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Zero Nine Mar 2017
She's lounging on the futon playing Stardew Valley. We both get a kick out of it. Mainstream gaming can **** a *****. Exceptions occur, of course. I look into the bathroom mirror through a splatter of mouthwash and toothpaste and groom my hair, my face like I think highly of myself. I don't. I shave and I pluck, admire the edges, pretend I'm of feminine energy, pretend according to the faces and voices that matter. We have to look out for ourselves somehow, but in whole what the world can see of us makes them think we're outsiders trying to climb into an exclusive box. I want to find myself beautiful, and I know you must be happy with yourself, but there's no pleasure in false positives. Where is the touch of appreciation? To struggle visually means that windows are better caked. Not cis, nor have I ever been. In the end, I'm content enough choking in the wasteland.
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If you ask the question if you're special
You should know the answer
Insecurity should be quelled
By what I do
I think talk is cheap until the actions push the envelope
Your soul is too resplendent for this morbid ending to the story
I felt like you can do better
Than I realize that I am the better
Not because I'm fervently egotistical
But because I cater to your waves of emotions
I do more than I ever thought I would
There's nice things I would do for everyone
Then there's nicer things I would do for you
If you want to ensure my words congeal
Ask away beloved
I'll say Yes II to them all

As long as your ghost towns lose sense of vacancy
And your mind is filled with more red than blue on the X-rays
I have done my part
And never will I part from you
You have echoed something I've never heard before
And I want to dive deeper into it
Forget the repercussions
As long as my soul becomes more opulent
I will forget what it means to be transient
These feelings shall remain forever
Meg Howell Mar 2017
You were found in my ignorances

The things I chose not to see in myself,
you found in me

This contagious, spontaneous, fun house walk-through, reflecting only the compassionate parts of us two
Breanna Stockham Mar 2017
We wake up and plan
to smile at strangers,
and hold the door open,
and say no to anger.

But then there's traffic,
and road rage and red lights,
and cut-offs and cuss-outs,
daydreaming of fights.

Our destination is reached,
and our hands are in fists,
we stomp down the halls,
and crash by accident.

Coffee spills, papers scatter,
faces red, eye contact made,
thoughts are racing, anger raising,
a small flame ignites great hate.

We watch the scene
play in our head,
like directing a movie
and take one is red.

It's yelling and screaming,
insulting and punching,
automatic desire,
but solving nothing.

Aren't we lucky
we aren't bound by our thoughts?
We might be tempted,
but slaves we are not.

Aren't we lucky
if take one leads to
mistakes or trouble
we can choose a take two?
silvervi Feb 2017
Love or not
Hard to tell
Far away
From me

Deep deep feelings
Maybe yes
It's a test

I can feel
Intensity
About you

There's no other way
But to meet
Me and you

I will listen to my inner
Soul believer
I will listen not to lose
What is true

And I know you're sometimes
Stronger than me
But I'll fight for us
Me and you
Yash borana Feb 2017
I know that i love u...
No matter what happens
I will always save u...
In myself i think that
I wanna live with u....
But one day ...
We fight for a silly thing...
Which separates us for once and for all....
Which separates us for once and for all
That one day ... changes ur lives
Our lives.
So i wanna say that i have some unknown in me..
Which will hate everyone......
Which will hate everyone......
So i wanna say that
I
One day separates two lovers for life
f Feb 2017
We are contstantly affected by the opinions of others,
but let's not let that get into our head shall we?

Oh yea?
As if everything is so easy to solve like how you seem to make it be.
The truth is that it's so hard to solve.
Maybe it can't even be solved,
At all.

Have you thought about the other party?
How they think?
What do they think?
Are their thoughts really what you think they are?
Dark Delusion Feb 2017
You're so far away.
If you were within reach, I would hug you forever.
I'm sorry I couldn't keep the promise.
I'm sorry I ignored it.
I wish I could hold your hand once more.
It's my fault that you left.
I know apologies isn't enough.
You said you trusted the wrong person.

You're constantly on my mind.
I keep remembering your smile that turned into tears.
You're gone, and I'm left alone.
I broke you in pieces.
Pieces small enough for the wind to blow away.
An awful memory left behind, within an awful feeling in my heart.
I know It should’ve been me instead.
You gave me your hand so I could save you. I gave you my love before you pulled me with you down.
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