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She introduced herself, as Sunset. Batted her lashes not to be flirtatious , But to hide that her eyes were wet. All around me were blurred, but beautiful faces. Yet, my eyes only focused on hers The first that I noticed. *When I bought my first camera, From that sales-man down in Alabama. And he taught me how to use it, He said, "see here son, if I was to take your picture I'd set this camera here on portrait. But if I took a picture of that pretty little girl 'cross the road" he said with a smirk "I'd have to set this here camera on Firework"* It's funny how memories work. I think of that man now, of his coffee colored skin and straw hat. I never thought I'd need to know any of that. but right here and now I set that camera to sunset. raise it to my eye And take a picture of Sunset. As if she were a colorful sky. and that's it. some people deserve more than a portrait. And I know, I'm going to take her to a dark room. And see what develops, of her negatives. But first, I want to hear all about her crazy relatives. Who gives her, her beauty? where's she take her dog to groom? The poodle on her leash is a cutie. and what does she doodle on her notebooks? stars or hearts or sugar skulls.... Does she know she's caught me on her fishin' hook? What's she think of me, I'm sure I look dull. Why are her teary eyes so full, About to overflow. There were so many things I wanted to know.... before I took her to a dark room. But it happened And all I found in the picture that developed was gloom. I realized I was her first. And the best night of my life became my worst. because I took something from her she didn't want to give. But I just didn't know that she wouldn't want to live. Keep reading, this ends beautifully. beautifully like a sunset ends a day. But, you have to believe me when I say that's not nearly as beautifully As Sunset ends my hopes and dreams. How she ended her own life With pretty little pink pills. One....Two....Three gripped in her hand they found a picture of me. And now I know, Sunsets are all about Beautiful Endings. It's funny how memories work © copyrighted Nicole Ann Osborn
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Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 9:16 PM UTC
Sunset
She introduced herself, as Sunset. Batted her lashes not to be flirtatious , But to hide that her eyes were wet. All around me were blurred, but beautiful faces. Yet, my eyes only focused on hers The first that I noticed. *When I bought my first camera, From that sales-man down in Alabama. And he taught me how to use it, He said, "see here son, if I was to take your picture I'd set this camera here on portrait. But if I took a picture of that pretty little girl 'cross the road" he said with a smirk "I'd have to set this here camera on Firework"* It's funny how memories work. I think of that man now, of his coffee colored skin and straw hat. I never thought I'd need to know any of that. but right here and now I set that camera to sunset. raise it to my eye And take a picture of Sunset. As if she were a colorful sky. and that's it. some people deserve more than a portrait. And I know, I'm going to take her to a dark room. And see what develops, of her negatives. But first, I want to hear all about her crazy relatives. Who gives her, her beauty? where's she take her dog to groom? The poodle on her leash is a cutie. and what does she doodle on her notebooks? stars or hearts or sugar skulls.... Does she know she's caught me on her fishin' hook? What's she think of me, I'm sure I look dull. Why are her teary eyes so full, About to overflow. There were so many things I wanted to know.... before I took her to a dark room. But it happened And all I found in the picture that developed was gloom. I realized I was her first. And the best night of my life became my worst. because I took something from her she didn't want to give. But I just didn't know that she wouldn't want to live. Keep reading, this ends beautifully. beautifully like a sunset ends a day. But, you have to believe me when I say that's not nearly as beautifully As Sunset ends my hopes and dreams. How she ended her own life With pretty little pink pills. One....Two....Three gripped in her hand they found a picture of me. And now I know, Sunsets are all about Beautiful Endings. It's funny how memories work © copyrighted Nicole Ann Osborn
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My heart is a plaything On a length of tattered string, Batted at by paws With unrestrained claws.
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Oct 10, 2015
Oct 10, 2015 at 10:11 PM UTC
Backup Plan
when i was just a little girl mama said, "you're the prettiest girl in the world" and at four years old, sitting with a mirror i batted my big green eyes, and simply believed her for this was just something that i'd always been told it was a fact of the world that i was beautiful six years old, with long, blonde curls and mama said, "you're the prettiest girl in the world" i remembered the phrase, but doubted her words i had no front teeth, and a voice too soft to be heard but it must've been true, 'cause mama's don't lie but how could it be that the prettiest girl would be so shy? eight years old, with a baseball cap on my head "you're the prettiest girl in the world," mama said i looked down at my soccer jersey and cleats "if i'm so pretty how come i have such big feet?" but mama didn't miss a beat, she was so smart she said, "you're prettiness shines through your great big heart" ten years old, with a notebook and a pencil full of lead "you're the prettiest girl in the world," mama said i barely heard the words, and decided i was fat pretty girls like shopping, not books and baseball bats and the pretty girls don't need to constantly be reading because when you see a pretty boy, a pretty girl is leading twelve years old, and wishing i was dead "you're the prettiest girl in the world," mama said i knew it was a lie, and i was severely ****** if i'm so pretty then what are all these ugly scars left on my wrist? but i nodded to my mother, and told her that i knew maybe i was dying, but i wouldn't bring mom down, too fourteen years old, lying in my bed "you're the prettiest girl in the world," mama said i knew it was a lie, but i'd made my peace with that i'd always be a little ugly, i'd always be a little fat i didn't look like a model, but that was okay i never would be pretty, but who cares, anyways? now i'm fifteen, and i'm starting to be okay "you're the prettiest girl in the world" is what mama will say i know i'm not the prettiest, but more importantly, i'm kind real beauty isn't in the face, real beauty's in the mind i'm learning to accept the hand that i've been dealt and i'm starting to heal my heart after all the pain i've felt
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 9:45 PM UTC
the prettiest girl in the world
when i was just a little girl mama said, "you're the prettiest girl in the world" and at four years old, sitting with a mirror i batted my big green eyes, and simply believed her for this was just something that i'd always been told it was a fact of the world that i was beautiful six years old, with long, blonde curls and mama said, "you're the prettiest girl in the world" i remembered the phrase, but doubted her words i had no front teeth, and a voice too soft to be heard but it must've been true, 'cause mama's don't lie but how could it be that the prettiest girl would be so shy? eight years old, with a baseball cap on my head "you're the prettiest girl in the world," mama said i looked down at my soccer jersey and cleats "if i'm so pretty how come i have such big feet?" but mama didn't miss a beat, she was so smart she said, "you're prettiness shines through your great big heart" ten years old, with a notebook and a pencil full of lead "you're the prettiest girl in the world," mama said i barely heard the words, and decided i was fat pretty girls like shopping, not books and baseball bats and the pretty girls don't need to constantly be reading because when you see a pretty boy, a pretty girl is leading twelve years old, and wishing i was dead "you're the prettiest girl in the world," mama said i knew it was a lie, and i was severely ****** if i'm so pretty then what are all these ugly scars left on my wrist? but i nodded to my mother, and told her that i knew maybe i was dying, but i wouldn't bring mom down, too fourteen years old, lying in my bed "you're the prettiest girl in the world," mama said i knew it was a lie, but i'd made my peace with that i'd always be a little ugly, i'd always be a little fat i didn't look like a model, but that was okay i never would be pretty, but who cares, anyways? now i'm fifteen, and i'm starting to be okay "you're the prettiest girl in the world" is what mama will say i know i'm not the prettiest, but more importantly, i'm kind real beauty isn't in the face, real beauty's in the mind i'm learning to accept the hand that i've been dealt and i'm starting to heal my heart after all the pain i've felt
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His heart was kept in a babooshka-doll that released memory smells with every layer that eroded. The wooden fences faded to damp brick in the corner of his head reserved for the harmonica that played through the microphone in his neck till the sound got lodged in his maudlin march that had him running like he was angry at the road. His Echostep vibrating in the kremlin skin and marrionette heart strings that kept him.... him. Despite broken wings he made the air around him dance with the resonance of each broken crystal ball shard used to predict the past. Each chime raised a mountain, folding back on itself hoping the hallucination would end, till tired hands batted away golden hawks. With rocks for claws. It was all the fights with the wind that had the clouds leaving the moon's Picaso skies, and sailing towards him on warships of rain and frozen effigies. They arrived, astronauts from outer space burning from the lips outwards revealing grey intent and red mists. He fought back with false start epiphanies and the falsetto prophecies that stung the air with pitch raining down. Leaving bare branches where once green hands applauded everything but empty air, like listless typewriters furiously trying to find their voices. Feirce winds and fake faces left blinking with closed eyes in the vastness of battlefield. Turning stomaches and blank canvas whirlpools, storms of anti-peace scarring the last conquests of the flightless ape lizard, and all his gorilla warfare.
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Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 4:23 PM UTC
Attack of the Flightless Ape-lizard
His heart was kept in a babooshka-doll that released memory smells with every layer that eroded. The wooden fences faded to damp brick in the corner of his head reserved for the harmonica that played through the microphone in his neck till the sound got lodged in his maudlin march that had him running like he was angry at the road. His Echostep vibrating in the kremlin skin and marrionette heart strings that kept him.... him. Despite broken wings he made the air around him dance with the resonance of each broken crystal ball shard used to predict the past. Each chime raised a mountain, folding back on itself hoping the hallucination would end, till tired hands batted away golden hawks. With rocks for claws. It was all the fights with the wind that had the clouds leaving the moon's Picaso skies, and sailing towards him on warships of rain and frozen effigies. They arrived, astronauts from outer space burning from the lips outwards revealing grey intent and red mists. He fought back with false start epiphanies and the falsetto prophecies that stung the air with pitch raining down. Leaving bare branches where once green hands applauded everything but empty air, like listless typewriters furiously trying to find their voices. Feirce winds and fake faces left blinking with closed eyes in the vastness of battlefield. Turning stomaches and blank canvas whirlpools, storms of anti-peace scarring the last conquests of the flightless ape lizard, and all his gorilla warfare.
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If your eyes could speak The way you batted your eyelashes robs me of my insanity I try to pull myself away from you But your beauty just throws me intro frenzy Darling, my curiosity is piqued
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Jul 20, 2015
Jul 20, 2015 at 10:59 AM UTC
Your Eyes
Sometimes there's a seamstress sewing in my head Quilting batted blankets of existential dread Comforters and covers cover all of our cold dead They're neatly surged and finished in copper linen thread
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Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 1:19 PM UTC
Clockwork Hen
dear iron maiden leatherette bound spine worn blue dress gaslight district cafe smile eighth floor ninth floor whatever i’m here four doors down knocking on thrift store loneliness that you just can’t give away nowadays* we dare polaroids point and laugh but not of mockery catalog pictures a galaxy or two more panoramic for any shutter wide angle lens a thousand batted lashes and double takes i’m easy to capture and purposely left behind like a coffee cup beyond the windowsill beneath the screenprint letters (and) for your eyes ——————————- *wednesday
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May 28, 2013
May 28, 2013 at 11:19 PM UTC
Happy Belated Anniversary.
Help me fall in love with you Your something I'd Want to get to know With those curls that twirl Like an afternoon in free falling Swirl There was something in the way you said "I like it this way and I like it like that" Made me laugh Was there something else I coulda' done? Should I have song? Never turned my back on your sun? Perhaps I needed the road more than I thought did, Maybe there was more then nothing In our love that I knew nothing of With these questions being batted There is nothing to do but sit Un-flattered Take away every memory of our sea of love For in song there is nothing but the sight of Flying doves
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Apr 20, 2011
Apr 20, 2011 at 7:51 PM UTC
Flying Doves
He called her a **** at dinner Told she could be thinner Played the part of being an *** Voicing opinions deemed crass A waiter wandered up Refilling a cup Gave the girl a wink But was more of a sporadic blink Her date stood tall And turned his fist into a ball Told the waiter to **** right off A comment muddled by a cough Then, in an act of violence Came a brief respite of silence The waiter was struck in the jaw Knocked on the floor captured in awe. He was then beaten ‘til dead Over inferences read The woman screamed At her date, the blood coated fiend Police were brought in The man simply grinned Cuffs were attached As the man’s might was matched A month later Due to the dead waiter The man had his day in court A bailiff acted as his escort The man was sentenced to 15 years The woman, in attendance, shed no tears The man was taken He appeared visibly shaken Taken to a cell at Briar Field A place all go to yield He was beaten for days on end By prisoners looking for time to spend Searching for a sense of hope Utilized in avoiding a knotted rope The man found a friend With a helping hand to lend Then one day talking wasn’t enough The man’s friend got rough After a quick stich The man was anointed a ***** Sitting for dinner he was called a **** By his friend, who had become quite blunt A guard came by and batted and eye The friend asked if he wanted to die Said this man was his slave A poor butt-fucking knave The guard retreated Victory conceited But the friend pressed on Until the guards life was gone Then walked back after the stunt And called the man a fat old ****
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Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 8:20 PM UTC
Perfectly Profane (NSFW) Whatever The **** That Means
He called her a **** at dinner Told she could be thinner Played the part of being an *** Voicing opinions deemed crass A waiter wandered up Refilling a cup Gave the girl a wink But was more of a sporadic blink Her date stood tall And turned his fist into a ball Told the waiter to **** right off A comment muddled by a cough Then, in an act of violence Came a brief respite of silence The waiter was struck in the jaw Knocked on the floor captured in awe. He was then beaten ‘til dead Over inferences read The woman screamed At her date, the blood coated fiend Police were brought in The man simply grinned Cuffs were attached As the man’s might was matched A month later Due to the dead waiter The man had his day in court A bailiff acted as his escort The man was sentenced to 15 years The woman, in attendance, shed no tears The man was taken He appeared visibly shaken Taken to a cell at Briar Field A place all go to yield He was beaten for days on end By prisoners looking for time to spend Searching for a sense of hope Utilized in avoiding a knotted rope The man found a friend With a helping hand to lend Then one day talking wasn’t enough The man’s friend got rough After a quick stich The man was anointed a ***** Sitting for dinner he was called a **** By his friend, who had become quite blunt A guard came by and batted and eye The friend asked if he wanted to die Said this man was his slave A poor butt-fucking knave The guard retreated Victory conceited But the friend pressed on Until the guards life was gone Then walked back after the stunt And called the man a fat old ****
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A beggar lays chained to concrete, to skyscraper that stretches past clouds, breathing aside, neither dead nor alive, we've given up on his release. For what purpose does he survive? When his stomach knots empty, he curls fetal, hands clench chest, and sobs escape in pants and whines and saliva and not an eyelash is batted toward his cup that silently watches: It hasn't jangled in days. Lashes litter the sidewalks from eyeliner applied while rushing to an extravagant event in midtown Manhattan, lights lips reflections, where all will will be watching her every move, her every step. If he wills himself survive, we can clean him up in loving arms of sleep deprived nurses before we kick him back to the curb, abandoned again with rip-rotting liver, while we vultures eye another ***** But that girl? She better not trip over Prometheus or we might just chain her next.
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Oct 2, 2012
Oct 2, 2012 at 12:24 AM UTC
Chains and Apathy
You sleep sound as I in silence trance your countenance with gentle fingertips... from the gentle slope of upturned chin or' soft plumped lips that earlier bore the taint of rouge and mine own kiss... turning my hand to tenderly back-stroke they cheek moisturised and cleaned of my heated touch... up towards now shuttered eyes in semi permanent state of rest as before fluttered and batted so as to place butterfly kisses upon my aching skin... finally the ears so unadorned by trinkets yet still bearing a trace of me my scent left my nuzzling mouth nibbling gently upon it's perfect lobe... as you sleep sound I in silence trace your countenance with sleepy eyes mirroring my smile as once more I brush back your hair and kiss your neck... sweet dreams my love and may my love bring you sweet dreams.
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Feb 18, 2013
Feb 18, 2013 at 10:16 PM UTC
Sweet Countenance
She was everything I wanted to be No wonder I questioned my sexuality But to find she might be into me? My heart couldn't help but skip a beat I was set on being her everything Four years I batted my eyes And watched as she fell for others As she let them between her thighs As young people will do I fell for others to But she was always there in my heart My feelings always true Lover apon lover Cracked and broke me down Slowly I lost myself Slowly I began to drown But I still loved them Just as I loved her But how could I love both And for that I was unsure Finally one day I got my chance After so long in denial She had given me a second glance I showed her what I could do And she fell before me She fell FOR ME But it wasn't what I hoped it would be For once in so long I found that I didn't want her And finally my life Wasn't such a blur Because I wanted him And only him I wanted him so much That my love for her actually grew dim I realized that day That it wasn't about what you were It was about who you were Yes finally I was sure So many people talk about what they like But I found that I like whos not whats I'm not straight I'm not **** I am who I am And I'm everything I want to be And she helped me realize that She helped me find me
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Jan 22, 2016
Jan 22, 2016 at 1:43 PM UTC
Finding my sexuality (poetry slam)
This is a very difficult thing to say. I’ve never had these words fall out of my mouth before so, don’t think I’m odd, strange, creepy or anything like that. Okay..phew..here it goes.. I fell in love with a mascot A year ago our High schools played each other in football And I didn’t know it back then but I saw a wolf doing cart-wheels 50 yards away and I thought It was the most ridiculous thing I’ve ever seen To be honest, I thought it’d be a guy Not to be sexist or anything but it never occurred to me That the physical manifestation of beauty could find itself Wrapped up inside the costume of a wolf Your school won And I figured that was a metaphor for how you took my heart When you pulled off the wolf head Slid brown hair away from your face And batted eyelids at me like you were shooting guns Bulls eye Lead the crowd to cheer Your motivation is like a beam of light in this dark 20th century stadium I just want you to be around as long as possible I wished the game went into triple overtime If I learned anything that day it was courage Because I asked a wolf For her number
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Dec 28, 2010
Dec 28, 2010 at 1:40 AM UTC
Mascot
Selina grew up in an orphanage she was a ******* her father disappeared after the Great War her mother dead from poverty She was a Catholic of the highest devotion she loved Jesus and Saint Joseph and after she was past schooling age (14) she went off to serve as a maid for a good Catholic family she wanted to be a nurse but circumstance dictated that she never could be not enough school, then, when she was 17 the 2nd Great War came and women were needed to work the steel mills and shipyards of Stockton England she got a job painting bombs she signed little things on them like, take that ****** but the job caused her asthma to flare so she was reassigned as what was then known as a postman clopping around the streets happily delivering mail She met a man named John Hartley and she intended to marry him her friends warned her he's a bachelor, a woman hater, but he was also quite the handsome soldier they married after the war and had five children three of whom became nurses proud tears falling like rain drops a life of hardships which she batted away with Christ as her shield summed up by her giving her children what she never had
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Apr 24, 2013
Apr 24, 2013 at 1:36 AM UTC
Selina the Orphan
Breathe, calm down, sit, what happened? Your eyes are twitching, Their color, it's switching. Fear, joy, surprise? Tell me, what is your demise? The rays enveloped my eyes, I drifted down, down into That tunnel. Gold sparkles and Poison silver in the air. Are there goblins waiting, doting on The scraps of my batted eyelashes? The monsters, though, They're bumpy and glow. Green smiles beckoned and flirted, Giggled and grinned, Eyes winked and cheeks pinked. Spiky hearts of jelly dominated the city. Offered and given Blue-brown daises and frogs, small kingdoms and bogs, Rotted maps, never-ending shoulder taps, Starched butterflies and broken cats, Grass blades that cut clouds and dirt mounds, Drowned fish with no fins, humans without sins. Stricken with panic when Asked for by King Gink, My hand were misplaced. My fingers desperate, grasping, crying, For anything'd be better That meeting the devil. King Gink bid his men to **** the Cat. "Pick off all the ants, and Feed them treats, bits of paper and sweetmeats. If they succeed, I will take Alice as queen." But the ants were too fat, too satisfied, and died. Triumphant and vengeful, the Cat kidnapped me Without panting or pause, Cat zipped off his skin, revealing A mask remarkably like yours. A devilish grin and a snickering sneer, it was you, it was you! Stop! Let me go! I swear, I swear, I swear the umbrellas are birds, and that red burns! Don't sit on that chair, A porcupine left his spine there! It's not as it seems, I'm not who I was. I'm melting, I'm melting…. Breathe, calm down, Alice, you're safe now. Mr. King Gink is in jail, The cat put to sleep. Not one more frightening thing. Now, lay still, this won't sting.
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Feb 13, 2010
Feb 13, 2010 at 8:45 PM UTC
Psych Ward
Breathe, calm down, sit, what happened? Your eyes are twitching, Their color, it's switching. Fear, joy, surprise? Tell me, what is your demise? The rays enveloped my eyes, I drifted down, down into That tunnel. Gold sparkles and Poison silver in the air. Are there goblins waiting, doting on The scraps of my batted eyelashes? The monsters, though, They're bumpy and glow. Green smiles beckoned and flirted, Giggled and grinned, Eyes winked and cheeks pinked. Spiky hearts of jelly dominated the city. Offered and given Blue-brown daises and frogs, small kingdoms and bogs, Rotted maps, never-ending shoulder taps, Starched butterflies and broken cats, Grass blades that cut clouds and dirt mounds, Drowned fish with no fins, humans without sins. Stricken with panic when Asked for by King Gink, My hand were misplaced. My fingers desperate, grasping, crying, For anything'd be better That meeting the devil. King Gink bid his men to **** the Cat. "Pick off all the ants, and Feed them treats, bits of paper and sweetmeats. If they succeed, I will take Alice as queen." But the ants were too fat, too satisfied, and died. Triumphant and vengeful, the Cat kidnapped me Without panting or pause, Cat zipped off his skin, revealing A mask remarkably like yours. A devilish grin and a snickering sneer, it was you, it was you! Stop! Let me go! I swear, I swear, I swear the umbrellas are birds, and that red burns! Don't sit on that chair, A porcupine left his spine there! It's not as it seems, I'm not who I was. I'm melting, I'm melting…. Breathe, calm down, Alice, you're safe now. Mr. King Gink is in jail, The cat put to sleep. Not one more frightening thing. Now, lay still, this won't sting.
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Stiff-spined pigs clawing at shins, thighs, torso; arms and head. Effervescent atoms spit from pressurised cans to clouded, burning eyes. Batons drop, judging my ever rolling sins; breaking bland sheet of skin into blue, black, red, swelling  purple canvas: mounds of flesh, batted time and time again. Arm twisted, mud faced being, sinking. Face first dirt. Cuffed, bony wrists annoy broken-back shoulders: unforeseen angles. Frustrated muscles stretch bemused tendons. Freedom demolished, kicking screams provoke further chest knocks, ambushed four to one your body flops; sagging over tight-gripped, blue and black jackets, helmets, batons, badges. Tossed to the backseat; prisoner of the siren.
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Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 2:23 PM UTC
Awe & Order
The feeling in my heart was gone, I had lost the will to live... So I came up with a plan. Slowly, and surely, I would push people away from me. If everybody hated me, and nobody cared, I could leave this world without causing heartache. So I pushed my friends away, I shut down, I made it so I only depended on myself. The thing that made it worse, Was that nobody fought back. None of my friends ever asked if I was okay, Nobody wanted to hear what I had to say. The friends I believed were my own family, They shrugged off my pain as if it never existed... They didn't care if I pushed them away, If I was cut off from the world. Nobody spoke up. Nobody batted an eye. So that was it. Now, I could finally be free... But, if I'm still here, Something must have happened. If I'm still here to speak, to type my feelings, Something must have changed my heart. I can honestly say, It was something I never expected. Something 'my plan' did not include. My internet friends wouldn't let me die. The friends I had never seen, The friends I had never felt, The friends who I'd never heard their voice. But that day, I heard them loud and clear. I never met them, But they felt more real than life. I could feel their emotions, they connected with me, They loved me for who I was. They changed my mind about life, about death, Something I never thought could ever happen. I feel like I can hear their hearts through the keyboard, I feel like I can hear their voice speak to my heart, I feel their hands in mine when I need a friend, I feel their fingers wiping away my tears when I can't hold back, And I feel them take the knife from my hands. They're building me up faster than I can tear myself apart. Those friends... They are REAL.
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Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 6:10 PM UTC
My Internet Friends
The feeling in my heart was gone, I had lost the will to live... So I came up with a plan. Slowly, and surely, I would push people away from me. If everybody hated me, and nobody cared, I could leave this world without causing heartache. So I pushed my friends away, I shut down, I made it so I only depended on myself. The thing that made it worse, Was that nobody fought back. None of my friends ever asked if I was okay, Nobody wanted to hear what I had to say. The friends I believed were my own family, They shrugged off my pain as if it never existed... They didn't care if I pushed them away, If I was cut off from the world. Nobody spoke up. Nobody batted an eye. So that was it. Now, I could finally be free... But, if I'm still here, Something must have happened. If I'm still here to speak, to type my feelings, Something must have changed my heart. I can honestly say, It was something I never expected. Something 'my plan' did not include. My internet friends wouldn't let me die. The friends I had never seen, The friends I had never felt, The friends who I'd never heard their voice. But that day, I heard them loud and clear. I never met them, But they felt more real than life. I could feel their emotions, they connected with me, They loved me for who I was. They changed my mind about life, about death, Something I never thought could ever happen. I feel like I can hear their hearts through the keyboard, I feel like I can hear their voice speak to my heart, I feel their hands in mine when I need a friend, I feel their fingers wiping away my tears when I can't hold back, And I feel them take the knife from my hands. They're building me up faster than I can tear myself apart. Those friends... They are REAL.
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Intensity is the underdog story Wild soil to a champion Flame out, and maybe Fell to the drink Consistency is two years without So much as a batted eye or a blink Ten steps ahead, maybe half an inch per week Books with battered spines stretched across coffee-stained sheets Intensity is *** or A free trial for a week Gold plated words Tin can actions underneath Consistency is the love, and Knowing I know I will never know enough Unconscious heartbeat The very breath that fills my lungs
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May 12, 2021
May 12, 2021 at 7:33 PM UTC
Consistent Minds
Little blue-eyed girl spent every day loving. You could almost see the love oozing out of her eyes when she stared into your soul. Or the happiness radiating through her fingertips when she held your hand. She was the color yellow. She was the sunshine and the dandelions, the lemon lollipops and countless smiles. Little blue-eyed girl loved with all she had in her. She touched every human soul she knew Except her own. Sometimes, little blue-eyed girl forgot about herself. But she never forgot to call the girl across the street or help the boy with the beautiful hair find a date. But sometimes she forgot herself. She wrote less, Smiled less, Thought about herself less, Talked less. But she cried more. Suddenly, little blue-eyed girl realized she had forgot how to love herself. She distantly remembered the days when she looked at herself in the mirror and smiled. The girl who loved her small hands and her warm smile were like ghosts dancing in her brain. She remembered the pigtails and the overalls that she had burned when he told her to. She couldn’t remember when doodling on her arm in class had transitioned into counting down the ticking minutes in anxiety. Her countless days of self love weren’t countless anymore. She didn’t even know how to count anymore. Where did all the love go? And then she remembered the boy with the floppy hair that she poured her soul into and he batted her away. Or the girl with thick, raven curls that told her she was too much to handle, too strange to talk to. Or the boy with the freckles that drained her of love. The one who made her keep on giving when she had nothing left to give. He drained her like a strawberry milkshake and he made sure to slurp up the remains at the bottom so there would be nothing left. No, little blue-eyed girl didn’t have anxiety or depression. She didn’t know someone who had committed suicide or had died. She didn’t have a drinking problem, a drug problem. Little blue-eyed girl didn’t have an illness that you can put a label on and prescribe medication for. There was nothing wrong with little blue-eyed girl then. Was there? Diagnosis: “she gave more love than she could ever receive” -Olivia Wirth 8 / 9 / 16
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Aug 11, 2016
Aug 11, 2016 at 9:31 PM UTC
Little Blue-Eyed Girl
Little blue-eyed girl spent every day loving. You could almost see the love oozing out of her eyes when she stared into your soul. Or the happiness radiating through her fingertips when she held your hand. She was the color yellow. She was the sunshine and the dandelions, the lemon lollipops and countless smiles. Little blue-eyed girl loved with all she had in her. She touched every human soul she knew Except her own. Sometimes, little blue-eyed girl forgot about herself. But she never forgot to call the girl across the street or help the boy with the beautiful hair find a date. But sometimes she forgot herself. She wrote less, Smiled less, Thought about herself less, Talked less. But she cried more. Suddenly, little blue-eyed girl realized she had forgot how to love herself. She distantly remembered the days when she looked at herself in the mirror and smiled. The girl who loved her small hands and her warm smile were like ghosts dancing in her brain. She remembered the pigtails and the overalls that she had burned when he told her to. She couldn’t remember when doodling on her arm in class had transitioned into counting down the ticking minutes in anxiety. Her countless days of self love weren’t countless anymore. She didn’t even know how to count anymore. Where did all the love go? And then she remembered the boy with the floppy hair that she poured her soul into and he batted her away. Or the girl with thick, raven curls that told her she was too much to handle, too strange to talk to. Or the boy with the freckles that drained her of love. The one who made her keep on giving when she had nothing left to give. He drained her like a strawberry milkshake and he made sure to slurp up the remains at the bottom so there would be nothing left. No, little blue-eyed girl didn’t have anxiety or depression. She didn’t know someone who had committed suicide or had died. She didn’t have a drinking problem, a drug problem. Little blue-eyed girl didn’t have an illness that you can put a label on and prescribe medication for. There was nothing wrong with little blue-eyed girl then. Was there? Diagnosis: “she gave more love than she could ever receive” -Olivia Wirth 8 / 9 / 16
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I wish my head would stop turning in the direction of my phone, waiting with batted breath for the writing of text, an indication you're still awake. I wish I wouldn't fill up with overwhelming waters of disappointment, because I already know that you won't reply. I wish you would text me first because I don't want to seem clingy. I wish I could stop my eyes from glancing at your name every five seconds, wishing it was a name belonging to a person I didn't want to need. I wish I didn't miss you so late at night.
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Nov 26, 2016
Nov 26, 2016 at 7:55 AM UTC
dilemma
This poem was written to describe/honor a boat-shaped wooden sculpture on which a town was built. Here’s humanity chucked on that tub Figure the fuss in the ship’s hold Roaming ‘round the deck, helm is hell for holding How come that outland ship ain’t capsizing? They ****** up their toll of ****** ***** Thrown out, left behind, they’re coping with that schism Roving ‘round Ocean blue between two small isthmus Grinning like they used to ain’t gonna be easy fun. Here’s humanity beating it to starboard If they had behaved themselves, possibly God almighty wouldn’t have batted an eye Zealous lots in exile on that ****** city-boat They built up walls ‘gainst their bitter heartbreaks Alleys, their homes and even small gardens On a boat! Oh my, isn’t that tub gonna sink? The wind-facing prow is a freakin’ chimera! Such a craft is like a merry-go-round You feelin’ sea-sick ? Looks like a hiccup! It’s not rocket science, maybe a bit pitchin’ Here’s these talented convicts’ last resort! Translated from the original version in French, July 19, 2018, Oullins. Appoline
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Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 7:46 AM UTC
The drunken sailors’ company
give me some sort of interaction I find myself now yearning for it so I'm lonely it's no secret, no surprise and certainly no blessing, no dream nor nightmare unleashed upon me I can't tell you what that could mean I wouldn't know what to do with you if I had you, sympathetic lady I don't know much of anything anymore, I've yearned so fully lately I need some feeling to distract my mind from the things I've seen there is necessity in my yearning, the warped clarity it brings I need the touch of a woman I'm tired of the scratch of any other girl batted eyelashes, pretty lashes on trusting backs it's all anticlimactic yet I'm still so confused by women enigmatic woe- catalysts flowers bloom in their step cradling art in their wake I wish I could lie pacified with a soft warmth at my side till the weight, gently lifted from my back sets upon my eyes ah, love I grow so bored with feeling lonely I'm so exhausted with never knowing
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Mar 9, 2015
Mar 9, 2015 at 4:05 AM UTC
hang-ups
Restless eyes batted senselessly keep me awake. Numbing illusion grabs hold of my feeble mind and I weep at the thought of my own destruction. "Savior, savior, where art thou? Hast thou left me to my own devices?" Trouble, trouble, all around. Madness wreaks my daunted mind Shadows leap the unkept room Dance back to canto ye demons of old! Ravishing through the harrows of an untidy brain Checking for sanity, what little remains, The pace quickens The plot thickens  It's madness in the mind of a passerby! I see a helpless fellow, Whose wings are too heavy to let him fly And his heart too weary to let him abandon his own mortality. Fool, I say. Fool for being so careless, where he puts his love.  Should be kept in a sacred jar And locked away. "Nay nay" stranger overhears, "My heart was right My heart was just, I must fight to win what I call mine for love is only given to those who fight for it." I let him live his fantasy, Poor boy who committed too many crimes and only wants more chances. However, I think, persistence is rewarded to those with justice in their hearts. I think it not too heavy after all.  And then I wake in the treacherous night To realize that the boy Was me.
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Feb 12, 2013
Feb 12, 2013 at 11:19 PM UTC
Nonsense
The Princess and the frog time and distance had taken its toll old and weathered and somewhat forgotten he hopped on tired legs all too often shunted by his former mate he wondered if there was more he wondered if there was a reason he was no longer driven he no longer hoped he no longer dreamed he missed the passion but knew not how to recover his dreams his desires then he stumbled into a garden it was a new garden one he had never before seen he wondered why he was here he wondered if he was just lost then hello was whispered he looked around seeing no one then another hello a bit louder he looked up and staring down staring down at him was a beautiful flower a sunflower a sunflower with big beautiful eyes she batted her eyes and smiled he was amazed she had noticed none noticed him these days are you lost the sunflower asked I think I may be he answered well welcome to my garden my name is the Princess Perly what is your name I am just an old frog was his reply and it matters not my name but I am glad to meet you Princess Perly they talked for a long time she finally had to leave and he was sorry she had to go but he returned to the garden the next day and they met again and shared shared thoughts and feelings she was so kind and sweet and beautiful beyond his dreams slowly he fell in love with the princess well he kind of suspected it was rather quicker day after day they would meet in the garden he finally told her that he was in love with her she blushed but did not answer time moved on his desires returned his dreams returned the princess finally gave in to his heart she told him she also loved him his world would never be the same she kissed him gently and his life would never be the same though time would change things they stayed deeply in love they stayed the best of friends though he was still a frog he knew he was someone again he was loved by a Princess and that made him smile... Gomer LePoet....
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Mar 29, 2013
Mar 29, 2013 at 1:45 PM UTC
The Princess and the frog
The Princess and the frog time and distance had taken its toll old and weathered and somewhat forgotten he hopped on tired legs all too often shunted by his former mate he wondered if there was more he wondered if there was a reason he was no longer driven he no longer hoped he no longer dreamed he missed the passion but knew not how to recover his dreams his desires then he stumbled into a garden it was a new garden one he had never before seen he wondered why he was here he wondered if he was just lost then hello was whispered he looked around seeing no one then another hello a bit louder he looked up and staring down staring down at him was a beautiful flower a sunflower a sunflower with big beautiful eyes she batted her eyes and smiled he was amazed she had noticed none noticed him these days are you lost the sunflower asked I think I may be he answered well welcome to my garden my name is the Princess Perly what is your name I am just an old frog was his reply and it matters not my name but I am glad to meet you Princess Perly they talked for a long time she finally had to leave and he was sorry she had to go but he returned to the garden the next day and they met again and shared shared thoughts and feelings she was so kind and sweet and beautiful beyond his dreams slowly he fell in love with the princess well he kind of suspected it was rather quicker day after day they would meet in the garden he finally told her that he was in love with her she blushed but did not answer time moved on his desires returned his dreams returned the princess finally gave in to his heart she told him she also loved him his world would never be the same she kissed him gently and his life would never be the same though time would change things they stayed deeply in love they stayed the best of friends though he was still a frog he knew he was someone again he was loved by a Princess and that made him smile... Gomer LePoet....
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the night consisted of me hinting at the presence of a guy a guy i really like, a guy whose name like a reverie, i could not bring myself to utter i talked about everything because i do not care i do not care about you, your enamoured face, your saccharine words, instead i batted them away as if they were unwanted flies harassing a dim light of which they are enraptured by, devotedly yet foolishly by the end of the night i had grown tired of entertaining the ghost of the guy whose name i could not utter of glimmering gutlessly at my blatant apathy of being a subject of novelty you were the kid, strung on by a piece of nothing and i was the power-bearer, merciless in faithless speeches, indulgent in frivolousness so i halted the meet, streamed mindlessly towards a place where i renounced my false interest my douchebaggery, then proceeded to wipe off the kiss you'd left on my unwitting, unwelcoming lips i do not like you, do not want traces of you to envelope, overwhelm the traces of him on me but i don't think they ever will
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Sep 14, 2013
Sep 14, 2013 at 5:25 PM UTC
i'm sorry but not