smoke with eyes blurred by the haze Once a week poison killin’ me slowly Devil on my back, they call me unholy No where to go, got hounds on my trail Begging that somehow I will prevail Imagine a life where I can rest Instead I’ve got this weight on my chest Got these voices, they callin’ my name No one around me, no one to blame I’m haunted by the past of me A ghost of who I used to be Their mistakes are all that I can see I’m running, I’m running I hate the scars along skin A memory of where I’ve been They’re white lined trails of my darkest sin I’m running, Im running
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Nov 12, 2020
Nov 12, 2020 at 10:54 PM UTC
Run Away Train
Livin’ and breathin’ is all that I got Take a deep breath got my stomach in knots Can’t tie me down, no you can’t enslave me Hopin’ someone will come out and save me Fear and depression are clouding my head I’m closing my eyes, I think that I’m dead Fighting for sanity, fighting to lose Fighting for the chance that I get to choose Running from something I can’t recall Too many steps and I’m gonna fall The buildings edge is right in my sight One little leap and I can take flight Lost in the sounds and lost in the pain Know what I’ve done’s been done in vain I’m haunted by the past of me A ghost of who I used to be 
Their mistakes are all that I can see I’m running, I’m running I hate the scars along skin A memory of where I’ve been They’re white lined trails of my darkest sin I’m running, Im running Screaming and crying filling my ears Covered in burns from venomous tears Im breaking mirrors, I’m screaming in pain Can’t go on living, theres nothing to gain Losing myself in the ruts of my days Breathin’ in smoke with eyes blurred by the haze Once a week poison killin’ me slowly Devil on my back, they call me unholy No where to go, got hounds on my trail Begging that somehow I will prevail Imagine a life where I can rest Instead I’ve got this weight on my chest Got these voices, they callin’ my name No one around me, no one to blame I’m haunted by the past of me A ghost of who I used to be Their mistakes are all that I can see I’m running, I’m running I hate the scars along skin A memory of where I’ve been They’re white lined trails of my darkest sin I’m running, Im running
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im walking along hardly breathin cause it might disturb im steppin in the shadows of great men with one eye on the popularity of what im sayin but i dont think anybody sees me anyway cept her and its real hard to tell what shes thinkin dressed to the nines and she lickable head to toe hard body honey half my age came here to pick a fight with the powers that be dont stand a chance but thats beside the point cant you feel the storm brewin been there since it became hip to be an activist tempest in a tea *** but what a blast its been a struggle of the masses not to drink another latte a demand for justice for the **** who ate the last bearclaw he trims that fashion beard combs out the rough phrase from his latest trending poem and some cat in london stamps his seal of approval sold out for a pat on the back just remember kiddo that your a greenhorn and i got one beady little eye on ya meanwhile in chechnya they are swaping pens for rifles feel little like hemingway wanna throw it all away in a blaze of glory for the ideal of the revolt with some things still worth fightin for hand me that pen got a ruckus to make
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Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 1:38 PM UTC
got a ruckus to make
Wi yer eyes stingin n wet wi tears N muk bungin up tha nose n ears N a white rimmed ed where thi's ad thi hat Up tha floats on't lift like a drownded rat After twelve hours tha's pretty dun in Whilst t'other folks as been kippin n dreamin Tha's bin diggin n drillin like summart daft Now up tha floats on't hydraulic raft The cold morn air meks tha lungs urt Cause tha's bin breathin muk n dirt Fer nigh on forty years or more That most folks wudn't ave on't floor N as tha washes all't muk away Tha knows thas sum that'll allus stay N whilst outside tha luks nice n clean Tha's stuff inside thi th't'll never be seen Until o course tha's gon n died N them docter fellers tek a look inside N in amazement they'll stand n stare At all that muk th't shudn't be there N wen tha's ded it'll be nowt new Not too a bloke what's lived like you Fer now tha's on'y six feet under Wen undreds is what thas bin used to N't Crowner'll say thi ad a natural death Not like them th't had their last breath At sixteen, seventeen, twenty or more When sum big explosions brought ceiling t floor But a doubt if tha'll think it wer thi turn As tha lays there nattering t worm Crawlin in n out o yer ears Not much t show fer sixtyodd years Still what else cud you ave dun, that's it But follow yer old man down pit A mean even his dad was a facer tha knows Kem out at thirty wi' ands like claws Ah well it's time fer sum grub Then half-a-dozen pints't pub Wi an hour or two o noonday sun Then back t wife fer an hour o fun N be six next morning I'll be feelin well As I teks yon raft t bowels of 'ell Thirty shillin a week be summer the reckonin Ah but then they can't see yon worm beckonin Remember this is a 'Performance Poem' and the style of writing acts as a speech prompt. The accent is loosely Yorkshire. A 'Crowner 'is an old word for a Coroner. I hope you enjoy it. © David Irwin Phillips 2008
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Mar 31, 2010
Mar 31, 2010 at 2:03 AM UTC
coalface blues
Wi yer eyes stingin n wet wi tears N muk bungin up tha nose n ears N a white rimmed ed where thi's ad thi hat Up tha floats on't lift like a drownded rat After twelve hours tha's pretty dun in Whilst t'other folks as been kippin n dreamin Tha's bin diggin n drillin like summart daft Now up tha floats on't hydraulic raft The cold morn air meks tha lungs urt Cause tha's bin breathin muk n dirt Fer nigh on forty years or more That most folks wudn't ave on't floor N as tha washes all't muk away Tha knows thas sum that'll allus stay N whilst outside tha luks nice n clean Tha's stuff inside thi th't'll never be seen Until o course tha's gon n died N them docter fellers tek a look inside N in amazement they'll stand n stare At all that muk th't shudn't be there N wen tha's ded it'll be nowt new Not too a bloke what's lived like you Fer now tha's on'y six feet under Wen undreds is what thas bin used to N't Crowner'll say thi ad a natural death Not like them th't had their last breath At sixteen, seventeen, twenty or more When sum big explosions brought ceiling t floor But a doubt if tha'll think it wer thi turn As tha lays there nattering t worm Crawlin in n out o yer ears Not much t show fer sixtyodd years Still what else cud you ave dun, that's it But follow yer old man down pit A mean even his dad was a facer tha knows Kem out at thirty wi' ands like claws Ah well it's time fer sum grub Then half-a-dozen pints't pub Wi an hour or two o noonday sun Then back t wife fer an hour o fun N be six next morning I'll be feelin well As I teks yon raft t bowels of 'ell Thirty shillin a week be summer the reckonin Ah but then they can't see yon worm beckonin Remember this is a 'Performance Poem' and the style of writing acts as a speech prompt. The accent is loosely Yorkshire. A 'Crowner 'is an old word for a Coroner. I hope you enjoy it. © David Irwin Phillips 2008
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I crave your touch I crave your teeth I long for the voice that doesn't match your age. Leather, thick musk, your tempting stare, should you leave bruises I wouldn't care I've been told I'm sick heard you are too, Could you love the broken as much as I do? You're just a fantasy wish you were standing here next to me, oh sweet calamity, you are just a fantasy. I think about you, too often for my own good. You invade my mind and debilitate  me Glorious magnanimous unspeakable things I want you to kiss me during war while I hold you close Thinking thoughts about you when I'm floating in the Yuba Blue oh sweet calamity, you are just a fantasy. wish you were here, wish you were breathin' down my neck -tight grip- rough touch- chains and leather fantasies together too many long nights with you in my head impossible unfathomable unimaginable just a, simple, fantasy. I think you look really nice too bad for me I'm afraid your heart's made of ice as your Ex-Wife would say you'd never look my way for the world is cruel to girls as young as me. I am nothing but a ghost standing guard waiting for you to relieve me from this post you'd never love me eye contact would set me free imagine a world of we... a silly little fantasy. Down on my knees crying out please I'd swallow I'd beg I'd cut off my leg just to hear you say my name, just to hear you say my name... just to feel your touch... you are just a fantasy held up on a pedestal for the poor to see oh what would life be like if I were not so young and you were not much older, for the world is cruel to girls as young as me... would you notice me? probably pass over me... what a silly little fantasy.
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Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 3:44 PM UTC
Hell Raiser
I crave your touch I crave your teeth I long for the voice that doesn't match your age. Leather, thick musk, your tempting stare, should you leave bruises I wouldn't care I've been told I'm sick heard you are too, Could you love the broken as much as I do? You're just a fantasy wish you were standing here next to me, oh sweet calamity, you are just a fantasy. I think about you, too often for my own good. You invade my mind and debilitate  me Glorious magnanimous unspeakable things I want you to kiss me during war while I hold you close Thinking thoughts about you when I'm floating in the Yuba Blue oh sweet calamity, you are just a fantasy. wish you were here, wish you were breathin' down my neck -tight grip- rough touch- chains and leather fantasies together too many long nights with you in my head impossible unfathomable unimaginable just a, simple, fantasy. I think you look really nice too bad for me I'm afraid your heart's made of ice as your Ex-Wife would say you'd never look my way for the world is cruel to girls as young as me. I am nothing but a ghost standing guard waiting for you to relieve me from this post you'd never love me eye contact would set me free imagine a world of we... a silly little fantasy. Down on my knees crying out please I'd swallow I'd beg I'd cut off my leg just to hear you say my name, just to hear you say my name... just to feel your touch... you are just a fantasy held up on a pedestal for the poor to see oh what would life be like if I were not so young and you were not much older, for the world is cruel to girls as young as me... would you notice me? probably pass over me... what a silly little fantasy.
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ah hear da dog a snorin and da heavy breathin a da wolf ah feel da wind a blowin and da chill dats brought in with it   ah see da tings dey creepin to da shadows where dey creach ah hear da turtle skootin to da den for shelta from da storm   ah feel a mighty shakin comin out chru da broken ground ah see a terrible storm a brewin in da distance waitin out its time   ah watch as tings dey change an no always for da best ah see da way dey act when dey done know dey bein watched   ah know da tings dey be doin now dey tink meh watchin ah see dey know, dey change dey tings dey do   ah feal da change she comin and comin for ya know dey change ah can na keep a runnin away des tings ah went an run to far   meh guess is da was da right ting ta do meh goin no betray da love dey sho meh   meh tinks ah done right by him ah wont betray ah can feel dah silance an da tension in da air   ah know da time she comin for meh but ah hope she no to soon ah see whas goin on an fallin down around meh   ah no goin to pretend no more, des tings bother meh so much ah no goin to hold my tongue when ah've been offend'd   ah no goin ta take tings da wrong way any more too much time be wasted ah got ta find where ah can stole away from da waves of questions raised   ah feel des tings but can na change dem no more than change shes wanted   ah hear da dog a snorin gettin after chasen tails ah hear da turtle skootin to da den for winter warmth   ah know how what wrong ah've done has come back round ah can see she been cryin she wares it on her sleeve   ah can see u no more smilin tryin headed for da bed ah know da whistle ah hear come runnin o da trouble, ah stay out
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Oct 28, 2010
Oct 28, 2010 at 4:59 AM UTC
Da **** Dog He Snore
ah hear da dog a snorin and da heavy breathin a da wolf ah feel da wind a blowin and da chill dats brought in with it   ah see da tings dey creepin to da shadows where dey creach ah hear da turtle skootin to da den for shelta from da storm   ah feel a mighty shakin comin out chru da broken ground ah see a terrible storm a brewin in da distance waitin out its time   ah watch as tings dey change an no always for da best ah see da way dey act when dey done know dey bein watched   ah know da tings dey be doin now dey tink meh watchin ah see dey know, dey change dey tings dey do   ah feal da change she comin and comin for ya know dey change ah can na keep a runnin away des tings ah went an run to far   meh guess is da was da right ting ta do meh goin no betray da love dey sho meh   meh tinks ah done right by him ah wont betray ah can feel dah silance an da tension in da air   ah know da time she comin for meh but ah hope she no to soon ah see whas goin on an fallin down around meh   ah no goin to pretend no more, des tings bother meh so much ah no goin to hold my tongue when ah've been offend'd   ah no goin ta take tings da wrong way any more too much time be wasted ah got ta find where ah can stole away from da waves of questions raised   ah feel des tings but can na change dem no more than change shes wanted   ah hear da dog a snorin gettin after chasen tails ah hear da turtle skootin to da den for winter warmth   ah know how what wrong ah've done has come back round ah can see she been cryin she wares it on her sleeve   ah can see u no more smilin tryin headed for da bed ah know da whistle ah hear come runnin o da trouble, ah stay out
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Breath count. Doubled out. Half pause and exhale. Breathe full for more. Closed eyelids. Charged silence. And then A siren vibration chorus opens up two contrasted locked doors, and falls through my porous shapes. Wash the old cell storage and erase this byzantine conduit maze made for losing myself to the grey man inside my skull. Pull back my irises and behold a reshaping of awareness. I AM thisss awareness. In bold language and expansion, upward glances and dances I made up from star dust ballerinas dancin. So far away from being lost to the chances. There are no chances. Life was made not for you, but from you. To pull through purpose and choose to keep on breathin. Directing ITs glow. Showing God how to flow. How to sing praise and know that nothing has been lost or is leavin. Darkened waters, and quaking storms are weakened in the silent, still, space that this pressence has seeped in. Of, in, around, and through. Creepin. Sleepin until called to move. We are always callin. So true. Yeah, IT stays so true. Whatever you put in, IT pulls to you. So open up, let in this groove or choose to lose all that ever meant something. Was or ever will be hard to lose. Just see the space and welcome IT in the empty fullness from where you begin and end up to begin again. Recycled through spirals of your imagination. Practical estimate of reincarnation; a collective memory passed down through generations of double helix information storage stations jotting down every hoped for expression of who you could possibly be. And still the variations reach towards infinity. So yeah this kinda is your one shot to give this particular expression what you got. God has just got TOO many incredibly beautiful ideas waiting to be expressed. And they are all YOU. So take a step back, it's okay to be impressed. But even when its hard not to lose my breath to this glorious unfolding, I still gotta get up, get dressed, and go to work in the morning. I greet presence with every breath I take. Or at least try  to remember ITs name. I'm still unfolding myself. Still just pushing the sleep dust from the corners of my eyes. But with you by my side there is no one against me. Only a lover constantly insisting that the room is oh so cleverly crowded with secret undercover versions of myself. Existing in and expressing The ONE LIFE that we all are. Come to me my Love. Let us begin. Again.
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Aug 12, 2013
Aug 12, 2013 at 12:38 AM UTC
These and Greater Works, But For Now Breathe
Breath count. Doubled out. Half pause and exhale. Breathe full for more. Closed eyelids. Charged silence. And then A siren vibration chorus opens up two contrasted locked doors, and falls through my porous shapes. Wash the old cell storage and erase this byzantine conduit maze made for losing myself to the grey man inside my skull. Pull back my irises and behold a reshaping of awareness. I AM thisss awareness. In bold language and expansion, upward glances and dances I made up from star dust ballerinas dancin. So far away from being lost to the chances. There are no chances. Life was made not for you, but from you. To pull through purpose and choose to keep on breathin. Directing ITs glow. Showing God how to flow. How to sing praise and know that nothing has been lost or is leavin. Darkened waters, and quaking storms are weakened in the silent, still, space that this pressence has seeped in. Of, in, around, and through. Creepin. Sleepin until called to move. We are always callin. So true. Yeah, IT stays so true. Whatever you put in, IT pulls to you. So open up, let in this groove or choose to lose all that ever meant something. Was or ever will be hard to lose. Just see the space and welcome IT in the empty fullness from where you begin and end up to begin again. Recycled through spirals of your imagination. Practical estimate of reincarnation; a collective memory passed down through generations of double helix information storage stations jotting down every hoped for expression of who you could possibly be. And still the variations reach towards infinity. So yeah this kinda is your one shot to give this particular expression what you got. God has just got TOO many incredibly beautiful ideas waiting to be expressed. And they are all YOU. So take a step back, it's okay to be impressed. But even when its hard not to lose my breath to this glorious unfolding, I still gotta get up, get dressed, and go to work in the morning. I greet presence with every breath I take. Or at least try  to remember ITs name. I'm still unfolding myself. Still just pushing the sleep dust from the corners of my eyes. But with you by my side there is no one against me. Only a lover constantly insisting that the room is oh so cleverly crowded with secret undercover versions of myself. Existing in and expressing The ONE LIFE that we all are. Come to me my Love. Let us begin. Again.
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Heathen! You breath in sin! You blow out the walls. Heathen! Knowing life is a free thing. You never paid the ferryman - back you came. Half dead heathen barely breathin'. Stuck in the limbo between life and death.
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Jan 18, 2012
Jan 18, 2012 at 10:55 AM UTC
Half dead heathen
Like a flower misses the sun, When the frost takes over the ache creeps in, Try to shake it off let my petals unfurl, But it’s hard being rooted to the ground right here, It’s hard to be feelin’, Want the sun to come back, But I gotta keep breathin’, Make my own warmth, man.
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Oct 29, 2012
Oct 29, 2012 at 6:58 PM UTC
Dependency
No one wants to read somethin Happy. We're lookin for negative, mournful words from the livin, breathin, emotion-reelin Heart. Writing bout a bad day or a crazy situation or two, that you can't make sense of. Being sad or upset about anything is what attracts people To people. It's the only way to learn something About somebody.
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Aug 18, 2010
Aug 18, 2010 at 9:34 PM UTC
Women Lie, Men Lie
Whoa. See that yin? Jist sittin there? Ye ken how she’s sittin like that, don’t ye? Well, whit’s she sittin oan? Aye, her erse. She’s only sittin like that So ye ken she’s got an erse. Gaggin fir it. An whoa, check that yin! Wearin claes! Filthy cow! Whit dae ye mean, “Whit dae ah mean”? Claes! Ye canny wear claes If ye huvny got a boady, can ye? That’s right – Just screamin it, so she is – “Check oot ma boady!” Aye, ah wull an aw! Don’t mind if ah dae! Aw, mate – that yin! That yin ower there! Bendin her airm! See her? Bendin her airm like a mucky **** That’s so ye ken She’s got elbows! Phwoar, I ken your type hen – you wi yir elbows an a’thin! Desperate fur it, aren’t ye? An man! This yin, walkin towards us! Breathin in an oot! Whit a slapper! Breathin in an oot! Aye, ye need a pair o lungs tae dae that, I bet, eh, hen? A pair o fine, functioning lungs! Aye, you use them, doll – dinny you be shy! Ah’m no! Aw pal, haud me back! This yin! This yin eatin a meat pie! Shameless wee **** Aw yeah, baby, I ken whit that means! Mean’s ye’ve got yirsel a **** wee digestive tract in there, no? Ye dinny hae tae spell it oot tae me, love! Probably got a pair o kidneys tucked away in there too, ye ***** wee ***** Aw the same, ur they no? Aw ae thum. Gantin oan it.
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Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 7:39 AM UTC
Aw the Same
Addicted to your lovin’ ways vibrations goin’ up my spine because of the melody of your voice let’s be together and plan our future Yellow flowers are the perfect reminscement of my infatuation to you because of your light energy that’s intact with my lovin soul and your praiseworthy temple that lets me bow down in worship Stars shinnin’ 'cause of your beauty the moon dancin’ 'cause of butterflies in my stomach wind energy is in motion like the sailing waters in the ocean heavy breathin’, night lights love strokin’, passion rights can I be yours alone my heart longs for your touch.
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Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 3:30 AM UTC
I’m Addicted to you
got the lights on in the middle of the night i can taste sorrow in my teeth where you tongue used to be its not my job to say whats right but your love is such a burden it'll chase me to my sleep singin songs to **** the time and the clock is overbearing its a ****** in my eyes fillin glasses with my shine packin up my bags with stones and seashells and a notepad of my rhymes i'm goin too far i'm runnin to my car and i'm swallowin the gasoline I'm breathin deeply i'm wishin on a star and i'm pickin up a high school dream I'm not about to call your name
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Jun 11, 2013
Jun 11, 2013 at 12:35 AM UTC
Goin' Too Far (Lyrics)
Feel Me,an emotion deep inside your heart, a meadow's  wild white  simple  daisy, reincarnated in a soft crimson rose, a scarlet heart of velvet petals, birthed in embroided silk of mystique passion. A bacchus of wine filled with perfumed aroma, in  a vineyard of  fragrant thoughts of you. Feel Me,as i come in your night,a soft gentle wind , whisperin through your window,caressin your face, kissin your cheeks,breathin you in sweetest dreams, takin you in a garden,to a  lake, where swans pirhouette, as we lie  down  on  a mattress of golden threaded  leaves. Feel Me,as we ride,on the open wings of love and fantasies, Hold me ,as i get lost in you and you get lost in me, as you drink the nectar of my cherry red lips, as we kiss,a moist and warm  wet  kiss. Feel Me,in the fresh liquid raindrops,patterin, cleansing your worries away,as i pat your back, as we walk in the park,as we talk,as I listen and understand, as  we giggle,holdin hands ,sittin on our favourite  wooden bench, under yesterday's lanternes of hundred dancing fire-flies. Feel me,as we lay on the sand,gazing in each other's eyes, cheered by tamed silver waves,watching the stars Hugging below a universe of  black ebony skies. Feel me,as i dip my brush in finest oils,and paint a path of coloured rainbows,where we can find each other once again, a path where we can dream,where we can live and love, where we will never be apart or scent the absence once again. Feel me,in  the candle burning never ending flames of passion, a young lady,so deeply in love with you,Can you feel me? My Beloved,Mon amour,Can you feel the touch of me?
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Nov 2, 2010
Nov 2, 2010 at 11:11 PM UTC
....Feel Me....
Feel Me,an emotion deep inside your heart, a meadow's  wild white  simple  daisy, reincarnated in a soft crimson rose, a scarlet heart of velvet petals, birthed in embroided silk of mystique passion. A bacchus of wine filled with perfumed aroma, in  a vineyard of  fragrant thoughts of you. Feel Me,as i come in your night,a soft gentle wind , whisperin through your window,caressin your face, kissin your cheeks,breathin you in sweetest dreams, takin you in a garden,to a  lake, where swans pirhouette, as we lie  down  on  a mattress of golden threaded  leaves. Feel Me,as we ride,on the open wings of love and fantasies, Hold me ,as i get lost in you and you get lost in me, as you drink the nectar of my cherry red lips, as we kiss,a moist and warm  wet  kiss. Feel Me,in the fresh liquid raindrops,patterin, cleansing your worries away,as i pat your back, as we walk in the park,as we talk,as I listen and understand, as  we giggle,holdin hands ,sittin on our favourite  wooden bench, under yesterday's lanternes of hundred dancing fire-flies. Feel me,as we lay on the sand,gazing in each other's eyes, cheered by tamed silver waves,watching the stars Hugging below a universe of  black ebony skies. Feel me,as i dip my brush in finest oils,and paint a path of coloured rainbows,where we can find each other once again, a path where we can dream,where we can live and love, where we will never be apart or scent the absence once again. Feel me,in  the candle burning never ending flames of passion, a young lady,so deeply in love with you,Can you feel me? My Beloved,Mon amour,Can you feel the touch of me?
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Thy eloquent beauty shines through end s Agape Authentic Anamnesis Thy thirst for Knowledge is an ineffable well yearning for rainbow crystals formed in round drops of the purest waterfalls We both share this Thin' To our strings Acquainted _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ My oldest friend My blood kin(d) ''Eagle Feathers'' My silence speaks of Love. . .   so Listen Tenderly to Effervescent Spiritual Winged~wisdom~Warrior Within the s~Light(est) memory our chests are risin'to THE RHYTHM breathin' proud prairie Airs Poundin' as One Ridin' By my side Gallopin' like the Wind Be brave beloved brother I'll cherish Thee eternally, as Cherry Bears Berries "Small Paws"
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Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 1:57 PM UTC
Free Spirit
all my photos are in his passenger's seat these black and whites of him singing and talking about the wars he has and hasn't been in, navigating Penrose like he walked these roads a thousand times before he ever took a truck-- and he know everybody's name, date of birth and probably their social, who died and when-- he's been livin' as 14 other people, never gets no space and I'm no respecter of that neither cause the way he looks at me used to scare me and now I know he jus' scared himself. saw it when he told me about Braun's body in the brambles, and in the letters he gets from past lovers full of jealous jargon-- you made *me feel terrible*,  your fault, ending in a hundred goodnights, she wants the last word and all I want is for him to tell me what he's thinkin' when he's angry 'cause he is angry, with bitterness sunk down in his bones and swimmin' 'round in his chest, he lost weight out at the rig but kept all that melancholy to himself, brings it home and drops it in a glass before taking it back in he asks why I'm lookin' and it's just 'cause. Just 'cause i'm looking at his eyelashes while he sleeps or the lip of his brow hidin' eyes a lot lighter than you'd think, committing the eagle on his back to memory with that scripture from Isaiah a ways off in my head, scrawled on the back of my heart, written at the crown of his spine, I used to wonder about the integrity of his skin if water'd seep through or run off, used to think he was made of wood with rice paper shutters-- but he's a mountain, a snowcapped alp you wouldn't know it from a ways off, when he's just a soldier standing out in the field, shoulders hunched, chin tucked breathin' cold air, but Lord he warm, fierce as the mistakes he runnin' from-- we both beggin' to be right or good enough, for the sunlight to make us into somethin' pretty somethin' new and shined-- but for now i'm takin' pictures shotgun, hiding my fingers in my pockets thinking about the way his voice'd prolly blow in on the curtains on a summer's day, and he's singing My love, is somewhere in that mountain.... my love is somewhere in that mountain
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Dec 12, 2016
Dec 12, 2016 at 9:49 PM UTC
Jesse Got Trapped in the Coal Mine
all my photos are in his passenger's seat these black and whites of him singing and talking about the wars he has and hasn't been in, navigating Penrose like he walked these roads a thousand times before he ever took a truck-- and he know everybody's name, date of birth and probably their social, who died and when-- he's been livin' as 14 other people, never gets no space and I'm no respecter of that neither cause the way he looks at me used to scare me and now I know he jus' scared himself. saw it when he told me about Braun's body in the brambles, and in the letters he gets from past lovers full of jealous jargon-- you made *me feel terrible*,  your fault, ending in a hundred goodnights, she wants the last word and all I want is for him to tell me what he's thinkin' when he's angry 'cause he is angry, with bitterness sunk down in his bones and swimmin' 'round in his chest, he lost weight out at the rig but kept all that melancholy to himself, brings it home and drops it in a glass before taking it back in he asks why I'm lookin' and it's just 'cause. Just 'cause i'm looking at his eyelashes while he sleeps or the lip of his brow hidin' eyes a lot lighter than you'd think, committing the eagle on his back to memory with that scripture from Isaiah a ways off in my head, scrawled on the back of my heart, written at the crown of his spine, I used to wonder about the integrity of his skin if water'd seep through or run off, used to think he was made of wood with rice paper shutters-- but he's a mountain, a snowcapped alp you wouldn't know it from a ways off, when he's just a soldier standing out in the field, shoulders hunched, chin tucked breathin' cold air, but Lord he warm, fierce as the mistakes he runnin' from-- we both beggin' to be right or good enough, for the sunlight to make us into somethin' pretty somethin' new and shined-- but for now i'm takin' pictures shotgun, hiding my fingers in my pockets thinking about the way his voice'd prolly blow in on the curtains on a summer's day, and he's singing My love, is somewhere in that mountain.... my love is somewhere in that mountain
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I can’t even think to myself anymore, without you comin’ right to my mind. I’ve gone past the brink, into Hell – shut the door, an’ I’m wonderin’ never to find: That ignorant bliss that I once so adored, when your sweet face had never been shown. That brilliant abyss of my world without war an’ my ease with the ebb of its flow. My pilot is burnin' but I am upturned now, I’m pushin’ the pressure I pull. My stallin’ an’ swirlin’s a sight for the girl that I’m only at leisure to love. It’s gotten to grindin’ an’ strikin’ like lightnin’, my heart is as happy as hurt. I’m often invitin’, enticin’ a likin’, but we’re always back wastin’ words. But like a bad dream that becomes as you seen it, I’m all but there breathin’ the air. It’s such a long scene an’ it’s runnin’ on me an’ I’m fallin’ here rattlin’ my worth. She’s all nature to me, the one shape of beauty, a harp an’ its pillows of string. The everythin’ through me, her face in the room as an angel that carries a sting. Lost in the eyes that I ache to revise, I find peace with the play of the light. Tossed into tides about feelin’ alive, an’ of stealin’ her into the night. But I’m at a loss, I’m at every mans end, growin’ older than anythin’ can. She’s all that I’ve got, an’ I have to pretend that she just isn’t holdin’ his hand.
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Mar 26, 2012
Mar 26, 2012 at 3:11 PM UTC
How I Hate Lovin' You
Rabo Karabekian said all our souls are neon tubes of light If that is true I know mine always flickers Especially when I am scared And if you knew Morse code My soul would flash to you “LOVE ME” If you place your hands on my chest You would see My heart beats “FREEDOM” The broken Braille of the goose bumps That I get when I am cold They say “HOLD ME” If you were blind And you Dragged your hands across the terrain of my face Every pock mark and scar Would make you think I was the moon And when you got to my mouth Warm from the breath I try to hold When you’re near me You’d realize There really is a man in there Underneath the warning signs And flashes of light When the sounds from the pleads for help stop And you can finally hear me breathin’ You’ll see the message that I was supposed to give to you Read what it says on my skin “Underneath is a man Who keeps the dark and the stars to his back so he can always face you Some days his distance feels cruel Some days his smile is ugly But his heart When it’s not beating so hard that it’s beggin’ For freedom It’s full of love There is still dust in his lungs For he does not use his voice much But he can hold you like a lullaby”
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Jul 11, 2011
Jul 11, 2011 at 2:08 AM UTC
The Message that I was Supposed to Give You
I'm at your new girls party Her arms fold around your body As I pass by to take a **** My body, struggling to suppress a hiss It wasn't supposed to be like this Her eyes locked on mine As if to say “you’ve had these times” I know that, know he's hurtin Pay no attention, keep slip slurpin Of course I've had those times I've seen more than you could fathom Let him shadow all my shine These words let loose my inner dragon Far too long I stayed afloat Even though I was breathin fire Gotta find some new ways to cope Before I end up on a pyre When are we supposed to let go I don't think I'll ever know N what the **** is meant to be anyway I am a wanderer in an endless maze The hunts got me slippin away Slurpin, sippin, slippin away
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Nov 13, 2017
Nov 13, 2017 at 1:26 PM UTC
Copin
Red eye Feelin lean up Ready to sleep There's a 1000 Things on my mind Blockin my dreams Im tryin to smoke More to keep up And get me some rest But responsibility piles Up till it sits on Your chest I dont know about these lot But im looking for steps I aint workin for peanuts So im lookin ahead On my back You see deepcuts Dagger entrenched But im a soldier Keep breathin And be at your best See mana been under Siege while peaking and There's times i feel Beat up By the deeds and the depth Things that should Never been done Start moving ahead While you're just trying To keep up Each reason and check Feeling like youre in the Deep end But your feet are on deck Is a magical feeling Till youre cheated instead And everything youre Doing is to be in a place Where you can be Yourself But you're losing your Head.
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Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 10:05 PM UTC
Responsibility.
i been to the city but now the city is gone i used to walk streets lookin for alleys where the young lovers were making love but now the alleys are filled with the garbage with the  ex-soldiers filled with the drugs i been to the city but now the city is gone an you too you too you stopped singin you stopped breathin you stopped searchin you stopped bein you stopped needin you now only take you stopped seeing you are on the make i been to your mirror but now your mirror is broken you took off your clothes an offered me one last token one last token of ...what? down in your alley there's only garbage only ex-soldiers and angel-dust cause your pity is gone an the city is gone and your breathin is gone and your song and your searchin an gone is your love -- i been to the city but now the city is gone i used to walk streets lookin for alleys where the young lovers were making love but now the alleys are filled with the garbage with the  ex-soldiers filled with the drugs i been to the city but now the city is gone
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Aug 19, 2010
Aug 19, 2010 at 3:51 PM UTC
city
There’s a crevice in my heart, along with an exhausted smile, Hiding in the darkness, and when no-one sees, it weeps. Then you come along, silently, yet it trembles my world. My heart was breathin’ so lonely, now I know this emptiness can’t be fulfilled. And I stop hatin’, right at the very moment you look into my eyes. That’s when I realize, you can’t have a broken heart without believing in Love. Time Passes by, Beauty Changes, Love Faded, and People Die – You’ll always end up being Alone. I think you should love me.
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Jul 26, 2010
Jul 26, 2010 at 6:02 AM UTC
I Think You Should Love Me
Saint Patrick died on March 17th. So we celebrate the day with green and drink. Patrick, was kidnapped to Ireland as a slave, a condition he never fully forgot or forgave. Patty (as he was known by his friends)   was a sober, relentless, devout Christian. As a missionary, he gallivanted methodically, converting heathens and if he failed to convert you, you weren’t left breathin’. He could burn you at the steak for ignoring ‘reason’. To show Christ’s power, he ‘banished’ the snakes, It’s amazing, the difference a miracle can make. The year 461 pre-dated laptops and even the Internet, so, I think it’s time we finally forgive and even forget the sad, sordid history of Catholic conversion “therapies” because today we need a reason to drink until we’re green.
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Mar 16, 2023
Mar 16, 2023 at 10:08 PM UTC
Patrick’s tale