Dear haters,

You stand tall as an ice berg in my vogue.
You are the wildest storm in desert,
The toxic that burns my heart,
The madness that drives me insane.
But your hatred keeps me going.
I dare to go beyond my boundaries,
You imbibe new zest of inspiration,
I learn to conquer my fear,
Sail alone in the vast sea,
Your jealousy keep me sane.
Your words don’t pierce…
Through my titanium heart…
Because I know haters only hate.
Hate me more to make me grow more.

With Love

We met and met again,
I gained in pain.
You looked into my eyes,
And I fell from the edges.
‘Do you love me?’
You said none, I heard it all.
I wrote your name on the wall.
You were the mirage,
And I was in your love cage.
You never came; I waited.
My heart laid devastated.
Like a sudden thunder,
You came back from slumber.
You asked the question,
I made the confession.
‘Do you love me?’
I said, ‘Yes’.

She flows patiently like a river.
Her love was perennial for you.
Then you stuck her like a tsunami.
Your pollutant words turned her grey.
With a brave heart, she turned courses,
Keeping you thirsty of eternal love.
She flows patiently like a river,
Jumps off cliff into a fearless waterfall.

You put me down with hatred,
Push me off the cliff,  
Leave me alone in dark alleys,
But like air, you will never control me,
I will shine and rise.

Do you want me to cry?
See my face hanging low?
But like the Sun, I will be the brightest star.
I will shine and rise.

Does my passion burn you?
You may hurt my innocence,
But like wild fire, I will burn your false pride.
I will shine at the darkest night.
I will rise far above the skyline.
You can’t stop me,
I am here to shine and rise.

I live to make a life to die for,
To end with a smile of pride,
To write my name in memories.
I dream as high as the sky.
But I ain’t scared falling down to reality,
To make a castle of my achievement.
Your envy will be my prized jewel.  
I ain’t no perfect,
But my soul is not as mighty as yours.
I sail with trouble against the odds.
You are the darkness of the eclipse.
Like storm, I am unstoppable,
Like ocean, I am endless,
Like fire, I am unforgivable.
Hurt me more,
To keep me growing,
Life is one,
You end here, I begin from here.
I live to make a life to die for.

I look through my window,
When the day falls asleep,
And silence prevails on the busy city.
Then the night turns restless.

I look through my window,
And wonder of the secrets...
The world beholds in its heart.
And could hear the sounds of adventure.

I look through my window,
And find myself into deep blue sea;
Standing on a peak amongst the clouds;
In a quest to discover the undiscovered.

I look through my window,
To return to the reality of life.
I go to sleep with the hope...
To fly off the window, one night.

I may not be perfect, but at least I know who I am.
I may not be a fighter, but I know how to walk alone in dreary desserts.
I may not have wings to fly, but my dreams have.

I may not control my tears, but at least it’s not fake.
I may not be the richest girl, but guess what? Who cares!
I may not write the best, but my words are true.

I may not be loved, but I am in love.
I may not express myself, but my eyes don’t lie.
I may not be perfect, but it’s just me.

My boat is waiting, I am ready to sail.
In the ocean of my own sorrow.
I know, it’s gonna hurt.
So, ******* one last kiss.
The journey will be long, don’t know the end.
But I promise, I will meet you again across the ocean.
Where the Sun won’t set,
Shadows of our past would fade.
We won’t be scared of our feelings.
No boundaries to keep us apart.
And love would blossom.
Till then, remember me in your memories.
But today I have to sail alone in my decrepit boat.

Left you in a hurry,
I couldn’t even kiss you.
I couldn’t even say…
‘Love you, ma’.
I left you alone,
And now, I stand alone.
I am living my life,
But I don’t have you.
Miss all the memories.
The warmth in your lap,
The way you cared for me all nights.
You gave me everything,
But I gave you none.
I couldn’t even say…
‘Love you, ma’.

With years of labour,
I knitted my dreams,
Shaped it into an identity.
It has thread of adventure,
Designed with passion.
It was my cover in freezing winters.
It kept me warm and alive.

Now, the thread seems loose,
Design has faded off.
The comfort is lost.
Trying to knit again…
But the desire seems lost.
The chilling winter has come again,
And am freezing to death.

When the days end, nights befall, 
Mind keeps wondering alone in the dark streets.
Running from wild fire in forest, 
Scared of the horror, she shouts in pain.
She opens her eyes, clock goes tik tok tik tok...
She gets cold in freezing winter,
Beside a frozen lake, under thousand stars.
The waves takes her inside,
She fights and fights.
She can feel the salty water, she looses her grip,
And the ocean goes darker.
She opens her eyes, clock goes tik tok tik tok...
She keeps running, never cease to stop. 
Her shoes are tore, body tired, eyes heavy with sleep,
But she can still hear the clock goes tik tok tik tok...

Let me fall asleep,
See him one last time,
Feel his heart beats,
Blow him a kiss,
Tell him all the untold,
Hold his hand closely,
Under the thousand stars.
Let's see those dreams again,
Let's make no promises,
I will let him go,
And never look back,
He will remain with me,
In my treasured memories,
Let me fall asleep,
See him one last time.
One last time.

My heart is thriving with hope,
Eyes filled with dreams,
Gearing up to challenge myself.
Not scared of drowning,
Will slay the monsters of the sea…
With my sword of courage.
Want to shine brighter than stars.
And see the world from the top.
Will walk through the path alone…
The journey just begins from here.

I was dead river,
No water left in my course.
Greens turned grey,
Sky looked far away.
I looked up every day,
Hoping it would rain soon.
I lied thirsty under the burning Sun.
Then like a sudden rain...
You came into my life.
And I again felt alive.
You turned me into a river...
That dances with storms,
Sings with thunders.
You made me beautiful.