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"complicating" poems
Bare-handed, I hand the combs. The man in white smiles, bare-handed, Our cheesecloth gauntlets neat and sweet, The throats of our wrists brave lilies. He and I Have a thousand clean cells between us, Eight combs of yellow cups, And the hive itself a teacup, White with pink flowers on it, With excessive love I enameled it Thinking 'Sweetness, sweetness.' Brood cells gray as the fossils of shells Terrify me, they seem so old. What am I buying, wormy mahogany? Is there any queen at all in it? If there is, she is old, Her wings torn shawls, her long body Rubbed of its plush ---- Poor and bare and unqueenly and even shameful. I stand in a column Of winged, unmiraculous women, Honey-drudgers. I am no drudge Though for years I have eaten dust And dried plates with my dense hair. And seen my strangeness evaporate, Blue dew from dangerous skin. Will they hate me, These women who only scurry, Whose news is the open cherry, the open clover? It is almost over. I am in control. Here is my honey-machine, It will work without thinking, Opening, in spring, like an industrious ****** To scour the creaming crests As the moon, for its ivory powders, scours the sea. A third person is watching. He has nothing to do with the bee-seller or with me. Now he is gone In eight great bounds, a great scapegoat. Here is his slipper, here is another, And here the square of white linen He wore instead of a hat. He was sweet, The sweat of his efforts a rain Tugging the world to fruit. The bees found him out, Molding onto his lips like lies, Complicating his features. They thought death was worth it, but I Have a self to recover, a queen. Is she dead, is she sleeping? Where has she been, With her lion-red body, her wings of glass? Now she is flying More terrible than she ever was, red Scar in the sky, red comet Over the engine that killed her ---- The mausoleum, the wax house.
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Stings
Bare-handed, I hand the combs. The man in white smiles, bare-handed, Our cheesecloth gauntlets neat and sweet, The throats of our wrists brave lilies. He and I Have a thousand clean cells between us, Eight combs of yellow cups, And the hive itself a teacup, White with pink flowers on it, With excessive love I enameled it Thinking 'Sweetness, sweetness.' Brood cells gray as the fossils of shells Terrify me, they seem so old. What am I buying, wormy mahogany? Is there any queen at all in it? If there is, she is old, Her wings torn shawls, her long body Rubbed of its plush ---- Poor and bare and unqueenly and even shameful. I stand in a column Of winged, unmiraculous women, Honey-drudgers. I am no drudge Though for years I have eaten dust And dried plates with my dense hair. And seen my strangeness evaporate, Blue dew from dangerous skin. Will they hate me, These women who only scurry, Whose news is the open cherry, the open clover? It is almost over. I am in control. Here is my honey-machine, It will work without thinking, Opening, in spring, like an industrious ****** To scour the creaming crests As the moon, for its ivory powders, scours the sea. A third person is watching. He has nothing to do with the bee-seller or with me. Now he is gone In eight great bounds, a great scapegoat. Here is his slipper, here is another, And here the square of white linen He wore instead of a hat. He was sweet, The sweat of his efforts a rain Tugging the world to fruit. The bees found him out, Molding onto his lips like lies, Complicating his features. They thought death was worth it, but I Have a self to recover, a queen. Is she dead, is she sleeping? Where has she been, With her lion-red body, her wings of glass? Now she is flying More terrible than she ever was, red Scar in the sky, red comet Over the engine that killed her ---- The mausoleum, the wax house.
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The poet is a universe In the universe Having the universe in him Vibrating the universe in his head Kicking the ball in the mind field In complex tapestry of words woven To attain infinity in infinity. Wonder not, the poet In the universe knows What others know not By unravelling the universe In complex poetic rhythms From deep afflatus. Living in the universe and Carrying the universe on head Are they equal? I know the poet is a universe Thinking the universe Carrying the universe In complex colors of night and day Complicating the universe in issues But resolving them in poetry The poet is a universe Growing tap root into the ocean soil Shooting foliage to hell and heaven Engaging the the universe in dialogue To grow tall trees of wisdom and understanding In the universe in which he is a universe. The poet, a universe Isolated in the universe To think the universe in the plains, Valleys and mountains of a universe In the universe bewildering complexities The poet is a universe!
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Mar 22, 2019
Mar 22, 2019 at 6:31 AM UTC
THE POET IS A UNIVERSE
%% It’s about leveraging potential income to enhance output-maximizing sustainability … It’s about de-funding unsustainable income outcomes. It’s about results-based data-enhanced paradigm shifts. It’s about demobilizing upward mobility: dis-empowering gentrification by underfunding the over-entitled. It’s about de-funding unsustainability until the immeasurable metric is globally assimilated. It’s about the designated data-driver. It’s about memes as theme schemes. It’s about complicating competence through collaboration in collusion – intentionally replicating re-branding – effectively identifying best practices of the best-dressed actresses until the girl in the t-shirt says “meh”.
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Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 7:03 PM UTC
Immeasurable Outcomes
To write down all my fears would take a book. My desires even more. The big problem, however, is where they overlap. To desire what i fear at least seems adventuresome, almost romantic. Scary yes, but exciting. Like a roller coaster ride with a fear of falling, like i do. Adulthood, the scary but most wonderful time of life. Then there is the fear of what i desire. That is a whole other beast entirely. What if my desires are not good for others? What if my desires steer me wrong? What if i follow one path when another would have been better? What if i don't achieve my desires? What if all these existential, angsty thoughts are complicating things and themselves standing in the way? What if? What if indeed.
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Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 8:47 PM UTC
What If?
A desperate desperado shivering as the sun sets, casts it's silky shadows upon the hollows below. Beneath the cascading denizens of light, a puff of smoke waltzes across the December sky, a patient without his insurance with nothing left but callous empty third-person reassurance, "everything will be better" as she said. But better is always easy when your hand isn't writing the letter. Save your proverbs for an open ear, this one is half deaf and full of itself, despite your intent, your lack of action perpetuates malcontent. After all we're all just passing moments gone and forgotten, evicted, convicted of being a gutless mime, going through the motions, minus a true notion. A confused calculator short circuiting under an oil leak spitting out numbers, complicating already complicated complexities subtracting numerals adding funerals dividing families multiplying tragedies It's just a numbers game, and we can't participate we're just the studio audience, recorded live without any life. Flashing signs tell us when to laugh and when to cry, pre-determined automated messages contrived to convince. And I'm stuck spinning in the corner, with my hands on my head. Senselessly blurting out: Why?! But don't mind me, I'm just another lost soul trapped with my head in the sky.
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Feb 15, 2010
Feb 15, 2010 at 11:59 AM UTC
A Tall, Long-necked, Spotted Ruminant
War; absolute This will be my macadam into re-assemblage For if I'm not on edge, I'm taking up too much precious space What wickedness lies beneath the surface of the skin? I should know this place better than anyone But my landscape has become mercurial Ever changing, impossible to map I am forced to navigate its pitfalls in ever complicating ways It has become a desolate place I alone should rule here, my sovereignty unquestioned Yet I've become content to be complacent, and have allowed a sickly intruder to slip past my walls They infect, demoralize: turn my skin to stone They must be expunged; cut out, snipped from the healthy flesh like a cancer As one removes a gangrenous foot to save the leg Though my tools at the moment are blunt, I sharpen them daily with the whetstone afforded to me They will not continue to expel bile into the bloodstream for long My strength returns by the hour They know this, and they tremble I am the goddess to whom this altar is devoted I am righteous fury, come to cleanse this blight with holy fire and flood The war drums sound as the gate is lifted The iron bell tolls -- judgement day cometh
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Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 8:25 PM UTC
Valkyrie
When I ask you to imagine I can’t imagine you’re imagining the same thing I am. Imagination is individuality ,and individually, if I ask you to imagine like me could I be asking you to imagine us as we or you as me. It’s a complicating thing to put into perspective a complicated feat to achieve. It’s a melding of perspective and just as I suspected there’s no way for this error to be corrected. Can you imagine how these things can end up hectic? Or see how being me is similar to imaging utter insanity.
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Apr 5, 2013
Apr 5, 2013 at 1:18 AM UTC
Imagine Insanity
Sometimes, things wear out. Creating holes and gaps often complicating the simplest of things. Sometimes love is a lot like socks. Some are long, some are short. Hell some even come up to the height of knees. Some are bland. Some are colorful. Baring the fruit of comforting something bare enough to be considered as precious. Devilish things, socks. Sometimes they create more problems than they are worth. Coming apart at the seams, Getting caught between your toes. Constantly having to stop and readjust your shoe when no one is looking. Or flat out just take your shoe off and fix it. I thought I brought the right size. Carefully reading the label, Sometimes that one size fits all is just a lie. In time all things wear. Just don't be foolish enough to not enjoy the comfort of the simple things. This at all isn't comparing you to a pair of socks, no not at all. If ever I was to become overweight. You'd be the pair of suspenders that hold my pants up when my belt can't fit anymore
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Dec 1, 2016
Dec 1, 2016 at 2:50 PM UTC
Socks Or Suspenders
I chained myself to the earth I planted the seed that grew into many I chose not the stars not the heavens but land and gravity when you're bigger than the universe smaller than an atom made up of matter and empty space what's the point in floating around? when there's no one to float with you tend to be grounded now it's not like that I now feel clustered and confused now I want to float and fly away You have to take the bad with the good though once you start something and let it's will be free you no longer have control of the outcome which made it all new and fresh though I see redundancy and monotony in the flesh repeating the same **** mistakes and learning nothing have I gone mad? Or has the world that came from me done so? I guess that's why intervening now and again breaking through unnecessary barriers challenging faith and shedding light on a few things, helps the cause I can't do it all though, well if I did, then many would lose purpose that's why I just float so long as it all goes accordingly unplanned and undefined it's the point we shall evolve to funny for one to think life is complicated it is if there's no purpose When the time comes those who went through all the trouble those who were searching with their minds are going to realize that the mind only seeks the heart answers we let our shells rule ourselves sometimes but the shell only shows what the heart bleeds for I will admit that it would be complicating to try and understand all that is but you didn't make it, so how can you know what the artist felt when they were in the process of creation? there were some points where it was complicating even for myself, but that was when I got closer to the finish line which did I mention? It doesn't exist. All in all we all evolve to resolve from one into many and many into one you can look at a puzzle when it's all together and see beauty but after you take apart the pieces and understand each piece's purpose for it's shape you then not only see beauty, but beauty with experiential wisdom I was a void to fill now I'm full to burst the void now has a void for it no longer thirsts the cycle shall carry on with miracles along the way that's the way it is and it will never stay the same contradiction you may think but I bring balance in a blink I chain myself to break the chains I break the chains to find freedom in new links until the day when only scars remain and the spirit of a star reigns
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Aug 1, 2011
Aug 1, 2011 at 2:24 AM UTC
Temporal causality loop (Can you see what I see?)
I chained myself to the earth I planted the seed that grew into many I chose not the stars not the heavens but land and gravity when you're bigger than the universe smaller than an atom made up of matter and empty space what's the point in floating around? when there's no one to float with you tend to be grounded now it's not like that I now feel clustered and confused now I want to float and fly away You have to take the bad with the good though once you start something and let it's will be free you no longer have control of the outcome which made it all new and fresh though I see redundancy and monotony in the flesh repeating the same **** mistakes and learning nothing have I gone mad? Or has the world that came from me done so? I guess that's why intervening now and again breaking through unnecessary barriers challenging faith and shedding light on a few things, helps the cause I can't do it all though, well if I did, then many would lose purpose that's why I just float so long as it all goes accordingly unplanned and undefined it's the point we shall evolve to funny for one to think life is complicated it is if there's no purpose When the time comes those who went through all the trouble those who were searching with their minds are going to realize that the mind only seeks the heart answers we let our shells rule ourselves sometimes but the shell only shows what the heart bleeds for I will admit that it would be complicating to try and understand all that is but you didn't make it, so how can you know what the artist felt when they were in the process of creation? there were some points where it was complicating even for myself, but that was when I got closer to the finish line which did I mention? It doesn't exist. All in all we all evolve to resolve from one into many and many into one you can look at a puzzle when it's all together and see beauty but after you take apart the pieces and understand each piece's purpose for it's shape you then not only see beauty, but beauty with experiential wisdom I was a void to fill now I'm full to burst the void now has a void for it no longer thirsts the cycle shall carry on with miracles along the way that's the way it is and it will never stay the same contradiction you may think but I bring balance in a blink I chain myself to break the chains I break the chains to find freedom in new links until the day when only scars remain and the spirit of a star reigns
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You say you love me, But your love feels like death. Your words are meaningless. They’re nothing but blurred. We tangled in the sheets, twisting the words in my head. Complicating it’s meaning, twisting it’s simplicity. You blocked my thoughts, with your trail of kisses. Trailing to a dictionary, to the truth of the word Our hands entangled with one, not able to write what we felt. No marks were drawn, to draw that heart. You blind me with your “love”, with you I had no sight. You were that special one, until I’ve seen. You claimed to love me, but your eyes looked past mine. Not sharing the same love. My eyes loved you more. You pushed me aside, not expressing the love. That’s when I realized, your meaning was different than mine
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Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 11:14 PM UTC
Differences
Better days When the world was beautiful Dancing was a fever A feeling so high All the lovers raged on and on Upon a mountain of lovers Twisting, sensual A touch, so seldom It brought shivers Taking chances Realizing that one night Was the last of eternal bliss Lasting love and happiness Over Without so much a proper farewell Now begging to return to the dance floor Walking towards the exit Humming slightly To a tune not forgotten Walking amongst unfamiliar faces Forbidden love Prohibited from falling in love again Not a chance to see what was happiness Only a songstress could save me Perhaps if I shouted for her, for him, for you Resisting is foolish For I have been consumed by an angel Who sought me out And ordered me to raise arms up And shout for love A sound in the night Stranger in the night Confined to solitary confinement Forcing me to reconsider The life chosen Closer and closer Redesigning the world in an image Where love is in all of us One step ahead Planning for a revival When all hell broke But an epiphany occurred This was the dream To travel far and near Where the world is seen In multicolored And black and white This was a beautiful sight The beautiful dream A mighty return to this dance floor Risen from ashes A triumphant victor Shining lights upon the followers Notice this is reality Not fiction The sound of music Flowing into each body Embraces and affection A thrill Heartbeats ceasing Trying to capture the intensity of a moment that is unforgettable Created from nothing An illusion that was created To preserve a creature so pure It was thought to have been banned from mortal eyes Now it has crashed Creating confusion amongst the lovers Fearing for her safety It created a masquerade ball Surrounding by what she deemed reality A distant land Only she knew When the perfect world shattered Rumors spread of a goddess with the powers of the forbidden Foreseeing a brighter day for those who chose a higher path The world knew of the secret Complicating information However the brightest in the world Seemed unaffected by the discovery Hiding their connection When the goddess loathed being captured She revealed the master plan But promising to strike twice If the world saw what was lying underneath Gone, the goddess sought shelter far away Nothing the mortals knowledge of her plan Striking from heavens above Lightning struck twice Blinding the universe For only a second Nothing existed Reminding the world Dark disco magic Warped time and love Nothing was ever bright When left alone Or forgotten Or simply existing
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Jul 24, 2010
Jul 24, 2010 at 11:22 PM UTC
Dark Disco
Better days When the world was beautiful Dancing was a fever A feeling so high All the lovers raged on and on Upon a mountain of lovers Twisting, sensual A touch, so seldom It brought shivers Taking chances Realizing that one night Was the last of eternal bliss Lasting love and happiness Over Without so much a proper farewell Now begging to return to the dance floor Walking towards the exit Humming slightly To a tune not forgotten Walking amongst unfamiliar faces Forbidden love Prohibited from falling in love again Not a chance to see what was happiness Only a songstress could save me Perhaps if I shouted for her, for him, for you Resisting is foolish For I have been consumed by an angel Who sought me out And ordered me to raise arms up And shout for love A sound in the night Stranger in the night Confined to solitary confinement Forcing me to reconsider The life chosen Closer and closer Redesigning the world in an image Where love is in all of us One step ahead Planning for a revival When all hell broke But an epiphany occurred This was the dream To travel far and near Where the world is seen In multicolored And black and white This was a beautiful sight The beautiful dream A mighty return to this dance floor Risen from ashes A triumphant victor Shining lights upon the followers Notice this is reality Not fiction The sound of music Flowing into each body Embraces and affection A thrill Heartbeats ceasing Trying to capture the intensity of a moment that is unforgettable Created from nothing An illusion that was created To preserve a creature so pure It was thought to have been banned from mortal eyes Now it has crashed Creating confusion amongst the lovers Fearing for her safety It created a masquerade ball Surrounding by what she deemed reality A distant land Only she knew When the perfect world shattered Rumors spread of a goddess with the powers of the forbidden Foreseeing a brighter day for those who chose a higher path The world knew of the secret Complicating information However the brightest in the world Seemed unaffected by the discovery Hiding their connection When the goddess loathed being captured She revealed the master plan But promising to strike twice If the world saw what was lying underneath Gone, the goddess sought shelter far away Nothing the mortals knowledge of her plan Striking from heavens above Lightning struck twice Blinding the universe For only a second Nothing existed Reminding the world Dark disco magic Warped time and love Nothing was ever bright When left alone Or forgotten Or simply existing
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recollecting collections projecting selections injecting protection infection dejection dyslexic narcoleptic rejecting dejections ******** complexion complicating interjections perplexed inspectors intercept pterodactyls relaxing in backpacks extracting disillusion contortionist philanthropist dejected transgression implementing eradications of moss buying patrons eclectic perfectionist rests limp-wristed whispering disparaging remarks to the wait staff trombone percussionist impressed and impoverished gravelling wistfully mimicking Rickles I sit half disheveled grinding my wisdom teeth feeling the fleeting muse sitting in disbelief –
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May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 12:21 PM UTC
this **** could sit on a shingle
I’m doing fine. I hugged an actor I like, and for some reason that stirred an emotion that I would classify as Foreign to me, happiness. I am a passing fan and I know he forgot all about me by now, and yet meeting him made me feel like I could accomplish anything I’ve ever wanted. It’s silly, I know. My cycle of self loathing is breaking and mending itself, and I’m stuck dealing with the shards and broken pieces that I pick up after myself, after my own destructive mind manages to break me. I am scared- no, terrified, of the future. I’m scared of becoming a failure and I’m scared of becoming something I’ll end up hating. I’m scared of a stable life and a nine to five job. I’m scared of leaving my dreams behind in a desk drawer and continuing to live as a copy of everyone else. Safe, in my comfort zone. Locking away my passions and dreams as phases of youth. I’m doing fine. I keep doubting every single decision I ever made. And I keep trying to cry out my fear and confusion to no avail. I keep drawing lines upon lines on a blank paper, somehow trying to see a meaning, or a sign, in between for me to keep going. To keep living. I’m doing fine. I’m doing fine. I’m doing fine. There’s a roof above my head and food on my table, there’s a bed for me to sleep on and I’m financially stable. So what is it? Why am I up at night feeling sorry for myself? Why am i complicating simple things? I wish my brain would stop working. I wish I could play silence as a song. Loud and deafening. I wish I could stop my own mind. I’m doing fine. My friend is miserable and I am of no help, everything I try to mend ends up breaking. I’ve never felt so helpless. I love her to death. I love her more than I could fathom. I’m doing fine, But My soul is decaying. I’m rotting away. I need help.
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Oct 27, 2017
Oct 27, 2017 at 5:18 AM UTC
Lately
I’m doing fine. I hugged an actor I like, and for some reason that stirred an emotion that I would classify as Foreign to me, happiness. I am a passing fan and I know he forgot all about me by now, and yet meeting him made me feel like I could accomplish anything I’ve ever wanted. It’s silly, I know. My cycle of self loathing is breaking and mending itself, and I’m stuck dealing with the shards and broken pieces that I pick up after myself, after my own destructive mind manages to break me. I am scared- no, terrified, of the future. I’m scared of becoming a failure and I’m scared of becoming something I’ll end up hating. I’m scared of a stable life and a nine to five job. I’m scared of leaving my dreams behind in a desk drawer and continuing to live as a copy of everyone else. Safe, in my comfort zone. Locking away my passions and dreams as phases of youth. I’m doing fine. I keep doubting every single decision I ever made. And I keep trying to cry out my fear and confusion to no avail. I keep drawing lines upon lines on a blank paper, somehow trying to see a meaning, or a sign, in between for me to keep going. To keep living. I’m doing fine. I’m doing fine. I’m doing fine. There’s a roof above my head and food on my table, there’s a bed for me to sleep on and I’m financially stable. So what is it? Why am I up at night feeling sorry for myself? Why am i complicating simple things? I wish my brain would stop working. I wish I could play silence as a song. Loud and deafening. I wish I could stop my own mind. I’m doing fine. My friend is miserable and I am of no help, everything I try to mend ends up breaking. I’ve never felt so helpless. I love her to death. I love her more than I could fathom. I’m doing fine, But My soul is decaying. I’m rotting away. I need help.
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My cigarette tastes like uncertainty and now my plain croissant is seeping my black coffee onto my plate. Was it too much to ask for something simple? Life isn't as complicated as people make it. Right? Now I sit here, with coffee spilt on myself and my shirt. Annoyed. Or Annoying? Is it my fault that **** is falling apart? Am I the problem that is ruining something so pure by pouring black liquid all over and complicating something I was so sure about? Am so sure about. My croissant was perfect until I spilt **** all over it. Now I have a soggy croissant and a crooked cigarette that still tastes like uncertainty.
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Jul 14, 2013
Jul 14, 2013 at 10:18 AM UTC
This morning I spilt coffee on myself and all over my plain croissant
Life is easy Society is hard So many complicating rules What and what not to do While being treated like tools Education viewed as important But priced as a luxury The higher your IQ The more your laughed at Being ignorant is the new wise Punished for exposing lies Was my childhood a lie? Was I being told lies this long? If so, then jail me now Because I’ll expose it all. Society is hard People are rewarded for lies Money handed to them on a silver platter They will do anything for that Meaningless thing to give their lives meaning But the richest ones we see are on the streets The ones that we ignore They don’t dress the part, but they can show it In their smile, in their actions They are rich in the soul, which is the greatest treasure You tell me to be myself But then you laugh at me for doing so Then laugh at me more for hitting my all-time low Do this, do that Follow this, follow that But I can’t follow this if I do that, But if I don’t follow this, I’ll be hated Or killed And if I do this, I’ll be hated for doing it And if I follow that, I’ll be hated for following that Society is hard Being good leads you to the streets Showing kindness is looked down upon Education leads to bankruptcy Intelligence is shunned While nice finishes last, the cheaters have already won I’ve been told that this is the life we live That society is life A human being is not meant to live this hell Life and this society do not go well So much death So much destruction At this rate, there won’t be anything left There is no need for any of this The river of life has been manipulated and torn To the point no fish can swim We must fix it Not by fixing society But ourselves, These are our lives, our river Do what you feel is right Work together, make compromises Go with the flow And some of you may think, you don’t Need change But that just shows how closed your river is Open your river to change We can fix this life and we can do it One river at a time
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Nov 6, 2016
Nov 6, 2016 at 11:32 PM UTC
The Flow
Life is easy Society is hard So many complicating rules What and what not to do While being treated like tools Education viewed as important But priced as a luxury The higher your IQ The more your laughed at Being ignorant is the new wise Punished for exposing lies Was my childhood a lie? Was I being told lies this long? If so, then jail me now Because I’ll expose it all. Society is hard People are rewarded for lies Money handed to them on a silver platter They will do anything for that Meaningless thing to give their lives meaning But the richest ones we see are on the streets The ones that we ignore They don’t dress the part, but they can show it In their smile, in their actions They are rich in the soul, which is the greatest treasure You tell me to be myself But then you laugh at me for doing so Then laugh at me more for hitting my all-time low Do this, do that Follow this, follow that But I can’t follow this if I do that, But if I don’t follow this, I’ll be hated Or killed And if I do this, I’ll be hated for doing it And if I follow that, I’ll be hated for following that Society is hard Being good leads you to the streets Showing kindness is looked down upon Education leads to bankruptcy Intelligence is shunned While nice finishes last, the cheaters have already won I’ve been told that this is the life we live That society is life A human being is not meant to live this hell Life and this society do not go well So much death So much destruction At this rate, there won’t be anything left There is no need for any of this The river of life has been manipulated and torn To the point no fish can swim We must fix it Not by fixing society But ourselves, These are our lives, our river Do what you feel is right Work together, make compromises Go with the flow And some of you may think, you don’t Need change But that just shows how closed your river is Open your river to change We can fix this life and we can do it One river at a time
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My Secret Garden    Its the way he threatens to close his soul, or the way he rolls over holes covering a seed that can't grow.. Making sure you're the last  to ever know how far his addiction would be wiling to go intertwining her fingers in a heart turned to stone she turns to the Earth to have something to hold.. As the Earth captures her embrace, she is over come with faith, discovering a new world, that shes allowed to create tell me... Do you believe in fate? When friendship meets love and somethings finally enough will you let go of that grudge or completely give up? As she makes her way through each passing day. she plants her seeds in the wounds that bleed, reveling herself in guilty dreams neglecting her heart for their greater need complicating the plan seems a sure defeat the only thing she keeps track of are her two attached feet.. Forgetting conversations that held no depth she fell into a trap as she readily lept into fleeting hands disguised as safety nets her heart detached as her body slept Misunderstood from the fall, they thought she lost all control she refused to conform and meant no harm heard underlying judgments so she covered the scars she's captivated by the stagnant stars believing in a world bigger then ours if seeing is believing, she was staring at mars more tangible then ever, she now understood this life was not theirs but an unwritten book possibilities were endless for a conclusion of sorts theories are offered but not relevant in court she waits for those seeds to expose a new growth praying it gives them a small dose of hope because nurturing something piece by piece seems the responsible solution for a world in need ONE LOVE is the life I'll breed
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Dec 12, 2011
Dec 12, 2011 at 6:05 AM UTC
My Secret Garden
My Secret Garden    Its the way he threatens to close his soul, or the way he rolls over holes covering a seed that can't grow.. Making sure you're the last  to ever know how far his addiction would be wiling to go intertwining her fingers in a heart turned to stone she turns to the Earth to have something to hold.. As the Earth captures her embrace, she is over come with faith, discovering a new world, that shes allowed to create tell me... Do you believe in fate? When friendship meets love and somethings finally enough will you let go of that grudge or completely give up? As she makes her way through each passing day. she plants her seeds in the wounds that bleed, reveling herself in guilty dreams neglecting her heart for their greater need complicating the plan seems a sure defeat the only thing she keeps track of are her two attached feet.. Forgetting conversations that held no depth she fell into a trap as she readily lept into fleeting hands disguised as safety nets her heart detached as her body slept Misunderstood from the fall, they thought she lost all control she refused to conform and meant no harm heard underlying judgments so she covered the scars she's captivated by the stagnant stars believing in a world bigger then ours if seeing is believing, she was staring at mars more tangible then ever, she now understood this life was not theirs but an unwritten book possibilities were endless for a conclusion of sorts theories are offered but not relevant in court she waits for those seeds to expose a new growth praying it gives them a small dose of hope because nurturing something piece by piece seems the responsible solution for a world in need ONE LOVE is the life I'll breed
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I been bestowed this burden Hiding inside Controlling my actions Dictating what I do And don’t do Limiting my flexibility Adding to my irritability Causing physical pain Adding to my mental distress Complicating my relationships What makes her and them better than me? Why don’t they all suffer like me? What makes me deserve this burden I thought I was doing good Doing what you wanted Shedding the excess Adding to the overall condition But it’s a cheap trick I been bamboozled back to square one Its so hard to keep a smile on my face Knowing what I know inside Lashing out even though they don’t know The ones who know don’t provide support Or assistance just pressure and blame They just say its heriditery In your genetic line I just want it gone But then you tell me What I would miss As if I could miss this Painful embarrassing controlling condition And look with disgust because I rather be barren (c) ANBP 3/25/11
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Oct 15, 2011
Oct 15, 2011 at 9:08 PM UTC
Hyrs the Rectomy (Here's the Wreck of Me)
I have never starred at a blank page and never not known what to write. Its like the words  no longer express my feelings, feelings that are no longer short phrases or poems of emotions. My feelings  are inexpressible they have become so complicating. I have mentally blocked out what was my outlet " Writing". I was once able to let out my emotions on a page and leave them there, But now its like I write an emotion and gain twice as much back. I have lost my battle  and my strength to continue to try. As I sit here writing I realize that this may not make sense to anyone else but me. If you are reading this I have never wanted to make sense to anyone, because these are my feelings . I am just writing how I feel
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Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 10:49 PM UTC
Blank Page
there’s usually two ways of writing an abstract like one might have written one for a chemistry experiment, a debriefing, a plot summary as you might have it, although in philosophy it’s either geometric of algebraic, to take into account a chance meeting between sartre (b) and descartes (a) i can only utilise the algebraic in a framework of a platonic schematic, i.e. dialogue, and since dialogue then casually, in conversation, like so: example no. 1 (exercise of good faith) (a) i think i had      a brain haemorrhage                                                                (b) i doubt it. example no. 2 (exercise of bad faith) (b) i had       a brain haemorrhage                                                                (a) how do you know?                                                                      (i.e. i’ll deny this statement.) it really is as simple as that, after all, all the ball of wool untangling in the standard philosophy books is meddled at times, it is hard to craft an entry of a decent dialogue without the one-sided stance of monologues that fill the pages of books, but take any major tenet of the two philosopher’s works and set a scene of two buddies talking in a pub, and that’s you having skipped the best 200 pages of untimely meditations and about 400 pages of being and nothingness - not out of rudeness but on the simple basis: **** i understood it! so if anything can be relevant in modern philosophy, and that’s modern from 17th century to the present era it is only relevant when applying a platonic schematic, because it has to be talked about, and when talked about simplified, because why would anyone want to over-complicate and apply an aristotelian schematic of inspection by writing very crude philosophies by the simple process of over-complicating the thinking process as that, which does not necessarily need thought attached to it - like at present, with western society debasing any original theology by forcing all the ills of the world as the adequate justification... the origin of this, you will find, is not from the people who suffer as such, but from people who are safe, healthy and satiated with adequate materialism, the kind to have a very english middle-class sentimentality to care for whimsical sensibilities, prudences and etiquette in general, that's how placebo atheism works, it's still a ****** theology, the real atheists? hmm, guess... the list is pretty dramatic in the way they approached coupling freedom and will and others - that's why i prefer my invention of coupling a placebo effect with atheism... rather than writing out a theology of absence - look... here's a trick: a theology of indefinite absence (a) / theology of definite absence (the), and then the ism from empiricism.
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Oct 22, 2015
Oct 22, 2015 at 8:43 AM UTC
footnote to the four pillars of post-existentialism
there’s usually two ways of writing an abstract like one might have written one for a chemistry experiment, a debriefing, a plot summary as you might have it, although in philosophy it’s either geometric of algebraic, to take into account a chance meeting between sartre (b) and descartes (a) i can only utilise the algebraic in a framework of a platonic schematic, i.e. dialogue, and since dialogue then casually, in conversation, like so: example no. 1 (exercise of good faith) (a) i think i had      a brain haemorrhage                                                                (b) i doubt it. example no. 2 (exercise of bad faith) (b) i had       a brain haemorrhage                                                                (a) how do you know?                                                                      (i.e. i’ll deny this statement.) it really is as simple as that, after all, all the ball of wool untangling in the standard philosophy books is meddled at times, it is hard to craft an entry of a decent dialogue without the one-sided stance of monologues that fill the pages of books, but take any major tenet of the two philosopher’s works and set a scene of two buddies talking in a pub, and that’s you having skipped the best 200 pages of untimely meditations and about 400 pages of being and nothingness - not out of rudeness but on the simple basis: **** i understood it! so if anything can be relevant in modern philosophy, and that’s modern from 17th century to the present era it is only relevant when applying a platonic schematic, because it has to be talked about, and when talked about simplified, because why would anyone want to over-complicate and apply an aristotelian schematic of inspection by writing very crude philosophies by the simple process of over-complicating the thinking process as that, which does not necessarily need thought attached to it - like at present, with western society debasing any original theology by forcing all the ills of the world as the adequate justification... the origin of this, you will find, is not from the people who suffer as such, but from people who are safe, healthy and satiated with adequate materialism, the kind to have a very english middle-class sentimentality to care for whimsical sensibilities, prudences and etiquette in general, that's how placebo atheism works, it's still a ****** theology, the real atheists? hmm, guess... the list is pretty dramatic in the way they approached coupling freedom and will and others - that's why i prefer my invention of coupling a placebo effect with atheism... rather than writing out a theology of absence - look... here's a trick: a theology of indefinite absence (a) / theology of definite absence (the), and then the ism from empiricism.
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Got a word stuck behind your tongue a sentence chippin' at your tooth and I'm sitting here wonderin' what you have to lose we're suffocating on fruition stuck to pause jaw grittin', head-splitting, complicating it until we rot I wonder where you're at perhaps you wonder too I've learned the hard way that what ya say isn't always true so suffocate me good stuff it under things you should and I'll be here mere sightseer collecting glass and driftwood the ocean swells inside a storm you cannot hide we stand at command desperate to find our pride is it so crucial? to feel important and useful? what makes you tick? what makes you sick? Does it matter if we remain truthful? There is loss and gain my indulgence abstained I hope you look at me and finally come to see I'm more than flesh and vein
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Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 11:52 PM UTC
muddled
*and some animals didn't evolve, because they thought higher things of the dream-world, say bonsai felines, koalas, sloths, having evolved we shouldn't have allowed a concern for dreams, after all, there was mining to do, wheat to harvest, concern for dreams obstructed certain thing: firstly a privilege of the rich, and when stated by someone of lesser "rank", completely disregarded; trying to find the oedipus but unable to find him: guten tag kaiser, wilhelm das zweite!* i'd still prefer the laziness of the diet of a panda rather than complicating things with food restaurant critics and fussy eaters, i.e.: eat this, or starve, your choice.
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Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 10:05 PM UTC
pandas / kaiser wilhelm zweiter
And if I stop. If I stop doing, and working, and perfecting, and working, and complicating, and simplifying, you're there. Unconditional love. This giant truth on my back. That I carry and ignore- simply: Unconditional love. You are. Just are. No to do: But stop. And breathe. And believe. And be. Unconditional love.
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Feb 1, 2021
Feb 1, 2021 at 2:40 PM UTC
Frenzy
I watched a documentary on Buddhism. The show talked about a little girl. She was upset that Buddha didn't tell her about where she would be reborn. Buddha told her that she should be concerned with how to eliminate her suffering in the present moment. I thought that my problem was that I was overly complicating my religion. It occured to me that my religion should be about making me feel better. I feel better now.
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Feb 7, 2011
Feb 7, 2011 at 2:56 AM UTC
Try To Overcome Your Suffering In The Present Moment
The horizon? I’ve seen no such thing The skyscrapers and condos barricade the shore like a picket fence A crackling fire dancing alone in the woods? you hit your head? With the flick of a switch you get the luxuries of light warmth and course; cellphone reception Dude you have to stop complicating your life. He said Listen man…Who needs lakes and springs when you have pools and hot tubs Why walk or run, when driving is so much fun Why read or write theirs a **** television in sight What’s singing and dancing to techno and grinding? How else do yeah fix the ugly? Without makeup and Gucci Love?... Love? Who the **** needs love, as long as she’s got a little leg and some cleavage you'll **** her to pieces Man, what are ya? Depressed or something? No I just… want to feel human Buddy, this is the human Shit..he’s got a point
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Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 12:03 AM UTC
Its the 21st century, get with the program
i find it strange that i'm writing this letter to you. but it kind of showcases our friendship. all it was was an innocent kiss on your hand. but i kissed you, instead of you kissing me [on the cheek]. so here we go. it's like every word you say has an extra meaning. every touch you steal or demand has an extra feeling. so when you said, "kiss it, make it better," i wondered. i wondered what exactly i was making better for you. it could, of course, just be that you hit your hand on my pool steps. but that was all you, anyway. i thought you were tackling me. not hugging me. but then again, it could, of course, be you were looking for a reaction. if that's the case, i wish i knew why. i think i'm pretty clear on what i want. you're the one complicating things, you know. keep your mischievous eyes to yourself. keep your troublesome lips closed. god forbid we do anything we'd be ashamed of.
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Apr 7, 2011
Apr 7, 2011 at 6:02 PM UTC
for the last person i kissed.