I wonder if your eyes still know me
I wonder if they'd recognize my face
I wonder if they'd water if they saw me
I wonder if I've even left a trace
I wonder if I'm in your veins
I wonder if you've gone insane
I wonder if you can still feel me
I wonder if you even miss me
I wonder if you wonder about me
I wonder if you wonder how I feel
I wonder if you even give a damn
I wonder if our love is even real
You can't not miss them, it's not written in your fate
Your fate's an unlucky champ, got pain scribbled on its skin
So yearn - yearn for the moment that is never coming again
For a sense of togetherness which is now uncountable fragments
And hurt yourself, feel the flow... from your heart to your scalp, your nails, your intestines
Wait until it disarms you, disembowels you, and finally drinks you whole.
Who is this girl chasing after a boy?
Darling, you are worth so much more
He has failed to see that
I know I can’t stop you
as long as the pain in your heart remains
you will follow the one who you think can fix it
But he is not the only source
there is a place of overflowing joy
A place where the truth prevails
In your Father’s arms
there is love everlasting
I hope you find it someday
I'm trying to create my own - wonderland,
a place where darkness is not allowed,
and heartbreak dies, as soon as it tries,
to open the door.
a wonderland where demons turn into loving fairy's, and start to take care of all the flowers I'm trying to grow.
I'm trying to create my own wonderland,
a place where I can be my purest self,
In the highest form of happiness.
a place where I just don't want to
You say you make me the happiest but you forget that you also make me the saddest.
You say that if you love someone that much you should keep trying.
You say that you never meant to hurt me.
You say that you won't hurt me again.
You say that the fighting is behind us.
You say that this is the last time.
You say that if you make me that happy, I should just drop everything and be with you.
You say that you've changed.
But you're wrong.
you may be difficult to love but that doesn't mean you're any less deserving of it
he can break your promises
you can't force change
each time you love, you love harder
each love you have will be different, incomparable (but you may try to)
you create your own limit on forgiveness
he will help you see your beauty, but that doesn't mean when he leaves it leaves with him
love alone isn't enough
distance will affect a relationship
you will be gullible when it comes to love
love should not make you weak, it should empower you
head vs. heart is a real thing
boys will trick you into thinking they are genuine. When you discover they aren't don't blame yourself, leave
you can't force him to be anything more than what he is
people express love in different ways
time will pass, and you will still feel the same
keeping yourself busy will help, but not for long
one day you will wake up and it won't hurt anymore
he can love you, and still hurt you
you can love him, and still hurt him
not all relationships are meant to last
just because you haven't been alone doesn't mean you can't be
love should be selfless
he will make you angry, angrier than you ever thought was possible
sometimes it's easier to just forgive him, even though you know you shouldn't
you can love someone, and still break up with him/her
you can't control how you feel or who you fall for
sometimes staying will hurt you more than leaving
only your true friends will understand
break ups will show you who's really there for you
you will try everything in you to believe his words even though deep down you know they aren't sincere
sometimes we want what we want even if we know it's going to kill us
he will feel hurt, and try to hurt you back
you cannot grow too dependent on him because he can leave
never settle for anything less than what you deserve
Your mind may trick abuse for love
Sometimes old love comes back; that's not always a bad thing
Time alone makes you realize who you need in your life
Some nights will be good, others will be bad
Always go with your gut feeling
You pictured your life once without him, you can do it again
Don't drag someone along when you have no intentions on keeping them
Love doesn't always make sense
Dont say sorry
as if it's going to make me feel better
dont say sorry
as if it'll make my shattered pieces come back together piece by piece
dont you say sorry
as if it's going to erase everything that we had
as if it's going to erase everything you've ever said to me
as if it'll make me stop crying late at night. sobbing. hurting. it hurts so bad and all you do is stand there and say sorry.
don't you dare say sorry
as if you regret
How many years had passed
Since my love has faded
Because of the great pain of our past
There are times that I was thinking
Will my heart can be able to go back in its previous beat?
If the time between us is evading slowly
Is that so treacherous me the chance?
To let the tears, anger, and pain to be burried
But I can't do anything if Destiny is not in favor of me
All I can wish is to give me the person whom I deserve