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Jul 2020 · 52
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MAX castro Jul 2020
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You met me, I met you.
We shared our stories.
We laughed.
We cried.
We were always there for each other.
You learned about my demons.
You said you wanted to save me.
I told you I donโ€™t need to be saved or fixed.
I just want you to be there while I save myself.
You made me feel wanted and needed.
You said you are not gonna leave me no matter what.
You said you are willing to love me, I just need to let you in.
And so I break my walls.

Baby, you saw me.
You saw through the facade.
You saw how empy I was.
You saw how much pain I was enduring.
You saw my demons.
You tried.
You tried to endure it too.
And I will not blame you if you got tired.
I will not blame you for walking out.
I will not blame you.
Thank you for trying.
Thank you for loving me.
Perhaps, I was only bound to be alone after all.
I will never forget you.
I will never forget everything.
And in the end, we were only strangers who know everything about each other.
I love you, I always will.
Goodbye, my love.
MAX castro Jul 2020
๐’๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž,
๐“๐ก๐š๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž๐ฅ ๐š๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž.

๐†๐ข๐Ÿ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐€๐›๐จ๐ฏ๐ž,
๐‹๐ž๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž.

๐Ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐š๐ฐ๐ฌ,
๐Œ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ก๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฉ๐š๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž.

๐Ž๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง,
๐€๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐›๐ž ๐š๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ž.
๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜บ 28๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜‰๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ, ๐˜“๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต. ๐˜‰๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜บ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜“๐˜ฆ๐˜ตโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฎ, ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜Ž๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜โ€™๐˜ฎ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ด ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ. ๐˜š๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ, ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ˆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ.
๐˜Œ๐˜ณ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ, ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ. โค๏ธ

๐˜—๐˜š: ๐˜š๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜บ, ๐˜ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช๐˜ตโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ด.
Mar 2020 · 299
What about me?
MAX castro Mar 2020
Praying for other people, but I forgot to pray for myself more.
Loving other people, but I forgot to love myself more.
Listening to other people, but no one dares to listen to me too.
Saving other people, but no one dares to save me too.
Feb 2020 · 149
The one you deserve
MAX castro Feb 2020
Soon you will meet that person who will hold you on your depth of despair.

Soon you will meet that person who will hate hurting your heart.

Soon you will meet that person who will take care of your heart because he knows how damaged you were.

And soon you will meet that person who you truly deserve.

You will meet him. Trust me. Never settle for anything less than what you deserve.
MAX castro Feb 2020
๐™ฑ๐šŠ๐š‹๐šข ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•, ๐š˜๐š— ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š—๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐šข๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›๐šœ, ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐šŽ๐š—๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŠ ๐š•๐š˜๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š›๐š๐šœ๐š‘๐š’๐š™๐šœ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šœ๐š๐š›๐šž๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ๐šœ. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š–๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š ๐šŠ ๐š•๐š˜๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐šŽ๐š–๐š™๐š˜๐š›๐šŠ๐š›๐šข ๐š™๐šŽ๐š˜๐š™๐š•๐šŽ. ๐™ฑ๐šž๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š—โ€™๐š ๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐š›๐šข, ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šŠ ๐š•๐š˜๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š•๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐š˜๐š—๐šœ, ๐š๐š˜๐š˜๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š‹๐šŠ๐š. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š–๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š” ๐š’๐š ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐š•๐š. ๐™ฟ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ, ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š—๐š. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐š’๐š• ๐š›๐šŽ๐š•๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šœ๐š‘๐š’๐š™๐šœ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ, ๐š™๐šŠ๐š›๐š๐š—๐šŽ๐š›, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š˜๐š— ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š๐šŠ๐š–๐š’๐š•๐šข. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š๐šŽ๐š™๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐š— ๐šŠ๐š•๐šŒ๐š˜๐š‘๐š˜๐š•, ๐šŒ๐š’๐š๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐šœ, ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŠ ๐š—๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐šœ๐š๐š›๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š›๐šŽ๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐š ๐š’๐š ๐šŠ๐š ๐šœ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ ๐š™๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐š›๐šŽ๐š–๐šŽ๐š–๐š‹๐šŽ๐š›, ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข ๐š๐šŽ๐šŒ๐š’๐šœ๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ, ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š–๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šœ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š ๐š’๐šœ๐šŽ๐š›.

๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š ๐™ถ๐š˜๐š ๐šŠ ๐š•๐š˜๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š’๐š–๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŠ๐š”๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐šข ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š™๐šŠ๐š’๐š—, ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š— ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š•๐š’๐š๐šŽ. ๐™ฑ๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š๐š’๐š•๐š•, ๐š‹๐šŠ๐š‹๐šข ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š•. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š ๐šŠ๐šข ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š” ๐š๐š˜ ๐™ท๐š’๐š–. ๐™ฐ๐š๐š๐šŽ๐š› ๐Ÿพ ๐šข๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›๐šœ, ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐šŽ๐š™๐š’๐š™๐š‘๐šŠ๐š—๐šข. ๐™ฐ๐š—๐š ๐™ธ ๐š”๐š’๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š—๐š˜๐š, ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š™๐š™๐šข ๐š˜๐š— ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š˜๐š ๐š—. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š๐šŽ๐š™๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐š•๐šข ๐š๐š˜ ๐™ท๐š’๐š–. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š•๐š’๐š๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š๐šŽ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›, ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐šœ๐šŽ๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐š๐šž๐š๐šž๐š›๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š๐šŠ๐š’๐š—. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š•๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š›๐šœ๐šŽ๐š•๐š ๐šœ๐š˜๐š˜๐š—. ๐™ฟ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š™๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šŽ๐š—๐š“๐š˜๐šข ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š›๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š—๐š˜๐š .

๐™ธ๐š ๐™ธ ๐šŒ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‹๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š” ๐š˜๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐šŠ๐šข, ๐š˜๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š–๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š—๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š• ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š—๐š˜ ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐šŽ๐š•๐šœ๐šŽ, ๐™ธ ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š‘๐šž๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š. ๐™ธ ๐šŠ๐š– ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šข๐š˜๐šž. ๐™ธ ๐š•๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž, ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š๐š›๐š˜๐š—๐š.

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MAX castro Feb 2020
๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด, ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด.
๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด, ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ.
๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ, ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ป๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ.

๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ, ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ถ๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ.
๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ.
๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ด, ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ด.

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต.
๐˜‰๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด,
๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ, ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ช๐˜ต.

๐˜š๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ, ๐˜”๐˜บ ๐˜“๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ.
๐˜ˆ๐˜ฅ๐˜ท๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜บ ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜‹๐˜ข๐˜บ.
๐˜ ๐˜“๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ.
MAX castro Feb 2020
You were the person who crashed my wall.
The person who made me weak and fall.

You taught me to believe and love myself more.
To be patient, happy, and broken no more.

Because of you, I saw my future again.
The future I thought I will never see again.

You are God's gift to me.
A gift that will guide and make me feel free.

Perhaps you were only God's instrument.
An instrument that will make me seek Him and save me from sinโ€™s imprisonment.

And perhaps we were only meant to cross each other's path.
Only destined to meet but never meant to be together.
Sep 2019 · 290
you & me
MAX castro Sep 2019
Hold me like youโ€™ll never let go of me.
Need me like youโ€™ll never leave me.
Want me like youโ€™ll never want nobody.
Love me like youโ€™ve never loved anybody.
Jul 2019 · 552
In Godโ€™s time
MAX castro Jul 2019
Imprisoned in abyss,
I was clueless that you will exist.

Life is incomplete,
I prayed for a love that is true and deep.

Treated by the world differently,
You showed me love and became my epiphany.

It is euphoria that I feel
Because I know our love is genuine and real.
I made this poem as a gift for my boyfriend since it is his birthday on the 8th of July. I hope he'll like this piece.
May 2019 · 247
Midnight
MAX castro May 2019
I lay on my bed and stare at a blank space.
Listened to our song remembering your face.
I remember the way you loved me on my greatest.
How you made me satisfied and happy to the fullest.
It's midnight, when everyone is fragile and sad.
It's midnight, and all I can think is how you made me go mad.
Maybe midnight is the only time when I feel blue.
Maybe midnight is the only time I can think of you.
I wrote this poem when I met my ex recently after 7 years. I already moved on. But there are times that when you see a person from your past, you will remember everything that had happened between the two of you so vividly.
May 2019 · 686
Heartbreaker
MAX castro May 2019
One look in your eyes,
I can see you judging my personality.
One word from your mouth,
I can feel knives stabbing my heart directly.
One touch from your hands,
And I know that you will never see me so dearly.
May 2019 · 325
Shaken & Confused
MAX castro May 2019
We were across the room, but our eyes found each other.
You said hello, and then I shivered.
I danced through the night with your arms around me.
Fingers entwined like you want to keep me.
With your warm hands, you gave my cheek a gentle caress.
As I feel the music within my body, I closed my eyes while we locked lips.
This is the feeling that I've been longing for.
The feeling that makes my heart tremble.
How can you feel so loved with a guy you just met?
From a guy whom you know you will never see again?
This is a poem that I made for my Friend. This is exactly the feeling that you've felt when you met him.
May 2019 · 192
Haunted
MAX castro May 2019
As the bottle kisses my lips,
I tasted the bitterness like the words you told me.
As I look around in this club,
  I was hoping I could still see you again.
As I get drunk in the music, I asked myself,
"How can I erase you for today?"
And as I spend nights with strange faces,
It is still you that I look for in every man that I am with.
May 2019 · 437
Time controller
MAX castro May 2019
Some things will never change.
Some things will always remain.
I always hope and pray
that I could go back to the day,
and maybe find a way
To make you realize my worth and stay.
I made this short poem for my cousin. Don't feel bad about yourself. You know you've done your part.
May 2019 · 649
Away & awake
MAX castro May 2019
Let's go to a place
that we don't know.
Take my hand
and never let go.
Just the two of us is all
that we need.
Baby your love  is all
I can keep.
May 2019 · 221
Sinner
MAX castro May 2019
I met you
ย ย in a place full of sin.
You held my hand
ย ย and made my world spin.
I feel heaven
ย ย with every words you spill.
You made promises
ย ย but failed to fulfill.

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