Looking for a corner, a place to hide
He aint weak, his reaction aint mild
Through him I see instability, I see red
A burning anger, takes control, unstoppable spread
A monster he becomes, it's growing within
Should not be heard, should not be seen

Looking for a corner, a place to hide.
Feeling lost and fragile ,get out of my site
An evil voice, a look that fears
I will not crumble,  will show no tears
Words that crush, confusing and absurd
Extreme behavior..... lunatic... its confirmed

In my arms you smiled
We laughed and cried
In my arms you shared
We understood we cared
In my arms I had your touch
Made me want you so much
In my arms we grew
We saw everything through
In my arms you were my strength
I felt special and content
In my arms you were loved
In my arms you faded... 🙁
In my heart you are alive
Memories with you will always survive

Hidden thoughts,  better unheard
Sometimes happy , sometimes disturbed

A silent world, confusion, distortion
At times peaceful, clear solution

Thousand thoughts, profound world
Crazy mind, unbalanced, disturbed

Erupting emotions, uncertain and lost
Staying balanced is what it needs most

A monster so scary, shut eye, go numb
A friend so daring, heart beats like a drum

From the first time our eyes met
I knew your heart I had to get
I wondered what you'd sound like
If you'd speak, would my heart spike ?

My other half, no more incomplete
The sugar to my bitter, you are so sweet
As he touched me , suddenly I melted
I felt the best part of me being presented

Warm feeling, embarrassing smiles
For you I would go the extra miles

Life has changed
Turned upside down
We feel estrange
There's no one in town

People are suffering
Alone and in silence
No words are comforting
No truth no guidance

Out of control
All taken all dictated
Our dreams, it stole
This virus is hated

A thief of happiness
The devil of separation
A venom so poisonous
Man's worse creation

No touch, no kisses
No hugs, nor tickles
Its crazy and infectiouness
Its rapid, its careless

We despise this pandeminc
Its heartless , its manic
With hope and patiently
We will conquer tenaciously

Life is a journey, without an expiry date
Our efforts as weapons for happiness bait

Grab it with force for as long as you can
Life is short for both women and men

What is the point, to our existence ?
Besides the now, this very instant?

Tomorrow may come, yesterday is gone
Have no regrets, its finished its done

Re-create that special moment , every single day
Uncertain of tomorrow or how long it will stay

Be your light, your friend, your happiness.
Live life freely, be wild, let loose the madness.

One chance to live,one chance to be yourself
There is no re do, let's live it for ourselves.

Gentleman he was , for sure, like no other
Respectful and caring, my greatest discover

Nights filled with words, laughter and affection
Friendship so deep, an amazing connection

Genuine and pure was what we had
We gave it our all, heart in hand

A sense of belonging
Unexplainable and haunting
Relaxation, imagination
Magnificent creation

Each note pulls me in
Emotions so extreme
Time freezes,sadness melts away
No words describe it, nothing needed to say

An ambivalent world
Yet lucidly clear
Beauty in harmony
Truly sincere

Invincible yet weak
No darkness, no fear
The sound of music
Therapeutic, Majestic

A constant stare, while its on the table
Not a blink from me, I feel unstable
I hear nothing, no sudden vibration
No flickering, no notification

On the palm of my hand
A sense of you getting closer
My words were not planned
I'm sorry, please say its not over

Feeling numb
Exhausted and stupid
A destroyer of good
A demolisher of cupid

Thought of loosing you is crippling
Can't bear my thoughts, its sickening
End my agony, let me explain
I need to feel you, or will go insane.

What is it to be perfect?
An illusion , a special effect?
Where is perfection?
Non existent, a disconnect

There's no happiness without sadness
There's no sun without the moon
No light without the darkness
No crisis without a honeymoon

At times he drives me crazy
Annoying, somewhat lazy
I think he doesn't hear me
Conflict .....disagreeing

The way he strokes my hair
So tender, so sweet, so bare
The way his lips touch mine
A delicasy, so divine

A balance emotionally needed
At times strong, at times defeated
All this makes me feel whole
He fills the gap, there is no hole
His every single imperfection
Becomes part of my perfection

His words tremble
His smile is weak
He folds his arms
His actions are bleak

No eye contact
He drags his feet
I hear his inner voice
I hear him weep

He needs a touch
His not asking for much
A stroke through his hair
Cuddles that are sincere

A lap or a chest
A home, a safe nest
A place of care
Someone to wipe his tear....

Mornings so blue
Skies so grey
Plants filled with dew
The day seems in vain

Keep my eyes shut
Go back to sleep
Stuck in a rut
Curl up and hold my feet

World in my head
Only wants to stay in bed
Wake up, the voice said
Why not smile and live instead

A drop of water
Almost empty, just a quarter
A rain drop daily
Light is fading,darkness... maybe
A wave, an unexpected splash
Feeling weak , I just crashed
Rivers flowing, oceans wild
Its all gone, I just died.

Smiles and laughters, tears of joy
Companion, friendship, negatives destroy
Growth and challenges, positives rejoice
Memories and moments, time flies, enjoy

Taken for granted,  un-noticed, un-seen
Always complaining, the best is not seen
Thankful, complete, un-heard off, extinct?
Open your eyes and use ur instinct

Live the now, its happening  its legit
Remove the blinders, be happy, commit

A hand in the dark
An ear in that needed moment
A light with significant spark
The peace to a heated argument

Companion through my journey
My warm cuddles furry
Pillow of rest as I share a story
My shadow, my baby, my glory

Your scent on my pillow
Your whispers -  imaginary
Lips so soft as a marshmallow
Your touch -  legendary

Your reflection next to mine
Clear waters, breeze and chimes
All felt great, all was fine
You were my angel, you were mine

Let me ask you a question
Do you feel the connection?
A growing infection
The need for affection
A feeling of perfection
Going the right direction
Its not an invention
Just feelings of extension
The need for your protection
And your undivided attention
Continuous fixation
A total obsession

As time goes by
These feelings get stronger
Painful sensations
Dont want to feel it no longer

I can't breath
I am suffocating
My head is exploding
All this, we're aggravating

A slap through my face
A knive through my heart
Excruciating pain
I can't take it.....its alot

Addiction to the pain
Is making us insane
Magnetic forces
Distorted in all sources.

Paper cut feeling, a thousand times
Warm touches, that eases sometimes
Puzzle brain with missing pieces
It gets colder, the warmth decreases
Words of comfort, kisses so sweet
Yet its still there, it makes me weak
Forgive the actions, believe the words
Forgetting is impossible, keeps chirping like birds
Like a jellyfish, internal, immortal
Can I burry it, can it be mortal?

As the earth needs to be kept alive
In my heart ,so needs you, as together we strive
Like a plant needs the sun
By my side, I need you ***
You're the trunk that keeps me up
You're the half to fill my cup
You're the breeze to my exhausting days
You're my warmth, that I hope remains
You're my shelter from the rain
You're my pillow when things are insane
The eyes I need to see every morning
The cuddles I need when its outside pouring

Butterflies feeling
A sparkle so daring
A flame so strong
What went wrong , what went wrong.

Laughters of excitement
My soul's best treatment
Lips locked in kisses
A spell from the witches

Titanic and convulsive hugs
Feeling high on passion's drugs
Longing eachother
Be with you I'd rather

A love that bloomed so wide
Where is it now, is it in hide?
Its slipping, its withering away
Loosing my grip can't let it stay

Butterflies feeling
A sparkle so daring
A flame so strong
What went wrong , what went wrong.