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She has her wings open
But it looks broken
She wanna fly so high
Up in the sky

Is something stopping her?
Is something bothering her?
Why can't she?
Why won't she?

Look into her heart
And you'll know what is her desire
True love she seeks
She sees it, but never sees.
I took a stroll one night
Just wandering and exploring
Then I looked up to you
Got blinded with your beauty

I can see it clearly
The way you glow in the night
The shimmering light of yours
Catching the attention of all

Your flaws was bare to see
Imperfectly perfect you are truly
But then they covered you
And you hid yourself too.

I felt your tears in my shoulder
The symbol of your hidden sorrow
And so I embraced you and your tears
Accepting everything you could offer

I did all these without thinking
And now I am on the pavement
Laying in the cold hard ground
With no thought running in my mind

Then it came back once again
The blow of the wind in my back
The whispering in my ears
The pounding in my head

So it slowly trickled
The blood from my hands
The tears from my eyes
Mixing together in a pool

You were there all along
Just taking glimpse once in a while
Probably thinking why I was so stupid
To fall for something I could never reach
They are back again
the depressing thought
The endless tears
The noisy sobs

Seems like you called them
Once again I see
Is it to torment me?
Or is it unintentionally?

I wish this is all a joke
That this is nothing but false facts
So that I'll be happy again
So that I'll be me again

You are leaving me
Just like the rest of them
Each person I love
Leaves me

It hurts the most now
Because you said you were different
That you are nothing like them
But you lied

You did not even give me a chance
I don't know why
Maybe because I am me
Somebody who is not good enough
It ain't as easy as the A B C
It ain't the same as the movies
Have you ever wondered how it'll feel
Walking hand in hand down by the sea
It's been too long since I've had these dreams
When will I tell you how I feel
I'm completely exhausted.
The fights, the screams, everything.
It makes my ears ring.

I cry myself to sleep.
Wishing I could turn back time.
When i was nothing but a child.
But I am stuck in this timeline

I gave you my everything
But all you gave to me was nothing
I promised you endless things
But now my sacrifices are just nothing

For I see you everyday
Wasting your life away
With the person I hated the most

Through thick and thin
I went through hell and back
My god what is my sin?
Why do I feel this pain?

You screamed "I hate you"
Yet I whispered "I love you"
I kept all the burden inside
Hid it and locked it forever
Within me it will reside

I tried to understand you
But you never gave me a reason to
All you cared for was yourself
Always your needs and wants
Never once of mine

All I need was you
All I wanted was you
But then you left me
And who was torn to pieces?
Nobody else but me!

While you were out there partying
I was in my room crying
While you were dancing the night away
I was slowly fading away

You had a drink in your hand
I had a razor on mine
Liquor was spilled on you
Blood was oozing from me

I am now waiting
For the darknes
It will soon engulf me
For I am long exhausted.
In our Lifetime
They come and go
You'll never see them coming
You never expect them go

Sometimes they come with a lesson
But sometimes with a heartbreak
One thing we should know early on
It's never wrong  to prioritize one's sake
HER
HER
She was amazing
But she was hiding
Beneath all the smiles
Are tears that were left unshed

Her voice as fine as the sirens'
Her eyes as bright as the stars'
Her laugh as nice as the angels'
Her smile as untrue as her words.
They loved each other like there was no tomorrow
Their kisses are full of love and passion
Their hugs are warm and comforting
Every breathing moment was for the other.

A relationship that's almost perfect
Oh yes, another almost.
Just one big flaw, a secret they are
Lovers behind the curtains.

They show their passion behind the eyes of the outside world.
Their image is being protected
Yet their love is collecting small dents.

Beards are occuring
Fake relationships to cover up what's really happening
They wish to be lovers publicly,
but their forced to act like bestfriends.

They show hints to those who are really looking.
Those who can see the small gestures.
Those who acknowledge the stolen glances Those who see through their longing gazes.
In time, I know
You're the one I wanna go home to
'Cause in time, I know
I will be home for you too


In time, I know
I will find my new home
'Cause in time, I know
You'll leave me all alone
In our Lifetime
They come and go
You'll never see them coming
You never expect them go

Sometimes they come with a lesson
But sometimes with a heartbreak
One thing we should know early on
It's never wrong to prioritize one's sake
I sometimes lose myself from pain
Wondering if it will ever end
'Cause this is taking so long
Don't know what I'm doing wrong

You've pulled me out of it far too many times
You've brought light to my life
But now that you're gone
Seems like you're bringing the light with you.
Maybe it was your smile that caught me
A typical smile that could light up a room
The one that awakens the butterflies
The one that makes the sparks fly

Or maybe it was your beautiful eyes
Those orbs I could get lost in
It twinkles likes a star in the night
It mirrors your very soul

Or maybe it was your laugh
The one that is so loud and contagious
My favorite melody of all
I could listen to it all day

Or maybe it was your voice
It is of an angel's
You love talking and I love it
It soothes me everytime I hear it

Infinite reasons could be written down
But all I know is one thing
I love you and not just a part of you
It is your whole being I am inlove with
It seems like you're on my mind
Your eyes that glow so bright
Your lips so plump and soft
Your hands so soft and smooth

Our memories together flashes
Through my very eyes
Vivid yet so clear
Happy yet so sad

Hidden feelings ruined me
Every fiber of my being
Calls for your presence
I just miss you so **** much
I can feel it
Running through my veins
Every inch of my being
Is screaming for this.

My worst enemy
It has returned
About to cause chaos
Upon everything it sees

My fist curls
My jaw clenches
My breath quickens
My heart pounds

I am about to burst
Something I don't wanna be
Someone they will fear
A monster hidden
In the darkest pit
Tears are falling
Sobs filling the room
Whimpers are escaping
For again I am alone

Your face appears
Before my glistening eyes
Some sort of illusion
A kind of imagination

The pains gets too much
It lurks deep within
Take this away please
The bleeding won't stop

I miss your presence
The warmth of your embrace
Your soothing aura
Your angelic voice

I could never grasp it
The thought of you
Leaving me so soon
Without any warning

I could never learn
To live without you
For I got used to it
The thought of you
Being with me
For a day let's pretend
As if nothing's wrong
Let's have a day together
Forget that we really are done
Let's act as if you are still mine
And I am still yours

I will hold your hand so tightly
Just like your grip on my heart
The time will stop for just the two of us
Everybody will disappear
We are alone in this big world
We have all the time in this world

I know tomorrow I'll wake up
Only to realize what really is real
I would hold you close to my chest
Stare at you until the end of time

I would inhale your scent and remember it
I would memorize every curve of your body
Every inch of your being will be retained in my mind
Let me have this day because tomorrow I'll die

Tomorrow you would once again **** me
You would tear my heart apart
It would be beyond repair
With the damage you would make.
I'd like to see you
One last time
If you are leaving me
For a day please be mine

You'll be my princess
I'll be your knight
All day at your command
At your service until night

Call it a date if you may
The first and last
'Cause you won't stay
Why does time go by so fast?

I'll miss you too much
So let me see you once more
We will do things and such
Just to see the smile I adore

When you leave
It will be the sign
That you're not for me
That we're not meant to be

I'll live when you leave
But I'll be lifeless
Because in truth I can't live
When I am heartless
The sadness is back again
Every ounce of me is weak
Loud laughs escapes my mouth
Covering up the sobs

I was trying to listen
The lesson the teacher says
But a flash of your face appears
Now, I'm tearing up again

The smile on your face
They brighten up my day
But I see you with her
My smile turns to a frown

I got a heavy heart
Constantly reminding me
Of the moment
The minute you told me no

The most painful no
No, you can't be mine
No, I can't be yours
No, I can not try

You made me believe
That love could be for me
Someone could be there
But I want that to be you

Pain has become my friend
A constant reminder
Of the existence of what I hate
Rejection of the person I love

I love you
You love me
But not the way I want you to
But the way I don't want you to

Tears flow from my eyes
A river flows in my face
Never ending because of the pain
Pain because of heart break
A flash of light blinds me
A loud sound disrupts the silence
A shiver runs through my spine
Sudden coldness engulfs me

The feeling reminds me of you
The warm embrace I once felt
The comforting whispers I once heard
The loving gaze I once felt

You're like the rain
So sudden, I wasn't ready
So comforting yet so frightening
And just like the rain, 
You vanished so suddenly
I have looked far and wide
For a place where I could hide
This bleeding broken heart
So I can have a fresh new start

But you hold my hand too tight
We engage in a tugging fight
A war for my liberty
Be free I long to be

Shackled by your embrace
Once made my heart race
Once felt so warm
Now feels so cold

You now have someone
And I'm left with no one
But why keep your grip
If I no longer make your heart flip?
It was a dark cold night
You were walking alone
On your way home
After a day in the office

Chills traveled from your spine
Shivers spread through your skin
Whispers becoming more clear
Footsteps are closer to you

You were dragged in an alley
Tried to scream but no noise came out
Trashing around you tried
Immobilized you felt now

He grabbed something from behind
A knife glistening with the moonlight
It came down so swiftly
You can't even move an inch

The pain came so sudden
This was not how you imagined it
Alone in the dark alley
Bleeding to death with no help coming

He whispered in your ear
"Does it hurt?"
You couldn't open your mouth
"It must be" he said then smirked
There she stands
So pure and golden
Like the ray of the sun
She shines so bright

Her skin so white
It has never been touched
It blinds my eyes
Just like how she blinds my heart.
Marvelous being she really is
A beautiful soul she encompasses
Rare to be seen anywhere
You'll be lucky to know her

Munificent when it comes to love
How much love is within her
Effervescent in every which way
Laudable she really is
Beautiful soul soulmate love lucky rare pure beauty marvel
Just one kiss
Just one touch
Just one hug
Just one glance

That's what it took
For me to fall
In the never ending cliff
With no one to catch me

There was hope
But you crushed it
Brought it back
And destroyed it once again

Falling I never stopped
There was no pauses
Just a continues feeling
Of falling in a deep pit

I never expected the end
When I stopped falling
When everything was still
No sign of any movement

Then I felt it
The most excruciating pain
It was nothing I've ever felt
I can never explain it

At last I knew what it was
It was the breaking of my heart
For on the end of the pit
Was you and him.
It slowly swallows me
Piece by piece being veiled
In the darkness I wish to see
In a place where no light may never come

I fear the light
To see what I wish to never see
The other side of life
A glimpse I never saw

I feel safe in the dark
Surrounded by a black veil
Unable to see through
Infinite darkness
I hope it was not my fault
The wound was deep yet I poured salt
I think I made it worse
So shut me out and close those doors

You may think that I am such a fool
That I am a stupid tool
For even thinking about all these
So just end this

That is not what I truly wish for
My heart will turn sore
The pain just gets too much to bare
But this is rare

I will put up a strong facade for you
Though I wanna be true
Hide all the monsters that I despise
Never let them rise

I will spare you all the gore details
All the crazy tales
They will only scare you away from me
So, let's leave it be

Pale chapped lips and hollow eyes
The mouth release lies
Weak shaky hands reaches for mine
I might lose my mind

I hate the look on your once perfect face
They only count the days
But it is the memories that I will treasure
I'll miss them I'm sure

Just hold my hand for the time being
On your finger is a ring
A promise from me to you for all eternity
A symbol of our destiny

Our time together has come to an end
No more time to spend
So now I bid you farewell for this is it
The finish line of everything.
I get tired smiling
Facing them beaming
Acting like a ray of the sun
Feeling like the tear of the clouds

Just wanna burst in tears
Just wanna shout my fears
But they need my beaming smile
And not my crying eyes
It was in the middle of the night
When I woke up for no reason
Shivering from the cold wind
Shaking with terror once again.

They are back again
Crawling from the within
Fighting their way out
Pushing each other up

One then spoke outloud
"We're back for more!"
They wanted more from me
Craving for what I can give

Then I felt the tears in my face
Then I felt the pain all over again
Next was the hollow feeling
Lastly was their cry of rejoice

I was once again controlled
Putty in their hands
Ignoring them was impossible
For they are the voices in my head
Never felt warm
Never felt anything
So I self harm
Just to feel something

You made me numb
Fooled me incredibly
How could I be so dumb
Now I'm bleeding badly
Was it worth it
When you ripped my heart in half
Like I was just a mere trash
Something you could throw behind

Was it worth it
When you crushed my whole being
Like I was nothing but scratch
Something you could dispose of anytime

Was it worth it
When you left me after all I did
Like I was nothing in your life
Something you could get rid after some time

Was it worth it
When you said you didn't love me
Like I wasn't your friend for a long time
Just someone who was behind the scenes

Was it worth it
When you watched me fade
Like a lifeless soul slowly drifting away
Just something you no longer care about

Was it worth it
When you saw me crying and begging
Like a person seconds away from death
Just something you stared at until the end

Was it worth it
When you saw me lifeless as ever
Like a person who lost a soul
Now something you could never see
I'm washed away by the waves
Floating in this vast ocean
Will you be the one who saves
Or will that stay in my imagination


I'm washed away by the waves
Left alone in my thoughts
Follow the way the water paves
Wonder what I will come across
I have looked far and wide
For a place where I could hide
This bleeding broken heart
So I can have a fresh new start

But you hold my hand too tight
We engage in a tugging fight
A war for my liberty
Be free I long to be

Shackled by your embrace
Once made my heart race
Once felt so warm
Now feels so cold

You now have someone
And I'm left with no one
But why keep your grip
If I no longer make your heart flip?

— The End —