Please don’t go slow
Because then I’ll wonder if we’re going forward or you’re letting go
If you love me
Then let me know
I’ll never let you go
So let’s speed up
We’ll go fast
And forget about that tragic past
Don’t speak of him
Like you love him too
Because if it’s true
Then there’s nothing I can do
I love you with everything that I’ve got
And in my heart you’ll always have a soft spot
So break me until you’re satisfied
Just be there at the end of the ride
I can go through anything for you
Just make sure you won’t do it for him too
I know I’m nothing special
I know I’m not what you wanted
But I’ll love you more than anyone
So don’t leave my memories haunted
So tell me you love me and we’ll never be apart
So here, you can have my hopeless broken heart

we were going towards somewhere,

i don’t know for how long or how far,

i just know we’re moving.

unlike before, where i only get hitched by

somebody else in their passenger seat

— not knowing when and where i’ll be dropped off,
loving its mystery;
the excitement —

i’m actually driving this time.
and you’re riding your own too.

we’re driving side by side.

either one of us could go ahead,

but we moved in one pace.

where will we go?

i don’t know.

i puff a cigarette.

here we are
on this crazy ride
an end fast approaching
and i don't want to get off
but eventually
i'll have to feel solid ground
and i've always been afraid of heights
but you are worth falling for
you are something i'll never forget
i'll never regret
you are worth every second
an adrenaline rush
and a safety harness
all at once
and i wish we had
endless time
and our thrills
weren't so hopeless

s.s

I love to drive in the night

Relaxing
Calm
quietly
And beautiful

But I love to look at the stars while driving Because the bright stars remind me of your Wonderful eyes

i'm afraid your ride has ended here,
do not bother to try to travel further,
i can't let you closer,
it only get colder,
i can't get any bolder,

i swear i tried,
the thought of letting you in anymore,
it sends shivers down my spine,
i would love to-
but i can't,
this reflex can't be stopped,

don't you ever wonder what people are whispering?
the way they grin,
what if it is all fake?
what if they aren't real?
**what if they are using me?

f e r r i s  w h e e l
her words,
her laugh,
her smile,
her goodbye
on our last ride
are not the things i would ever forget
because, it was as cold as winter
in the middle of summer
when she looked to the farthest as possible,
to the iris of my eyes,
to the lustrous lips of mine,
to the soul about to be left behind