"bourne" poems
This is the desk I sit at
and this is the desk where I love you too much
and this is the typewriter that sits before me
where yesterday only your body sat before me
with its shoulders gathered in like a Greek chorus,
with its tongue like a king making up rules as he goes,
with its tongue quite openly like a cat lapping milk,
with its tongue -- both of us coiled in its slippery life.
That was yesterday, that day.
That was the day of your tongue,
your tongue that came from your lips,
two openers, half animals, half birds
caught in the doorway of your heart.
That was the day I followed the king's rules,
passing by your red veins and your blue veins,
my hands down the backbone, down quick like a firepole,
hands between legs where you display your inner knowledge,
where diamond mines are buried and come forth to bury,
come forth more sudden than some reconstructed city.
It is complete within seconds, that monument.
The blood runs underground yet brings forth a tower.
A multitude should gather for such an edifice.
For a miracle one stands in line and throws confetti.
Surely The Press is here looking for headlines.
Surely someone should carry a banner on the sidewalk.
If a bridge is constructed doesn't the mayor cut a ribbon?
If a phenomenon arrives shouldn't the Magi come bearing gifts?
Yesterday was the day I bore gifts for your gift
and came from the valley to meet you on the pavement.
That was yesterday, that day.
That was the day of your face,
your face after love, close to the pillow, a lullaby.
Half asleep beside me letting the old fashioned rocker stop,
our breath became one, became a child-breath together,
while my fingers drew little o's on your shut eyes,
while my fingers drew little smiles on your mouth,
while I drew I LOVE YOU on your chest and its drummer
and whispered, "Wake up!" and you mumbled in your sleep,
"Sh. We're driving to Cape Cod. We're heading for the Bourne
Bridge. We're circling the Bourne Circle." Bourne!
Then I knew you in your dream and prayed of our time
that I would be pierced and you would take root in me
and that I might bring forth your born, might bear
the you or the ghost of you in my little household.
Yesterday I did not want to be borrowed
but this is the typewriter that sits before me
and love is where yesterday is at.
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Now do our eyes behold
The tidings which were told:
Twin fallen kings, twin perished hopes to mourn,
The slayer, the slain,
The entangled doom forlorn
And ruinous end of twain.
Say, is not sorrow, is not sorrow's sum
On home and hearthstone come?
Oh, waft with sighs the sail from shore,
Oh, smite the ***** cadencing the oar
That rows beyond the rueful stream for aye
To the far strand,
The ship of souls, the dark,
The unreturning bark
Whereon light never falls nor foot of Day,
Even to the bourne of all, to the unbeholden land.
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madness and elegance
of thorns and lust
she was born
without end nor bourne
exquisite but ever torn
sophistication and thirst
of blood and the gracious curse
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 9:08 AM UTC
Underneath the growing grass,
Underneath the living flowers,
Deeper than the sound of showers:
There we shall not count the hours
By the shadows as they pass.
Youth and health will be but vain,
Beauty reckoned of no worth:
There a very little girth
Can hold round what once the earth
Seemed too narrow to contain.
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Gunshot
Bloodbot
Food-bourne illness
setting rot
Taking time to **********
and thinking of the give and take
and give and take
to **********
Masticate on words of rhyme
and with beer and lime
take the appropriate amount
of lemon juice
and squeeze directly into the
all-seeing eye.
With no fear of reconciliation
and no idea for recollection
and no money for the collection plate
I'm left at odds with the fact
that I used **********
three times in this
jambalaya of words.
Gadzooks
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 11:15 PM UTC
#
Arms outstretched ,
her awakening spirit--
Stardust-clad,
within the celestials..
These pirouettes, bourne
on nothing but air--
((free air..))
She is beginning;;
and as she does
her spirit stretches back
to a time before creation;
..as she Unfolds
as she maintains
underneath this blanket of Love
she now feels.
And like a hen
that gathers her chicks;
her newfound wings
pull all the pieces of her own heart
back to her self..
Back to her-self
*(( back to herself. ))*#
Feb 25, 2023
Feb 25, 2023 at 9:22 PM UTC
Webbed feet grasp wet granite
And after standing taller
a series of *****
send water,
like diamonds in the afternoon sun
from wing tips
And
bourne by Newtons theory
return to Winnipesaukee
Aug 16, 2012
Aug 16, 2012 at 7:11 PM UTC
thirty years is too thick a cobweb
says the Shepherd at the Bourne
though I know you're looking for her youth
and you aren't alone
how old was she? twenty?
red bindi and sari on head
newly wed ravishingly pretty
but no negatives I'm afraid
a few come up these creaking stairs
love's martyrs long survive
hold fore me their hearts bare
count on my archive
like you they seek that fateful face
where time stands evergreen
lost path invites one more retrace
a rewind to youthful skin
I tell them time's too thick a cobweb
with you I too grieve
sorry sir I have no negative
nothing's left to retrieve.
Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 12:37 PM UTC
Sunset and evening star,
And one clear call for me!
And may there be no moaning of the bar,
When I put out to sea,
But such a tide as moving seems asleep,
Too full for sound and foam,
When that which drew from out the boundless deep
Turns again home.
Twilight and evening bell,
And after that the dark!
And may there be no sadness of farewell,
When I embark;
For though from out our bourne of Time and Place
The flood may bear me far,
I hope to see my Pilot face to face
When I have crossed the bar.
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An artist, creative and imaginative
Powerful enough to place, into mere words,
The phenomena that take place in his mind.
Marveled enough by his surroundings
That evoke anger, gratitude or happiness
His mind efficacious, his talent omnipotent.
Bourne of superior intellect
Taken in by souldiers of courage and
Raised by wisdom, pain and knowledge.
I'm No Poete, just a Mindless Writer.
Each day the Poete rises from his rest
Each day the Poete more powerful than the last
Each day the Poete expresses greatness from within.
Rhythm and brilliance flow deeply in his veins
Beauty created by the molding of his words
Truth is spoken through the realness of his verse.
Poete Prophet, able to see what's hidden beneath
He sees the lies abstruse in sugar-coated deceit
He reveals the fib's tales and makes them his gospel.
I'm No Poete, just a Mindless Writer.
Exquisite verse, natural and unrehearsed
The Poete will forever be mind blown
And continue to expose the joy in his word.
He writes not for tangible wealth or
Useless recognition, but he blesses his pen to paper for the simple appreciation of veracity.
The Poete steals sight from the blind,
He takes weakness from the strong,
And owns the shades of colour, all to create artistry.
See I'm No Poete, just a Mindless Writer.
Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 9:48 AM UTC
Dark:
http://beautyineverything.com/5059332377
Dark, her name is
Dark.
She
is bourne of the
pitch-black darkness,
the darkest parts
of the shadows,
the starkest parts of the heart,
is Dark.
She is here now, is Dark,
and now the horror will start.
Oct 9, 2010
Oct 9, 2010 at 6:46 PM UTC
Vibrant eyes watching prey
The unexpected victim turns away
For the gazelles long horns aren't enough for defence
the cunning lion pounces into the air with suspense
The startled gazelle takes a leap
But by then she's already been swept of her feet
The poor gazelle gets ripped to shreds
And she lay there frozen , killed ,dead !
* * *
Aug 16, 2013
Aug 16, 2013 at 6:38 PM UTC
I
I heard a small sad sound,
And stood awhile among the tombs around:
“Wherefore, old friends,” said I, “are you distrest,
Now, screened from life’s unrest?”
II
—”O not at being here;
But that our future second death is near;
When, with the living, memory of us numbs,
And blank oblivion comes!
III
“These, our sped ancestry,
Lie here embraced by deeper death than we;
Nor shape nor thought of theirs can you descry
With keenest backward eye.
IV
“They count as quite forgot;
They are as men who have existed not;
Theirs is a loss past loss of fitful breath;
It is the second death.
V
“We here, as yet, each day
Are blest with dear recall; as yet, can say
We hold in some soul loved continuance
Of shape and voice and glance.
VI
“But what has been will be—
First memory, then oblivion’s swallowing sea;
Like men foregone, shall we merge into those
Whose story no one knows.
VII
“For which of us could hope
To show in life that world-awakening scope
Granted the few whose memory none lets die,
But all men magnify?
VIII
“We were but Fortune’s sport;
Things true, things lovely, things of good report
We neither shunned nor sought … We see our bourne,
And seeing it we mourn.”
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Born the war drum
I was beat until the cries became the sub-audible pounding of a thousand marching feet birthed of beatings.
Truant was I to the current flowing like the wind that leaves the leafs chasing that end from which they've stemmed, rather moving to the inner drum beating out my doctrines engraved on skin, a prescription through inscription it allowed me to see through jade eyes and experience my near life experiments. The temple trapped within I tore the doors off of to find the one I could love, only to be left with hands stained of (His/her) blood. Bleeding the gods of Din and (w)Reck on in(g)sides work against the world I'm in, the perception deceptive eluding the corrections of that War Drum originally beat, the per(cus/sua)sive force of that forced message left lessened in the face of realities newly perceived, though still accepted in universal truth. The heart beats new root, a tie-in to every action bourne of a falling hand drumming out that beat of every thousandth fallen feet.
And I am left to (Him/her), that hidden god of Din, and I am left without that temple once held within so I may decipher that left upon my skin, that forgotten prayer I begin,
"forgive me father, for i am sin…"
Aug 17, 2012
Aug 17, 2012 at 11:05 PM UTC
when i cordoned you off
with Gorilla Tape and lilac vine
once i was done attaching encrypted files
of pearls upon that sultry salt of your inner-thighs
once i’d borrowed bonds
off my favorite banker’s portfolio
so i could waste myself in their earned interest
ratios
of blood bourne by centuries of
hapless gathering oppression
so i could use them in mosaics of swollen sand
that i could lay
like sea-glass shards under your
ebbing feet as useless parchments
i swallowed you in all your swollen spasms of fragile oblivion
until that bottom of this tongue lept amidst surfacing juices
obliterating and obligating all that ever decayed amidst obelisks
your whispers
(hatched from your
breathy endorphins)
shook me into
mine own
desperate shudders
astride our gathering humidity
and i gathered in
your needle-nosed
plier
eyes
-rust encrusted grey
incisors-
wrought from melted andirons
mixed with slug
trodden
soils
of hinterlands i was
never
to penetrate
as if i ever slammed
you
with yore spinning flails
into night’s emerging chasm
of charcoal sprinkled
with inner-orange peels
and their attempts toward
all that is illuminating, wistful, brief, and
precious—
i am your son, i am birthed from your sal i vations. i am twisting, still, amidst these rudiments of brine...
Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 2:20 AM UTC
****** spittle drips from your lips
where once I tasted the proclivity
for hand rolled cigarettes and whiskey;
my saviour incarnate in a stranger’s fist.
I wear your words like welts upon my back,
five lashes, unseen by the eye yet palpable.
Lesions I pick, agape and weeping
like the feeble mouths of infants screaming.
This was never mine to mourn.
I’m licking your wounds now, your finger in my own;
and back to you again I’m bourne.
Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 1:45 AM UTC
"I remember, I remember everything" says quintessential action hero Jason Bourne. Personally I say he could have been better off.
I remember the out of the ordinary, a nonbeliever that I'll ever get enough.
I remember the feeling of take off on a Jet airliner, the happy clench of my hands.
I remember this year seeing some of my favorite bands.
I remember the summers of love, the winters of hate.
I remeber having far too much on my plate (last week, yesterday, this second).
I remember also the comforts of an average day.
I remember the listeneing to my record player play.
I remember the warmth of a fire on a chilly night.
I remember being okay with feeling just alright.
I remember driving around this holey town.
I remember just hanging around.
I remember the basements where so little happened so much of the time.
I remember all the friends that I could call mine.
I remember many things and yet so little.
Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 10:57 PM UTC
He was conceived by two
Junkies and if you do
The math it equals one
Monkey,
Wild little youngster; sold
Dope On the corner and
Bourne in a dumpster
To his enemies he's a
Thief, murderer some one
Who knows no better,
but
To friends he's classified
A real go getter,
And would **** you if
You came between him and his cheddar,
He walks with love and hate
On his heart, and when he's feeling one you can't tell
Em apart,
He was Bourne into the life
Doomed from the start,
Felt life's bite but didn't
Heed life's bark
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 4:46 PM UTC
Oh
Man
I ask you to
Stay
Ominous in the Sky
And I fly and I fly : . . : : : :. . . .::
Don't cry
I'm not affraid
I'm not affraid
To be lost inside your thoughts
You're reading my words
The ocean is waiting
Raging inside
Read in the wild
Read in the wild
Awwwwwwghhhhhhh
My name is so easy to love
And it Feels like falling
Awaiting for a mild
Air strings wilted
Winds of time
Dreams
Defined
Dreams
Defined
Deep into Lungs
Deep into Lungs
Flowery secrets lurk like
Molecules Merging
Lovers into the bright bloom
Both luminous
Both luminous
Writing these love letters
To each other
To bloom
Write me a love letter
With an invisible
Ink and a Magick
Figurative
Pen
A
Pen
Friend
Lover
Romance bourne
A thorough
:. . .
:
:: :: . . .
Falling
A thorough
. . : . .
::
..
:: . .
.
:
Falling
Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 5:50 AM UTC
Vowed never to
fall in Love,
Thought was
Feigning,
Wild and reckless am falling Deep,
Entangled by Devils
wings Deep am
falling Deep, Deep!
Love seemed
Chimerical and I Credulous, NO!
A Tear Drop,
a Shed of Tear
Is all it Took! A tear Drop, a Shed
of Tear is all it took,
For me to Open
my Heart,
with Ease Deep I
fell, As the Clock Tics
with a Tic Toc sound,
my Heart misses
a Beat with a
big Pound,
A Tear Drop, a Shed of tear
Is all it Took! A Drop of Blood,
a Shed of blood is
All it Took,
Every move that I
make to Forget you,
Bourne a Pain so Strong that makes
me go Back,
to your Arms,
where I feel
Strong and Safe,
From the Harsh Earth and
its Cruelty!
A Tear Drop,
a Shed of Tear
Is all it took!!
Jul 6, 2016
Jul 6, 2016 at 3:06 AM UTC
The bourne conspiracy isn’t held in shades of reflected gray, but the raging current of rosewater.
Soldiers of fortune draped in dandelions uprooted from Napoleon’s farm.
Bronte’s web grows thick inhaling inherent rice.
Nonsense picked up in jabberwocky from a novelized wookiee.
IQ bound success clubs playing the most dangerous game, hunting Will.
Ents chopped and sold over borders, bought back sixfold as disassembled chairs.
Hard hitting lines of north Dallas long past the forty, placating the rules for larger shares.
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 3:37 PM UTC
All potency for pain and pleasure binds,
Confined to freely ebb from causal shell;
Then, urged by current convalescing mind
My heart parts way with what decaying, fell.
What if the sapling's ardor fails to flower,
So choked from light by canopy of old?
From bitter yield, I've winnowed only sorrow;
Love's fruitless growth has left it bare and cold.
Quickening, each pattern passed holds lessen -
With way now cleared, I remain resolute:
Dreaming of trunk's branches' fruitful blossom,
I make the means for chance to sweetly root.
Though Nature bounding, I still wonder why
Life, bourne by grief, seems made to die.
Sep 11, 2011
Sep 11, 2011 at 7:13 PM UTC
Like it or not, each place holds a memory
I may not have played on these streets
But cemented beneath the building lamplights is my first real kiss--
Israeli-flavored, textured like tabouleh--
These shuttered storefront windows are not my version of Brooklyn at nighttime
But I know what it is to turn this dark corner coming home--
Tired from dancing, completely alone--
This rooftop terrace is not mine, not where I crafted a hip adolescence
But it is where I built bases for potluck communities--
Here my love of human connection was crafted, then bourne.
My current apartment is still not really mine--
Belonging, as it does, to the landlords creaking the floorboards above me, their parrot, and their cat--
But it is where boys first slept over, where first I was marked by someone
Leaving their toothbrush, their territorial imprint behind.
I guess I'm saying--
We don't choose which memories get locked in where,
Nor have we any say when they happen or why
We can choose to rage against the imperfection of their sense of timing or location-
As I so often do-
Or we step onto a street of acceptance that these are our Lives, and our experiences
Will happen at their will, where they will, when they will,
And despite their imperfections, we are along for the ride.
Aug 15, 2017
Aug 15, 2017 at 3:43 PM UTC
Is it elegance or ignorance? Subcutaneous subterfuge. Blanketed and varying slightly, insolvent and limited. Bourne amidst a social caste of wealth or not for you.
The reigning victors make the rules. Life is a habit, not a reflex. To learn I must clear my mind of unnecessary clutter and make order within the hoard.
Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 9:33 AM UTC
When winter comes, the game is over
Until then
I’m tilling the soil, in preparation for the final score
Cordiality
Before the fertility of an ordeal, which grows into the bigger picture
Displayed
Splayed open in awkward moments, momentum picking up
Dust
Doesn’t this dirt, do something… creates… With no need
Of creativity
It just becomes… Nativity bourne… Energy from the stress, stretchin
Gravity pulls
Subdues the aborted missions… Missing the survivors
One
In a million, peal through the milieu, and skews
This present
View of manure, that manifests in the festivities that brings out
The most
Beautiful black rose in spring… Arose from the black
Beneath
Neither I nor you can undue, growth… Destruction just makes room
For something
Bigger to become… Cometh the comets to renew the stigma…
Butterflies
Kiss the bees… Better fly before the sting… Before the sting…
Stung
Death becomes the unlikely pair… The pear drops, to its own despair
This pair
Dies… as the flies, cover the corpse, cadavers and carrion
Carry on
The merry married marred, and in the spoils, spring new life
Young maggots Detested by the world, enters ignorantly blissful, and springs…
Underlings
Lingering beneath the grips of hatred, when it grows, with its
Hundred eyes
It still wont see the picture… distorted kaleidoscopic optics stops it
From seeing
The whys, the wheres, the world, the web
The spider
That sits beside her… and ***** the life out her
The outer
Casings, the crust, the crevice, the crack, the core,
We see
Explore, excavate through the dust of adam, and reach the hot magma,
The lake
Of fire floods the land… and destroys another civilization
“Welcome to earth…”
Jan 12, 2011
Jan 12, 2011 at 3:18 AM UTC