the sun is asleep
but I'm up thinking about things
like who will you be?
whats gonna happen next for me?
one night could change the rest of our lives
are you ready for this invaluable strife?

the chemicals i wish they kicked in
all i need is a high
the air is getting thin

you make me weak and I love the way that feels
I can barley speak and I'm glued down by my heels

I can barely read you
you're like a book with a lock and a lost key
millions of things running through my mind
I lost track of the time
now the moons asleep and our hearts barely beat.

don't you want to turn the beauty into the beast
feel the pain then the release
the malice runs through my veins like morphine
I'm addicted
I'm insane
contemplating the same things
investing everything
I need a fix
I insist
I'll sell my body for the next line
I would never even care
my soul was never mine

coma sleeps and powder dreams
you have to pay to get things like these
the price is really cheap
so sell your soul and give all to me
I'll take you to places you have never been
you can open doors and find new things
heres the treasure, now follow me

truths you would never believe
and lies that push you on your knees
I'll make you beg and plead
so just give it up to me

there is a mirror
look close
you still think your beauty is only skin deep?
now take your skin off and see

remember you obey me
you gave me your soul so you wouldn't die lonely
listen close my dear
do you hear the whispers?
do you feel your very fears?
they creep up on you
they want to play

lets fade away
I am the cigarette smoke that fills your lungs
I am the cat that grabbed your tongue

death do we part dear
and if you wake up
you were dead from the start

At that moment in time
my heart was beating to loud to hear anything else
my tears were falling so fast
the rain could not compare
the look in my eyes gave it all away
the look in your eyes told me you were ready to let me in
could that have been your gaol?
reaching for the last thing that put me in control.
****
I just want you t know
that I can never let you go
If i could set flames to flowers
and if I could burn the memories
I would fly away with the ashes in the breeze
and i'll stare in to your bruised eyes from a distance
like two moons staring back at me
and I'll try not to listen
because every I love you was lie

go to sleep, close your eyes
now dream of broken butterflies
pinned down wings, and pills for suicide
now I ask myself is it worth the fight?

Im a follower, you know its true
because when you had my heart I followed you
now I breathe in
my lungs feeling tight
I release the air, questioning is it worth the fight?

can you see the vice?
Its locked behind her eyes
her evil ways
they won't disappear tonight
now she's got her friends and family questioning is it worth the fight?

I try to answer this question staying up all night
life is just a war
we are just soldiers crossing fields of questions
trampling through the mud in our disguise
falling into the ocean at our own demise
but the question still stands, is it worth the fight?
Ive been fighting every **** day of my life
and I'm starting to see the sunshine…..

you seem to be one of the only things on my mind,
all of the time.
I remember lying there in your arms
You were telling me lifes stories about the sunken warship and the storms.
I remember looking into your eyes
I felt your warmth, and you saw the tears I cried from the defeat of many tries.
I remember what your skin felt like against mine,
That night marks one of the best in my life,
Even though it was special I knew it was our end.
I will never forget your lips against my skin
I still feel the adrenaline from when I sneaked in.
oh this place wasn't safe, but I needed to be with you.
one last night.
one last look.
one last kiss, before you leave with pieces of my heart in your collection of lost dreams.
the ones you keep in a jar.
Before you left with your forgotten dreams,
I needed you to be with me
one last night, one last look of the light in your eyes.
This is my goodbye.