I wonder if your eyes still know me
I wonder if they'd recognize my face
I wonder if they'd water if they saw me
I wonder if I've even left a trace
I wonder if I'm in your veins
I wonder if you've gone insane
I wonder if you can still feel me
I wonder if you even miss me
I wonder if you wonder about me
I wonder if you wonder how I feel
I wonder if you even give a damn
I wonder if our love is even real
Was it me, you?
I could not know.
As you sit by the veranda, I watched us fall down feet from each other
Years ago, our legs were entangled.
A choice made, that would change my life
Moving, living, and being together - then, nothing planned.
And now we don't see our plans as one,
And who could say what made that happen...
our love is,
dreary morning eyes
& the sun peeking through
mouths that still reek of dreams,
& smiles that soothe
our love is foggy windows
& sweaty bodies
the scent of your skin
& the scent of mine
nights that slip away
& the star above that shines
our love is smooth words
& voices still tainted by sleep
faces painted with smiles
& kisses that make you weak
our love is the position only
our bodies know
the entire continent of us
a map connecting fate
& a vulnerability that feels safe
our love is watching 80s music videos in bed
entangled & innate
laughing just because
it is something to appreciate
our love is adventure-filled days
& treasured memories to keep
a feeling deep within
as our hearts take a leap
our love is a method of praise
your presence like heaven
lost in a blissful daze
i wonder, all of my life, where have you been?
All is left couple of hours before your train arrives.
We had the best summer forever.
It was our late spring love.
I wish we could stop here for some more time.
I wish we could press rewind and begin everything from the earliest starting point.
I don't need to hear those comforting words when I know you will leave me alone.
Promise me you will remember when the night comes.
The time passes by it is turning out to be hard.
When I know we can't do anything further.
Now it is all over.
You say you make me the happiest but you forget that you also make me the saddest.
You say that if you love someone that much you should keep trying.
You say that you never meant to hurt me.
You say that you won't hurt me again.
You say that the fighting is behind us.
You say that this is the last time.
You say that if you make me that happy, I should just drop everything and be with you.
You say that you've changed.
But you're wrong.
you may be difficult to love but that doesn't mean you're any less deserving of it
he can break your promises
you can't force change
each time you love, you love harder
each love you have will be different, incomparable (but you may try to)
you create your own limit on forgiveness
he will help you see your beauty, but that doesn't mean when he leaves it leaves with him
love alone isn't enough
distance will affect a relationship
you will be gullible when it comes to love
love should not make you weak, it should empower you
head vs. heart is a real thing
boys will trick you into thinking they are genuine. When you discover they aren't don't blame yourself, leave
you can't force him to be anything more than what he is
people express love in different ways
time will pass, and you will still feel the same
keeping yourself busy will help, but not for long
one day you will wake up and it won't hurt anymore
he can love you, and still hurt you
you can love him, and still hurt him
not all relationships are meant to last
just because you haven't been alone doesn't mean you can't be
love should be selfless
he will make you angry, angrier than you ever thought was possible
sometimes it's easier to just forgive him, even though you know you shouldn't
you can love someone, and still break up with him/her
you can't control how you feel or who you fall for
sometimes staying will hurt you more than leaving
only your true friends will understand
break ups will show you who's really there for you
you will try everything in you to believe his words even though deep down you know they aren't sincere
sometimes we want what we want even if we know it's going to kill us
he will feel hurt, and try to hurt you back
you cannot grow too dependent on him because he can leave
never settle for anything less than what you deserve
Your mind may trick abuse for love
Sometimes old love comes back; that's not always a bad thing
Time alone makes you realize who you need in your life
Some nights will be good, others will be bad
Always go with your gut feeling
You pictured your life once without him, you can do it again
Don't drag someone along when you have no intentions on keeping them
Love doesn't always make sense
and i am back
at the point of left or right
to go on without anything of you.
in the past you've left
so why does my spot in your bed
always feel so right
i told myself that i'd be you this time
that your lack of emotion
would be perfectly fine
but alas you've admitted
and again i'm the only one
who thought this time would be
i could give you every inch of my skin
i could write you a millions words
but despite it all
you still can't find me within
i need to go right
i should be the one to leave you this time
but we both know this time is no different
and if it's either of us
it'll be me who gets left
"I love you, a lot.
Don't break my heart, please.
It sucks when people do that to you.
I did it to someone else to be with you so
please don't do it to me because
that'd suck, a lot, because
I love you."
It’s a two-way street, love.
I won’t break your heart if
you promise not to break mine.
You see, I’ve broken and been broken, so
I know. But how you came is
how you’ll go, so excuse me
for being cautious.