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"shames" poems
the rude gesture when one seeks the inelegant simplicity of no words; no words suffice to say, magnitude of some offenses requires physicality; a physicality that injures nothing but the surrounding atmosphere of its pride for it’s pride that goeth before the fall, the pursuit of dishonor and dishonoring, given that, it shames the giver as much if not more so dishonor for words are our truest masters I'd rather you gave a round shout out of **** you, for as the parents say these days use your words rather than show me your nail chewed runty midfielder ah, words...I do so love them beasties
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May 8, 2018
May 8, 2018 at 1:00 PM UTC
flipping the bird
This sunlight shames November where he grieves In dead red leaves, and will not let him shun The day, though bough with bough be over-run. But with a blessing every glade receives High salutation; while from hillock-eaves The deer gaze calling, dappled white and dun, As if, being foresters of old, the sun Had marked them with the shade of forest-leaves. Here dawn to-day unveiled her magic glass; Here noon now gives the thirst and takes the dew; Till eve bring rest when other good things pass. And here the lost hours the lost hours renew While I still lead my shadow o’er the grass, Nor know, for longing, that which I should do.
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Autumn Idleness
Hellfire do not go out! Please just stay as you are Once in the flames I wander through an answerless world All the embers burning all the people are turning, trying to get away.. Hellfire do not go out! Please just stay as you are No matter how much they walk, no matter how far... In the end they are consumed by these merciless flames Burnt away, until not even their names, Are remembered here, in this world full of shames As the fire burns I ask myself wether this is a nightmare or not And as it consumes my very soul and makes me then rot I begin to then understand my very purpose, my destiny Just being fuel for that fire to burn is what was planned for me Oh Hellfire, will you go out ? No, once you are about to go out, you just keep roaring loud Come back hotter, more painful than I can take My body is burning up, I think my mind is going to break And as this torture goes on I wished I would be gone ~ Umi
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Jan 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018 at 5:49 PM UTC
Hellfire (2)
The velvet blush of sunrise, Shames the brightest of stars.
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May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 9:11 PM UTC
Blush (10W)
I LEAGUERED in fire The wild black promontories of the coast extend Their savage silhouettes; The sun in universal carnage sets, And, halting higher, The motionless storm-clouds mass their sullen threats, Like an advancing mob in sword-points penned, That, balked, yet stands at bay. Mid-zenith hangs the fascinated day In wind-lustrated hollows crystalline, A wan valkyrie whose wide pinions shine Across the ensanguined ruins of the fray, And in her lifted hand swings high o'erhead, Above the waste of war, The silver torch-light of the evening star Wherewith to search the faces of the dead. II Lagooned in gold, Seem not those jetty promontories rather The outposts of some ancient land forlorn, Uncomforted of morn, Where old oblivions gather, The melancholy, unconsoling fold Of all things that go utterly to death And mix no more, no more With life's perpetually awakening breath? Shall Time not ferry me to such a shore, Over such sailless seas, To walk with hope's slain importunities In miserable marriage? Nay, shall not All things be there forgot, Save the sea's golden barrier and the black Closecrouching promontories? Dead to all shames, forgotten of all glories, Shall I not wander there, a shadow's shade, A spectre self-destroyed, So purged of all remembrance and ****** back Into the primal void, That should we on that shore phantasmal meet I should not know the coming of your feet?
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An Autumn Sunset
Love too much Hurt too much Always needing a heart to touch Limitless sources of abundance so clear No ability to cause you harm or unnecessary fear Sometimes momentary blindness, inability to truly hear Critical lapses of  excruciating, intensity from my vivid past Try, as I might, to make the most healthy relationship last As days turn into nights, I wish a moment of bliss with you that would last. Not sure anymore, of anything that is real Putrid, agonizing, annoyance seems to keep me off keel Hoping, dreaming and wanting for my positive feelings to be real Lustful thoughts of our time together feel ****** and surreal In the midst of the anger and bitterness,  I realize I am able to feel. Seductive, entranced, mesmorized with true love stamped within our hearts, forever sealed. The dripping of the lukewarm indecision has grown old, decrepit and shames me in despair Ready now for the realness of  a soul mate, never knowing one that cared. So here it goes, where it ends, know one knows… now that my soul has been given and shared. In the end, where I have always been Crushed within the lions den Here I am, nothing hidden, never knowing the why and when. My heart is now yours and given of my free will Never again will I have to trudge up the loneliness hill. The love that I seek has been found in you With a light in our eyes, yours sparkling blue. The things in my past that riddled me with fear When the darkness replaced the light is no longer here. I'm trusting you to love me and hope it is true. This poem was written especially for you.
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Dec 28, 2012
Dec 28, 2012 at 1:21 PM UTC
CRUSHED WITHIN THE LIONS DEN
Love too much Hurt too much Always needing a heart to touch Limitless sources of abundance so clear No ability to cause you harm or unnecessary fear Sometimes momentary blindness, inability to truly hear Critical lapses of  excruciating, intensity from my vivid past Try, as I might, to make the most healthy relationship last As days turn into nights, I wish a moment of bliss with you that would last. Not sure anymore, of anything that is real Putrid, agonizing, annoyance seems to keep me off keel Hoping, dreaming and wanting for my positive feelings to be real Lustful thoughts of our time together feel ****** and surreal In the midst of the anger and bitterness,  I realize I am able to feel. Seductive, entranced, mesmorized with true love stamped within our hearts, forever sealed. The dripping of the lukewarm indecision has grown old, decrepit and shames me in despair Ready now for the realness of  a soul mate, never knowing one that cared. So here it goes, where it ends, know one knows… now that my soul has been given and shared. In the end, where I have always been Crushed within the lions den Here I am, nothing hidden, never knowing the why and when. My heart is now yours and given of my free will Never again will I have to trudge up the loneliness hill. The love that I seek has been found in you With a light in our eyes, yours sparkling blue. The things in my past that riddled me with fear When the darkness replaced the light is no longer here. I'm trusting you to love me and hope it is true. This poem was written especially for you.
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Who can tell? Whether malice has its own purity? If odor has its own fragrant smell? Does right wrong right Or wrong right wrong? Could darkness have its own light? What do you know? Guilt might have its own innocence For all you know Humility and modesty Could just be a show This is how life is You either laugh hard Or you cry in pain You love too much Or you die in vain If you don’t make someone smile You end up being a bore If you dress up too guile You are tagged a ***** You may be very pretty but deceitful in act You may be called ugly but are beautiful in fact In sadness you’re creative In happiness well that is tentative and yet sans it too you may appear narrative If you know too much you realize how less you knew If you are too ignorant you realize that all lies are just few Humor shames trivialities Irony is the truth about absurdities We scorn at all harsh realities So we smile at its mockeries Could love really be true? And hatred absolutely false? Is sadness a gloom Covered in joy so sparse like a dull audience forced in its applause? Without a doubt A truth has a lie hidden Simply because The mirror isn’t clear It hides many flaws and your aesthetic sin deep within If you counted the seconds and minutes and the hours Will you still be wasting time? Or would you still have to make an orange juice out of a dainty lime? What’s rhetoric if a question has an answer if silence it’s own message and guns and bullets its own power? What’s the point If you’re devising a plan for your future to become a big man And you still say that you don’t know what might happen tomorrow That it all looks bleak and dark And you sit there not working hard you crib and worry and fake a smile to everyone you appear as blithe as a lark We dwell with glee In a world where two extremes meet Order deals with its chaos And chaos struggles for order Everyone fights for the latter And to straighten an imbalanced balance and dispel a dulcet clatter.
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Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 6:26 AM UTC
Nebulous.
Who can tell? Whether malice has its own purity? If odor has its own fragrant smell? Does right wrong right Or wrong right wrong? Could darkness have its own light? What do you know? Guilt might have its own innocence For all you know Humility and modesty Could just be a show This is how life is You either laugh hard Or you cry in pain You love too much Or you die in vain If you don’t make someone smile You end up being a bore If you dress up too guile You are tagged a ***** You may be very pretty but deceitful in act You may be called ugly but are beautiful in fact In sadness you’re creative In happiness well that is tentative and yet sans it too you may appear narrative If you know too much you realize how less you knew If you are too ignorant you realize that all lies are just few Humor shames trivialities Irony is the truth about absurdities We scorn at all harsh realities So we smile at its mockeries Could love really be true? And hatred absolutely false? Is sadness a gloom Covered in joy so sparse like a dull audience forced in its applause? Without a doubt A truth has a lie hidden Simply because The mirror isn’t clear It hides many flaws and your aesthetic sin deep within If you counted the seconds and minutes and the hours Will you still be wasting time? Or would you still have to make an orange juice out of a dainty lime? What’s rhetoric if a question has an answer if silence it’s own message and guns and bullets its own power? What’s the point If you’re devising a plan for your future to become a big man And you still say that you don’t know what might happen tomorrow That it all looks bleak and dark And you sit there not working hard you crib and worry and fake a smile to everyone you appear as blithe as a lark We dwell with glee In a world where two extremes meet Order deals with its chaos And chaos struggles for order Everyone fights for the latter And to straighten an imbalanced balance and dispel a dulcet clatter.
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Evidently it was meant to be. Long before I was born my DNA sat on a shelf in God's laboratory, a sticky note attached, name, date of birth, perhaps a tiny alarm to notify the lab of inception. God doesn't lose things and God doesn’t forget. It must be for a reason and it must be meant to be. A critical piece of who I am. I should show a little pride because as they say God don't make no ****** But I’m a little late to the party.. *The party that celebrates those who choose to be identified by a gender other than the one they were born with, but shames anyone who struggles with substance abuse.* I'm having trouble understanding the difference. If I were to gather my drug addled friends and march down the street with banners and signs demanding the right to openly inject mind altering substances into my veins I would be seen as a criminal and a derelict even though my constant struggle came right off the shelf of God’s laboratory where my sticky noted DNA sat right next to yours. I guess I shouldn't care what people think.. I know my rights, and I demand to be accepted, NO, praised for coming out so bravely, carrying a new flag, flaunting in the streets, paving the way for future generations of addicts. I will take my God given DNA out of the dark and go out into light, light so bright you'll be forced to accept it. accept my sickness! embrace it! this is in my DNA, God made me this way so it must be ok. I feel better now. I no longer feel guilty, or depressed, or weak, or wrong, or immoral, No longer do I need to contain it. no longer do I need to be shamed. I am an addict and I am beautiful. Just like you.
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Oct 19, 2018
Oct 19, 2018 at 12:34 PM UTC
Comparing DNA
Evidently it was meant to be. Long before I was born my DNA sat on a shelf in God's laboratory, a sticky note attached, name, date of birth, perhaps a tiny alarm to notify the lab of inception. God doesn't lose things and God doesn’t forget. It must be for a reason and it must be meant to be. A critical piece of who I am. I should show a little pride because as they say God don't make no ****** But I’m a little late to the party.. *The party that celebrates those who choose to be identified by a gender other than the one they were born with, but shames anyone who struggles with substance abuse.* I'm having trouble understanding the difference. If I were to gather my drug addled friends and march down the street with banners and signs demanding the right to openly inject mind altering substances into my veins I would be seen as a criminal and a derelict even though my constant struggle came right off the shelf of God’s laboratory where my sticky noted DNA sat right next to yours. I guess I shouldn't care what people think.. I know my rights, and I demand to be accepted, NO, praised for coming out so bravely, carrying a new flag, flaunting in the streets, paving the way for future generations of addicts. I will take my God given DNA out of the dark and go out into light, light so bright you'll be forced to accept it. accept my sickness! embrace it! this is in my DNA, God made me this way so it must be ok. I feel better now. I no longer feel guilty, or depressed, or weak, or wrong, or immoral, No longer do I need to contain it. no longer do I need to be shamed. I am an addict and I am beautiful. Just like you.
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In the height of summer The pond shrunk to a hyacinth heart. The kingfishers left for crystal streams Village belles no more washed their hidden shames Kids broke their frolics on her kissing splashes And men dipped not in her to whisper secrets. She prayed to hold through all the pains. The sky heard her and sent her rains.
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Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 11:19 AM UTC
The Hyacinth Heart
Bleed me dry Take all that remains Carry my corpse And take the burden of my shames An empty shell of what used to be So beautiful but so damaged was she Never would have that we would be I needed you more than words can describe My everything, my eternal lullaby Quietly rearranging the pieces of me Never causing commotion Only bringing out emotions never before seen Tainted, touched Your distress equated to my lust Armed with your pain Slicing and dicing hoping to never hit a vein Your words evaded, while my mind corroded Slowly dipping into insanity Please please don't take me Pleading for a retrieve I only wanted you to receive All of the pent up love Inside of me, just waiting to be released I deemed you worthy of it all Now we tumble as we both take the fall Graceful we are not Both of us ****** up from the start Bleak and diseased does our love grow Two bludgeoned bodies trying to make it through I promised I would never leave you Only to be deceived by you You understand my pain and yet here we are I'm ending up with even more scars While you look on from afar But it's okay because I was already dead anyway
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Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 8:22 PM UTC
Bleed
Part of me says stay small, part go big Part says eat your fill, part don’t pig Kenko says: long life brings many shames I say the gray sky brings winter, no blame The impassable mountains we revere Moderate the force of wind and water Get the cement truck into the refrigerator We shall honor all of life sooner or later Anything can happen if you don’t resist To get lucky you gotta be careful first You discover dying’s much like living Who should I thank for the pity of things? O to have the smile of a lover Who wouldn’t rather be elsewhere!
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Jun 13, 2023
Jun 13, 2023 at 6:23 AM UTC
The Pity of Things
Is it thy will thy image should keep open My heavy eyelids to the weary night? Dost thou desire my slumbers should be broken While shadows like to thee do mock my sight? Is it thy spirit that thou send’st from thee So far from home into my deeds to pry, To find out shames and idle hours in me, The scope and tenure of thy jealousy? O, no, thy love, though much, is not so great; It is my love that keeps mine eye awake, Mine own true love that doth my rest defeat, To play the watchman ever for thy sake. For thee watch I whilst thou dost wake elsewhere, From me far off, with others all too near.
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Sonnet 061: Is It Thy Will Thy Image Should Keep Open
Please remember to remember not to forget to remember We braced the chill and last shared voices in November When with reasons unknown you suddenly lost your temper And in faceless avenue unseen you put it all in a damper Please remember to remember not to forget to remember Two minds steep in years hoping to revive a dying ember Angling wisely for the solace of light in a peaceful chamber Rising for noble ideals each a worthy conscientious member Please remember to remember not to forget to remember I stoke flames and called out doves in days before September Not for glory or gain but in delight to fly a friend wishes tender Homage to a smile Lisa, like that made by da Vinci the painter Please remember to remember not to forget to remember Now its time to seek the Sun afar in the land of greens and timber soothing words that shows the grace and give of a friend keeper Remains aloof to a joyless onerous mind that will only get sadder Please remember to remember not to forget to remember Empty pride rousing clouded mind makes it fittingly simpler Strength and clarity to atone chimes only wit now't sinister A truer pilgrim seeks pardon and deftly shames attitudes insular To the wise what cost affinity in the garland of true harmony Copyright. LaurenceA31stJuly2018.Allrightsreserved.
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Jul 31, 2018
Jul 31, 2018 at 6:51 AM UTC
Please Remember To Remember.....
This life, although startling in its brilliance, remains confined to the electrical shadows cast on the walls of our brains. Do you ever feel… no, no, no not feel. Well maybe feel... or sense… that everlasting something sometimes off in the distance I can see… I’d love to take my hands and, like the meaty instruments they are, dance sweet symphonies up and down your body. Your mysterious mountains I wish to see closer to land my ***** machine among majestic silver seas and strange beautiful grass of green. I would use my subtle touch to say what I couldn’t any other way and drag you down to the depths. But things are not so simple in life as in our thoughts, nor so rough as our poor idiotic language. *Every hand, give me your hand. I’ll talk to you, you wont understand.* These electrical shadows cry at the ultimate, but our mere conception shames it. Like the dream tigers we desperately try to craft they continue to disintegrate like the castles made of sands, rocks piled on rocks reaching for the stars. The firmer the hold, the quicker it slips away. “Just try squeezing the truth from water,” the angels sing to me in my sleep. And it’s the love of dreams which is so greedy for recognition swiftly performed in the sight of all. And it’s the waves I feel… well maybe not feel. And I wanna say **** you” because I still love you. I sense… well maybe not sense… And I feel my soul being slit up as if by a razor. frenzied but beautiful and an awful ambiguity grinning over it all, cackling out the Tao’s opening words, lukewarm to the point of being enigmatic, “The truth that can be told, that is no eternal truth.” I guess after the laughter, then comes the tears. **** you, Lao Tzu and your ****** ancient wisdom. Why you staring at my finger when I’m pointing at the moon? I got nothing at all. The center, unapproachable forever. You’re willing to die you coward but not to live. Love life more than the meaning of it.
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Sep 19, 2011
Sep 19, 2011 at 8:25 PM UTC
Why you staring at my finger when I'm pointing at the moon?
This life, although startling in its brilliance, remains confined to the electrical shadows cast on the walls of our brains. Do you ever feel… no, no, no not feel. Well maybe feel... or sense… that everlasting something sometimes off in the distance I can see… I’d love to take my hands and, like the meaty instruments they are, dance sweet symphonies up and down your body. Your mysterious mountains I wish to see closer to land my ***** machine among majestic silver seas and strange beautiful grass of green. I would use my subtle touch to say what I couldn’t any other way and drag you down to the depths. But things are not so simple in life as in our thoughts, nor so rough as our poor idiotic language. *Every hand, give me your hand. I’ll talk to you, you wont understand.* These electrical shadows cry at the ultimate, but our mere conception shames it. Like the dream tigers we desperately try to craft they continue to disintegrate like the castles made of sands, rocks piled on rocks reaching for the stars. The firmer the hold, the quicker it slips away. “Just try squeezing the truth from water,” the angels sing to me in my sleep. And it’s the love of dreams which is so greedy for recognition swiftly performed in the sight of all. And it’s the waves I feel… well maybe not feel. And I wanna say **** you” because I still love you. I sense… well maybe not sense… And I feel my soul being slit up as if by a razor. frenzied but beautiful and an awful ambiguity grinning over it all, cackling out the Tao’s opening words, lukewarm to the point of being enigmatic, “The truth that can be told, that is no eternal truth.” I guess after the laughter, then comes the tears. **** you, Lao Tzu and your ****** ancient wisdom. Why you staring at my finger when I’m pointing at the moon? I got nothing at all. The center, unapproachable forever. You’re willing to die you coward but not to live. Love life more than the meaning of it.
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...gives a shiver.....it shames me, my weaknesses, are on the surface needing, rises this misty evening. this cold, cold night, further emphasizes, i need God...His Light and Shadow, to reassure me, when gray, covers blue skies my loved ones are my inspirations they feed my need to write yet, they have their own concerns... i humbly accept.....i am not my own island... there's this urge to run...to race with gusty winds, arrive fast, at my desired destination, .......but, i am halted...always reminded... ...i listen to two soft voices within ..one is guiding...the other, almost rebelling... i feel the chill from this empty space next to me i'm a mix of want........and fear....for, i need you this moment of twilight, ...and each long night that i stay awake floating, in this expanse of darkness... my conflicted soul...sends out signals of fear.. do my fears make me a craven coward? the evening breeze makes its presence known i weep in a hush, from thoughts of sailing...alone, ................ on life's lengthy moonlit bays........ ..after enunciation ...of my true voice, my conscience i could use some company ......like, i need you now .............to help me make it, ...................through this night of exile... Sally Copyright September 19, 2016 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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Nov 9, 2016
Nov 9, 2016 at 12:05 AM UTC
The cold of the evening breeze,
Mister Blister, there he goes! His shoes, they open for his toes. His jacket has no sleeves at all. His trousers, well, they just might fall. He is a coarse and hairy sight. He limps and dares not stand upright. He has a shopping cart to push. His bathroom is the nearest bush. People yell and call him names, and talk about the way he shames, the neighborhood, and those who "care" about the world they say we share. But, Mister Blister is my friend. He always has some time to spend. He cares about what I say, and remembers this from day to day. He knows about my cares and fears and what I try to say he hears. Perhaps the others are too old to see without life's blindfold. I wish that he could freely live and that the town, he could forgive. They just don't know you like I do. Mister Blister, I'm glad I do.
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Sep 9, 2016
Sep 9, 2016 at 9:34 AM UTC
Mister Blister
my hidden shames are an excellent source of moral fibre, nurturing, but not nutritious. we coexist in a quiet  mutual acknowledgment, coexisting but un-categorizable, nonetheless, among my oldest cohorts, their singular coordinated characteristic, they are mine alone, not meant to be shared. But they will someday make an excellent poem. Mon jan 2 2023 6:47am @here ———————————————————- the askew are  my oldest companion, dating back to my naissance, faithful, eternal, but single-minded, with a rueful sense of humor, of course, refer to my relatively plentiful hairs inherited from my mother’ genetics. a morning chore, to return their antics to an adult, dignified pose, plenty sufficient to be be brushed, straight back, the preferred orderly compose, of older men who cannot waste time with foolishness, the excessive vanities of curls, parts and pompadours, and yet, every day they wake me with ridicule, mockery,  by presenting themselves.to me, as if electrocuted, each   hair raising itself pointing to the heaven, whence their true Creator resides. no amount of product persuasive, they do what they must do, akimbo, askew, with inordinate amount of malice aforethought and a venomous sense of hairy (and now hoary) absurdity . a splash of water, a handful of rigorous brush strokes, returns order and the pretense of a serious mien, an adult demeanor. But their purpose accomplished, they have reminded me of the absurdity of human vanity, to humble myself before forces more powerful than human self-aggrandizement by accentuating our human foibles. 7:13am same time & place ——————————————- morning prayers are always a trilogy the rounded evenness of three, provides the necessary gravitas of sufficiency, three being not too short, not too long, not too quick, just three right, to impart the seriousness of gratitude for having gained another day upon earth, with it, many multitudes of chances to share thankfulness, kindness, yes, & love too, and to write, one more poem encapsulating all of the above. 7:35am same day same place, same cup of coffee
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Jan 3, 2023
Jan 3, 2023 at 9:17 AM UTC
Morning Prayers: Hidden Shames/The Askew/ Always a Trilogy
my hidden shames are an excellent source of moral fibre, nurturing, but not nutritious. we coexist in a quiet  mutual acknowledgment, coexisting but un-categorizable, nonetheless, among my oldest cohorts, their singular coordinated characteristic, they are mine alone, not meant to be shared. But they will someday make an excellent poem. Mon jan 2 2023 6:47am @here ———————————————————- the askew are  my oldest companion, dating back to my naissance, faithful, eternal, but single-minded, with a rueful sense of humor, of course, refer to my relatively plentiful hairs inherited from my mother’ genetics. a morning chore, to return their antics to an adult, dignified pose, plenty sufficient to be be brushed, straight back, the preferred orderly compose, of older men who cannot waste time with foolishness, the excessive vanities of curls, parts and pompadours, and yet, every day they wake me with ridicule, mockery,  by presenting themselves.to me, as if electrocuted, each   hair raising itself pointing to the heaven, whence their true Creator resides. no amount of product persuasive, they do what they must do, akimbo, askew, with inordinate amount of malice aforethought and a venomous sense of hairy (and now hoary) absurdity . a splash of water, a handful of rigorous brush strokes, returns order and the pretense of a serious mien, an adult demeanor. But their purpose accomplished, they have reminded me of the absurdity of human vanity, to humble myself before forces more powerful than human self-aggrandizement by accentuating our human foibles. 7:13am same time & place ——————————————- morning prayers are always a trilogy the rounded evenness of three, provides the necessary gravitas of sufficiency, three being not too short, not too long, not too quick, just three right, to impart the seriousness of gratitude for having gained another day upon earth, with it, many multitudes of chances to share thankfulness, kindness, yes, & love too, and to write, one more poem encapsulating all of the above. 7:35am same day same place, same cup of coffee
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Gymnasiums Modern battlegrounds,, Those days... Blood on the floor, And spittle. Rival towns, White - Red. Sitting Bull long gone, Custer long dead. Native sons, Sons of pioneers Still locked in enmities, Remembrances of treaties broken, Lying words, Hatreds long unspoken. So much of fear So little trust, Braggarts claiming coup, Braggarts thinking war Through basketball. So it was one night I slipped and fell In a reservation gym, Heard the hiss and laughter, Felt the rush of fear... Anger came. Before my racist pride Could grow, I felt a hand, Heard a voice, "You okay?' Spike Bighorn Pulled me to my feet Before a silent crowd. A quiet act of bravery That spoke aloud Made me see the way Through hate, Set me on a path To lead me forty years.... An act of kindness In a place of fear Defuses tension, Ends the wars, Shames the cowards, Fills the void With hope. -------------------
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Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 1:14 PM UTC
Spike Bighorn: A Hero
beneath            one                            effacing               blush                           simmers         veil ties               liquidly i stare                                                   fears   pink with praise      lusts withheld       thimble shames embalm a gift identity                   daily sunny graves                                            dissembled life with deeper breath akin to fisher netting cast                      fog caress mneumosyne             lover's misty thigh                                                                                                  traps me willingly   blinded   i taste ambrosia                           gazing at between zones                               believing anything again cliches pyroclastically reborn in celebrants of ash and cynic deaths             energetic     swim         i stroke   a butterfly        in Love                                 instant tribadists      commit   a joyous toast to joy itself
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Oct 22, 2013
Oct 22, 2013 at 7:12 PM UTC
private thoughts, irruption
beneath            one                            effacing               blush                           simmers         veil ties               liquidly i stare                                                   fears   pink with praise      lusts withheld       thimble shames embalm a gift identity                   daily sunny graves                                            dissembled life with deeper breath akin to fisher netting cast                      fog caress mneumosyne             lover's misty thigh                                                                                                  traps me willingly   blinded   i taste ambrosia                           gazing at between zones                               believing anything again cliches pyroclastically reborn in celebrants of ash and cynic deaths             energetic     swim         i stroke   a butterfly        in Love                                 instant tribadists      commit   a joyous toast to joy itself
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I am not yet defiled; O hear me. Let not the crazed hornets or serpents or ophidian or the    buzzard bee come near me. I am not yet defiled; console me. I fear that the snake charmer may with rhythmic body clocks clock me,    with predatory hissing paralyze me, with authoritative power anger me,       on wicker constraints constrain me, in bamboo-patches pierce me. I am not yet defiled; provide me With beauty to free me, dressage to cover me, silence to come    to me, souls to save me, charmers and angels      in my wandering existence seeking fights to waver the war within me. I am not yet defiled; forgive me For the provocative glances in me, my presence when womanity holds me,    my mythological beauty by deities beyond me,       my head held high when they slay by means of my          crossbow, my addiction when they poison me. I am not yet defiled; rehearse me In the dreams and the prayers I must take when    art interrupts me, material disturbs me, splintered souls      gaze at me, smiles fade at me, the knifes edge        stains me and everlasting scars pain          me to shame and the shames taints            my skin and my heart abandons me. I am not yet defiled; O hear me, Let not Perseus who is warrior or who thinks he is King      or a rival to me. I am not yet defiled; O fill me With gasoline against those who would inhabit my   bones, would sink me into empty caverns,     would make me a prisoner locked, a monster with       blood dripping, a monster, and a passer of dis-ease         who would execute my self, would           flush me like ***** oozing and             ***** and ooze and *****               like alcohol seeping in the                 pores would drown me. Let Poseidan not make me defiled and let him not **** me. Otherwise **** me. © Sia Jane
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Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 7:38 PM UTC
Prayer before Defilement
I am not yet defiled; O hear me. Let not the crazed hornets or serpents or ophidian or the    buzzard bee come near me. I am not yet defiled; console me. I fear that the snake charmer may with rhythmic body clocks clock me,    with predatory hissing paralyze me, with authoritative power anger me,       on wicker constraints constrain me, in bamboo-patches pierce me. I am not yet defiled; provide me With beauty to free me, dressage to cover me, silence to come    to me, souls to save me, charmers and angels      in my wandering existence seeking fights to waver the war within me. I am not yet defiled; forgive me For the provocative glances in me, my presence when womanity holds me,    my mythological beauty by deities beyond me,       my head held high when they slay by means of my          crossbow, my addiction when they poison me. I am not yet defiled; rehearse me In the dreams and the prayers I must take when    art interrupts me, material disturbs me, splintered souls      gaze at me, smiles fade at me, the knifes edge        stains me and everlasting scars pain          me to shame and the shames taints            my skin and my heart abandons me. I am not yet defiled; O hear me, Let not Perseus who is warrior or who thinks he is King      or a rival to me. I am not yet defiled; O fill me With gasoline against those who would inhabit my   bones, would sink me into empty caverns,     would make me a prisoner locked, a monster with       blood dripping, a monster, and a passer of dis-ease         who would execute my self, would           flush me like ***** oozing and             ***** and ooze and *****               like alcohol seeping in the                 pores would drown me. Let Poseidan not make me defiled and let him not **** me. Otherwise **** me. © Sia Jane
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I am but a man A single foe to me Is the reason I harbour With all certainty I am but a man Who is never too true For in lies I believe And envy the comfort they give to you I am but a man Who prays to god and devil alike Who shames in all carnal desires And prays with all his might I am but a man For a step or two I believe I can write history But I can't see it through I am but a man Who will never see the light For peace is unforgiving Come day or night I am but a man Who loves for reasons cruel For the heart of a stranger Is gold to this fool. I see but now The error of my ways The dance of insanity And time of the day I say to you Love me for what I am Always just a man Who lives and breathes.
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Mar 23, 2013
Mar 23, 2013 at 10:44 AM UTC
I am but a man
This is no show we can go slow cuz I don't know how to throw snow. Everything is always on fire, with crackling, roaring flames burning shames, names, bridges and everything the same... *So far beyond an open book just pages on the floor, you can go ahead and look if you know what you're searching for, but there's a fine line between flowing and bleeding, an even finer one between knowing and believing and **** near none at all between showing and deceiving.* It's more about what you're taking than what you're leaving, what you're hearing than what you're seeing. Peering through that looking glass I can tell you can't see past all the cracks, that's why you ask where I got this mask. *I made it myself; do you like it? I can see it on your face you don't love it at all... If you don't want to dance you can stand against the wall and if you don't want to fall, you can lay down and crawl. Just keep moving through the crowd then, but you can't stop my sound from pounding your thoughts just as it stops; I trace your face.* And with nothing left to ask from you I have one last task for you. I made a mask for you it's petite and small but can cover it all, so put it on my love. Welcome to my Masquerade Ball
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Sep 17, 2011
Sep 17, 2011 at 10:37 PM UTC
Mask her aid be all
If it shames you, If it shocks you, If no one ever cared enough To brave it through for you, If that's not how it was done-                                   Then run. Shirk responsibilities, Hold on to old hostilities, Ensure a future For your daughter Full of mistakes you've already made.              Do not grace her with faith, Do not bestow your care upon her- Let her think it was never there. Cigarettes, alcohol,                    Heartache, adolescence Just ************ and                   Regular flirtations and relationships- Don't tell her to say no. Just make sure she knows                   They're unforgivable, all of them; (Make sure she knows both shades that life can offer, Raise her awareness of the wonderful choice Between white and black.)                  Fabricate the pretense that in this 21st century                  She'll never come across them, not once. Tell her that safe *** is not Something she should know about Because she will just not do it                                Ever, period And experimentation with substances and heck, Even with people, are crimes That only criminals commit. And she will learn despite you. And she will do things to spite you, And one day, she'll grow old enough to hate you And she won't care or feel the need To explain her side of things Because she will find happiness in her way And she will have survived long enough To have learned how to cut you from her heart. And she won't even have to see you, And the day will come When you've become Just a subject of her art.
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Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 1:37 PM UTC
Mother Muse
If it shames you, If it shocks you, If no one ever cared enough To brave it through for you, If that's not how it was done-                                   Then run. Shirk responsibilities, Hold on to old hostilities, Ensure a future For your daughter Full of mistakes you've already made.              Do not grace her with faith, Do not bestow your care upon her- Let her think it was never there. Cigarettes, alcohol,                    Heartache, adolescence Just ************ and                   Regular flirtations and relationships- Don't tell her to say no. Just make sure she knows                   They're unforgivable, all of them; (Make sure she knows both shades that life can offer, Raise her awareness of the wonderful choice Between white and black.)                  Fabricate the pretense that in this 21st century                  She'll never come across them, not once. Tell her that safe *** is not Something she should know about Because she will just not do it                                Ever, period And experimentation with substances and heck, Even with people, are crimes That only criminals commit. And she will learn despite you. And she will do things to spite you, And one day, she'll grow old enough to hate you And she won't care or feel the need To explain her side of things Because she will find happiness in her way And she will have survived long enough To have learned how to cut you from her heart. And she won't even have to see you, And the day will come When you've become Just a subject of her art.
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it is easy to become lost in the blinding lights of new york city and the deafening sound of yellow taxi cabs and screaming neighbors and the chatter of mundane conversations between people who are ghosts in every sense of the word with their paper thin hearts and transparent minds and the inability to feel something other than the heavy weight of coffee in their stomachs it is easy for people to say that when new york city was made God himself struck down and said "let their be light" but all i ever see is the blur of motion as everyone runs to jobs they all hate working with people they despise and then spending their money at stars that don't even shine in poorly lit movie theaters when the real ones are in the sky and in new york every expensive restaurant is vegan friendly and boasts animal rights and shames everyone who doesn't but no one ever wonders what happens to the ducks in central park during december it is easy to fall in love with new york city. with the magic that it spreads with the euphoria that you feel being surrounded by others with it's almost frightening ability to take away your loneliness and manipulate you into thinking you are happy, it is easy to fall in love with new york city. it is also easy for you to say that you lost yourself in new york because even when you say it no one will hear you over the sound of madison square garden and it is easy to call new york paradise it is easy to call it the city that never sleeps because everyone stuck there is paralyzed (h.l.)
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Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 2:06 PM UTC
ode to holden caulfield
it is easy to become lost in the blinding lights of new york city and the deafening sound of yellow taxi cabs and screaming neighbors and the chatter of mundane conversations between people who are ghosts in every sense of the word with their paper thin hearts and transparent minds and the inability to feel something other than the heavy weight of coffee in their stomachs it is easy for people to say that when new york city was made God himself struck down and said "let their be light" but all i ever see is the blur of motion as everyone runs to jobs they all hate working with people they despise and then spending their money at stars that don't even shine in poorly lit movie theaters when the real ones are in the sky and in new york every expensive restaurant is vegan friendly and boasts animal rights and shames everyone who doesn't but no one ever wonders what happens to the ducks in central park during december it is easy to fall in love with new york city. with the magic that it spreads with the euphoria that you feel being surrounded by others with it's almost frightening ability to take away your loneliness and manipulate you into thinking you are happy, it is easy to fall in love with new york city. it is also easy for you to say that you lost yourself in new york because even when you say it no one will hear you over the sound of madison square garden and it is easy to call new york paradise it is easy to call it the city that never sleeps because everyone stuck there is paralyzed (h.l.)
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Behind every beauty, lies another beauty- A beauty that speaks louder and paints The true colours of the beauty behind. Behind that beauty, is a slippery world of walls Where all men must endeavour to climb In order to win the banner of trust And to achieve the trophy of love. Behind that beauty is sadness lurking Just behind those extraordinary eyes. Behind that beauty is a tale to tell. A roller coaster ride That speaks Of Love, loss, pain, gain Heartbreaks and Victories. Behind that beauty lies humility Formed by numerous experiences. A door leading to a bit of ugliness inside in disguise. A past full of histories of negativity, ills and wrongs And once there dwelt insecurity and vanity In an age of immaturity. Despite these poisons, Failure failed to corrupt that beauty Or crush the human decency behind that beauty Behind that alluring smile lies An enticing heart, It’s a paradise of scam, a world full of shames That aims at nothing tangible-yet stakes a claim to fame Expecting bows before a throne of jealousy. A beautiful foundation that once Held an unstable core of emotions That ran deep with contempt and scorn For those who tried to guess at what lay beneath, Holding secret desires that beauty within, Played hide and seek… It seems there's so much beauty That lies behind that beauty.. ~ O My Sky ~
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Sep 1, 2017
Sep 1, 2017 at 8:43 PM UTC
~BEHIND THAT BEAUTY~