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Jul 2014 · 963
Finally
20something Jul 2014
for me
it is either completely meaningless
or absolutely meaningful
there is no gray area in my atmosphere
you will feel my fire for all that it's worth
or the cold wind of desolation and abandonment will haunt you until I say otherwise
maybe nothing comes next
maybe i'm reaching for something that was never there to begin with
but i have to get off the fence that I've been balancing on for far too long
because ******,
this is about me.

I have been chasing an aborted idea
and you have let me,
feeding me with the encouraging nutrients I needed.
yet now as I bleed out, I can't blame you,
regardless of the empty words you had me feeling full of,
putting aside the "maybes" that live on your tongue,
because I knew all along that this one was never going to make it full term,
and ******
this is about me.
Jul 2014 · 2.8k
Flashback To A War
20something Jul 2014
I feel like I just walked away from a battle,
broken and bruised,
every inch of me aches and throbs,
and I've got nothing left to lose

You stole my dignity,
and shattered my trust,
You trampled my ego,
left my hope lying in the dust.

I should have known it was coming,
you've never fought fair.
You've always been sneaky
because you just didn't care

Look at me now;
I can barely face what I've become
because that girl looks like she's defeated
and I refuse to accept that you've won.
Jul 2014 · 664
formerly known as
20something Jul 2014
You can have anything you want,
but you can't have everything
A time comes in everyone's life
when you must choose what's worth risking

I've been living day to day,
chasing something I can't even see
A competition I didn't even know I was in
until I realized that I was losing

Now what's at stake and what I have left
is being weighed by Justice's scales.
All I'm left with is the skeleton of who I used to be
and a face that I barely recognize as my own
Jul 2014 · 678
Summer
20something Jul 2014
constantly wondering if it's your lack of effort or mine;
either way we're both disappointed and wasting time.

you say you're waiting to hear from someone and so am I,
but are we waiting for each other or has our chance already passed us by?

i thought that what we had was real, but maybe I was mistaken
because you're talking about "her" and I'm not sure if that's me or my replacement

we are more than star crossed; it can't just be a matter of bad timing
we might be too different, maybe this no longer worth all the trying.

I'm know I'm probably just running like always; looking for the easy way out
but I'm hoping you'll stop me from going, by taking away all my doubts

Convince me you're worth staying for; make this rolling stone want to slow down
'Cause I've been around the block a few times too many, and my baggage weighs a pound.

This isn't the first poem you've inspired in me and I know it won't be the last,
but I need know is if this will end in romance or become a distant memory of our past
Jul 2014 · 2.3k
Wondering
20something Jul 2014
When you say "her" do you mean me?
During your lonely nights, about whom do you dream?

Does your breath catch if I'm standing too close?
Is my affection a drug on which you can overdose?
Jul 2014 · 4.6k
Law of Attraction
20something Jul 2014
There's something about you that I just can't let go of,
God only knows why I keep sticking my hands in the flames.
I know full well that it will eventually burn me,
but I'm still drawn in all the same.

I'm tired of noticing every little thing you do,
hoping with everything that I have it's some type of sign.
I want to be able to finally stop guessing and wondering,
and know for sure if you're ready to just be mine

Who would have thought that of all people,
I would be so **** attracted to you.
But I wouldn't have it any other way,
and hopefully you feel the same way too.
Jul 2014 · 1.7k
Hesitation
20something Jul 2014
i was thinking about investing some time in you,
but what will that cost me?
suddenly my sanity is at stake because I know that you,
you will make me care about the little things that never mattered to me before,
and god i don't want to need you
so please don't make me.
don't touch me so gently,
with soft lips and fingertips
and stop looking at me like I matter,
like I just might mean something important to you
don't stay up late to talk to me
or play with my hair when we lay together
I know you remember that I like 4 sugars in my coffee,
how I bite my lip when I'm anxious
and that I have a mole hidden high on my upper left thigh
but maybe for my sake
forget all this and leave me alone
before it's too late and we're both
lost
Jul 2014 · 536
Uncovered
20something Jul 2014
for the first time i am leaving my fate in the hands of another
and i stand here waiting,
hopelessly hoping

I am unnerved to the point that I consider completely turning back around and forgetting it all
because being alone with thoughts full of potential
is easier than relinquishing part of myself to you.
my naked body is nothing compared to you seeing me truly stripped down

just pour me a shot and play my favorite song.
the monsters under my bed will introduce themselves to you
and unapologetically i would let you in

but only if I turn around and know
that your hands are waiting there to hold mine
Jul 2014 · 1.6k
Flirting With Nirvana
20something Jul 2014
There is something to be said for the beat of the song that can become the rhythm of my heart.
For a minute I can forget what I'm trying not to remember,
and the chaos of my mind slows enough so that I can finally find a ******* smile,
I've practically forgotten they exist,
yet here they are,
underneath a heavy blanket of bitterness that has permanently clouded my mind since then...
God bless the melody thats crashes in my eardrums,
and the lyrics that wash over me as I breathe them in.
I can taste the sound on my tongue and it leaves me speechless.
My bloodstream isn't even drowning in a 70 proof serum,
but here I am
dancing underwater from toe to fingertip in a sea of musical notes
and right now
everything
is
almost
okay
Why I Listen To Music So Much
Jul 2014 · 470
Translation
20something Jul 2014
Theres an energy that you emit,
before sound leaves your lips,
that makes all the words that you can't say,
come out in a language I don't speak

I beg for answers without ever saying a word,
hoping that you can read the look in my eyes
but it's foreign to you; I can tell

— The End —