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"wariness" poems
poetry is motion graceful as a fawn gentle as a teardrop strong like the eye finding peace in a crowded room we poets tend to think our words are golden though emotion speaks too loudly to be defined by silence sometimes after midnight or just before the dawn we sit typewriter in hand pulling loneliness around us forgetting our lovers or children who are sleeping ignoring the weary wariness of our own logic to compose a poem no one understands it it never says "love me" for poets are beyond love it never says "accept me" for poems seek not acceptance but controversy it only says "i am" and therefore i concede that you are too a poem is pure energy horizontally contained between the mind of the poet and the ear of the reader if it does not sing discard the ear for poetry is song if it does not delight discard the heart for poetry is joy if it does not inform then close off the brain for it is dead if it cannot heed the insistent message that life is precious which is all we poets wrapped in our loneliness are trying to say
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May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 1:33 PM UTC
Poetry
Walls of silence, Of guarded wariness. Walls of hesitation, Of experienced caution. Walls of distrust, Of practiced isolation. Walls I put up intentionally. Walls you tore down unknowingly. Walls I found crumbled, The door of my heart opened. Walls I found breached, And you were just sitting there. Walls I had never lived without, Suddenly seemingly unneeded. Walls I was glad to let down, Until you shanked my heart. Walls I should have fortified With anger and hate and experience. Walls of "I know better." Of "There are NO exceptions to the pattern." Walls of protection, Of much needed security. Walls of insulation, Of broken-heart bandaging. Walls I won't let down again. Thanks to you, I've learned my lesson.
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May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 9:25 PM UTC
Walls
Every day I see this guy pass by my door, he never steps off the path. His hair speaks of his woe. His steel eyes arrange the sky into a box, the blue is not enough to keep him idle, he requires the chains of logic. It keeps him grounded when he could be flying. “Why should I fly,” he says, “It’s much too cold for me anyway.” “Wear a jacket” I might declare. He would reply, “I don’t wish to sweat through my sensible clothes.” (Only twenty dollars on sale.) He is much too sensible to be any fun, but fun is not all there is. “There is science” he would suggest If we ever were to talk, I know he would be an excellent conversationalist His dusty shoes tell of his wariness, His jacket of his adventures. (He keeps dust on his clothes to speak for his cleverness.) “Conversation is for the simple-minded,” he would say. “I prefer books,” would be my reply. He would have nothing to say then, (He doesn’t like conversation anyway.) but he’d be too logical to let me know Of his human blunder and illogical flash. So he spoke to me of his action figure collection. (“Most extensive, I’m sure”)
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Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 4:41 PM UTC
Man of Action
1. I created my own mask when I was 8 and crying in the back of a cab. 2. I had taken for granted the joy and happiness but my eyes were seeing through tears and for the very first time I could not breathe under the weight of the stone placed upon my heart and we were driving away and away and away 3. When the plane took off I stopped crying 4. I do not remember the next 2 years 5. At age 13, I spent 3 years being bullied. During winter I would hold my forehead against the radiator until it burned and burned and I would tell my parents I wasn’t feeling well. They would let me stay home by myself and I would feel such relief at not having to see the people who hurt me. I would end my days in my room hugging my frame and reminding myself I am worth something. 6. At age 16 I took my bag full of my broken self-esteem and destroyed self-worth and left the continent to get a chance at mending myself. 7. It has been years but I still feel worthless sometimes. 8. When I come back to the place where it all took place I get mad. The adults who were supposed to protect me just looked at me down with pity and the family that should have been there for me did not understand that I was not being dramatic this time, Dad, and perhaps the saleswoman skills you praise me for were acquired while bargaining for my life you know nothing. I hid all the places where they broke me under a mask that fit so well over my face I do not know how to get it off. It fits so well you never realized it isn’t me, Dad, Mom, you know something is wrong. I see you staring with wariness when I get lost in thought, my hand creating waves in the wind from the open window of the backseat of your car, but you never say anything. 9. Even if you did speak to me, I wonder what I would be able to explain. I cannot even speak clearly to my psychiatrist. 10. I try. Isn’t it enough to try ? 11. The mask does not come off, not for you, not for him, not for anyone. Not even for myself. I wonder if I will ever see my real face again.
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Jul 25, 2017
Jul 25, 2017 at 10:50 AM UTC
Face-off
1. I created my own mask when I was 8 and crying in the back of a cab. 2. I had taken for granted the joy and happiness but my eyes were seeing through tears and for the very first time I could not breathe under the weight of the stone placed upon my heart and we were driving away and away and away 3. When the plane took off I stopped crying 4. I do not remember the next 2 years 5. At age 13, I spent 3 years being bullied. During winter I would hold my forehead against the radiator until it burned and burned and I would tell my parents I wasn’t feeling well. They would let me stay home by myself and I would feel such relief at not having to see the people who hurt me. I would end my days in my room hugging my frame and reminding myself I am worth something. 6. At age 16 I took my bag full of my broken self-esteem and destroyed self-worth and left the continent to get a chance at mending myself. 7. It has been years but I still feel worthless sometimes. 8. When I come back to the place where it all took place I get mad. The adults who were supposed to protect me just looked at me down with pity and the family that should have been there for me did not understand that I was not being dramatic this time, Dad, and perhaps the saleswoman skills you praise me for were acquired while bargaining for my life you know nothing. I hid all the places where they broke me under a mask that fit so well over my face I do not know how to get it off. It fits so well you never realized it isn’t me, Dad, Mom, you know something is wrong. I see you staring with wariness when I get lost in thought, my hand creating waves in the wind from the open window of the backseat of your car, but you never say anything. 9. Even if you did speak to me, I wonder what I would be able to explain. I cannot even speak clearly to my psychiatrist. 10. I try. Isn’t it enough to try ? 11. The mask does not come off, not for you, not for him, not for anyone. Not even for myself. I wonder if I will ever see my real face again.
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Sirens, ballads of anguish are singing, ears are ringing,       Our nightingale is shrieking, and children are clinging. Our Kalyna is red, but wrapped in blood now, not love,       From the massacres aeroplanes bring from far above. My uncle, enters the now upside-down house of his,       “Welcome”, with a phoney grin, and wariness he says.  The house holding memories is now clogged rubble,      In the land that shall never greet occupiers or trouble. His daughter's dreams shattered, for the reverie of filth,       It matters not; the nation of his deserves blood spilth,  We deserve not peace, but the delusions of a hag pass,       May he rest in peace, along with the delusion he has. My mother may never hear the raindrops fall again;      Missiles seal ears with noise, and the death of men.  The men, women and children, who will lead us all,       Through scorched fields with whispers old and small. She is a hairdresser, she might braid hair for the fun,       But other mothers, braid the hairs of daughters gone,  They keep them safe under a pillow where they smell,       The warmth of days before the dictator's missiles fell. Red and black are the only colours they pervaded here,      They wish for our colours to diminish and spring adhere,  But beauty routs the devil of ugliness and his conceit;     Our colours saturate our resistance, painting your defeat. They shall not sprout in our fields, like poisonous herbs,       They "rescue" us, but the gunshots my brother disturbs,  We did one day exchange our dreams for a pistol facing -       Facing the bear who is destruction, within embracing.  Blood accumulated in heaps on the sleeves of killers,      Like a marvel detested in a chapter of stained thrillers.   But thriller this is not, it is lives of the innocent lost;     He plays chess in reality, after a coin he has tossed.         Mothers, daughters, sons and fathers are everyday slain,       but spring soars today, prevails tomorrow - in Ukraine.
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Apr 23, 2022
Apr 23, 2022 at 10:06 AM UTC
A Free Kalyna
Sirens, ballads of anguish are singing, ears are ringing,       Our nightingale is shrieking, and children are clinging. Our Kalyna is red, but wrapped in blood now, not love,       From the massacres aeroplanes bring from far above. My uncle, enters the now upside-down house of his,       “Welcome”, with a phoney grin, and wariness he says.  The house holding memories is now clogged rubble,      In the land that shall never greet occupiers or trouble. His daughter's dreams shattered, for the reverie of filth,       It matters not; the nation of his deserves blood spilth,  We deserve not peace, but the delusions of a hag pass,       May he rest in peace, along with the delusion he has. My mother may never hear the raindrops fall again;      Missiles seal ears with noise, and the death of men.  The men, women and children, who will lead us all,       Through scorched fields with whispers old and small. She is a hairdresser, she might braid hair for the fun,       But other mothers, braid the hairs of daughters gone,  They keep them safe under a pillow where they smell,       The warmth of days before the dictator's missiles fell. Red and black are the only colours they pervaded here,      They wish for our colours to diminish and spring adhere,  But beauty routs the devil of ugliness and his conceit;     Our colours saturate our resistance, painting your defeat. They shall not sprout in our fields, like poisonous herbs,       They "rescue" us, but the gunshots my brother disturbs,  We did one day exchange our dreams for a pistol facing -       Facing the bear who is destruction, within embracing.  Blood accumulated in heaps on the sleeves of killers,      Like a marvel detested in a chapter of stained thrillers.   But thriller this is not, it is lives of the innocent lost;     He plays chess in reality, after a coin he has tossed.         Mothers, daughters, sons and fathers are everyday slain,       but spring soars today, prevails tomorrow - in Ukraine.
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Fear affords a shallow life of hesitant connection and wearying wariness Delusions in all of our great minds blind us to these quiet moments of great beauty reading poetry Whilst whipping across time on a galaxy's flung out arm
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Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 10:48 AM UTC
Fear
Where is the line drawn? Between hope and naivety? Where the swelling of one's heart is nothing more than a fool's boon? Instead of being a warming energy that radiates to the limbs? Is it experience, Hard won through heartbreak and loss? Is it wisdom, Some innate talent that some just have? Forewarned is forearmed, To keep the danger at bay, But at what point does that wariness become a cage? From what distance is everything far enough away, To keep out the terrors of the world, But close enough to live your life? I'll tell you, Bear witness to my words, A question is your answer in this paradox, How much are you willing to risk? How much are you willing to lose, How far of a fall are you willing to take, For the sake of living your life, For when you open yourself up to the wilds of the world, Is when you truly start to live.
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Jan 6, 2023
Jan 6, 2023 at 12:32 AM UTC
The Question
“but you are too old for apprehension.” her voice had sounded so, and of this one’s voice, ‘you are never too old for wariness of an unknown.’ responded astute, drunk on logic. returned was breathless thought to the void, filling emptiness with irony. (oxymoron) and weened the way thru, concision turned derision with repetitious definitions that found no actual meaning. all thought without justification and no thought with classification. words, actions, wailing: empty, empty, empty then existed less and less from want of purpose. less and less from interest of the known; this once forged fear of life. and with impressive derangement, grabbing at the only sober keychain. they, with twitching vesper eyes, their hands jit’ for a false-meeting fix. to nix the nihilism. and: ‘People can go **** themselves.’ words of this one’s voice. of her’s, “thank god you’re alive.” from those days, when rains ranted down, and the trains tripped us out. those days of our wood’s reclaimed trailer. and each syllable was never thought to be anything until aged eyes ached for review those epochs of breath. but: ‘People can go **** themselves.’ voiced in response to a romanticized thought. and all epochs lingered upon are no more than a journal of the winds that blew while we were present. some diary of listless lust left undated. of the woods, of a reiterate span in once anonymized transience. and falling back, thumbing pages for proof of experiences passed into skewered memory. left are three lines, ill-verbed, to represent an entirety of past lives. of time once present in yellow-lit motel room, of apocalyphic musings, and veering prophets of doom. they, turned sincere apocalyphites. their prayers writ boldfaced, platitudinous, in concern of endless words restating – in constant rephrasing: ‘People can go **** themselves.’ but they just kept goin’ on without concern for the dawn.
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Feb 1, 2014
Feb 1, 2014 at 5:26 AM UTC
3 word, 3 thought
“but you are too old for apprehension.” her voice had sounded so, and of this one’s voice, ‘you are never too old for wariness of an unknown.’ responded astute, drunk on logic. returned was breathless thought to the void, filling emptiness with irony. (oxymoron) and weened the way thru, concision turned derision with repetitious definitions that found no actual meaning. all thought without justification and no thought with classification. words, actions, wailing: empty, empty, empty then existed less and less from want of purpose. less and less from interest of the known; this once forged fear of life. and with impressive derangement, grabbing at the only sober keychain. they, with twitching vesper eyes, their hands jit’ for a false-meeting fix. to nix the nihilism. and: ‘People can go **** themselves.’ words of this one’s voice. of her’s, “thank god you’re alive.” from those days, when rains ranted down, and the trains tripped us out. those days of our wood’s reclaimed trailer. and each syllable was never thought to be anything until aged eyes ached for review those epochs of breath. but: ‘People can go **** themselves.’ voiced in response to a romanticized thought. and all epochs lingered upon are no more than a journal of the winds that blew while we were present. some diary of listless lust left undated. of the woods, of a reiterate span in once anonymized transience. and falling back, thumbing pages for proof of experiences passed into skewered memory. left are three lines, ill-verbed, to represent an entirety of past lives. of time once present in yellow-lit motel room, of apocalyphic musings, and veering prophets of doom. they, turned sincere apocalyphites. their prayers writ boldfaced, platitudinous, in concern of endless words restating – in constant rephrasing: ‘People can go **** themselves.’ but they just kept goin’ on without concern for the dawn.
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Born into this world as an angel; experiences unheard of and in defeat- the mouth of outrageous roars and gel grown in a circle of many feats. There came a face filled with scars the mind of unsure, bold, and assertive delusion promotes such gratitude and mingled spurs to run from me, run from such obsession. The hyenas are so fake in their attitude- their faces are like an abandoned building with graffiti to cover their indecisive gratitude, and pretentious illusions that yield bring. In the dark valleys with only moonlight, such attitudes and gloom of darkness sets in motion the evil wariness and fight- the lion flights into the cave of the barking mess. Hyenas crave the deception to feed on lies; and the lion's assertiveness frees from itself the circle of dark redemption that proves his rise, hyenas hide behind the masks on the shelf. Hyenas are busy trying something new whereas the lion still never gives up his path. Hyenas are free spirited in the blues while the lion is free from the hyenas wrath. (Possible Chorus): In the wrath of darkness, one is never satisfied. In the light of the world, one can be magnified. No matter what there is a circle of life that once will be the door to wasted strife. The light of the world, defeats the darkness of soul. The assertiveness and protection will be whole.
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 4:51 PM UTC
Lions vs. Hyenas:
FIREWORKS A summer night and fireworks break dark’s quiet whisper, drowning fragile moonlight. First a flickering, then a blossoming of color-- wild and illicit –and the air’s askew with booms, delirious with fiery chaos as a million man-made stars tumble across sky. A veil of smoke creates a glorious illusion -- the art of pyrotechnics. A stolen moment’s exaltation without the wariness of danger. As fire jewels dwindle to obscurity, there is a strong spell of reversal. What seemed like revelation fades. Universe returns to mystery and mind to world’s reality.
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May 20, 2023
May 20, 2023 at 5:09 AM UTC
Fireworks
A hot summer day, lush green grass turning into hay. A sickly child of nine, in a park carpeted with pine. A little after six, the other kids gone to eat meals their mother's fixed. He had no worries though, his mother was always home late, She was probably at a bar or on a date. A slight breeze blew with warmth that soothed his skin. While his mother remained half drunk on tonic and gin. Realization struck, playing alone felt juvenile. He started towards home, a perpetual mile. As he treads down the curb, his wariness escalates unperturbed.   For at home, what he is made to witness, gets him feeling constricted. He feels bound by a chain. Formidable lovers or accountable customers. It made no difference,  for after they were laid, they treated his mother like a maid. Which to him was the epitome of lame. As he was walking down the street, he heard the soft thud of feet. Curious, he turns around. As he was gawking, he saw an old man walking. Towards him, the man was bound. Without a trace of infidelity or a hint at destructivity, the old approached the child. In light of the age on his face, the old man's perspicacity seemed mild. A long coat on his back and a cap of grey hair on his head, this is what the old man said. " My dear son, lets have fun, lets go to my house and play. It'll be really merry, we'll drink some hot sherry and I'll give you enough candy to last more than a day" The boy measured this pretension, reasoned with apprehension the thoughts of his mother at bay. He reasoned she won't care, or if she did she won't dare for her lovers don't give her much say. So he followed the old man, content to have a friend to play with. Honestly though, it was the candy that his motives stayed with. They walked along till they were deep in an unfamiliar part of town. They come upon a dingy little house, which he could have sworn was raided by a hound. "Please leave your shoes out the door, Or else you might soil the floor" Said the old man without a hint of zeal. The boy pulled of his shoes, Then the socks came loose. The candy holding its enchanting appeal. As the boy walked in straight, He saw the old man slide the lock into place and smile. The boy shuddered, his feet cold on the linoleum tile. The old man sighed, "Common my son, lets have some fun, I'm your neighbourhood friendly ********* "
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Jul 5, 2014
Jul 5, 2014 at 4:42 PM UTC
Robbery of Innocence.
A hot summer day, lush green grass turning into hay. A sickly child of nine, in a park carpeted with pine. A little after six, the other kids gone to eat meals their mother's fixed. He had no worries though, his mother was always home late, She was probably at a bar or on a date. A slight breeze blew with warmth that soothed his skin. While his mother remained half drunk on tonic and gin. Realization struck, playing alone felt juvenile. He started towards home, a perpetual mile. As he treads down the curb, his wariness escalates unperturbed.   For at home, what he is made to witness, gets him feeling constricted. He feels bound by a chain. Formidable lovers or accountable customers. It made no difference,  for after they were laid, they treated his mother like a maid. Which to him was the epitome of lame. As he was walking down the street, he heard the soft thud of feet. Curious, he turns around. As he was gawking, he saw an old man walking. Towards him, the man was bound. Without a trace of infidelity or a hint at destructivity, the old approached the child. In light of the age on his face, the old man's perspicacity seemed mild. A long coat on his back and a cap of grey hair on his head, this is what the old man said. " My dear son, lets have fun, lets go to my house and play. It'll be really merry, we'll drink some hot sherry and I'll give you enough candy to last more than a day" The boy measured this pretension, reasoned with apprehension the thoughts of his mother at bay. He reasoned she won't care, or if she did she won't dare for her lovers don't give her much say. So he followed the old man, content to have a friend to play with. Honestly though, it was the candy that his motives stayed with. They walked along till they were deep in an unfamiliar part of town. They come upon a dingy little house, which he could have sworn was raided by a hound. "Please leave your shoes out the door, Or else you might soil the floor" Said the old man without a hint of zeal. The boy pulled of his shoes, Then the socks came loose. The candy holding its enchanting appeal. As the boy walked in straight, He saw the old man slide the lock into place and smile. The boy shuddered, his feet cold on the linoleum tile. The old man sighed, "Common my son, lets have some fun, I'm your neighbourhood friendly ********* "
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Can you feel the winds blowing? Can you feel the moon pull the tides? No, No I really can’t. I walk down a dirt path through a certain wood, alone, Wearing courage…and folly, for the Laestryogons Are of another land, far from here, where Pythos slithers, But that’s of another matter, another matter completely. Regardless, recant and reiterate [here you must leave all wariness Behind, all trace of cowardice must be extinguished.] Well I relinquish my stronghold over to the others. It may be insidious to some but I must ask, Why the stripes, why the stripes? They did not unify all different types. The apple is useless after it ripes. I think I’ll sit and drink tea till the sun sets, and repeat. And when I’m stretched out, stretched out thin I will sit and gaze and grin, At a passing cloud, a squirrel, a tree, At the warbling from the aviary.
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Mar 8, 2012
Mar 8, 2012 at 11:17 PM UTC
It’s A Dense Wood We’re Walking Through
If at first I had seen you as a still-life Of passing interest, in one of those restaurants With heightened pretensions of the eclectic: culture in a can You would have remained void of deepness, to me: A face half-hidden behind a menu, buzzing neon lights behind your head Faintly visible enigmatic eyes, above the hors-d'oeuvres list Some inaudible small talk with another person, A casual tabloid easily forgotten. If I had noticed you while you were working You would have seemed another skilled contractor or employee; The answer key to the solution I was seeking, though I might have paused Long enough to suppose you wise, well educated: noble In the struggle, perhaps wondered if you were always this serious Even if not on someone's time-clock or your own pay roll Maybe I would have thought you had a quizzical expression, or questioned If I had imagined that wariness which seemed to hide behind an easy smile. Instead, you've drawn me closer in, only toward you- Pulled me in with no touch, not a glance, nor hushed voice With only your words, your wit and keen intuition, against which I've no sort of defense, no sophisticated angle of attack And words can promise all, or nothing; or simply imply a supposed future Towards which we might have been running backwards All this time, while caught up in thinking that eventually We would be arriving at some place completely different.
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Mar 24, 2010
Mar 24, 2010 at 8:02 PM UTC
If at First I Had Seen You
No blinding light only the wariness of the daily fracture Croydon how I wish it was goodbye you lost your voice  a long time ago. I  remember how our played  out rendezvous stripped away the pretense I have often thought of candle light as a masquerade flickering like a contestant and the only cure is the drifting Coombe Woods where I  can hide under those autumnal leaves, finally letting it go. .
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May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 11:29 AM UTC
Another Drift
owl call gliding over all coyotes feeding yips and howls all this expressed now I can sleep but for jangling metal flagpole careless winds that raise my wariness of flags
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Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 11:22 PM UTC
at desert edge, what sound
"You're so cute", she giggles. "Yes I am", I stand up and flex my muscles. "Liking my boyfriend and **** she blushes and looks to the clouds. "I mean if he makes you happy then bruh heck yea", I flex my muscles again. "I'm afraid he does...", she let's the words linger and sighs. I Furrow my eyebrows and look at her, "You're afraid?"  "Ee mma (yes ma'am ) ", she looks at me then returns her sight to the clouds. I look to the clouds as well, hoping to see or read further into what she's saying.  I see the grey clouds, bland looking, filled with so much mystery, so many questions, will it rain, will it not rain.  I look back at her, "That he makes you happy?, kana I might be reading a tad too much into this" She laughs,"I am, what are you picking up?" I chuckle nervously,"‎That maybe you actually mean that this vast amount of happiness is scary and you don't know what to do with it".  Her ****** expression changes  and her eyes glow with wariness, "Yes, exactly". "I think you should enjoy it or something? I mean remember how we had a conversation and we don't truly believe in it. I think like just embrace it, I don't know how though", I scratch my head shrugging. She looks at me and gives me a sad smile, "I'm enjoying it.. but kana 'monate o hela ka bosula' (Good things always end badly)", she sighs. "That is so true. I mean I don't think we can ever be ready for that so I can't tell you to prepare yourself or always expect the unexpected because regardless of how it is it will always be unexpected. But according to Buddhist or monks they believe that if you imagine the bad to happen then it'll hurt less, I mean sure it may hurt like a ***** but it won't hurt like a mother ****** as it was", I look at her and smile She looks to be in deep though, "Hmn. Monks or Buddhist are smart", she smiles back at me. "Yea", I grin and look back at the clouds
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Sep 21, 2015
Sep 21, 2015 at 3:08 AM UTC
A conversation with Alice part two
"You're so cute", she giggles. "Yes I am", I stand up and flex my muscles. "Liking my boyfriend and **** she blushes and looks to the clouds. "I mean if he makes you happy then bruh heck yea", I flex my muscles again. "I'm afraid he does...", she let's the words linger and sighs. I Furrow my eyebrows and look at her, "You're afraid?"  "Ee mma (yes ma'am ) ", she looks at me then returns her sight to the clouds. I look to the clouds as well, hoping to see or read further into what she's saying.  I see the grey clouds, bland looking, filled with so much mystery, so many questions, will it rain, will it not rain.  I look back at her, "That he makes you happy?, kana I might be reading a tad too much into this" She laughs,"I am, what are you picking up?" I chuckle nervously,"‎That maybe you actually mean that this vast amount of happiness is scary and you don't know what to do with it".  Her ****** expression changes  and her eyes glow with wariness, "Yes, exactly". "I think you should enjoy it or something? I mean remember how we had a conversation and we don't truly believe in it. I think like just embrace it, I don't know how though", I scratch my head shrugging. She looks at me and gives me a sad smile, "I'm enjoying it.. but kana 'monate o hela ka bosula' (Good things always end badly)", she sighs. "That is so true. I mean I don't think we can ever be ready for that so I can't tell you to prepare yourself or always expect the unexpected because regardless of how it is it will always be unexpected. But according to Buddhist or monks they believe that if you imagine the bad to happen then it'll hurt less, I mean sure it may hurt like a ***** but it won't hurt like a mother ****** as it was", I look at her and smile She looks to be in deep though, "Hmn. Monks or Buddhist are smart", she smiles back at me. "Yea", I grin and look back at the clouds
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All poetry, all the time A 24/7 poetical heaven Talking about simple things Wrapped in complexity And efficiently stripping the complex Until even the simpletons understand All sorts of shows For all sorts of people Celebrating all sorts of poems Retrograding avant-garde Mellow love and romance Humour, wit and wariness Rhyme and jive And beatnik flick Imagine radio poetry All poetry, all the time From the poet to the people Linguistic loving listeners Who attentively admire The soft-spoken words of poets Cordially confused Trying to understand Where all of a sudden Those most welcome Listeners came from
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Apr 15, 2016
Apr 15, 2016 at 6:19 AM UTC
Radio Poetry
How I get tangled in myself Like fear mirroring love Reaching and making contact Only to get cut A disillusioned illusion What marks two eyes That are murky sea glass stains Bags that don't leave with sleep Kisses from life Sharp nose Centered forehead crease A wariness not one does Dare to speak How I get tangled in myself Like fear mirroring love Reaching and making contact Only to get cut
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Apr 10, 2017
Apr 10, 2017 at 7:45 PM UTC
Sharp Mirror Like Strings
So we met with Fate And looked him in the eye. So we killed the sleeping dogs And left them there to Lie, Whiteness burying the black, Remeberance forgetting: Truth is in a salad bowl held in heart-shaped setting So we watched the days go by And eventually lost track. So we through the wolves ourselves And then lay there in a stack, Bound head and hand, Our sanity exceeding The wariness of will, And souls bare bleeding.
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Feb 2, 2011
Feb 2, 2011 at 2:46 PM UTC
Faint
The world doesn’t make Sense. It’s not supposed to make Sense. Things change. Time moves. It’s Just the way it is. I guess I like to tell myself that I’m fine with that, but I know I’m not. People drift Off into different directions. They vanish into a world; A twisting world of anonymity, where faces and names Blend together. What scares me about this is that I don’t Want to fall into this pit. Even in a place where the most Exuberant become dull and listless with the weariness of Reality, I would never blend into the wallpaper. I would Always stick out. I am not just some face. I am not just A figure of clay who can be crushed into rebirth. I am Stoic and solid. I am the rock of my soul; the passion of My spirit. I despise red ink, and I live in a world of naivety And wariness. Sometimes I wonder if I’m even awake. Lost Inside a dream. Barefoot, enamored, and hungry for words of Life. Often, I find myself amidst a place too far from my home. I’m small and young, but I crave freedom. I don’t know Where I am, I don’t know where I’ve been, but I know Where I want to be….who I want to be. I want to leave My mark somewhere. I want the world to know that I was here. And so, I spend my time devoting myself to My words. I will utilize my hands, my tools, what I can to make my words alive and Fighting on the page. An artist Is more than just a title; We are the Things that Make life an Interesting and Mixed up place. Artists are the stuff Of dreams and poems, Of mysteries and curiosities. I am an artist. I always will be. I find That in order to be, I must write and make My art. And so, because I must, I shall. I will never stop Or cease to create the things I love. I am here, and through my Poems and my art, I always will be. My words are more than just words.
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Mar 29, 2013
Mar 29, 2013 at 12:12 AM UTC
My Words Are More
The world doesn’t make Sense. It’s not supposed to make Sense. Things change. Time moves. It’s Just the way it is. I guess I like to tell myself that I’m fine with that, but I know I’m not. People drift Off into different directions. They vanish into a world; A twisting world of anonymity, where faces and names Blend together. What scares me about this is that I don’t Want to fall into this pit. Even in a place where the most Exuberant become dull and listless with the weariness of Reality, I would never blend into the wallpaper. I would Always stick out. I am not just some face. I am not just A figure of clay who can be crushed into rebirth. I am Stoic and solid. I am the rock of my soul; the passion of My spirit. I despise red ink, and I live in a world of naivety And wariness. Sometimes I wonder if I’m even awake. Lost Inside a dream. Barefoot, enamored, and hungry for words of Life. Often, I find myself amidst a place too far from my home. I’m small and young, but I crave freedom. I don’t know Where I am, I don’t know where I’ve been, but I know Where I want to be….who I want to be. I want to leave My mark somewhere. I want the world to know that I was here. And so, I spend my time devoting myself to My words. I will utilize my hands, my tools, what I can to make my words alive and Fighting on the page. An artist Is more than just a title; We are the Things that Make life an Interesting and Mixed up place. Artists are the stuff Of dreams and poems, Of mysteries and curiosities. I am an artist. I always will be. I find That in order to be, I must write and make My art. And so, because I must, I shall. I will never stop Or cease to create the things I love. I am here, and through my Poems and my art, I always will be. My words are more than just words.
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you dreamt of him last night. you can't remember what he said but his mouth whispered poetry and his hands made a screenplay. he wrote a note on a napkin with a blue ballpoint pen, you can't recall what it read but such a phrase could start a novel. you crumpled the paper towel in your hand with rage, he ran back into your mind and lit a fire in your heart causing your pulse to waltz and hum to the song that played. you dreamt of him once more for words he said the last time you met his eyes. you were drunk, of course and a sentence can become a masterpiece in the blink of an eye. draining half a bottle of cheap ***** merged with sour lemonade and stale diet coke won't stop you from making similes between running your fingers through his hair and the bubbling sensation of a fizzy drink. i know you tried coffee and it made your hands tremble with a wariness that obliged them to write, and you compared caffeine to his touch and the colour of coffee to the specks in his eyes. i also know cigarettes didn't work, their bitter taste reminds you of the arrogance in his expression when he utters your name, the despise contained in those two words until articulated by his face. you don't need another drug that inspires metaphors longing to be made.   his scent can't be replaced by twelve glasses of perfumed champagne and even if caffeine makes your heart beat faster than he ever did all you see in coffee grounds are his big brown eyes and his chocolate mane. reeking of cigarettes won't do more than cloud your windpipe and put in mind the burn of your hands intertwined. no substance will ever overshadow the drug a human being can come to be and no abstinence syndrome will be as dreadful as waking up from a dream.
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Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 2:05 PM UTC
drug vs. drug
you dreamt of him last night. you can't remember what he said but his mouth whispered poetry and his hands made a screenplay. he wrote a note on a napkin with a blue ballpoint pen, you can't recall what it read but such a phrase could start a novel. you crumpled the paper towel in your hand with rage, he ran back into your mind and lit a fire in your heart causing your pulse to waltz and hum to the song that played. you dreamt of him once more for words he said the last time you met his eyes. you were drunk, of course and a sentence can become a masterpiece in the blink of an eye. draining half a bottle of cheap ***** merged with sour lemonade and stale diet coke won't stop you from making similes between running your fingers through his hair and the bubbling sensation of a fizzy drink. i know you tried coffee and it made your hands tremble with a wariness that obliged them to write, and you compared caffeine to his touch and the colour of coffee to the specks in his eyes. i also know cigarettes didn't work, their bitter taste reminds you of the arrogance in his expression when he utters your name, the despise contained in those two words until articulated by his face. you don't need another drug that inspires metaphors longing to be made.   his scent can't be replaced by twelve glasses of perfumed champagne and even if caffeine makes your heart beat faster than he ever did all you see in coffee grounds are his big brown eyes and his chocolate mane. reeking of cigarettes won't do more than cloud your windpipe and put in mind the burn of your hands intertwined. no substance will ever overshadow the drug a human being can come to be and no abstinence syndrome will be as dreadful as waking up from a dream.
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i hate it when i'm with a group and a person's laugh appears and sounds to be so real but then the smile is quickly wiped off their face as they stare at nothing in particular when the joke's finally said and everybody else is finally done laughing when they aren't aware of my awareness of their wariness
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Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 5:20 AM UTC
2/8/15
Hearing a psyche shatter used to fill me with rapturous delight Leaving nothing but a cheerful laugh, as I sink further into the smoke But living as a silhouette has lost it's ephemeral comfort No longer does this shroud provide security Keeps getting thicker and thicker, but the sense of safety doesn't seem to come back I can feel it seeping into my mind and forcing it's own reality What am I Am I cunning or am I timid Am I controlling these people or am I a slave to my flaws Is this an exit or another artifice Should I wait for someone to save my humanity No You may be able to part this forsaken haze with your sweet breath But I am the only one who can expel this poison from my lungs I will not fear my shadow any longer It shall be behind me, where it belongs Wariness is what I deserve from you, but that too shall blow away in the breeze And when the smoke is finally cleared, I hope you will look to see what remains I pray that you will like whatever I am
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Feb 3, 2012
Feb 3, 2012 at 12:46 AM UTC
Shade of Myself
the paper in front of me remains unsoiled, no traces of muddled thoughts, blunt conviction, or even a speck of wariness. the solace that i had found in creating my own gospels was nowhere to be found. words no longer gushed from the corners of my mouth, nor did it try to burrow into nothingness. no matter how many times i twist and untwist these jumbled letters together, i am woefully greeted with none other than static and white noise.
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Jul 11, 2022
Jul 11, 2022 at 12:52 AM UTC
the death of a writer
You and I are opposed. We are like disparate species, Serving an inverse purpose. Our strange essence seems To set us on polar paths: You are the flight-stream of "SHE". I am the fight-stance of "HE". You wing in the breeze, Brilliant and inspiring, As a Bird of Paradise! Your feminine charisma And intuitive self-expression Looks to all the world As an affirmation of freedom -- Freedom of voice, freedom of velocity, Freedom of line and trajectory. At once so sharp and aerodynamic And again jubilantly hued! A flash of sun-lit feathers, Racing on the wind! Your air-borne voice is a Canto of melodious joy! And your brilliant laugh…Ah! In truth, I swoon to the Hollo of your untethered Celebration, connected, as you are, To your clan of heart-wise purists! Your levity (you levitate!), Your choreographed costumes, Your graceful pace, Your soul-evanescence, Your radiant face! Yet...I stand opposed, it seems, In my direction. I am the Sentinel and I am at war. I stand watch: raised up -- But by a wall atop, not by wings. I see a world of trouble, A world fearful in its enmity. I look only to the perimeter, Scanning for our enemy. I cannot relent from the struggle. I must stand vigilant as I have sworn To protect you and all my tribe. I fight to return to you – To my friends, To my family, To my lovers, To my neighbors – A world inspired by hope; One committed to the healing Of our many wounds. A world grounded in the Recognition of our core Dignity and our highest lights! This charge keeps me on task, Through the dark and cold Silence, before the clash. We see the world from opposing perspectives…but we are tethered To each other by the chains of shared Endeavor: You, with your joy and brilliance, Bringing happiness and creating Family bonds -- bonds of friendship, A shared sense of play and The wonder of human beauty – Me, in sober wariness, Standing watch, atop the wall. I look to the horizon to discover A vision of lasting safety, Justice and peace in our time. It is my duty to serve our people, To serve you, my love and My friend. I serve the hope of a Purposed unity and work to Build a shared prosperity, For our tribe. We are opposed but we also support Each other, as we look above, To and from Our highest (deepest) selves. We scan the heavens for the path To an existence rich In love, wisdom and harmony! We stand together in search Of a place Where human joy Is lived and expressed, For all the world to see!
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Nov 4, 2017
Nov 4, 2017 at 2:09 PM UTC
Chained Together
You and I are opposed. We are like disparate species, Serving an inverse purpose. Our strange essence seems To set us on polar paths: You are the flight-stream of "SHE". I am the fight-stance of "HE". You wing in the breeze, Brilliant and inspiring, As a Bird of Paradise! Your feminine charisma And intuitive self-expression Looks to all the world As an affirmation of freedom -- Freedom of voice, freedom of velocity, Freedom of line and trajectory. At once so sharp and aerodynamic And again jubilantly hued! A flash of sun-lit feathers, Racing on the wind! Your air-borne voice is a Canto of melodious joy! And your brilliant laugh…Ah! In truth, I swoon to the Hollo of your untethered Celebration, connected, as you are, To your clan of heart-wise purists! Your levity (you levitate!), Your choreographed costumes, Your graceful pace, Your soul-evanescence, Your radiant face! Yet...I stand opposed, it seems, In my direction. I am the Sentinel and I am at war. I stand watch: raised up -- But by a wall atop, not by wings. I see a world of trouble, A world fearful in its enmity. I look only to the perimeter, Scanning for our enemy. I cannot relent from the struggle. I must stand vigilant as I have sworn To protect you and all my tribe. I fight to return to you – To my friends, To my family, To my lovers, To my neighbors – A world inspired by hope; One committed to the healing Of our many wounds. A world grounded in the Recognition of our core Dignity and our highest lights! This charge keeps me on task, Through the dark and cold Silence, before the clash. We see the world from opposing perspectives…but we are tethered To each other by the chains of shared Endeavor: You, with your joy and brilliance, Bringing happiness and creating Family bonds -- bonds of friendship, A shared sense of play and The wonder of human beauty – Me, in sober wariness, Standing watch, atop the wall. I look to the horizon to discover A vision of lasting safety, Justice and peace in our time. It is my duty to serve our people, To serve you, my love and My friend. I serve the hope of a Purposed unity and work to Build a shared prosperity, For our tribe. We are opposed but we also support Each other, as we look above, To and from Our highest (deepest) selves. We scan the heavens for the path To an existence rich In love, wisdom and harmony! We stand together in search Of a place Where human joy Is lived and expressed, For all the world to see!
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