Roses are red
Violets are blue
They are beautiful but
Nothing compares to you

I know you have told me
Not to worry about this
That this "will never happen"
But I feel like you don't
Trust me anymore
That you don't
Want to talk to me anymore

It's been 6 months
Of being with you
But
Over a year
Sense I fell in love

6 months
Of time spent with you
Hugging, Kissing, Loving
Each other

6 months
Of loving you
And missing you
When your gone
So, here is to
Another
6 months together!
(Hopefully a better poem then)

I felt like I've always been in the darkness
I've never seen the light myself
I was always pushed and thrown down by others
but when I saw you
I pushed myself to become stronger
At the time I did not know why I pushed myself
to become stronger for someone
I barely knew their name
But I pushed and pushed
Until, I could shine my own light
I got out of the darkness to show you my light
to guide you on the path of happines
I know why I did it now
It was to shine that beautiful light
that was hiding in a cloud of darkness
Numbing your sense of the beautiful things in life
I did this not to be with you
but to give you happiness
and show you the light.

What is this maze?
Of questions
I am trying to go through
But there are nothing
But dead ends
Trying to make me look bad
Either way I go
I hit another dead end

I always ask this
Yet you give me the
Same answer
That you are fine
Every time I know
That you are lying
But I don't ever say it
I just repeat the same thing
That I will always be here for you
That you can always talk to
You reply saying you will
But you don't
Please talk to me
I'm here for you

So I'll ask again
*Are you ok?

You are beautiful
I don't know how else to say it
I see your body
And I think your ****
I see your face
And I think your cute
But the way you act
And who you really are
Is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen
Your heart makes mine skip a beat
It shows me truly how beautiful you are

I was    scared.

To become

Simply

                 thoughts


Love
                      comfort
                   ­      safe

Or      another.



       hurt




I want nothing more
Than        you happy.




It's you that matters.

I used to wake up
To the beat of the drums
And the pitter patter
Of solders outside my door
"at ease solder,
we're going to war"

They would say
As we crossed the valley
Green men, green trees
Passing us by
Without many to try
Many would die
Except my brother and I

We would fight the good fight
Even when he was gone
Many months at a time
But one day there came a knock
With many a medallion and a glock
Two men sent my mother into shock

I miss you brother
Though I didn't know
The stars and strips buried with your body
One last mission I sent my men on
To protect your body
With a green man in your hand
Your Purple Heart will glow

It finally happened
The thing I was most afraid of
I know it probably was closed
A long time ago
But for me it was
Still cracked open
A fake reality I created
But now it's shut
You finally closed it for me
It's locked, it won't open again

Depression
Are the cards that I am dealing
  Solitaire is the game
Everything that I am feeling
  They are mostly the same

     **Trigger
Shooting off a gun
  I will try running away
Again no more fun
  I have also tried to pray

     Angel
Appearing in front of me
  Even though I thought she was gone
My insecurities flee
  I am no longer a pawn

     Love
I never thought I would find
  Someone as beautiful as this
She keeps blowing my new mind
  Then, gives me, long forgotten, bliss

You once said
You wish you had
Succeeded
In ending your own life
Don't think that
For one second
I cannot even think
What my life would be like
Without you
You have helped me
Through so much
If you hadn't been there
I would have never started writing
And I would be
So alone
I would have never been
Able to see you smile
I would have never
Been able to have
Such a nice and beautiful
Friend like you
And I would have never
Been able to care for someone
Like I care for you

I want to write you you more
Because you are the one I adore
You are a best friend to me
And a lover
I'll kiss you free
Of pain, stress, and anxiety

I think of you as a friend
Of course I will defend

I'm going to bring you on dates
I'll bring you flowers
But more importantly
I'll be here, smiling
And giving my all
To catch you when you fall
In love with me again
And lift you up
And kiss you when you stand tall

I go to this place where I feel insane
And I go to it again and again
One of these times it'll leave a stain
But, somehow it always rains

To wash out all the colors
It takes away from the endless amount of colours
And tug on everyone's collars

I sometimes think I should pick up some paints
Then maybe I could finally repaint the colors
That have been missing from my world
They just get washed away
Into the rough

It downpours, just to decay
Everything it touches turns gray
Is there a debt that I have to repay?
All I have to pay with is grey

I have heard birds sing happily
And I wonder at the legality
Of having fun in this place of insanity
I want I to end entirely

There's a man that has the power
He controls the rain
And destroy the colors again
Somehow I always thought he was bigger
But it is I, who pulls the trigger

Please be happy
For me?
I want you to smile
Can you do that for me?
I want you to forever feel
How much I love you
I want you to be forever happy
Knowing that I will be with you
I want to know that I can make you happy
Can you do that?
Be happy for me?

I want to do something
For your birthday
But for now
Hassy Birthday
:)

Did you know that Wallmart's heart
Is two hearts put together?
Because when I feel in love with you
I now float like a feather
Please don't ever stop talking to me
I want our kids to know the birds and the bees
Before we stop kissing in trees
Just let me say this, please?
I love you more than there are stars in the sky
I love you more than money can buy
Flowers for the love of my life
I want to stay together until we die
I wanna learn by you're hand how to use a knife
So that when you are sick
I'll make you food, without your kick
Off the bed and onto the floor
Before you even think about
Opening our bedroom door
Our kids will be the second
Most beautiful things I see
The first is just a picture of you three
And me

We'll put our hearts together
And find love within one another
I don't want you to ever go
Without letting you know
I love you with all of my heart
Now please don't let out another ****

Here I am again
Trying to write something
So someone will hear
But nobody will

Here I am again
In my head
Replaying memories
Of a life I once had

Here I am again
In the darkness
Of my own room
Starring of into nothing
Replaying the future
Or what I fear to be

I wonder if anyone really cares
I sit and pretend I know who loves me
I know of only a tiny group
Not even that
Maybe two, "friends"
I know of only one who truly loves me

Even then my head reminds me
Who would really love you
It makes me think while thinking of her
I know I am not good enough
Yet she stays

Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
Telling me that she doesn't really care
I know it is lying to me but I can't help but listen
Sometimes I believe
It will never end

I know she loves me
Yet my brain tells me
She doesn't love you
Nobody cares
As I pretend not to listen I cry

Every one wants a day away
I wouldn't know that
I'm different
It's always a day away from me
Yeah some want a day away from everything
But most, Just want a day away from me

I know you are always
here for me
and you care...
But even in a room full of people
I feel alone
I wish I could look at you
And smile
Like I use to
But I feel so alone
And it's making me
Think things
Making me think
Why?
Why am I so in love with you?
When will I be able to keep
My promise to not be a ***
And sit and talk to you,
Without feeling like I'm going to cry?

If I could have anyone on this earth
I would have you
If I could hug anyone
It would be you
If I would love anyone
It would be you

I love you
With all of my heart
With everything I've got

I love you
Knowing that you are in my life
Makes me the luckiest guy in the world
Knowing you are there
Makes me smile
Knowing you love me
Makes me love you even more!

My arms are always
Wide open
For when you need
Someone to hug
Or cuddle with

My shoulder is always here
If you need
Somewhere
To cry

My hands are always
Held out for you
If you need someone
To hold on to

I am always here
To make sure
You have someone
Here for you

I'm always
Here to hold you
And make you feel
At least a little bit better
I'm always here for you

I feel like
I need something
A kiss goodnight
Or a kiss goodbye
Maybe I just
Need to know that
I am loved by someone
Or maybe something
Just as simple as a hug

I said it
I need you
And the thought of
Not being with you
Hurts me
Even as a friend
I need you
And I can't live
Without you

When I look at you
I see the most beautiful girl
That has ever set foot on this earth
I know that the pain and sorrow
From the past, is not going away
But I believe you can push them away
I believe you are strong enough
I know you are

You have helped me through so much
And I want to tell you
You are so beautiful
And I will always be here for you
Through anything

I want you to know
I love you.
And don't argue
Because, I love you, more :)

I think of your smile
And I wish I could see it
I think of your laugh
And I wish I could hear it
I think of your lips
And I wish I could kiss them
I think of your hugs
And I wish I could feel them
I think of you
And I miss you

I think of you
And I love you

What do I have to do
To always be with you
Without having to be apart
I will do anything
To be with you

PURPLE BLUE BROWN
ONE TRES DOUBLE-U
MONKEY CHUNKY HUNKY
I don't know you did this Kagami

I look at you and
Wish I could kiss you
I sit next to you and
I could hug and cuddle with you
You lie next to me and
I wish I could lie my head
down on your stomach
You smile and
I wish I could say anything to you
You cry or look sad and
I wish I could comfort you

You are my world
I would do anything for you
Climb through your window
I would sleep in your bed
Cuddle up next to you
And kiss your head

You are my world
And I would do anything for you
Your life
To me
Is worth 10 of mine
If I could I'd make a shrine

You mean the world to me
I would do anything
Listen to me
When I say this
I love you
With all of my heart
With all of my strength
I will always love you

Writing for you
Something I love to do
Seeing your face glow
Like the sun on snow
That smile that I love so much
I would love to touch
With our lips we kiss
I always get the feeling of bliss

When I look at you,
I do not see a *****
I see someone I adore
Someone who is beautiful, sweet, and kind
The imperfections I do not mind

When I look at you,
I see you are faiding away
Into a state of decay
And yet still beautiful and sweet
But fighting something you cannot defeat

When I look at you,
I see someone who has been hurt from the beginning
And someone who's love of life is dwindling
I don't care, I will be there
Through think and thin
I will be there to lift up your chin
I am going to be there for you
There are things I wish you knew

When I look at you,
I see someone I love
I will be there;
Until you can fly free like a dove

When I look at you,
I see someone I adore
Someone who is beautiful, sweet, and kind
The imperfections I do not mind

When I look at you,
I see you are fading away
Into a state of decay
And yet still beautiful and sweet
But fighting something you cannot defeat

When I look at you,
I see someone who has been hurt from the beginning
And someone who's love of life is dwindling
I don't care, I will be there
Through thick and thin
I will be there to lift up your chin
I am going to be there for you
There are things I wish you knew

When I look at you,
I see someone I love
I will be there;
Until you can fly free like a dove

I was so scared.
Scared I'd revert back
To become who I was before you.

Simply wanting you
Is not love to me,
Even though such thoughts
Cross my mind constantly.

Love is doing everything
To make sure you find comfort.
It's knowing that you are safe
Whether it is with me
Or with another.

Knowing someone else puts a
Smile on your face
Hardly hurts
Compared to the rest I feel for you:
More than words can say.
More than anything.

I want nothing more
Than to see you happy.
Maybe not with me;
Maybe it is with him.

But in my mind,
It's you that matters.