Why do we live such meaningless lives?

but the idea of you
I love, *I think

i really did love you
but you were an addict


and i am more than a cure

inner circles
Warm nights, Cool covers, serene muscles

outlanders
Cool nights, warm covers, throbbing muscles

your life
clean windows, open doors, soft beds

my life
broken windows, slamming doors, broken beds

possibilities
you, me, apart

*impossibilities
us, we, together

Places are times
People are places
You are time

the skies empty
the seas are full
of memories
long forgotten

when all I need
is for you to
**listen

around and around,

deeper and deeper,

it sinks without a sound

while the silence grows louder.

stirring strong

wandering weak

yearning you

missing me

Pa/in

Can’t be seen,
Can’t be touched,
Can’t be smelled,
But it is there

Constant & consistent,
it grows.
Powerful & persistent,
it revels.

is everywhere:
In my heart,
In my mind,
In my daily life.

takes over life,
takes over people,
demands death,
demands people.

how do you know
you're not in love
with the idea of
love?

in my memory,
we were infinite; wait-
in that moment,
it was too late.

For all her life eve walked alone
Blindly searching for her home
In darkness she roamed
As daybreak came she moaned

Whizzing, whirring the sounds pass
She wondered how long time will last

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no
thing
ness

and

cat
hars
is

If love is not ***,
then what is between us?

We are creatures,
we are created,
we are creators.

We are chaos emodied,
change in form,
curiosity with compassion

We are everything,
we are nothing,
we are surviving.

We are over,
gone before dawn,
emptied and spilled.

We are time,
we are change,
we are moving.

We are more;
better than the good,
exactly where we ought to be.

long skinny legs
               thin delicate arms
skin smooth and rosy
                                          lonely

  deep-s­et blue eyes
            bouncy shining hair              
lips ample and glossy
                                          grunting

tall­, healthy and fair
bounty, wealthy and rare
studious, smart and sultry
                                      angry

smile, smile, smile
*do you not understand
that is not me
that is all you see

It is in a crowd
that I am most alone.

Slowly, I shatter.
Swiftly, I rise.
Someday, I mutter.
Someone, I love.

How can this be
the most perfect example
of being alone together?

You'll be alone.
I want to be *together.

with each breath

There is a burning in my chest I can't contain.

by everything