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May 2016 · 1.2k
Siren
Marissa Kohlman May 2016
Alluring maiden
Skirts of green foam flash and twirl
Her song draws me in
Arms of sweet salt embrace me
Silken promises whispered
Originally published on May 6, 2013 on the Helium website in the "Tanka About the Sea" competition.
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2015
My palms are getting sweaty
My heart begins to pound
I’m running down the hallway
Strange faces all around
In my hand’s a crumpled schedule
I can’t read it anyway
Where is that freaking classroom?!
The final is today!!
Another recurring dream of mine.  I graduated from college in 2004 and still have nightmares about missing tests or losing my class schedule!  This is the final poem in my "What Dreams May Come" writing challenge.  Thank you to all who participated!
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2015
I stare at you
Through a small tear between dreams
and reality.

So this is where you were hiding all this time.

Immortal, after all.
You can never die when you live on in our dreams and hearts.  This is poem 9 in my "What Dreams May Come" poetry challenge to write 10 poems in 14 days based on the dreams of the night before.
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2015
I step in the shower,
You follow me in.

Clear water
Ivory skin
Blue tiles
Ebony sin

Hmm, no one is watching,
Let's do it again....
Poem 8 in my "What Dreams May Come" poetry challenge to write 10 poems in 14 days based on the dreams of the night before.
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2015
I walked past the shop and felt eyes watching me.
I stopped in my tracks and thought, “Can it be?”
From the wall hung a tiny man made of straw
With black beads for eyes and a gaping maw.
He looked at me, and I looked at him,
And without even meaning to, I stepped on in.
The shop owner saw me.  “You like him, eh?”
My head moved up and down, but my brain screamed, “No way!”
The straw man was packaged in a brown, paper bag.
I pulled out my wallet and then I paid.
I was handed my purchase and was told, “Good day.”
And I swear my bag chuckled as I walked away.
Poem 7 in my "What Dreams May Come" poetry challenge to write 10 poems in 14 days based off of the dreams of the night before.  Please feel free to join in!
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2015
She was named after the sea
And her eyes were the color of waves crashing on a stormy day.

And yet,
There she was...

Landlocked.
Poem 6 in my "What Dreams May Come" poetry challenge to write 10 poems in 14 days based on the dreams of the night before.  I have a recurring dream about owning a home beside the ocean.  Perhaps one day....
Marissa Kohlman Aug 2015
Black convertible
Top down
Starry sky above.

Where am I going?
Where have I been?

The answer is one and the same:
My love.
Poem 5 in my "What Dreams May Come" poetry challenge to write 10 poems in 14 days based on last night's dreams.  If you are interested in joining, please visit my profile for more details!
Marissa Kohlman Aug 2015
Whispered voices fill the halls
Ghostly hands reach from the walls
And yet my heart, it feels no fear
As I seek out the voice I hold so dear

Icy fingers grasp my arms
Gasping voices promise harms
I fight against them with each step
You can’t have me, not quite yet

But then I see your shadowed face
Veiled in a web of spider lace
So then, my dear, I’m much too late
And with a final kiss, you seal my fate….
Poem 4 in my "What Dreams May Come" poetry writing challenge.  The challenge is to write poems based on your dreams from the night before.  For more details please see my profile.  I'd love to have you join in the fun!
Marissa Kohlman Aug 2015
It's one a.m. with yellow skies.
I peer above with fearful eyes.

What is this mess?
The end of the world?
An alien invasion?
A nuke unfurled?

Half the world runs helter skelter,
While the other half parties.  "***** taking shelter!"

And you, my love,
Are in group number two.
And in this moment
I wish I was too.

But you see the fear, alive in my eyes,
As they search and search these doomsday skies.

You draw me close,
So warm and alive,
And together, I think,
We might just survive.
Poem 3 in my "What Dreams May Come" Challenge.  If you are interested in joining in on the fun, please visit my profile for the details!
Marissa Kohlman Aug 2015
I rest my head between bed and sky
As countless worlds tip-toe on by
And I try
Oh, I try
As I open my eyes
To keep your hand in mine.
Poem 2 in my "What Dreams May Come" challenge.  If you are interested in joining in on the fun, check my profile for the details!
Marissa Kohlman Aug 2015
I heard a voice call my name
     Familiar
          Maybe....
But I had reached the point of no return
     Too little
          Too late....
I continued my descent
     Free
          At last....

No looking back.

And yet....
    The memory of his eyes
          Haunted me.
The first poem in my "What Dreams May Come" poem challenge.  Please visit my profile for the details if you interested in joining me!
Aug 2015 · 1.6k
Senryu About Nosy People
Marissa Kohlman Aug 2015
Hungry, jealous eyes
Search posts and tweets for answers.
Why did he choose her?
Originally published on the Helium Network, September 2013.
Aug 2015 · 1.3k
525.9
Marissa Kohlman Aug 2015
A white shard
Erupts violently through tender pink flesh.
I see it gleaming in the darkness
As I hold your screaming body against me in the night.
The tears in my eyes match yours
As a feeling of helplessness devours me.

Oh, the agony of…



The first tooth!
I originally wrote this in the early morning hours of the night my son got his first tooth as I stayed up consoling him.  I think a baby's first tooth is equally traumatic for both infant and parent!
Aug 2015 · 3.1k
The Happiest Place on Earth
Marissa Kohlman Aug 2015
Welcome to our city,
The happiest place on earth!
We’re conditioned to be happy folks,
Starting right from birth.

In the mornings are our daily shots,
To keep our senses dull.
Then we walk to morning class,
Grins plastered to our skulls.

They seat us by a great big screen
With images and sound.
They show us what will happen
If we ever slip a frown.

We gawk at the “Correction Site”
You’ll see as you drive in.
It’s filled with rotting corpses
With no choice BUT to grin!

So we are always happy!
Happy as can be!
There is no crime, or sin, or tears,
Only endless glee!

Can’t you see me smiling?
Don’t you want this too?
Come join our happy city!
Yes, the city, she wants you….
Originally published in November of 2012 on the Helium Network.  This is the only piece of dozens I had written that I was able to retrieve after the website permanently closed.
Jul 2015 · 439
4/8/14
Marissa Kohlman Jul 2015
It's hard to believe
         That the entire world
Fits into a seven pound
         Fourteen ounce package.
Isn't it though?
K.R.A.  <3
Jul 2015 · 2.3k
La Petite Mort
Marissa Kohlman Jul 2015
Every night
I die in your arms
Again and again, together.

Every morning
I wake up in your arms
Feeling more alive than ever.
Who doesn't love a little word play?
Jul 2015 · 453
Silent Visitor
Marissa Kohlman Jul 2015
As the first rays of morning sun snuck around the edges of the curtain and creeped into the corners of the bedroom, so did the demon she thought she had slain years ago.  

It slithered onto her chest and wrapped its grit covered claws around her throat, crushing her lungs with its weight.  Her arm tightened around her infant son and she focused on the soft rise and fall of his tiny chest.  When she opened her eyes again, the demon was gone.

Deep down in her heart, though, she knew that it was still hiding somewhere in the deep shadows of the room, just waiting for another moment of weakness to pounce.

Perhaps some demons can never be slain.
As someone who struggled with anxiety in my early twenties, and mostly conquered it, I've come to the realization that it never truly leaves.  In those early morning hours, when I'm somewhere between sleep and wake, it has the tendency to creep its way back in.
Jul 2015 · 2.9k
Fireworks
Marissa Kohlman Jul 2015
Short, quick bursts thrum through the night, punctuated by longer, deeper blasts that shiver all the way down to my toes. The steamy July air crackles with energy and excitement as anticipation of the grand finale hums through every nerve ending.  The blasts come closer and closer together, until at last a glorious explosion of shuddering brilliance illuminates all, leaving us shaking and filled with breathless wonder.

And then we decide to go watch the fireworks.
Happiness is finding someone to make fireworks with!
Dec 2014 · 267
Shadows
Marissa Kohlman Dec 2014
Sometimes
          the weight of the world
                    becomes more than I can bear….
And  I desperately reach  to grasp your hand
          Only to find that
                     it’s
                               not
                                         there.
To my loved ones who left this earth before me, I miss you every day.
Oct 2014 · 1.2k
Viper
Marissa Kohlman Oct 2014
When you smile at me I see the tips of your fangs peeking out from behind your lips
Your words drip from your mouth in gobs of venom
And coat the minds of those around you
Keeping them numb and compliant
              Until it is time to strike....

But I have seen your fangs
I have felt the cold sting of their bite
And I know that no matter how sweet those words
They are still poison.

You can’t fool me, little ssssnake
For when you flash those fangs at me
I’ll flash mine back
*And there is more than one kind of predator in this jungle.
Dedicated to all those snakes out there posing as "friends."
Oct 2014 · 1.0k
Remedy
Marissa Kohlman Oct 2014
All day I watch the horrors of modern life come screaming in on four wheels with lights flashing
    “Code Blue, ER, Room 6!”
    “Code Blue, ER, Room 6!”
I drive home exhausted
Spacing out to familiar tunes as the wind blows my hair away from my face
Letting the emotional baggage of the work day slip out the window into the night air
    But still
That tenseness in the shoulders remains.

Then I walk in the door
And two pairs of eyes
    Both the same shade of rusty brown
And two smiles
One toothless
The other filled with perfect shining white teeth
    Both glowing with love
Greet me.

This is who I do it for.

I kiss one chubby little cheek
    I kiss one set of waiting lips
And my shoulders relax.
To my family: my remedy and my purpose, for you I will do anything.  Who needs wine when you have baby kisses?
Sep 2014 · 1.3k
History
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2014
We’ve all seen them….
The people with the glazed over eyes
        Stuck halfway in that world
                   And halfway in this
Their clothing still covered in grave dust
         From the skeletons they wrestled with all through the night.

“We have history,” they say
         But now it’s a fairytale
                   And they can’t let go….
Poem 7 in my "7 Poems in 7 Days" self-challenge.  Bonus challenge:  All titles must be school subjects.
Challenge complete!!
Sep 2014 · 1.4k
Geography
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2014
The topography of the human soul can’t be learned in a day.
I ******* my bag and look out across the valleys and mountains that make you you
And feel both exhilarated and frightened.

I see beautiful, sunlit plains
Dappled with wild flowers
And vibrating with the joy of life.
I also see dark caves
Filled with shadowy, dangerous corners
And echoing with whispers of ghosts of the past.

I take a deep breath and take the first step.
I have my whole life to explore this land,
And I intend to learn and embrace every inch of it.

*North
South
East
And West.
Poem 6 in my self-challenge: "7 Poems in 7 Days" with each title being a school subject.
Sep 2014 · 1.2k
Astronomy
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2014
Tiny little planets
Spin aimlessly in their fixed orbits
Concerned only with what occurs on their own surface
As they travel blissfully oblivious to the worlds they go hurtling past on a daily basis

Until one day they look up
And notice another lonely planet passing close
And everything is forever changed
As gravity takes control

They are pulled closer and closer
Helpless but not wanting to be helped
They are drawn together until their surfaces touch
And their worlds collide in a flash of brilliance

The result can be the most beautiful thing they have ever experienced
*Or the most horrific.
Poem 5 in my "7 Poems in 7 Days" self-challenge.  The bonus challenge is to make every title a school subject.  Even though the challenge is almost over, I'd love for some of you to join in.
Sep 2014 · 2.4k
Orchestra
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2014
Your expert fingers gently
    strum and pluck at my strings                
Making every inch of me sing.

My body thrums
    With each staccato beat
And goosebumps ***** my skin as we race towards the crescendo.

The music peaks
    And beautifully tuned notes entwine
In heart-stopping harmony.

Your bass blends
    With my soprano
In a perfect balance of tone and pitch.

In the stillness that follows
    The music fades
Into a duet of breathy sighs.

And then we :||
Let's make beautiful music together.
Poem 4 in my "7 Poems in 7 Days" self-challenge.  Bonus challenge: All titles must be school subjects.  Feel free to join me!
Sep 2014 · 15.2k
Chemistry
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2014
Thorium
Iodine
Sulfur
Iodine
Sulfur
Lithium
Iron

*Don't waste it.
A bit of a riddle ;)
Poem 3 in my "7 Poems in 7 Days" self-challenge.  Bonus challenge: All titles must be school subjects.  Feel free to join me!
Sep 2014 · 1.1k
Woodshop
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2014
Fed up with the ways of men,
I decided to create my own,
And he would be perfect.

I took a chunk of wood and began to carve,
My knife coaxing each perfect body part into existence:
Dark eyes
Full lips
Broad shoulders
Long legs
Strong hands
And a perfect...well...you know.

Then I carved the magic word into his chest
And he became flesh.

He did everything a woman wanted:
He listened well
Never talked back
Never got mad
Made love on command
And said those words we all crave
"I love you"

All with eyes as empty as bottomless pits.
Poem 2 in my "7 Poems in 7 Days" self-challenge.  Bonus challenge:  All titles must be school subjects.  Feel free to join me!
Sep 2014 · 1.8k
Mathematics
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2014
1+1=2
This is what my teacher taught me
As I sat in class with blond pigtails trailing down my back
And dreams as big as the endless sky
Dancing through my child mind.

1+1=1
This is what you taught me
As my hair hung loose and long down my back
And I lost myself in those deep, brown eyes
As the silver moon watched our slow, slow grind.

1+1=3
This is what our son taught me
As my hair lay tussled and messy down my back
And the hospital room filled with newborn cries
As I held his tiny hand in mine.  


*What will the next lesson be?
To my family of three.  You have brought me so much joy and love.  Who knew math could be so much fun?
(This is poem 1 in my "7 Poems in 7 Days" self-challenge.  Bonus challenge: All titles must be school subjects.  Feel free to join in!)
Sep 2014 · 1.2k
Bond
Marissa Kohlman Sep 2014
Sacred words
Never meant for mortal eyes
Rest unspoken
Between mother and unborn son.
Felt but never heard
They wrap him
In a blanket of nurturing warmth
As he blossoms with divine guidance.
Beautiful
Perfect
Loved above all else
An angel is born.
And those sacred words
Hang glittering in the air
As he opens his eyes to the world.
With love to my beautiful son.  You are my world.

— The End —