You prayed for demons hard to block you,
Every time I wake up now sometimes I wonder who beside you
It never hit the same like cold rain in the storm…
I honestly don’t know what the hell we was going
I’ve been in the field asking God cause your grown
U can’t believe that I had wings and now he’s gone

Can you find time for Me?
Was there somewhere that I needed to be ?
All these questions under the marajuana
I forgot how it feels to hear the silence when I find home

Blessing to the giver,
It slips you from the strays
Hold me like a beginner
Don’t let go until change.
Secrets in my veinsss
Whisper them to me
There lost beneath the sheets
Only those that strays

…am I just another high ?
Tell me babe are you high ?

Tonight I had to make two coffins
Okie so listen to this ...
Mathew left ... The Virgo ...yea but he blames me for all the problems we made.
And Nathan came back ... The Capricorn .... Yea I know and he only wanna be firends.
But Mr. Cap called Mr. Virgo and Mr. Cancer is in the middle looking on the outside like...
How do they both not like me ?
Then I thought and I was being honest dude like ... Yeah I did do that yeah I did make those mistakes but I stayed loyal to both ... Wait huh ? Ohhh.. yeah I get you hold on im  getting ahead of  my self .

I was with mr.virgo I been knowing him since he was 16 but we went out when he was 20 because he called me saying am I okay? And I was like why is he calling and yada yada yada now this is where Mr. Cap comes in.
I was with him *** Virgo never told me we were together until I lived with him ..... Yea! Right .... Oki Oki but here is the kicker.
Me and Virgo haven't been together for 3 months cause we fought alot.... But out of no where we are done . But he text me saying **** u and **** him I'm like WHOOOOO???
AND GUESS WHO IT IS ?
**** ASSS MR.CAPRICORN
SOOOO I text Virgo like I'm not him idk why he tryin to find me... Noooooooo that made him more mad at me and anything that we had was now shattered beyond prepare
And Im not going to lie I loved Mr Capricorn *** he kept coming back in the relationship being a gnetlemen but it was toxic .... FAST FORWARD TO FINISH THIS.
NOW
both are mad at me Virgo said I don't care what u say u want him and u ****** me over. But my poem brothers & sisters Im telling I loved him with the last of everything i told cap to move back I'm in something.

Now that I'm out cap wants to be firends but wait wait wait ....you were just trying to get back together and now that I'm like okay what are we doing he hugs me u comes a hour away for me and now he says I just wnana be firends !!?¿?????? *** IS HAPPENING TO MY LIFE .
Soooo I had to block both and truth be told I want mr Virgo back but i don't break him more and wen I loook at the Capricorn I want him to just pick a side if u gunna love me love me only but ....now .... U think I'm over them I'm just now gstting over it yet who got tears in there eyes ? Not me I just wish I was a better lover .... You know ....I .... Need help someoem to talk me .... Someone... Idk who to talk to but why did I have to block them like ....

Is he worth it I'm still trying to find out,
I was going to do alot metaphors and rhyme but no I think telling the truth is suitable for the accusations...
I mean the acaustion.
When you let me lead instead of promoting my past like sane of attention?

Like Addias ain't no strip bae
Zig zag in pipe bae
Pringles over night bae
Tell me what you want from meh...
Never in exalt
Always humble thinking hard today  
amends me on the right day
I'm weak and your a  Fri-day .
My kisses not might bae
Like do you want more sprite bae cause I gotta say the truth!
My past is not that cute!
And yet I think about you with you legs to the roof
And yet I think about you with ring to carry to
Too me I'm not flute
But keep singing I'll get it right bae

If I had it all....
I would bought you car with miles and all.
Would of been there so you wouldn't have to call
Yet I play to ball
It's like I was made to fall
Right into your arms then go walk in the mall
If I had it all ...
Would it be something to taste your lips again
Cause I have been him the one that keeps receipts then
Falling so far froma Godly hyme
Im singing alone again.
But if I had it all
Jesus would be calling me to make a call
Finding all my demons bleeding like a bite from jaws
But if I ...