Eya Sep 2017

fall endlessly like raindrops to the ocean;
Like little soldiers, one after the other,
They fall just as the enemy targets them.

Why am I here?
Why do I tell you this?
Why do these fall in my face when my insides feel nothing?

Then again, what is a smile with happiness in it?

Eya Sep 2017

Pa/in

Can’t be seen,
Can’t be touched,
Can’t be smelled,
But it is there

Constant & consistent,
it grows.
Powerful & persistent,
it revels.

is everywhere:
In my heart,
In my mind,
In my daily life.

takes over life,
takes over people,
demands death,
demands people.

Eya Apr 2016

but the idea of you
I love, I think

Eya Apr 2016

how do you know
you're not in love
with the idea of
love?

Eya Mar 2016

no
thing
ness

and

cat
hars
is

Eya Mar 2016

Show up.
Do something.
Work harder.
Show up.
Make sense.
Matter.
Exist.
Die.

Eya Mar 2016

I should sleep;
birds almost chirping,
daylight threatens about
but my eyes do not droop.

I should sleep;
but my heart beats furiously.
I have not forgotten.

I should sleep;
even owls have fallen,
winds slowing down
but my spirit remains restless.

I should sleep;
but my mind won't let me.
I remember.

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