He was completely broken
Before she came into his life
Bring him back from the edge
She poured her love into him
Completely healed he smiled
A smile that he now misses
She stepped on his heart
To watch it shatter
Now he might be broken forever
Sitting on the edge of life
With thoughts of his last jump
Letting the agony
Fade into the abyss below him
As I heal the sick and injured
My pain increases within
As I soothe their sorrows
My tears will become an ocean
I give my heart
To the ones I take care of
Leaving me empty inside
A void I can't fill
Only a love
Can begin to mend
My shattered soul
In these tumultuous times
one would think I'd feel quite undone--
the man who was elected, who our nation has chosen
to be the one to run
this great country of ours
stands for so many things I abhor,
yet today as I came home from my time away
I found out that I am loved far more
than I had ever hoped or dreamed I'd be--
my true love wrote a beautiful note to me
and told me that I am his ONE
and on my keyboard I found
his heartfelt words:
"You caught my eye
in junior high
and took my Heart
I don't need a single day
to tell you this...
I love YOU
now and forever!"
Now tell me true--
would that not make your day?
It's been hard for me
since the change of guard
in our nation's capital --
but suddenly I realize
that this world is just so darn full
yet here in my very midst
on HP and at home
I have real and true love to hold me close
and I don't even have to roam
further than close proximity
of my life right here--
to find out how very real and precious
this love is that I hold so dear.
So lesson learned:
take heed and look around to see
that even when I think the world is all messed up
I have so many here
and in my every day life
who truly do love me.
©Pamela Rae 01.22.2017
37 or so years later we did find one another again and rekindled our childhood love. It's even better NOW than it was back then...
Just trying to express the huge gratitude I feel for the love that surrounds and embraces me! I am so incredibly blessed! Thank you too to all the ones here who truly care. ♥
True Love Forever.
As I dream
About my love
I dream to
Hold to feel
Her make her
Feel truly loved
Only she could
I ever love
As I hold my
True love forever
Our lives grow
Her truly deeply
Forever and ever
Only she my love
I could truly
True Love Forever.
Here I sit, wrapped in a blanket wiping the tears off my face
Its 1:24am and my mind is racing
Thinking about everything i've said and everything I haven't
I wonder if theres even a life for me on this earth
It seems as though everything I do is wrong
And everything I don't do is wrong as well
I can never win in this game of life
Everyone expects me to be a different person
From home to school to friends to relationships
Theres a "new" me around every corner
I'm tired of changing for people who most likely don't give a shit about me
I've lost touch with myself
I don't know who I am anymore
For everyone I meet a new layer is added
I've lost count of how many I must un-peel to become my true self
it wasn't your hair I fell in love with whilst ignoring your smile..
it wasn't your clothes I fell in love with whilst ignoring your style..
it wasn't your mind I fell in love with whilst ignoring your heart..
it wasn't your poems I fell in love with whilst ignoring your art..
it wasn't your letters I fell in love with whilst ignoring your tweets..
it wasn't your cunt I fell in love with whilst ignoring your teats..
it wasn't your knowledge I fell in love with whilst ignoring your quirks..
it wasn't your presence I fell in love with whilst ignoring your pause..
it wasn't a woman I fell in love with whilst ignoring her soul.. it wasn't a girl I fell in love with but a human whole..
I know full well, you're as silly as you're sensible..
I know full well, you're scared of our journey uphill...
I know full well, you're afraid you won't satisfy me..
I know full well, you have left your heart with me..
I know full well, in you I can trust..
I know full well, there's God n he'll be just..
I do hear you cry.. I do feel your pain.. I wince when u ache.. Babe, i promise... This won't go in vain..!
it wasn't your laughter I fell in love with whilst ignoring your tears.. The day we're together as one, is not far, not far, for it nears..