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Oct 2021 · 1.1k
Late Night Thoughts
Maloi Oct 2021
As my mind think a lot
It made me realized
For I am a daughter to my parents
A sister to my siblings
A friend for my friends
But who I am for myself then?

I took time to explore
And understand more
How complex it is
And question of what ifs

So, I came to the point
I’m a better companion
Exploring this new connection
With a sense of direction

I guess this is it
For what they call a gift
Recognizing the depth
In a spectrum of oneself
I hope I could carry on
And look forward to see what’s next.
I wrote this for myself :') I love you Eloi !
Oct 2021 · 1.6k
Drunk Night
Maloi Oct 2021
The world is spinning so do I
It is just a beer with peers
But I feel great once in a while
No mindless thoughts
And a sudden woke
It is just me and my ode
A quick writing of me while between drunk and sober at the same time
Oct 2021 · 993
Smile
Maloi Oct 2021
Stuck on a
Moment that
I want to repeat in a
Loop and don't like to
Escape ever.
it hits different when you smile
Nov 2019 · 205
First Love
Maloi Nov 2019
I keep looking up on
Stormy sky but then
An Angel appear in disguise
Behold a beauty inside and out
Emitting words with
Love and hope. :')
I wrote this before for my first love. To the girl that I only love since then
Sep 2017 · 232
Last Dance
Maloi Sep 2017
Just only the two of us
Swaying like a child
We don't mind the cold air
As long we're together

As we continue to dance
I hugged you even tighter
Then you asked me "Why?"
I said "I'm glad this is Real."

When we suddenly stop
You look at me so deep in my eyes
This time it's me who asked "Why?"
Then you just answer me by tears and smile

If only I knew that moment
I didn't let our feet to stop
If only I knew then that's our
Last Dance
it's been a while to publish again but I'm back with a sad heart
Feb 2017 · 433
Exsistere
Maloi Feb 2017
There's life to begin with and to live with

There's love and we only have to feel it

There's an art and we only have to bring it

There's a formula and we only have to process it

There's a helping hand and we only have to take it

There's peace and we only have to believe it

There's already everything and we only have to appreciate it

But of course there's always death that only await us
Exsistere a latin word of Existence. I was inspired by The Man who knew Infinity and All the bright Places. Thank you kiddo for helping me with this. hart hart <3 ^^
Nov 2016 · 304
Just a Tweet
Maloi Nov 2016
I'm living in a world of angst
but breathing in a words of fluffiness,
you can't read me that much cause
I'm still an alive memory.
Sep 2016 · 352
Family
Maloi Sep 2016
Why is that
It’s so hard for me
To write something or
Sing something for my family

How could I called
Myself a poet
When I cannot do something
For the people who is dearest to me

Maybe, just maybe
All this things that I want to do
For them is in a good place
In my heart
*I wonder why I can write something for the others but not about my family, just a quick writing, I know I can't express that much to them but I'm trying even in a simple act or something. I just want to say "I love you all my family." :)
Aug 2016 · 635
With You
Maloi Aug 2016
Sometimes I wish that I meet you earlier from before
Like I want to be there from the start
How I will be there till the end
But then I realize no matter how I wish
The important thing is right here,  right now
**With you
August 15, 2016 for a friend :)
Aug 2016 · 640
Hopeless Romantic
Maloi Aug 2016
You make me smile
Every time you are near
Everything you do make my frown disappear

It ***** for not having you
I’m just a girl out of the blue

I’m secretly in love with a geek,
With a creep, with a fool eyed ******
I’m secretly in love with your voice
With your face with an average ******

But I guess this is all we could be
**Only friends and nothing maybe.
It's been a while to post something, but I wanted to share this with the help of my friend. For the boy who I fancy for a year and a half. Thank you. :')
Jul 2016 · 2.2k
Reflection
Maloi Jul 2016
I stared at her
I knew then she’s unique
But I saw confusion
Still thinking if she’s real

I stared at her
Saw her lovely eyes
Not blue but brown eyes
It is so deep that I want to dig

I stared at her
She looks like always trying
I want to reassure her
That she’s already enough

I stared at her
I realized she’s beautiful
Even though years grew on her
There’s one thing I love about her

The mole above her right eyebrow

Then I put the mirror down
No longer staring at her.
Just a piece of Art to remind that I should appreciate and praise myself sometimes. I hope I could love myself more. :)
Jul 2016 · 681
Heal You
Maloi Jul 2016
I could be the sand on the
Shore that intertwine on your toes
Transfer warm to you even
I’m not close.

Make me your ocean
Whenever you’re feel so cold
Think me on your side
And I’ll give you a hug so wide.

My friend don’t be afraid when life will end;
Be afraid when life will never start
Don’t let anxiety makes you
Let me heal you.
My friend know that I'll be here and will always be here for you
Jul 2016 · 352
Always
Maloi Jul 2016
I could be a celestial body
Outside the galaxy
And here on earth
I’ll be the sun in a day, Stars at night

Make me your guide
Whenever you’re sad
And for you I’ll shine bright

Look up my friend and
Feel everything how
The cold air touch you
Skin to skin, just know that
Always will be here for you
Even though Forever can’t do
Jul 2016 · 401
Science and Faith
Maloi Jul 2016
Adrenaline in rush
Blood in gush
Chest compression and artificial air given
Is this already written?*

Unconscious but still breathing
Palpatory but heart still beating
Pupils started to dilate
Is there a chance to wait?


Seems like I always witnessed it all
How humans drew its last breathe
I saw how their life end but
Never saw how their life start


*I am lost in thought
Thinking how my day goes on
Then I started to believe
When there is Life, there is Hope
I strongly believe on it how,Science and Faith work in our lives. :)
Jul 2016 · 1.2k
Pudding
Maloi Jul 2016
Never thought it was real that
Unplanned things could happen in a best way
Remember all the moments we shared
Undeniable be forgotten
Looking back I realize, no matter how

Zigzag the road for our journey is
Unsure or not, Serendipity happen
Letting this friendship sail;
As we go on we encountered so many things that
I* wish I could explain and
Keep to cherish because for me you’re an
Angel, a blessing from God
I really really like the title that you gave my friend and let's keep in touch for a long time. Even though we share the same sky but miles apart, I know we are connected and that's for us to know. :)
Jun 2016 · 376
You
Maloi Jun 2016
You
My soul is lost
Entangled with flaws
Noting to exist
Acquiesce with a hissed

Miracle could happen
Albeit what the situation is
Remember all the things have reason
Could only wish to use it in my decision
O*de to humanity express with a deepest certainty
A gift to my friend :)
Jun 2016 · 468
Child Eyes
Maloi Jun 2016
"By a swing I looked into your naked eyes
Imparting the truth nothing but lies
So pure and Innocence that I won't let it get stain
I'll try to protect you even if blood will rain

When you grow up, please always remind me
Not just to look but to see
Not just to sniff but to smell
Not just to listen but to hear
Not just to hold but to feel
And most of all not just to live but to love

My Happiness and Infinity and beyond
Always stay with me as life goes on".
I made this for the little sister of my dear friend. Sarah I hope you grow up beautifully and good .
Jun 2016 · 276
Treasure Box
Maloi Jun 2016
Then I found
A safe haven
For my every words
Thank You
*Hello Poetry
Jun 2016 · 795
Sentiment
Maloi Jun 2016
Landscaping the heart
How far have I got
Too many obstacles
is there more I have to tackle?

A lot of heartache
That has lead to vindication
Give me some reason
To get off season

Like droning bees in my ear
It feels like I have to tear
The vivacity in my body
Will someone take it back even if its somebody?

When will I acquiesced
The insurmountable agony
Hoping that the end
is not a poignant story
It's for the author who wrote one of a fan fiction that I read, it is really great and indeed not a poignant story
Jun 2016 · 445
Mr. Know-it-all
Maloi Jun 2016
He knows me
I know him
We’re best friend
For me it has no end

I like the way he smile
And reveal his crescent eyes
The way he laughed is like a lullaby
Soothe my ears that will not pass by

He smiles like a kid
But cares for me like a freak
He’s not that tall
But his shoulder is fit to my head at all.

I’m glad that I have him
Because he’s always there
But this feeling that I kept
Is like a bomb ready to escape

I will not sacrifice our friendship
Even my ship will sink
Is he still Mr. Know-it-All or
Mr. Know-nothing-at-All

— The End —