Why do I experienced body trembling, sudden cold hands, teeth grinding and clenching everytime I felt tense and jealousy

yes, just like the title.
now I thought on keeping a milipedes as a pet.
it crawls away a loneliness in me.

Do ants wonder if they are all look alike ?

You have all my attention even when the Corona is the world issue.

It turns out everything into a chaos.

People are forbidden from return to their family.

My flight are cancelling and I was command to stay.

I'll be staying right here, miles away from my parents.

I wish I could hug them but I can't.

I wish I could hug them without having any possibilities being contaminate.

How long do we have to be this far?
How long do we need this social distancing?

Please, bring me home. That's all I ask.

I love these road where our house connect.

How do I supposed to tell you that I missed you when you refused to know?

On 30th of November 2020.
My father passed away.
Everything change. Everything.
I am never myself again.

This quarantine days just has no end.
Alone in this empty space.
No one ask me how was my day went.

You broke me while I was learning to love you.

Kissing our tongue by the highway.

Why can't we choose someone and let them stay for a lifetime?

It did scared me ,
Years of being arms in arms,
Knowing the truth,
We can't always keep the person tied without their desire to stay.

Do you ever feel confuse about what should you do when all you can do is nothing at all?

There's 104 days of self isolation,
and the cure comes along just to end it,
the annual problem of our generation,
is finding a way just to spend it, like maybe

making dalgona or making a donuts,
and avoiding friends for a month,
discovering vaccine that's not yet exist,
or maybe taking a showerrrrrrr.

ten ten ten

switching 3 different apps,
waiting for you to text,
ended up sleeping all daysssssss.
PHINEAS !!

As you can see there's a whole lot of stuff to do,
before this virus can kills us alllllll,
so stick around with us cause Phineas and  Ferb Corona do it allllll.

MOM , PHINEAS AND FERB TRYNA MAKE A TITLE SEQUENCE !

Wake me up when corona ends.

When butterflies fall in love, do they feel humans in their stomach?

The Restriction of Movement was extended for another 14 days.

Another 14 days to overthink this existence.

Why people think they deserved more from me? I mean, where were you guys when I needed the most?

If the world is ending, you come over right?

Suffocate me so my tears can be rain,
I will water the ground where I stand,
So that the flowers can grow back again.

How could we kiss each other hands, touch our lips, feel our skin and thought we did not fall for each other? Explain.

Can we embrace each other warmly ever again?

The world is not a place we call "Home" anymore.

Even for minutes being outside, we surrender ourselves to danger.

Yesterday I saw a lion kiss a deer.