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Nov 2016 · 1.3k
I am Me ....
Pixievic Nov 2016
I am
A fighter
A believer
A dreamer ...
I harbour no grudges
I don't do revenge
I forgive so that I can move forward
This has not been an easy path ...
The road of my life has been full
Of chasms that swallowed me
Mountains that defeated me
Oceans which drowned me
I am a survivor
I am me ....
I am grateful for the hardships
Embrace the changes
They colour my life
Painting it in shadows
Brushing sunsets across
Each new horizon
Make me who I am
Unique
Puzzling
Rare
But sometimes
I just need a cuddle .....

(C) Pixievic
I am just me ....!
Oct 2016 · 1.7k
When You Need to Fall
Pixievic Oct 2016
Sometimes you are cold
But deep inside you're warm
You are strong
But I see your vulnerability
You're an oak between the pine trees
Yet like the willow in a rainstorm
You don't care what others think
But there's a glint of insecurity
You're clinging to a history
That will only bring you down
Your smile it is a beauty
But I only see you frown
You're flying with the eagles
Amongst the giants you stand tall
But know this in your heart my love
I've got you ....
When you need to fall .....

(C) Pixievic
Life throws up some **** sometimes ..... this is for anyone who needs it
Aug 2016 · 1.4k
Definition of a Lover .....
Pixievic Aug 2016
A Lover Should ......
Enchant
Your soul
Mesmerise
Your mind
While bewitching
Your body
Fitting together
Like the proverbial glove
Treasure
Your dreams
Share
Your sorrows
See eternity
Hidden in your eyes
Leap
Into the unknown
Be brave
And true
Honour
Their own heart
Love
Themselves too
Fascinate
Captivate
Elevate
Take your breath away
Lie spellbound in your arms
Cherish your value
A Lover Should
Only ....
Love
You .....

(C) Pixievic
I wrote this a couple of days ago after reading an article about what being a 'Lover' means .... not just physically but overall - so this is what being a Lover means to me ....
Aug 2016 · 1.3k
Parting
Pixievic Aug 2016
Summer rain falls
Cascading droplets of emotion
Onto parched earth
Muggy dampness
Heady with promise
Of kisses
Mingled with tears
Heavy in my heart
Sudden awareness
Understanding
I cannot make you love me
So I can only say
Goodbye ......

(C) Pixievic
And just like that - I'm single again :((
Aug 2016 · 1.0k
Lliwiau Môr
Pixievic Aug 2016
Imposing Slate
Brushes shoulders with veiled divinity
Commanding attention from Sky Blues
Sliver cloudbursts
Spread tiny droplets of Crystal
To yield luscious Emeralds
Peeling off in sun kissed hues
Cascading towards pebbled Greys
Shots of Crimson
Mingle with Aquamarines
Gently swaying amongst traces of Gold
White tips race towards shingles
Churning Sapphires into Inky Blackness
Shepherding in an opaque understanding
Preserving its secrets
Anticipating .......
Ready to explore distant waters

(C) Pixievic
Some more Welsh beauty ......
Aug 2016 · 7.0k
Ynys Môn
Pixievic Aug 2016
I gaze upon your beauty
Breathtaking in its wonder
I lie nestled in exquisite solitude
Beholding your majesty
King to my Queen
In hushed reverence
Dominating my vision
Noble in simplicity
I surrender myself to your moment
Giving up my heart
Abandoning all sensibility
Knowing you will never forsake me
Lulled by the gentle flooding
Of desire to never leave this place
Or your fascination

(C) Pixievic
In holiday in one of my favourite places ..... The title is the Welsh name for where I am Anglesey - North Wales
Aug 2016 · 3.3k
Fear of the Unknown
Pixievic Aug 2016
The witching hour
Dripping like silken velvet through
Hushed silence
Broken only by summer winds ......
Inside the recess of my restless mind
Thoughts bubble
Churning gentle ideas
Into frenzied cognition
My demons rising
Feasting on anxiety ......
Behind the lidded curtains of my eyes
I see your face
Soothing the fear
I can feel your hands upon me
Untangling the tension
In your eyes
I see
Love
The blower of dreams
Leaping into the unknown
Been having some issues ..... But now I'm back!
Jul 2016 · 1.2k
Rainy Days
Pixievic Jul 2016
There really is no better way
To spend a rainy summer's day ......

*Your
kisses
soft
yet
alluringly
teasing
Lips
hovering
over mine
like a dragonfly
beating it's wings
Fanning
my desire
Spreading like  
wildfire
through my veins
Neurons alive
with ambition
I tremble
in anticipation
of your caress
Greedy
for you to
take me
completely,
uncompromising,
owning my eyes
my body
my soul
as you hold me
on the brink
over and over
until my passion
bursts .......
Like the rain clouds
that orchestrated
this encounter
another little fantasy ....!!
Jul 2016 · 1.2k
Losing Battle
Pixievic Jul 2016
I'm fighting every fibre in my being
every synapse in my body
that pulls me to you....
I hunger for your touch
I'm captive in your aura
I am completely under your spell
I      love       you
But
If you can't see that
I can't help you

(C) Pixievic
Fairly self explanatory .....!!
Jun 2016 · 816
Moving On .....
Pixievic Jun 2016
Tears drip
Like lead
from the stained glass
behind my eyes
Pooling in hollowed cheeks
Streaking colours
of memories
lost in sepia
Gathering in momentum
Cascading towards
a bittersweet freedom
I have been blind
Clinging to a
fantasy
Instead of life in
reality ......
Be that as it may
My eyes are
Now open
Released from
their shackles
Feasting on a beauty
otherwise unknown
Chasing
A better me

(C) Pixievic
I was once blind but now I see ...... bla bla bla!!
Jun 2016 · 990
Almost Famous!
Pixievic Jun 2016
Now I don't look exactly normal
In fact I often look bizarre
I'm used to second glances
Being stared at from afar
And when I go out shopping
It is often quite the case
That store detectives & the like
Think I'm going to rob the place
So ......
While on a birthday shopping trip
In a rather fancy store
I am not surprised by the looks I get
As I walk in through the door
I can feel the condescension
From the girls behind the counter
But I'm not phased, not put out
It won't make me flounder!
I smile politely and carry on
Chatting on my phone
Browsing overpriced attire
Happy on my own
I flick through the rails
Of designers I don't know
When an overly made up young girl
Appears at my elbow .....
'Excuse me ....' she whispered
And
My heart begins to sink
Because
I have a preconceived idea
Of what it is that she might think .....
'There are two ladies over there
Standing at the desk
They believe they know you
Could it be that you're an actress?!'
I start to laugh .... 'Well no'
I reply 'but I do play in a band
Perhaps that's where they've seen me
We're quite often in demand!'
She scuttled off on sky high heels
To tell them I play bongos
She shakes her head as she returns
'It's your voice they think they know.....'
'Oh....' I say 'well I have been known
To spout some spoken word
In pubs and cafes locally
Could that be what they've heard?'
So then to gather their attention
She gestures kinda wildly
They all come trotting over
I was amused (to put it mildly!)
'Yes, yes that's it' one lady said
'I've seen you at the 'Hatstand'
Can we get your autograph?'
She ****** a pen into my hand
And just like that I'm famous
And the girls who until that point
Had thought I was not worthy
To frequent their little joint
Fell over themselves backwards
To offer me the world
Complimentary coffee and
Champagne was soon unfurled
They flitted all around me
Caught up in what they thought
Was a star in their presence
My respect they now sought ......
It was my 'Pretty Woman' moment
When their bias was exposed
If I were a different person
I could have stayed there til they closed
But although to have been recognised
Had made me feel delighted
Their attitude beforehand
Had left me feeling slighted
So I left - with words of thanks
For their false display
Of kindness towards me
And went on about my day .....
Now I know we all make judgments
Upon people that we meet
But it really isn't fair, as we don't know
What lies beneath
That strange looking person
In a torn and muddy dress
Because
In reality you could be looking at
An almost famous poetess!!

(C) Pixievic
Observations from my life .....!
Jun 2016 · 1.1k
Hand in Hand
Pixievic Jun 2016
Hand in hand
Soul with soul
We stand together
To behold
The magic hour
The Lady of Light
The longest day
And shortest night
We'll sing a song
That heals the earth
While the Lord of Fire
Begins his rebirth
As they settle
Upon their thrones
In circles
We'll dance around the stones
In ancient ritual
Druids chant
Maidens kiss
Faeries dance
This Summer Solstice
Has begun....
Love each other
Be as one
Bring peace & hope
Back to this land
Stand together
Hand in hand

(C) Pixievic
Solstice - it's a big thing for us pixies .....!!
Jun 2016 · 2.5k
Boom Chica Wow Wow
Pixievic Jun 2016
I lie here lost
in the
memory of you .....

Mind racing
Body bracing
Blood pumping
Heart thumping
******* throbbing
Fingers probing
Legs shaking
Arms aching
to hold you
as
I ..........
ahhh h h h h h

And the                                  
Boom Chica Wow Wow
Plays on .....

(C) Pixievic
A bit of silliness .......
Jun 2016 · 1.3k
Silently Breaking .....
Pixievic Jun 2016
The torment in my mind
is eclipsed by the urges
between my thighs .......
My resolve crumbled by
tender kisses in a hushed garden
Eyelids closing as your lips
quietly brush them
gently covering my face
Cupping my chin in your palm
you pull me to you
mouth hot against mine
Hands roaming freely over my skin
seeking points of no return
pleasure growing with every caress
Losing myself in your moment
body aching with weakness
Arching towards completion
as you drink the rainbow
exuding from my deepest point
Floating in felicity
your eyes hold mine in
matchless beauty
bringing me a perfect closing
Locked together
drifting in paradise
I sleep
nestled in the arms of your love
my heart silently breaking ......

(C) Pixievic
Not really anything to add to this .....!!
Jun 2016 · 1.4k
Your Eyes ....
Pixievic Jun 2016
In your eyes
I see the reflection of love
With all its beauty
Mixed with the burning pain of
One who can't be mine

In your eyes
I see a galaxy of possibilities
Bridging the gap  
Of a history yet to be written
And a bittersweet memory

In your eyes
I see the light and heat
Of compassion
As you behold my torment
To abate my breaking heart

In your eyes
I see myself in a different life
And I wish
I could stay locked in your gaze
Forever ......

(C) Pixievic
Eyes are the most beautiful part of someone I believe
Jun 2016 · 733
I know ....
Pixievic Jun 2016
I know I have to end this
But I'm not sure I'm quite ready
I know that this isn't really right
Do I just want to be a 'we'
Instead of by myself once more
Sleeping on my own
Going round in circles
Decisions to postpone
I know that you have feelings
You've told me that you love me
Hold me in a high regard
I just wish that you could see
That I'm so much better then the one
You cling to with such blindness
Who treats you with no respect
Never shows you any kindness
But I'm groping in the dark
As I try to find the light
And I just keep coming back to
This really isn't right ......

(C) Pixievic
Sometimes you have to end something  - however painful - when it's the right thing for you ......
May 2016 · 1.1k
Sleeping Passion
Pixievic May 2016
A slumbering beast
nestled inside
the soft, warm, folds
of a hallowed grotto
buried deep
gently waiting
until desire
dictates it raises itself
in majesty
to ****** deeper
harder
filling the void completely
feasting on lust
taking everything
before quietly
settling back
into the
antiquity of this enchantment
a sleeping dragon
who's fire burns deep .....

(C) Pixievic
That thing where you fall asleep still entwined .... (or at least how I remember it!!)
May 2016 · 1.3k
Divine Negativity!
Pixievic May 2016
There are some very well meaning ladies
Who hang out by my local shops
Their aim in life is to rescue
They chatter away nonstop
Clutching their Bibles tightly
Their gaze is quite unnerving
They stop me fairly regularly
I clearly look like I need saving
For religion I have no objection
But choose myself not to live
My life caught up in this practice
So I approach feeling pensive
Eyes cast down as so to avoid
These women in twin sets and pearls
I skirt round the edge of their circle
My body beginning to curl
But alas I was too slow
And squarely in my path
Stood a force to be reckoned with
I thought her brave to risk my wrath
She said ..."Take God into your heart
he'll keep you out of strife
I know that he can help you
find what you want from life?!"
"Well Thank you very much "
I said with a smile not unkind
"But I already know
I just need to unwind
From life I want a bass line
Throbbing in its sound
And a **** load of tequila
To get my evening off the ground
And perhaps a line or two
Of something to uplift
My mood and my spirit
(I think you get my drift!)
But mostly what I'm after is
A bit of bump & grind
And now I'm going shopping
I hope that you don't mind"
And so I stepped around her
Continued calmly on my way
I left her to explain
Exactly what it was I'd had to say
A few days later I returned
They were there again
I was not alone this time
With me, my son Ben
I held my head up high
Walked swiftly to the door
Surely they'd not stop me
After what I'd said before
I was wrong - but it wasn't me
That they had in their sights
With such an dreadful mother  
They thought they'd show my boy the light
The same one as before
Got down upon her knees
Put her face in his face
And as I began to seethe
She took his hand in her hand
So I could not run
"Do you believe in Jesus?
Do you love him son?"
He looked at her then looked at me
Then proved that he was mine
"I love Minecraft" he said sweetly
"But mummy just loves wine!"
Now
If you choose to live your life
With God as your Saviour
I think that's great - but
Please do me a favour
Don't force feed your opinion
While I go about my day
Or I'll feel compelled to give you mine
And you might not like what I've got to say!!

(C) Pixievic


https://soundcloud.com/vicki-ayers/divine-negativity-written
I wrote this awhile ago but it's part of my set tonight so I thought I'd share it - I have nothing against people who are religious but I do object to having their opinions forced upon me ....!!
May 2016 · 803
Some People .....
Pixievic May 2016
Sometimes I feel
I give & give
My love, my wisdom
It's how I live
But some people, they
Just take & take
They **** me dry
With their heartache

I boost them up
Tell them they're fine
Encourage them
I'm their lifeline
When times are tough
When life is hard
I rally round
Love unbarred

But where are they
When I'm feeling down
They're just not here
They've all left town
I say I'm blue
I'm lost, I'm sad
I need a hug
I'm feeling bad

But they don't respond
To my plea
My hopelessness
They can not see
They do not care
Or can not cope
With my despair
There is no hope

I guess I need
To walk away
For my self worth
I can not stay
It can't go on
It has to change
I need to find
Some exchange

I'm not unkind
I just want to feel
That they'll give it back
That they'll be real
And understand
They can't just take
Because
Eventually
I'll

B r e a k

(C) Pixievic
Something I needed to get off my chest!
May 2016 · 1.2k
Moongarden
Pixievic May 2016
Your hands stole the starlight
To paint my body  
In vivid hues of heaven
Unrestrained rapture
Soars like a firework
Exploding out into darkness
Bombarding colours
Fragmenting sensation
Cool night air  
Delicately wanders
Fanning my flaming skin
Stroking my fascination
The heady scent of desire
Infusing earthly compulsion
Thrusting towards celestial pleasures
In an effort to enter nirvana
Soft folds seek firm flesh
Ripening under your touch
Ready to burst with sweet ambrosia
Flowing through your fingers
Demanding in quest
Your skyrocket
Burns through my atmosphere
Leaving trails of stardust that
Quiver along my body
As you cradle me in hushed epilogue
And I descend .....
Back to a garden
Bathed in moonlight

(C) Pixievic
Amazing what an evening in the garden can do ....!!
May 2016 · 778
Stonewalled
Pixievic May 2016
My words have stopped
My pen is dry
I've so much to say
I try and try
To put down on paper
My thoughts and feelings
My brain is a puddle
Eyes turned up to the ceiling
Inspiration has left me
Turmoil instead
A black hole engulfs my
Poor battered head
Clutching at adverbs
They slip through my fingers
Searching for rhymes
Procrastination lingers
Abandoned and lost
Alone with the page
It stares blankly at me
No attempt to assuage
The assault of despair
Lurking within
I can think of one option
Open the gin .....!!

(C) Pixievic
Well we've all been here .....!!
May 2016 · 895
When you grow ....
Pixievic May 2016
At the moment you are small
A tiny little thing within my breast
With aspirations to be bigger
A dictator in my cells
If you grow
You'll be the nightmare
Of all my waking moments
You'll devour me from inside
As you begin to swell
It might be you do nothing
But live amongst my tissue
Content just to stay
A tiny thing - who can tell
I can only wait
To see the choice you make
So I beg you - please don't grow
Or for my breast it is
Farewell .......

(C) Pixievic
Results are an early indication of something that may become cancerous. It may not do anything but if it gets any bigger or changes significantly they will take it out. Its a faulty **** - send it back I say ......!
May 2016 · 640
Tomorrow is the day ....
Pixievic May 2016
I have many wishes.....
To wake up each morning and love life
Forever smiling
Knowing that the world will smile back
To gaze into the eyes of true love
It's beauty deflecting my ugly
To lie under a blanket of stars
Warmed by wonder and endless possibility
The sweet smell of blossoms
Invading my bruises
Painting new colours in a history
Where my body has not
Betrayed me
Tomorrow .....
In a windowless room
With fake art on the wall
I'll know .....
And my only wish
Is for more
Time ......

(C) Pixievic
Results come in tomorrow ......
May 2016 · 1.2k
Hot Jazz
Pixievic May 2016
I'm delectably drowning in
Jazz.......
Fingers skimming in elegant beauty over ivory keys
Perfection hovering in discord as
Horns reverberate in
An avalanche of sound rumbling through the valley of my soul
Delicate guitars swinging to a beat
Each note a sensation as it sings with delicious vibrato
Drums dancing though time and space
Titillating trails of rhythm evaporating as brush kisses skin
And there
Finally .....
Cool
Dignified
The master of my pleasure
An upright bass .......
Bringing it home in a
Sumptuous aural ******......

(C) Pixievic
Been losing myself in Oscar Peterson, Miles Davis & Mingus this afternoon .....
May 2016 · 967
Spring Rain
Pixievic May 2016
You are like Spring rain
Soaking through my skin
Pervading my thoughts
Infusing my mind
With the sweet, damp smell of
Sodden earth
And
         S e x
My body drenched
Submerged in ardent craving
Nectar

             D
                 r
               i
                  p
                     p
                   i
               n
                    g

From open petals
Succulently
Drowning in the downpour
Flooding every cell
With the wantonness
Of budding life
Growing in fervour
In your thunderstorm
The desert of my being
Succumbs to this mirage
And a need
For
       Your
                 R a i n .......

(C) Pixievic
More interesting than hospital dramas ......!!
May 2016 · 1.0k
Mendacious Medic
Pixievic May 2016
You said it might be a bit uncomfortable
That it feels like a little scratch
Or perhaps it's like a bee sting
But then you start to latch
My **** into something
Described as a gentle squeeze ....
But I wish that you'd be honest
And just tell me please
Your ***** I'm going to pummel
Stick them with 8 inch pins
Crush them into vices
Then hammer iron nails in
And then when you've reached
The end of your tether
I'll smile sweetly & tell you
You might feel under the weather .....!!
Well the lies they don't help
In any way or fashion
It wouldn't **** you, you know
To show me some compassion
Well I tell you what
Here's my little joke
I'm going to punch you in the face
It'll feel like a gentle stroke ....!

(C) Pixievic




(C) Pixievic
Doctors have no idea (or rarely) the actual pain they cause doing procedures .....!!
May 2016 · 1.5k
Contradiction
Pixievic May 2016
You're my contradiction
Inconsistency ablaze in every thought
Fighting for control against my need for  your touch
My desire for your body
Whilst inside my head
The truth creeps like a soft footed Panther
Around the jungle of my mind
I'm
      f
        a
           l  l
                i
                 n
                    g

I don't know where I will land

I know what this is
You said you loved me .....

But I don't believe you

(C) Pixievic
A battle I'm fighting inside the deep recess of my mind!!
May 2016 · 1.2k
May Day
Pixievic May 2016
I wanted to write about the 1st of May
Pagan dancers and girl queens dressed as Fey
With green budding leaves in a delicate crochet
Adorning their hairline in a graceful spray
Crocus and bluebells weaved into archways
They twist their ribbons in a beautiful bouquet
In ancient ritual they move and sway
Respecting the Spring Gods their blessings to pay  
I wanted to write about the 1st of May ......
But what I should be writing is a fu*king essay...!!

(C) Pixievic
May Day in Blighty is a public holiday with maypole dancers, & lots of spring lovliness ..... I have an essay due though ...... :((
Apr 2016 · 608
Time
Pixievic Apr 2016
Lost in relativity
An unknown entity
Looking back to move forwards
Mislaid in the past
In retrograde motion
It's a curious notion
To be uwittingly governed  
By planets and stars
Live life in this moment
Finding contentment
Clinging to fragments
Hoping it lasts
Time stops for no one
Life can't be undone
So surrender yourself
As it's gone far too fast ......

(C) Pixievic
Time is a funny thing ......
Apr 2016 · 613
Afternoons .....
Pixievic Apr 2016
I have a need and desire
Fulfilled in quiet afternoons
As I gaze into your eyes
I see a universe reflected back
I am yours in this moment
My body sings under your hands
Delicious hardness
Exquisitely probing the depths of my abyss
Rocking me gently towards my utopia
I want this instant to last forever
Hovering in agonising limbo
On the edge of ecstasy
A storm of sexuality
Exploding between my thighs as I take you
Deeper
Harder
Until there is no sense left in the world
Just this moment ......

Then it is gone
And
I return to my day

(C) Pixievic
I'm distracting myself ......!
Apr 2016 · 936
This is this ......
Pixievic Apr 2016
This is this
Imperfectly perfect
Shadows burned into candlelight
Yin to yang
Two halves of something
Powerless as our passions unite
Chasing rainbows
Through shrouded skies
Bursting clouds to find our light
This is this
Imperfectly perfect
Two stars in the ocean burning bright


(C) Pixievic
Sometimes things are just what they are .....
Apr 2016 · 1.7k
Just a .....
Pixievic Apr 2016
In quiet moments such as these
You creep back into my mind
Like a ninja
Scaling my wall with death defying skill
I invite you in
To take this quiet and make it thunderous
Just for a moment
Then I take my sword and cut you down
You will not beat me
I will not give in
I have already survived
And you .......

Are just a lump!!

(C) Pixievic
I won't be beaten ....! Positive thinking ....!!
Apr 2016 · 1.1k
Fear .....
Pixievic Apr 2016
There you are ......
A lump
A lump of the kind that strikes fear in the breast of every woman
Hiding
Growing inside me
Like an embryonic cancer
Or a cyst
Or a symptom of age
Whatever you are
You're here .....
And I wish you weren't
I go about my mindless life
Left waiting to discover if I'm just
Old
Infected
or
Dying .....

(C) Pixievic
I debated as to whether to post this or not - it is not a plea for sympathy - more that I'm dealing with it on my own as in my 'real' life only 4 people know ...... It's what poetry is for right - to tell you lot the things I can't tell anyone else!!
Apr 2016 · 2.2k
In Harmony
Pixievic Apr 2016
I can still feel your touch
Your kisses
You......

You play my body to
A perfect consonance
Harmoniously plucking chord sequences out along my shape
Sweet music singing through my conscious as you take me on this mystical journey
Exploring my form with practiced artistry
Softly strumming my senses into an allegro of exaltation
A hedonistic fusion of bass notes felt deep inside, pulsing, stroking, pushing me towards a sublime cadence
Quietly holding me in adagio while
A delicate symphony plays within my skin

(C) Pixievic
Slightly different this time ..... Fantasy & music....!! Enjoy!
Apr 2016 · 2.8k
Oops!!
Pixievic Apr 2016
You ran & jumped & then slipped
Over Williams leg you tripped
Your ankle you broke
It is no joke
In blue plaster it is now zipped

But it's not all bad I say
You can still smile - don't dismay
I'll get rid of your shrugs
With plenty of hugs
And you can play Minecraft ALL day!!

(C) Pixievic
My son broke his ankle yesterday at school!! I wrote this to write on his cast :))
Apr 2016 · 1.3k
StarOcean
Pixievic Apr 2016
My gravity
My light
Infinitely shining  
Saturating your being
With sensuality
A comet shooting through
Your body with insistent need
Filling you up with
Bottomless provocation
Ripening in spring nights
With the promise of diversion
The romance of moonlight
Eclipsed by arousal
Caught in my orbit
Your shooting star
Blazes through my constellation

I hunger for your sea
Flooding my mind
With a surge of longing
Rippling through my body
In spasms of desire
Churning my craving
Into waves of passion
White tipped rollers
Tantalisingly out of reach
I surf through your touch
Swelling, twisting - finally
Breaking in a crest of elation
Before ebbing slowly
Back into the calm expanse
Of salacious bliss

(C) Pixievic
Another one of my fantasies involving nature.....
Apr 2016 · 710
A Simpler Time
Pixievic Apr 2016
Once
I never knew you existed
You were not part of my world
And life was simple

Like a tornado of sensuality
You tore through my existence
Leaving a devastating
Desire in your wake

Your kiss was everything I imagined
And now .......

Nothing is simple

(C) Pixievic
Think this is something everyone can identify with
Apr 2016 · 1.3k
Ghost Dancer
Pixievic Apr 2016
We danced to Cuban rhythms
Late into the night
I twirled my skirts in girlish glee
Giggling in delight
My heart it started pounding
As you held me tight
I waited for the kiss
That would bring me back to life
Then
Brutally it struck me
At the stroke of midnight
You were just an apparition
Your kiss turned into frostbite
A phantom on the dance floor
A cruel trick of the light
You melted into nothing
Just a shadow in the moonlight

(C) Pixievic
I was invited to be  a guest writer on a blog about Ghost Stories - this is what I came up with! You can find the rest here .....

http://ghoststoryiii.blogspot.co.uk/2016/04/part-v-i-and-v-ii-and-ghost-dancer-by.html
Apr 2016 · 1.1k
Imagining
Pixievic Apr 2016
In my dreams ..
You've kissed me
With such passion
My body shudders
In uncontrolled emotion
You've taken my soul
Into new dimensions
Every nerve alive
With forgotten sensations
You've painted my skin
Wth your carnal tongue
I'm a slave to your rhythm
My ecstasy sung
I'm caught in your touch
Imprisoned like a bird
In the cage of your presence
Captive I purrrrrrr
Filling my senses
With sweet erotica
Between my thighs
Waves of pleasure
At my very core
I quiver and flutter
On the edge of delirium
Gasping in utter
Wild abandon
Wanting and greed
I take you inside me
Moaning with need
I cling in desperation to
This exquisite fantasy  
Weaving enchantment  
Until eventually .....
I wake up lonely
Because you are only
In my dreams*

(C) Pixievic
Another little fantasy!
Apr 2016 · 1.3k
Baffled
Pixievic Apr 2016
I don't know what to say other than ......

I wish
I could hold you tight
And that you'd hold me
In a cocoon of togetherness, spun of the strongest thread
Only to break as beauty forces itself out into the world
It's metamorphosis delicate, fragile
Exquisite in its simplicity

I wish
I could kiss you .......

(C) Pixievic
Nuff said!!
Mar 2016 · 774
Sea Dreams
Pixievic Mar 2016
Barefoot she walks along the beach
Retracing lost memories in ripples of sand
The murmur of the surf plays in her ears like muffled notes bowed on a cello, as the sun drips down behind the cobalt waves casting shadows to equal those of her longest night
Hushed colours paint her skin in hues of poignancy, her heart beating in rhythm with the tide as she glides through the surf
Footprints erased as if she herself had ceased to exist
A hallucination in the twilight
She pauses
Salty spray kisses her cheeks like unshed tears from fatigued days and solitary nights
Gazing out upon this vast entity
Sublime in its majesty
She recognises
The meaning of it all
Life, love, death
Images of antiquity play a delicate overture weaving dreams
A skittish child, pigtails and freckles, wearing a yellow gingham dress - collecting precious shells that will gather dust in a long forgotten attic
A timid teenager throwing pebbles into oblivion with the boy who will steal her heart, her kisses, her youth
A young family drawing their lives in the sand, building castles for the sole pleasure of knocking them down
A graceful woman cloaked in bereavement concealing a smile for the reflection of youth glimpsed in the wrinkled mirror of time
She lays herself down on a bed limestone
Silver hair fanning out amongst the seaweed
And gives her last memory
Back to the sea

(C) Pixievic
Looking at old photographs
Mar 2016 · 48.3k
Dammit!!
Pixievic Mar 2016
Honestly it's ******* killing me
Oh God! I want you to take me
Right here -  right
Now!  - every time I think of
You
Fantasy becomes my
Obsession
Reality dissolves - lost in the
Yearning for just
One ......... Kiss ......... I'm simply ......
U*tterly

***** For You!!*

(C) Pixievic
Just some pixie nonsense!! Fairly self explanatory really ;))
Mar 2016 · 1.4k
Spring Awakening
Pixievic Mar 2016
Arouse me from this winter slumber
For I've been too long in this wasteland

I yearn to frolic in feathered meadows
with childish glee
Eden calling me to her garden
Intertwine your roots with mine
Bury seeds deep in my flowerbed
**** the nectar from my petals
Your rising sap mixing with the
Quiet lapping of my Spring flood
Chain your daisy to my buttercup
Sit quietly by my babbling brook
Swimming in the sunshine of my gaze
Accompanied by nothing
But a gentle fluttering of butterfly wings
And the sound of a serene awakening


In an afternoon of
Spring delight


(C) Pixievic
Still getting lost in fantasy!!
Listen on Soundcloud

https://soundcloud.com/vicki-ayers/spring-awakening-written
Mar 2016 · 1.1k
Together We
Pixievic Mar 2016
Together we laughed
Together we cried
Together we shared
Together we sighed  
And when we two part
Alone in this fantasy
Together we'll have
Our bittersweet memory

(C) Pixievic
For no one in particular - but something I think a few of us have experienced over the years!
Mar 2016 · 1.5k
Unmasked
Pixievic Mar 2016
I'm a master of disguises
Skilful at charades
So many different characters
Through my life I've had to play
But my true self is amazing
Though concealed in vulnerability  
So please go deeper than the mask
To unveil authentic beauty

(C) Pixievic
We all wear masks ..... sometimes we just need people to see through them
Mar 2016 · 810
Fusion
Pixievic Mar 2016
When I hear this music
I think of you
Crashing through my senses
Like a thunderstorm
Painting colours inside my eyes

I do not know you
I do not know myself
Things are changing
Beyond my control


When it was simple
The melody was soothing
But the two parts now encountered
Absorb each other
Becoming one

The quickening of my pulse
Takes me by surprise .......

Is it thoughts of you?
Or is it just the music?


(C) Pixievic
Monday afternoon musings.....!!
Mar 2016 · 1.4k
Synaesthesia
Pixievic Mar 2016
I can taste the colours of your kiss
Fiery crimsons bursting through
Mellow yellows
Exploding into sweet tangelo
Cool blues
Turning violet
As my senses play this quiet duet

I hear music when you touch me
Bass lines throbbing alongside
Exotic rhythms
Tumbling into trembling strings
Soaring voices
Dulcet tones
Within your music my body groans

I can smell flowers in your words
Tender Honeysuckle pervades
Alluring Rose
Sweet Alyssum quickly follows
Heady Jasmine
Lascivious Lilies
Impressions that set my spirit free

You muddle my mind with euphoria
Sensibility rearranged
In anticipation
Of this intoxication
I live
In Synaesthesia
Whenever you are near

(C) Pixievic
A friend issued me a challenge to write a poem about Synaesthesia (the ability to taste colours or see smells etc) this is what I came up with .....
Mar 2016 · 3.4k
Happiness
Pixievic Mar 2016
Happiness is in the smile
That lights up your face
Happiness is watching you play
Happiness is your whispered
I love you mum
Happiness is lazy Sunday's
Happiness is you
Happiness is us
Happiness is a red double decker bus
Happiness is hugs
Happiness is free
But mostly
Happiness    
Is bacon sandwiches
(cut into triangles!)
Today is International Day of Happiness! I asked my son what made him happy - & then did what makes me happy & wrote this based on his answers ........!!
Mar 2016 · 707
Blue Notes
Pixievic Mar 2016
Surrounded in a moment
Drinking whiskey in a bar
The world reflected in a mirror
Observing from a far
There's no knowledge of the future
No guilt from the past
Just this single moment
Suspended - then gone so fast
Sad songs on the radio
Faces full of pain
The shrouding of the sky
Brings a threat of rain
Surrender to this moment
And forget about the blame
Live this life completely
As things never stay the same

(C) Pixievic
I unexpectedly lost a very dear friend & inspiration recently - this is for him RIP my love
Mar 2016 · 719
How to Date a Pixie!
Pixievic Mar 2016
Hi! My name is Pixie
I'm a bit of a hippy
I have an eight year old son and a cat
I still live with my ex
(it's very complex)
So you need to be alright with that!
I am five foot six
(well five five and a bit)
My eyes are the softest of greens
How much I weigh
I really can't say
But my **** looks good in my jeans!
I drink tequila and lime
Cider & wine
And I smoke the odd *** or two
My hair is in dreads
Dark blonde with some red
And I have a lot of tattoos!
I play percussion in bands
I am good with my hands
That's not a bad thing I trust
I write in rhyme
Most of the time -  an
Appreciation of words is a must!
I love mountains and trees
Have a passion for sea
A sunset, moonlight and stars
I dance in the rain
Like a man with a brain
(and one who can play a guitar)
I can not abide
Men who have lied
So you need to be honest and true
If there's a girl or a wife
Sharing your life
Tell me and then I can choose
But most important of all
Before you call
You must know how to dance and to ****
If neither these things
To the table you bring
I'm afraid you'll be plum out of luck!!

(C) Pixievic
This came from a conversation with a friend about being single & the absurdities found on online dating profiles!  I'm not on any online dating websites - but if I was this is what it would say!! And said friend furnished me with the last line - thank you E you star!!

(*** - cigarette!)
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