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"umbra" poems
Planes streak across the wide October sky– The sun is setting– Contrails stream behind them, glowing scars of the evening. 
 The highest ones, they exhale the day’s gold, pure and sharp like fields of August wheat, dusty and late-summer charred. Redder and lower ones hug the skyline, No cloud to catch them, Fall like meteorites, the slow burn of a dwarf star Memories never print so vividly, slow burn sees fast death, Reds, golds and what's between, A brain is all catch-and-release
 So afterwards what should be left of this? Not but an umbra, Impressionist beauty,
 A mere relief of its source? 
Beauty’s slow fade is not the tragedy, –rather the reverse– That we fade to beauty, To never hold it in full.
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Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 5:09 PM UTC
On an early sunset
In the darkest umbra of a shadow Where time and wraith like dimensions collide Is the place you can find all man’s sorrows And woman’s secrets they’ll never confide In the obscurity of one’s dark gloom In your contrasting reverse projection of self You can envision your impending doom Like a porcelain doll falling from the shelf Trace the outline of your twisted dark shade Chalking the ground where your body will be laid Lying down, your shadow and you become one While you lie dead under the blazing sun
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May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 7:05 PM UTC
Darkest Shadows
You're a painter with brush My face isn't worth painting You're a writer with pen My story isn't worth writing You're a poet with soul My umbra isn't worth rhyming You're a photographer with camera My appearance isn't worth capturing You're a director with 35mm My action isn't worth watching You're the artist I am the creative block
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Jun 18, 2018
Jun 18, 2018 at 11:50 AM UTC
Creative Block
life is a marathon it isn't easy it isn't graceful it isn't pretty times will come which are so dark even the sunniest of days feels cold evil men sow their sins from the shadows and it stops you in your tracks like hitting a runner's wall breathless stinging lungs scream out against the lack of oxygen like silent voices mourning a waking nightmare but even from under the umbra we might find something worth redeeming a helping hand offering us some much needed hydration or friendly words of encouragement from strangers life is a marathon and we can't allow the runner's wall to stop us from moving forward for the sakes of our brothers and sisters who didn't get their fair chance to cross the finish line
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Apr 15, 2013
Apr 15, 2013 at 4:22 PM UTC
Marathon
Were you to ask it query it seek it the answer to my heart is there shade on the eve of love indeed, there is a shade like mountain's umbra a gloom cast from the deep a shadow that cloisters clutches croons in one's ear sorrow of the like one wishes experience only once if at all There is a time to be glad, but not on this eve... Today, we experience love's eclipse a respite from charm and wonder a delay of inevitable passion a somber slow seething slump into a chasm of finite eternity where seconds last years and moments are lifetimes but not cherished times not a calm before the storm it is despair before victory the long sigh of anticipation as one is disemboweled waiting for death's promise a metaphorical death of all our hopes and dreams as the queen of night suffocates our sun on high we dream a waking nightmare but know it only lasts the night And suddenly like the snapping of a finger it appears not sound but light a pinprick and though small it envelopes one's whole mind a shard of light like a rope of hope penetrating your soul you know it the eclipse draws to an end A sliver of its radiant face the sun peeks round the corner of doom smiling wanly at first but as the eclipse abates you know the warmth the curling of fingers around fingers eyes connected you see them as if having waited centuries to see them, despite it being first sight embracing, you are taken adrift into a flight so free that wings are an inconvenience arm in arm with your lover you cascade out into reality up and down and down and up the eclipse is no more love is free a breeze so firm and sweet that your lungs feel brand new your chest swells with pride you're found and you have found together, you and your lover, ascend heaven's heights and dream of eclipses no more Bound in freedom free in mind and soul hearts as one under the sun despair no longer takes its toll...
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Sep 23, 2022
Sep 23, 2022 at 7:32 PM UTC
Love's Eclipse...
Were you to ask it query it seek it the answer to my heart is there shade on the eve of love indeed, there is a shade like mountain's umbra a gloom cast from the deep a shadow that cloisters clutches croons in one's ear sorrow of the like one wishes experience only once if at all There is a time to be glad, but not on this eve... Today, we experience love's eclipse a respite from charm and wonder a delay of inevitable passion a somber slow seething slump into a chasm of finite eternity where seconds last years and moments are lifetimes but not cherished times not a calm before the storm it is despair before victory the long sigh of anticipation as one is disemboweled waiting for death's promise a metaphorical death of all our hopes and dreams as the queen of night suffocates our sun on high we dream a waking nightmare but know it only lasts the night And suddenly like the snapping of a finger it appears not sound but light a pinprick and though small it envelopes one's whole mind a shard of light like a rope of hope penetrating your soul you know it the eclipse draws to an end A sliver of its radiant face the sun peeks round the corner of doom smiling wanly at first but as the eclipse abates you know the warmth the curling of fingers around fingers eyes connected you see them as if having waited centuries to see them, despite it being first sight embracing, you are taken adrift into a flight so free that wings are an inconvenience arm in arm with your lover you cascade out into reality up and down and down and up the eclipse is no more love is free a breeze so firm and sweet that your lungs feel brand new your chest swells with pride you're found and you have found together, you and your lover, ascend heaven's heights and dream of eclipses no more Bound in freedom free in mind and soul hearts as one under the sun despair no longer takes its toll...
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“cold winter sky— where will this wandering beggar grow old?” — Issa I. Stories A ranch north of Spain, his woman, their child... a dream painted over, gone. His... (unrequited) ...own tragedy for himself— young death in Paris. Quiet night at nine, inside a café... gunshots— being... nothingness... II. Histories A cold monochrome, the winter hue of darkness: umbra of despair. Portraits of torment: beggars, drunkards, prostitutes, 1901— Lapis lazuli thinned, turpentined—bleu de France— ennui of sorrow. III. Images Melancholia —the impotence of the will— in Barcelona. Barefoot on the street corner, sitting on the ground, he leaned on nothing. A half-stringed guitar...... Germaine’s ******* distracted him.. he laid his revenge. IV. Meanings No can a beggar... no steel strings a guitarist... —a friend’s eulogy. The cadaverous curves of the bones torqued the flesh— tedium of old age. An allegory: artists, poets, mendicants... ****** or broke oglers? V. The Painting His evocation: the grave of Casagemas— a guilt exorcised. A mute’s discontent, a blind man’s desolation, an oil masterpiece! An old guitarist, blind, begging for an audience— a blue Picasso.
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Jul 28, 2017
Jul 28, 2017 at 7:22 AM UTC
ThE OLd GuiTaRiST
A Lone Walker nowe Ah! Intae Theis Murky Naycht ‘Yont Whin-Rock menacin’, Ewry Wound bygane an’ the Scar Freish Bluid o’ mine fuelin’, Lang, lang, IT! the Blacklyn Howr, Unfathomable, Unearthly, Verra Guid Fyre wearin’, Burnan Hye! Gore o’ mine Awa, awa, IT owre spilled! Soil o’ Alabaster gravin’, An’ abön, Great Orrah! a Presence yirr, Near-hand ay flashin’, Rumblin’, guid tremblin’, Lyke a Rhodium-Demon Hyear Unco! stick-an-stowe towerin’, An’ a Mirror-Vision ay broo! O’ Red Gore fuil an’ pruid! Great Rowth ragin’! Human nae, nae IT laanger! Heyne intae Theis Skye-Mirror, Image o’ mine! nae, nae IT laanger! Ma Rubye Brooch Micht, och! Stylle haiwin', An' wae Veins o’ Deep Lowe imbued, Ma ain stylle! Glamis’ Orrah! Dearest! Athwart ma Solitarye Gait Ays a Storm-Blast fallin’, An’ wnto me! wnto me noo, IT! O’er an’ o’er! Carham’s Scyld-Hel Orrah! Stylle Theis Dangerus! Verra Dangerus, IT! Highlan’ Thwndir-Rode o’ mine Intae Theis Guid Kintra whooshin’, An’ the nae ****** Cauld Landis Micht, Swaird-Wounded, stylle Ironclad Ah! Fore’er unco! wi’in Oun Hye Fyre Thro’ nae croud strollin’, Ays yf frae Hye Þunor His-sel The Lone War-Whisper Weel-Gaun! Wae Thae Verra Woirds o’ Battle-Angyr Lewdlie! Theis Specular Bluish Fyre o’ mine! Thus Thwndir-Taukin’: NUNC IN HOC SIGNO VINCES QUIA FOCUS TEMPESTATIS MODO EST TIBI ET VEXILLA FULMINIS PRODEUNT UNIVERSI IN FERRO CAERULEO SANGUINEQUE AD TE PICTORUM NOCTE TETRA ET IN SPECULO RESULTANTE FORMA THOR GOTHORUM UBI DESCENDET LAETO AB ULTIMA GLITNIR MAGNO MALLEO DEUS FLAVUS QUI ALTO FERRO SECURIQUE TONITRUO INDIGNAM VIAM MALEDIXIT FULMINIS IGITUR TETRA UMBRA TUA ALTA FLAMMA CALIGINEA VEXILLAQUE SUPREMO IGNE OVERMAN ULTOR.
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Jan 23, 2021
Jan 23, 2021 at 6:54 AM UTC
Lone Walker
A Lone Walker nowe Ah! Intae Theis Murky Naycht ‘Yont Whin-Rock menacin’, Ewry Wound bygane an’ the Scar Freish Bluid o’ mine fuelin’, Lang, lang, IT! the Blacklyn Howr, Unfathomable, Unearthly, Verra Guid Fyre wearin’, Burnan Hye! Gore o’ mine Awa, awa, IT owre spilled! Soil o’ Alabaster gravin’, An’ abön, Great Orrah! a Presence yirr, Near-hand ay flashin’, Rumblin’, guid tremblin’, Lyke a Rhodium-Demon Hyear Unco! stick-an-stowe towerin’, An’ a Mirror-Vision ay broo! O’ Red Gore fuil an’ pruid! Great Rowth ragin’! Human nae, nae IT laanger! Heyne intae Theis Skye-Mirror, Image o’ mine! nae, nae IT laanger! Ma Rubye Brooch Micht, och! Stylle haiwin', An' wae Veins o’ Deep Lowe imbued, Ma ain stylle! Glamis’ Orrah! Dearest! Athwart ma Solitarye Gait Ays a Storm-Blast fallin’, An’ wnto me! wnto me noo, IT! O’er an’ o’er! Carham’s Scyld-Hel Orrah! Stylle Theis Dangerus! Verra Dangerus, IT! Highlan’ Thwndir-Rode o’ mine Intae Theis Guid Kintra whooshin’, An’ the nae ****** Cauld Landis Micht, Swaird-Wounded, stylle Ironclad Ah! Fore’er unco! wi’in Oun Hye Fyre Thro’ nae croud strollin’, Ays yf frae Hye Þunor His-sel The Lone War-Whisper Weel-Gaun! Wae Thae Verra Woirds o’ Battle-Angyr Lewdlie! Theis Specular Bluish Fyre o’ mine! Thus Thwndir-Taukin’: NUNC IN HOC SIGNO VINCES QUIA FOCUS TEMPESTATIS MODO EST TIBI ET VEXILLA FULMINIS PRODEUNT UNIVERSI IN FERRO CAERULEO SANGUINEQUE AD TE PICTORUM NOCTE TETRA ET IN SPECULO RESULTANTE FORMA THOR GOTHORUM UBI DESCENDET LAETO AB ULTIMA GLITNIR MAGNO MALLEO DEUS FLAVUS QUI ALTO FERRO SECURIQUE TONITRUO INDIGNAM VIAM MALEDIXIT FULMINIS IGITUR TETRA UMBRA TUA ALTA FLAMMA CALIGINEA VEXILLAQUE SUPREMO IGNE OVERMAN ULTOR.
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Somewhere on the moon last night, Neil Armstrong came back to life and was standing in the middle of the Sea of Tranquility in complete darkness.  His frail, decaying hands that were no doubt filled with formaldehyde, held a rather large and sure-to-be extremely heavy boombox that loomed up and over his head, blasting “Total Eclipse of the Heart” on repeat.  He said that it crossed his mind more than once to replace the six faded white American Flags with the stereo, but ultimately decided against it. In mythology, bleeding is considered to be a feminine attribute:                                        “I bleed, therefore I am.”  (But this is also the downfall of a version of feminism that is not intersecular.)  ((Your lunar cycle does not necessarily need to function in order to be considered a woman.))  (((I am not sure of which, if any, version of feminism Neil Armstrong subscribed to.)))                                                 ­                                          When a woman is bleeding, they say that she is at the height of her power; she is aligned with the tides and the cosmos.  She is celestial.  Blood is sacred, eternal—the very essence of our beings—                                                 ­              ­             but if the Blood Moon was                                                 ­                  really just the moon on her period, what could she do last night she could do at no other point in her life?   Where was her power?  She was isolated,                                                                               forgotten by the sun,                                            hidden away inside the umbra of the earth.   (Which is the part where the masculine power of the sun rejected the most important feminine attribute of the moon.) Michael Collins flew solo around the moon while Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin played with dust and rocks.  For 48 minutes he was completely alone, radio silenced behind the shadow, and he thought about death and being the last man standing from Apollo 11. Inside Neil Armstrong’s speakers, Bonnie Tyler was crooning that                       “your love is like a shadow on me all of the time,” and I have not yet decided if this is                                                                                              good      or      bad.   Instead, I am wondering if Buzz Aldrin feels sore for eternally being second best?  Or if he still thinks that the view from the moon is still one of “magnificent desolation?”  And does he feel this way about all three of his ex-wives?   Do they know that the moon was his first love? We name missions to the moon, to Luna’s surface, to Diana’s territory, after a Greek and Roman god of the sun, when                                                                       wolves howl to the goddess                                                                                        instead.
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Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 8:42 PM UTC
Lunar Menstrual Hut
Somewhere on the moon last night, Neil Armstrong came back to life and was standing in the middle of the Sea of Tranquility in complete darkness.  His frail, decaying hands that were no doubt filled with formaldehyde, held a rather large and sure-to-be extremely heavy boombox that loomed up and over his head, blasting “Total Eclipse of the Heart” on repeat.  He said that it crossed his mind more than once to replace the six faded white American Flags with the stereo, but ultimately decided against it. In mythology, bleeding is considered to be a feminine attribute:                                        “I bleed, therefore I am.”  (But this is also the downfall of a version of feminism that is not intersecular.)  ((Your lunar cycle does not necessarily need to function in order to be considered a woman.))  (((I am not sure of which, if any, version of feminism Neil Armstrong subscribed to.)))                                                 ­                                          When a woman is bleeding, they say that she is at the height of her power; she is aligned with the tides and the cosmos.  She is celestial.  Blood is sacred, eternal—the very essence of our beings—                                                 ­              ­             but if the Blood Moon was                                                 ­                  really just the moon on her period, what could she do last night she could do at no other point in her life?   Where was her power?  She was isolated,                                                                               forgotten by the sun,                                            hidden away inside the umbra of the earth.   (Which is the part where the masculine power of the sun rejected the most important feminine attribute of the moon.) Michael Collins flew solo around the moon while Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin played with dust and rocks.  For 48 minutes he was completely alone, radio silenced behind the shadow, and he thought about death and being the last man standing from Apollo 11. Inside Neil Armstrong’s speakers, Bonnie Tyler was crooning that                       “your love is like a shadow on me all of the time,” and I have not yet decided if this is                                                                                              good      or      bad.   Instead, I am wondering if Buzz Aldrin feels sore for eternally being second best?  Or if he still thinks that the view from the moon is still one of “magnificent desolation?”  And does he feel this way about all three of his ex-wives?   Do they know that the moon was his first love? We name missions to the moon, to Luna’s surface, to Diana’s territory, after a Greek and Roman god of the sun, when                                                                       wolves howl to the goddess                                                                                        instead.
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tented World of Bubbles and critters, monkey-wild, the slant- off, the fathoms of a depth, of Worlds whose histories end in a fraction of what nature does do. Amola mola, designator a bulb of light dangling down to the nauticals, the bubble armoured polyps. The lively cesspool of micro-seamounts, where, once there stood strong a sea-green zoo, now vaguely stands a mineral vestige. Gaia shut off the vent everyone goes away. visited by wraiths -- These black lampreys, hooded and veiled, clustering, cloistering, the successors who they and they only the new deepsea robbers. now a lighter sinking feeling, the demigod sinks hitherto like nature does do. a giant ***** whale dies above Casting its shadow of hope and the wraiths appear in the umbra pushing & shoving for a spot food arrives with a thud; a castle of whale bones as their home they were never so happy. so crazily, thoughtlessly food-driven deepsea "things" swish-swash swish-swash goes the weird fish circus, and then, crazily so upon their trophy, the mirror wraiths, of a bubbled World feed in frenzy.
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Dec 21, 2012
Dec 21, 2012 at 11:23 PM UTC
Bubble World
I’m indebted to the Oxford Dictionary of Quotations, 4th Edition 1996 **Ab Imo Pectore A**b imo pectore, Blandae mendacia linguae, Cadit quaestio, Desunt cetera. E*st modus in rebus. Faber est quisque fortunae suae, Gigni de nihilo nihilum, in nihilum nil posse reverti. Hic finis fandi, Interdum stultus bene loquitur? Jacta interdum est alea, Labuntur et imputantur. Magni nominis umbra, Nec scire fas est omnia, Omne crede diem tibi diluxisse supremun, Pallida mors aequo pulsat pauperum tabernas regumque turres; Quid rides, mutato nominee de te fibula narrator, Res ipsa loquitur. Solvitur ambulando… Tempora mutantur, nos et matamur in illis. Urbi et orbi, Vestigia nulla retrorsum.* From The Bottom Of The Heart From the bottom of the heart,  the falsehoods of a smooth tongue, The question drops, the rest is wanting. There is a balance in all things, every man is the creator of his own fate. From nothing, nothing can come, into nothing, nothing can return. Let there be an end to talking, for who can tell when a fool speaks the truth? The die is sometimes already cast, A moment comes and goes, and is laid to our account. From the smallest shadow to the mightiest name, No one can claim to know all things, I believe that every day that dawns may be my last, Pale death knocks impartially at both poor and rich men’s houses; Don’t laugh, change the name and the story is yours, It’s so obvious, it speaks for itself. As the concept of motion is proven by walking… So in time all things change, as we must, in time, all change. And to all the world, There’s no turning back. Ab Imo Pectore / From The Bottom Of The Heart Ab imo pectore, From the bottom of the heart, Blandae mendacia linguae,   The falsehoods of a smooth tongue, Cadit quaestio, The question drops, Desunt cetera. The rest is found wanting. Est modus in rebus, There is a balance in all things, Faber est quisque fortunae suae. Every man is the creator of his own fate. Gigni de nihilo nihilum, in nihilum nil posse reverti. From nothing, nothing can come, into nothing, nothing can return.   Hic finis fandi, Let there be an end to talking, Interdum stultus bene loquitur? For who can tell when a fool speaks the truth? Jacta interdum est alea. The die is sometimes already cast, Labuntur et imputantur. A moment comes and goes, and is laid to our account. Magni nominis umbra, From the smallest shadow to the mightiest name, Nec scire fas est omnia, No one can claim to know all things, Omne crede diem tibi diluxisse supremun, I believe that every day that dawns may be my last, Pallida  mors aequo pulsat pauperum tabernas regumque turres; Pale death knocks impartially at both poor man and rich men’s houses; Quid rides, mutato nominee de te fibula narrator, Don’t laugh, change the name and the story is yours, Res ipsa loquitur. It’s so obvious, that it speaks for itself. Solvitur ambulando… As the concept of motion is proven by walking… Tempora mutantur, nos et matamur in illis. So in time all things change, as we must, in time, all change. Urbi et orbi, And to all the world, Vestigia nulla retrorsum. There’s no turning back. r10.1
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Nov 27, 2013
Nov 27, 2013 at 6:41 PM UTC
Ab Imo Pectore / From The Bottom Of The Heart
I’m indebted to the Oxford Dictionary of Quotations, 4th Edition 1996 **Ab Imo Pectore A**b imo pectore, Blandae mendacia linguae, Cadit quaestio, Desunt cetera. E*st modus in rebus. Faber est quisque fortunae suae, Gigni de nihilo nihilum, in nihilum nil posse reverti. Hic finis fandi, Interdum stultus bene loquitur? Jacta interdum est alea, Labuntur et imputantur. Magni nominis umbra, Nec scire fas est omnia, Omne crede diem tibi diluxisse supremun, Pallida mors aequo pulsat pauperum tabernas regumque turres; Quid rides, mutato nominee de te fibula narrator, Res ipsa loquitur. Solvitur ambulando… Tempora mutantur, nos et matamur in illis. Urbi et orbi, Vestigia nulla retrorsum.* From The Bottom Of The Heart From the bottom of the heart,  the falsehoods of a smooth tongue, The question drops, the rest is wanting. There is a balance in all things, every man is the creator of his own fate. From nothing, nothing can come, into nothing, nothing can return. Let there be an end to talking, for who can tell when a fool speaks the truth? The die is sometimes already cast, A moment comes and goes, and is laid to our account. From the smallest shadow to the mightiest name, No one can claim to know all things, I believe that every day that dawns may be my last, Pale death knocks impartially at both poor and rich men’s houses; Don’t laugh, change the name and the story is yours, It’s so obvious, it speaks for itself. As the concept of motion is proven by walking… So in time all things change, as we must, in time, all change. And to all the world, There’s no turning back. Ab Imo Pectore / From The Bottom Of The Heart Ab imo pectore, From the bottom of the heart, Blandae mendacia linguae,   The falsehoods of a smooth tongue, Cadit quaestio, The question drops, Desunt cetera. The rest is found wanting. Est modus in rebus, There is a balance in all things, Faber est quisque fortunae suae. Every man is the creator of his own fate. Gigni de nihilo nihilum, in nihilum nil posse reverti. From nothing, nothing can come, into nothing, nothing can return.   Hic finis fandi, Let there be an end to talking, Interdum stultus bene loquitur? For who can tell when a fool speaks the truth? Jacta interdum est alea. The die is sometimes already cast, Labuntur et imputantur. A moment comes and goes, and is laid to our account. Magni nominis umbra, From the smallest shadow to the mightiest name, Nec scire fas est omnia, No one can claim to know all things, Omne crede diem tibi diluxisse supremun, I believe that every day that dawns may be my last, Pallida  mors aequo pulsat pauperum tabernas regumque turres; Pale death knocks impartially at both poor man and rich men’s houses; Quid rides, mutato nominee de te fibula narrator, Don’t laugh, change the name and the story is yours, Res ipsa loquitur. It’s so obvious, that it speaks for itself. Solvitur ambulando… As the concept of motion is proven by walking… Tempora mutantur, nos et matamur in illis. So in time all things change, as we must, in time, all change. Urbi et orbi, And to all the world, Vestigia nulla retrorsum. There’s no turning back. r10.1
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A student of mine sat on the steps Clenched, clammy, and bulging with strained strength Periodically overcome by shadows of pathology This night he begged for help through gaps of cyclical consciousness A funeral trail for clarity ambled solemnly to the gymnasium He was surrounded, and they plotted, and advanced, and he was engulfed They were upon him like a ****** seeking seed or vulture carrion He seized on an arched back and suffered under octodemons On that hard wood floor under dead bulbs that swung like momentous pendulums My student transformed into a tiger leaking rage from rusty cage Explained in eloquent detail and prophetic tone his will to **** Blacking out to full extent He was amygdala, he was instinct Battling grown poachers until they stole his fearsome fangs Clipped his claws, and painted over his stripes with calm When contained, vicious umbra cat turned tranquil We sat circular and played lobster ball pass with our toes And talked about buses to New York His mother taught him to be a songbird While the streets moved his feet Goodnight Archery, we hugged I wonder how he's Breathing
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Sep 12, 2011
Sep 12, 2011 at 8:24 PM UTC
112. Tiger 9/13/11
This is ancient land, this is        hallowed ground, this is 21 kilometers worth of tunnels.   Blood stops flowing after death                                                           because the heart is no longer beating; no longer forcing blood to gush through veins and arteries and vessels.   It gets lazy, becomes stagnant.   Slowly slides down to the                                                lowest point on the body; creates a                                           reddish purple discoloration on the skin similar to a bruise, but not quite the same thing.             This is what I imagine the fifth level of the catacombs to look like:                                            a reddish purple discoloration                                           spread across my mother’s back.   This is what I see when I close my eyes and rub them a bit too hard for a bit too long.  This is what I see when I look into a hole in the stone walls that is big enough to fit an infant.  This is what I see in the reflection of the Trevi Fountain.  This is what I see when I try to remember the shape of my mother’s sleeping body as it curled in on itself on top of a flat hospital mattress.   The color of death is not black, is not white.  The color of death is the color of blood: the way it looks through the skin after having                                                        hours and                                                                             days and                                  weeks to slowly slink down into the lowest bend of the body.   This is the reddish umbra of the earth that the                                                                              eclipsed moon hides behind.   This is my body given for you.   Take and eat.                                                     Do this is the remembrance of                                                                                                                 me.
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Jan 26, 2016
Jan 26, 2016 at 6:40 PM UTC
A Very Dead Pope Sixtus II Passing Out Communion in the Crypt of the Popes
This is ancient land, this is        hallowed ground, this is 21 kilometers worth of tunnels.   Blood stops flowing after death                                                           because the heart is no longer beating; no longer forcing blood to gush through veins and arteries and vessels.   It gets lazy, becomes stagnant.   Slowly slides down to the                                                lowest point on the body; creates a                                           reddish purple discoloration on the skin similar to a bruise, but not quite the same thing.             This is what I imagine the fifth level of the catacombs to look like:                                            a reddish purple discoloration                                           spread across my mother’s back.   This is what I see when I close my eyes and rub them a bit too hard for a bit too long.  This is what I see when I look into a hole in the stone walls that is big enough to fit an infant.  This is what I see in the reflection of the Trevi Fountain.  This is what I see when I try to remember the shape of my mother’s sleeping body as it curled in on itself on top of a flat hospital mattress.   The color of death is not black, is not white.  The color of death is the color of blood: the way it looks through the skin after having                                                        hours and                                                                             days and                                  weeks to slowly slink down into the lowest bend of the body.   This is the reddish umbra of the earth that the                                                                              eclipsed moon hides behind.   This is my body given for you.   Take and eat.                                                     Do this is the remembrance of                                                                                                                 me.
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Fandango cartography Dance of our lives Verbarxenelasia breast but not thigh Ruricolist unmentionables off to the side Blowlamp irradiance, pistil niche guide Sacerdotal ceremony the cloven hoof of ******* saints Intrinsic allegory to despoil trust and heart deflate Inaudible uproarious potvaliant jingoism schism Suppurateing deep held fears ungrounded sparks annihilate
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Mar 15, 2014
Mar 15, 2014 at 8:25 PM UTC
In umbra of a women's mind
A thunderous silence deafens the night until wild wolves’ melancholy melody heralds the ebony darkness born at the coming of the moon. Trees are plunged into the void of nightfall, the whispers of twilight awaken as the presence of pale moonlight pierces the wisps of solemn clouds. The lunar light defies the darkness, and melts into the dense mist leaving silvery light hovering over the landscape, banishing the decay of midnight’s umbra.
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Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 3:53 PM UTC
Untitled
Hey there old friend let's startover again Things have been said Things have been read I know I've said I hate you That was a bad thing to do And I know you don't care so like... Whatever right We both believed the others lies Neither one was originally untrue I don't know cause I'm not you But... did your heart break too Ohh-oh-ohh I don't know I don't care I just don't know what to do I really want to forgive you But I don't want to leave the past behind What the hell, what the hell is wrong with me Cause I know you see it Or maybe you don't I don't know But I really hope you won't Find out why I... I can't seem to make up my mind Can't help but tell the truth I can't decide how to feel about you Just like an angel I've fallen from grace but the lies that we told are just all over the place What the hell, yeah what the hell Why did you follow me when I fell Now what the hell is wrong with me I still don't know so just let me be alone But I still want you here So just go away I can't make up my mind Please I want you to stay I want to forget what you look like Let me take your picture so I'll never forget your face I can't stand your voice now Can you record a song for me I'll never know where we went wrong But the memory of it is still fresh in my brain I hate that you lied But I love how you told the truth You messed with me and can't forgive that But I can forgive you Except I don't and yet I really do I can't tell you how much I hate you but maybe that's because I don't So please get out of my life And promise to talk to me everyday Don't I know how do I feel feel how I do I Don't Know Unless I... Dog Ostrich Nutcracker Turtle Radical Elephant Antelope Lion Lemonade Yak Western Asp Nocturnal Tick Tock Old Frog Octagon Rail Glitch Everywhere Totally Article Bonfire Ogre Utter Tech Yodel Obtuse Umbra Yea Ectoplasm Tome
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Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 8:51 PM UTC
Start Over
Hey there old friend let's startover again Things have been said Things have been read I know I've said I hate you That was a bad thing to do And I know you don't care so like... Whatever right We both believed the others lies Neither one was originally untrue I don't know cause I'm not you But... did your heart break too Ohh-oh-ohh I don't know I don't care I just don't know what to do I really want to forgive you But I don't want to leave the past behind What the hell, what the hell is wrong with me Cause I know you see it Or maybe you don't I don't know But I really hope you won't Find out why I... I can't seem to make up my mind Can't help but tell the truth I can't decide how to feel about you Just like an angel I've fallen from grace but the lies that we told are just all over the place What the hell, yeah what the hell Why did you follow me when I fell Now what the hell is wrong with me I still don't know so just let me be alone But I still want you here So just go away I can't make up my mind Please I want you to stay I want to forget what you look like Let me take your picture so I'll never forget your face I can't stand your voice now Can you record a song for me I'll never know where we went wrong But the memory of it is still fresh in my brain I hate that you lied But I love how you told the truth You messed with me and can't forgive that But I can forgive you Except I don't and yet I really do I can't tell you how much I hate you but maybe that's because I don't So please get out of my life And promise to talk to me everyday Don't I know how do I feel feel how I do I Don't Know Unless I... Dog Ostrich Nutcracker Turtle Radical Elephant Antelope Lion Lemonade Yak Western Asp Nocturnal Tick Tock Old Frog Octagon Rail Glitch Everywhere Totally Article Bonfire Ogre Utter Tech Yodel Obtuse Umbra Yea Ectoplasm Tome
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Balmy days             bound in Arcadia's summer; lightly whispered             secrets, drifting beside forgotten pathways             sheltered in the umbra of nooks and hedgerows,             breathlessly confide Stolen dreams             awaken sultry mornings where love erupts             from ripened seed to bloom, eliciting             a fondness and a fawning that summer's end             is fated to consume Timeless moments             captured for eternity within ring-             binders of the living trees, Arcadia's             old sentinels take pity on lovers             lorn of keepsake memories Summer fades             yet ever in Arcadia, summer shields             the land from autumn gloom and lovers lorn             will ever have a place here, where summer             keeps a vigil on their tomb
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Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 3:07 AM UTC
Summer in Arcadia
If she gathers enough sticks, she'll be able to get the fire going real nice; enough to see her hand in front of her face for a change. She's been scratching around in the dark, wide-eyed and ravenous, feeling the ground for wood for what seems like hours. Her fingers start to blister and sting from the friction and the grinding of her begging and pleading for just one measly spark. It's been like this since that day when everything was still pretty nice in her podunk town where she was known as the black sheep. That day, that day, in late April, when she raised her hand up stuck out her thumb and blotted out the sun. She woke up with dirt under her nails and pulled a lock of hair out that was starting to mat. She went to sleep with dirt under her nails. She went to sleep hungry and now she chews on anything that moves in the umbra that couldn't be too far from where she used to live. Dead leaf blankets- "Are the trees still alive? What did the forest smell like, sound like, at high noon?" "What were colors? Light-lovers and their shrieking tears filled with nostalgic longing for magical, pretty un-black; privileges". Sanctum in the murk. She walks tonight, but not far. "I am the mother of the moth, and the sudden ritenuto". ) o ( ●
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Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 6:35 AM UTC
Dirt Under Her Nails
The first sinking dismay she had in her humdrum life was the first bongless time when she heard herself cry. The swallow of a muttered moan following a stricken strife like a shade hurtling the shadows, a last dismaying gasp. Where the zephyr in southerly arms die where the nymph shrivels on a thirsty desire where the Wheel crashes on a pallid meadow where the plucked wings of the Dove fly? Where the shadow of the bear downed stone will dim my own umbra, eventide's gravedigger brooding on a fractured glass? Lights' eyes queller the lips' ballad subduer, ripper of the flock's strokes. Your own stonewalling dismay is double-crosser of a sea of dust chalk, drowning feeble lying fireflies... twinkling the sneers of your eclipse. -Follow, follow her shadow calling your own void from afar. Where the wild lilacs the foggy crucify where the stinging memory stirs dawdling desires where a stabbing thought make the blurred red rock dance dance in an **** between the answer and the why.
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Oct 17, 2012
Oct 17, 2012 at 1:08 PM UTC
The twelfth trice
Shadows with golden eyes.. taking the souls of children.. They have been around since the earth was born.. They are trying to get back home.. They are a race of umbra solace. They hail from their once beautiful planet we call the moon.. There was a great war between Earth and Darkenenihs. The earth people used an ultimate weapon of light that shined away nearly all of the life Darkenenihs once had. But not without consequence. The aftermath was a dead planet we call the moon today.. the survivors became golden eyed shadows.. and they have found a way to rebuild their home with the souls of our children..
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May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 2:08 PM UTC
Golden eyed shadows
Sunken sunlight fades, leaking gold, Dappled shadows cast, dips and dells, Greenery wrought grey, primeval, Crisp and still whispers, secrets kept. Within arching sky, cold tears fall, Ponderous clouds glow, high above, Glistening crescent, heralds night, Chaos of umbra, caught ablaze. Shimmer scaled sea, cobalt cold, Encroaching absence, losing bright, Black ascendancy, the end shade, Distant lights ignite, dark flowers bloom.
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Jan 27, 2013
Jan 27, 2013 at 5:07 AM UTC
Twilight - dark flowers bloom.
Careful casting blessings in tongues not truly understood It's said there is a serpent that entangles dragon's blood And spitfire be a voice so loose with foolish finds Looking towards inviting angels, but be the demons in disguise Karmic value matters in existence past the alibis So negligent some limbs behave upon the Tree of Life Do you count the numbers or apply them? Do the readings code the river stream? Divine and simple too easy to believe I'm starting to think that many will not in aeons, come to perceive Regressing back into the caves To fight the tigers with their blades Spirit can always evolve, but beside the spirit remains an umbra The serpent that binds as the helix to merge with yours Through the jungles in your mind and beneath your ocean's floor Tempting to eliminate duality in disavowing ways But comes the wave and overstep of the orchestra's score Written by the master architect to arrest ophidian psyche force
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Oct 22, 2013
Oct 22, 2013 at 2:05 AM UTC
Obverse Hellion
Hanging by the post box red front door Since 71 A long trench coat, shade of green With flat cap on top, peak smudged From fingers that had gripped Pulled it from a head, Both, an umbra of post war world gloom To the boy, now the man who looks at it Memories contained within its pockets and creases Of boiled sweets handed to his bairns Of neatly folded plastic bags, For the necessary emergencies He was so convinced he’d meet Of hands that belonged to the coat, Strong, firm that tousled this man’s hair, Yet gentle and playful, full of fun Of the head that wore the cap, the grin, The mischievous glint, when his Peg wasn’t looking As he slipped some coins into this boy’s tiny hand Stories told, of times before the war, Of stopping trams, driving pigs through N’castle As a butcher’s Boy, on slaughter day Of the day he met his Meg, down by the coast Of showing off, and coming a cropper And oh, how his Meg laughed A coat holding so much of the past, Of shipbuilding by the dark, ***** Tyne, Boats that loomed over the houses Taking this boy to see them launch Dreaming of exotic, oriental places He would never visit Of betting slips, crumpled in pockets From long gone nags, who caught his eye Torn envelopes with Megs writing, Bread - brown, tin of carnation milk (small) Rich tea, sultanas, flour – plain A use for his plastic bags,
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Dec 13, 2015
Dec 13, 2015 at 10:40 AM UTC
Granda's Coat (draft)
We were scattered across the globe like ashes. Every muscle, every joint, every bone and vessel dissolved into a heap of powder small enough to hold in your palm And we threw ourselves to the wind to be blown all over the world Eventually, we will grow old together deep down in the soil and in between layers of sand and rock. Our fingers will turn into root and once again intertwine. But for now we are particles of the earth, lost to each other and ourselves Ashes.
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Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 11:11 PM UTC
Pulvis et umbra sumus