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#there are the ones that feel it climb up the shadow towards the light, hesitation on every rung, each wave of the arising       overwhelms  unabated ― and woe betides those who are on the run from a storm's deluge A rousing ocean breeze stirs inside the memory of an unframed seashell lying on the hearth mantel; heightened sensitivity lapping soundlessly, spindrift plashing the shoreline of another world's feigned peace Perhaps the muted voice of guilty pleasures, hushed by their own hidden truths Feeling the unfelt textures of every stifled vibration left unbreathed The naked truth befallen so cold and lonely Running in circles, volatile as all those      unspoken excitations raging ― and the whispers of those who hear not the voices in the wind An emotionally enslaved  heart tarries,  marooned high and dry in a memory on a distant sand bar      lain fallow for so long ― stagnant darkness of an unsated soul gathered on the back of a parched tongue sullied wordless Rising up through a dusty hieroglyph corridor through an unlocked labyrinth gate;  vestige echoes from somewhere left behind in an incomprehensible abandoned wake It's getting harder and harder    for an insatiable soul to breathe ...    climbing up a tree trunk― up within the silence of the listening tree   Toes dug into the rough bark furrows ― fingers reaching upwards beyond their deepest known grasp A shadow stranded out on a hangin' bough hearkening without ears that hear: “perhaps they’ll listen now“   the wingless bird sings in psalms that fly away on tattered feathers over untamed waters roil Back to nature’s waning youth, the bough bends unbroken to taste the freedom of the wild absolving seas Jesse Stillwater June     2018
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Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 12:41 PM UTC
"Perhaps they never will ..."
#there are the ones that feel it climb up the shadow towards the light, hesitation on every rung, each wave of the arising       overwhelms  unabated ― and woe betides those who are on the run from a storm's deluge A rousing ocean breeze stirs inside the memory of an unframed seashell lying on the hearth mantel; heightened sensitivity lapping soundlessly, spindrift plashing the shoreline of another world's feigned peace Perhaps the muted voice of guilty pleasures, hushed by their own hidden truths Feeling the unfelt textures of every stifled vibration left unbreathed The naked truth befallen so cold and lonely Running in circles, volatile as all those      unspoken excitations raging ― and the whispers of those who hear not the voices in the wind An emotionally enslaved  heart tarries,  marooned high and dry in a memory on a distant sand bar      lain fallow for so long ― stagnant darkness of an unsated soul gathered on the back of a parched tongue sullied wordless Rising up through a dusty hieroglyph corridor through an unlocked labyrinth gate;  vestige echoes from somewhere left behind in an incomprehensible abandoned wake It's getting harder and harder    for an insatiable soul to breathe ...    climbing up a tree trunk― up within the silence of the listening tree   Toes dug into the rough bark furrows ― fingers reaching upwards beyond their deepest known grasp A shadow stranded out on a hangin' bough hearkening without ears that hear: “perhaps they’ll listen now“   the wingless bird sings in psalms that fly away on tattered feathers over untamed waters roil Back to nature’s waning youth, the bough bends unbroken to taste the freedom of the wild absolving seas Jesse Stillwater June     2018
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I though he carried the light where words would illuminate driving me to a euphoric ****** a man without a face or a trace unhindered in a double live and lies a bubble of psychotic psychic surety his passion was an addiction my reservations moved a notch addicted to a body of ideology the stances of philosophical terms uncovering ancient possibilities the unfelt mysteries of history veiled in icicles of pretence and lies as if a Marxist, a closet bourgeoise The stoicism of present bargains questioning Socrates and morality reasons a fatal dose ,examining the unexamined as colourful as his mind blew my inner glow he was lost in sad and low dialogues afraid to face the earthly shallow shadows yet his spirits moved deep within mine and it paralysed and fed on my energy and his delusion became my seduction but he woke my inner poetic tongue letting it caress all his inner wounds A shadow hiding behind Frankenstein’s a sly monster who lied to my eyes ghosting in with the a pen that weakens romancing with letters of a fiery doom a penpal whom I met within my lowest but whose words lay in a deep unending quarry his warmth I could never ever tell his kiss only a draft on the dewy grass
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Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 5:29 PM UTC
2. Declarations on a window sill (series)
i guess it was sort of ironic as it's a place where people to go to be treated that they couldn't properly take care of a plant. it may not have been their fault, but it was odd to see shriveled up leaves on top of the *** full of dirt, and a bamboo stick pointing up to give direction to what was no longer there. the *** itself was colorful, adorned in hues of red and blue to give hints toward the life that was once there, and maybe that's what i do for myself. i adorn myself in hues of purple, green, blue to imply a liveliness that i no longer feel deep within. to cover up an emptiness that once held some form of life, some form of happiness and innocence. it's not like i've had it hard, i mean, things haven't been absolutely bright and sunny but i haven't experienced great loss but somehow i have lost myself. it's an odd feeling, because i know i will be okay and that everything will turn out just fine but i can't believe that in my heart and i just can't feel okay. and maybe that's fine. it's healthier to express an emotion than to cover it up and hide it, because it will build upon itself until you can no longer withstand the weight and oh, god, i know how it feels to tremble and crumble underneath the weight of unfelt emotions. but is this better? i look to extremes to cure the numbness in my chest and i can't care if it's good for me or not.
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Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 9:27 PM UTC
a dying plant in the doctor's office
An indifferent ache swirls in the silence throbbing like a dancing candle flame; no one understands the heart of silence moving the darkness with its ancient dance Its voice is only felt but never heard the way it whispers the reality it bears; disrobing the nakedness of a fragile heart exposing inherent truth deep in disguise retouching the chaos passing of love laid bare Unspoken emotions that nobody hears float around a muted tongue benumbed by fear doubt is a bitter taste that knows not love searching for a labyrinth to begin to wend a better way trying to feel the unfelt warmth of love in an endless cold waiting on a frozen emptiness that never thaws No one understands the haunting fear, ... surly it couldn't happen again ― and surly it will, a heart stifled silent,  silence doth loudly peal                 poignant dreaded words:                  ***"It's not you ― it's me ,.......       I love you but I'm not in love with you"*** and like winter dreaming for the sun to reappear, to come back again and dry the memory of fallen tears, a hushed heart falls off the earth lost in ether shadows lay mooning in the lonely silence within moonlit dapple When you pull love too close ― it will push you away some silence heals ― a dissonant silence cuts to the bone        Only the lonely feel a silent voice sigh          Only one hears a silenced heart die ...                harlon rivers ... March 2018
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Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 3:00 PM UTC
Only one hears a silenced heart ...
An indifferent ache swirls in the silence throbbing like a dancing candle flame; no one understands the heart of silence moving the darkness with its ancient dance Its voice is only felt but never heard the way it whispers the reality it bears; disrobing the nakedness of a fragile heart exposing inherent truth deep in disguise retouching the chaos passing of love laid bare Unspoken emotions that nobody hears float around a muted tongue benumbed by fear doubt is a bitter taste that knows not love searching for a labyrinth to begin to wend a better way trying to feel the unfelt warmth of love in an endless cold waiting on a frozen emptiness that never thaws No one understands the haunting fear, ... surly it couldn't happen again ― and surly it will, a heart stifled silent,  silence doth loudly peal                 poignant dreaded words:                  ***"It's not you ― it's me ,.......       I love you but I'm not in love with you"*** and like winter dreaming for the sun to reappear, to come back again and dry the memory of fallen tears, a hushed heart falls off the earth lost in ether shadows lay mooning in the lonely silence within moonlit dapple When you pull love too close ― it will push you away some silence heals ― a dissonant silence cuts to the bone        Only the lonely feel a silent voice sigh          Only one hears a silenced heart die ...                harlon rivers ... March 2018
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Willow herb floating on silent certainty ashes of sighs not fleeting, unvapoured on the blossom of the rain, I am too light to pull or push the swing of delight through this land. The rain left me for a while sun unshielding -a thousand widows more unyielding than the depths . . Once shadowed whisperers of delight,gossamer sparkling , descending their chains of necromantic hope. Lilith is no night owl she is mother, eve and my becoming: sweet earth spun at once , exhaling her . The see saw bumped gently on my chin it is a most gentle form of awakening. The silence bore no whispers till sinking through the quicksand -or was it quicksilver? -in any case I could smell little in my amniotic amnesia. I made ten thousand friends,till their soap made this place clean. Is this a seed or a dying hopefulness -is my sallow sowing beyond all shores of reproduction; a reflection of the child they dared not bear? Is my last breath like this a forgotton yielding will they catch me as I fall ? -(sweet earth)- This moth of my ending, a shallow recantation, my fears- their memories, mere testubes of stylish hope . I breathe the elegant stare you have forgotten . Once more free from such rememberance I need not , remained not , your imploded , wakefulness . A thousand pardons exhaled like silk entwining an unfinished race spider of a thousand eyes . One may say I was stared to death but surrogate air mocks childish pity. Taut refelexions bear salt echoes in silk convulsions fresh water a veneered hope . Easier in death than life is a child's sorrowed partings , the illusion of bouyancy rippled tides unfelt. The oceans have not enough salt for such shrunken sorrow. if we could but once have shared unbreathed aspersion . The room has come and gone the pillow quite undry unforgotten unremembered. A web untouched
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Sep 27, 2010
Sep 27, 2010 at 7:46 AM UTC
Sibilance
Willow herb floating on silent certainty ashes of sighs not fleeting, unvapoured on the blossom of the rain, I am too light to pull or push the swing of delight through this land. The rain left me for a while sun unshielding -a thousand widows more unyielding than the depths . . Once shadowed whisperers of delight,gossamer sparkling , descending their chains of necromantic hope. Lilith is no night owl she is mother, eve and my becoming: sweet earth spun at once , exhaling her . The see saw bumped gently on my chin it is a most gentle form of awakening. The silence bore no whispers till sinking through the quicksand -or was it quicksilver? -in any case I could smell little in my amniotic amnesia. I made ten thousand friends,till their soap made this place clean. Is this a seed or a dying hopefulness -is my sallow sowing beyond all shores of reproduction; a reflection of the child they dared not bear? Is my last breath like this a forgotton yielding will they catch me as I fall ? -(sweet earth)- This moth of my ending, a shallow recantation, my fears- their memories, mere testubes of stylish hope . I breathe the elegant stare you have forgotten . Once more free from such rememberance I need not , remained not , your imploded , wakefulness . A thousand pardons exhaled like silk entwining an unfinished race spider of a thousand eyes . One may say I was stared to death but surrogate air mocks childish pity. Taut refelexions bear salt echoes in silk convulsions fresh water a veneered hope . Easier in death than life is a child's sorrowed partings , the illusion of bouyancy rippled tides unfelt. The oceans have not enough salt for such shrunken sorrow. if we could but once have shared unbreathed aspersion . The room has come and gone the pillow quite undry unforgotten unremembered. A web untouched
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Daughter of Jove, relentless Power, Thou tamer of the human breast, Whose iron scourge and tort’ring hour The Bad affright, afflict the Best! Bound in thy adamantine chain The Proud are taught to taste of pain, And purple Tyrants vainly groan With pangs unfelt before, unpitied and alone. When first thy Sire to send on earth Virtue, his darling child, designed, To thee he gave the heav’nly Birth, And bade to form her infant mind. Stern rugged Nurse! thy rigid lore With patience many a year she bore: What sorrow was, thou bad’st her know, And from her own she learned to melt at others’ woe. Scared at thy frown terrific, fly Self-pleasing Folly’s idle brood, Wild Laughter, Noise, and thoughtless Joy, And leave us leisure to be good. Light they disperse, and with them go The summer Friend, the flatt’ring Foe; By vain Prosperity received, To her they vow their truth, and are again believed. Wisdom in sable garb arrayed Immersed in rapt’rous thought profound, And Melancholy, silent maid With leaden eye, that loves the ground, Still on thy solemn steps attend: Warm Charity, the gen’ral Friend, With Justice, to herself severe, And Pity dropping soft the sadly-pleasing tear. Oh, gently on thy Suppliant’s head, Dread Goddess, lay thy chast’ning hand! Not in thy Gorgon terrors clad, Not circled with the vengeful Band (As by the Impious thou art seen), With thund’ring voice, and threat’ning mien, With screaming Horror’s funeral cry, Despair, and fell Disease, and ghastly Poverty. Thy form benign, O Goddess, wear, Thy milder influence impart, Thy philosophic Train be there To soften, not to wound my heart. The gen’rous spark extinct revive, Teach me to love and to forgive, Exact my own defects to scan, What others are, to feel, and know myself a Man.
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Hymn To Adversity
Daughter of Jove, relentless Power, Thou tamer of the human breast, Whose iron scourge and tort’ring hour The Bad affright, afflict the Best! Bound in thy adamantine chain The Proud are taught to taste of pain, And purple Tyrants vainly groan With pangs unfelt before, unpitied and alone. When first thy Sire to send on earth Virtue, his darling child, designed, To thee he gave the heav’nly Birth, And bade to form her infant mind. Stern rugged Nurse! thy rigid lore With patience many a year she bore: What sorrow was, thou bad’st her know, And from her own she learned to melt at others’ woe. Scared at thy frown terrific, fly Self-pleasing Folly’s idle brood, Wild Laughter, Noise, and thoughtless Joy, And leave us leisure to be good. Light they disperse, and with them go The summer Friend, the flatt’ring Foe; By vain Prosperity received, To her they vow their truth, and are again believed. Wisdom in sable garb arrayed Immersed in rapt’rous thought profound, And Melancholy, silent maid With leaden eye, that loves the ground, Still on thy solemn steps attend: Warm Charity, the gen’ral Friend, With Justice, to herself severe, And Pity dropping soft the sadly-pleasing tear. Oh, gently on thy Suppliant’s head, Dread Goddess, lay thy chast’ning hand! Not in thy Gorgon terrors clad, Not circled with the vengeful Band (As by the Impious thou art seen), With thund’ring voice, and threat’ning mien, With screaming Horror’s funeral cry, Despair, and fell Disease, and ghastly Poverty. Thy form benign, O Goddess, wear, Thy milder influence impart, Thy philosophic Train be there To soften, not to wound my heart. The gen’rous spark extinct revive, Teach me to love and to forgive, Exact my own defects to scan, What others are, to feel, and know myself a Man.
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I felt a spirit of love begin to stir Within my heart, long time unfelt till then; And saw Love coming towards me fair and fain (That I scarce knew him for his joyful cheer), Saying, 'Be now indeed my worshipper!' And in his speech he laughed and laughed again. Then, while it was his pleasure to remain, I chanced to look the way he had drawn near, And saw the Ladies Joan and Beatrice Approach me, this the other following, One and a second marvel instantly. And even as now my memory speaketh this, Love spake it then: 'The first is christened Spring; The second Love, she is so like to me.'
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Sonnet: Spirit Of Love
Oh! pleasant exercise of hope and joy! For mighty were the auxiliars which then stood Upon our side, we who were strong in love! Bliss was it in that dawn to be alive, But to be young was very heaven!—Oh! times, In which the meagre, stale, forbidding ways Of custom, law, and statute, took at once The attraction of a country in romance! When Reason seemed the most to assert her rights, When most intent on making of herself A prime Enchantress—to assist the work Which then was going forward in her name! Not favoured spots alone, but the whole earth, The beauty wore of promise, that which sets (As at some moment might not be unfelt Among the bowers of paradise itself ) The budding rose above the rose full blown. What temper at the prospect did not wake To happiness unthought of? The inert Were roused, and lively natures rapt away! They who had fed their childhood upon dreams, The playfellows of fancy, who had made All powers of swiftness, subtilty, and strength Their ministers,—who in lordly wise had stirred Among the grandest objects of the sense, And dealt with whatsoever they found there As if they had within some lurking right To wield it;—they, too, who, of gentle mood, Had watched all gentle motions, and to these Had fitted their own thoughts, schemers more wild, And in the region of their peaceful selves;— Now was it that both found, the meek and lofty Did both find, helpers to their heart’s desire, And stuff at hand, plastic as they could wish; Wcre called upon to exercise their skill, Not in Utopia, subterranean fields, Or some secreted island, Heaven knows where! But in the very world, which is the world Of all of us,—the place where in the end We find our happiness, or not at all!
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The French Revolution As It Appeared To Enthusiasts At Its Commencement
Oh! pleasant exercise of hope and joy! For mighty were the auxiliars which then stood Upon our side, we who were strong in love! Bliss was it in that dawn to be alive, But to be young was very heaven!—Oh! times, In which the meagre, stale, forbidding ways Of custom, law, and statute, took at once The attraction of a country in romance! When Reason seemed the most to assert her rights, When most intent on making of herself A prime Enchantress—to assist the work Which then was going forward in her name! Not favoured spots alone, but the whole earth, The beauty wore of promise, that which sets (As at some moment might not be unfelt Among the bowers of paradise itself ) The budding rose above the rose full blown. What temper at the prospect did not wake To happiness unthought of? The inert Were roused, and lively natures rapt away! They who had fed their childhood upon dreams, The playfellows of fancy, who had made All powers of swiftness, subtilty, and strength Their ministers,—who in lordly wise had stirred Among the grandest objects of the sense, And dealt with whatsoever they found there As if they had within some lurking right To wield it;—they, too, who, of gentle mood, Had watched all gentle motions, and to these Had fitted their own thoughts, schemers more wild, And in the region of their peaceful selves;— Now was it that both found, the meek and lofty Did both find, helpers to their heart’s desire, And stuff at hand, plastic as they could wish; Wcre called upon to exercise their skill, Not in Utopia, subterranean fields, Or some secreted island, Heaven knows where! But in the very world, which is the world Of all of us,—the place where in the end We find our happiness, or not at all!
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Check - work nine-to-five, eat, sleep, draw again. Surviving the day, nothing more, c'est bien. Or call - easy choice for the hand you were dealt. Just settle for average; win, lose; both unfelt. If you need to, just quit; to accept it, just fold. Be resigned to your fate; easy just isn't bold. If not, you might lose; see pain, heartbreak, and death. Bracing for blows that will knock out your breath. So you didn't call a bluff, didn't sees players who cheat? Or they raised you too much, now you're feeling the heat. And life may be a ***** she deals hands unfair. She's the muscle who beats you; detached, doesn't care. But here's the kicker, dear life's only tell - There's so much more out there; fight right to the bell! 'Cuz quitting the game after one bad beat? You'd risk every win, for fear of defeat? Not even one pair? Means no partner for life? No falling in love, no taking the dive. I guess if you're scared, that's a dangerous risk Probably not worth the bet. No three of a kind? No partners in crime? No best friends for life, no slowing down time? I guess that you're busy, with your job, for your cheque. Probably not worth the bet. And no full house? Means no family to kiss... No building your future, no dogs, and no kids? I guess it's hard work to lay down those bricks; Probably not worth the bet. No royal flush? No laughter, no tears? No joy and no sorrow, no fun and no fears? I guess if the bad scares you more than the good, Probably not worth the bet. For you, at least, that all may be fact. You'll hold back your gambles, buy-in if you're backed. You save up your chips for just the right hand, And don't see that they are all equally grand. For life may be cruel, but she gives loans for chips, So keep playing the game until your luck flips. So, me? Hit me, life. I'll stick out my chin.   In this game we're playing? Hell, I'm all in.
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Dec 7, 2018
Dec 7, 2018 at 9:14 AM UTC
The Gambler's Game
Check - work nine-to-five, eat, sleep, draw again. Surviving the day, nothing more, c'est bien. Or call - easy choice for the hand you were dealt. Just settle for average; win, lose; both unfelt. If you need to, just quit; to accept it, just fold. Be resigned to your fate; easy just isn't bold. If not, you might lose; see pain, heartbreak, and death. Bracing for blows that will knock out your breath. So you didn't call a bluff, didn't sees players who cheat? Or they raised you too much, now you're feeling the heat. And life may be a ***** she deals hands unfair. She's the muscle who beats you; detached, doesn't care. But here's the kicker, dear life's only tell - There's so much more out there; fight right to the bell! 'Cuz quitting the game after one bad beat? You'd risk every win, for fear of defeat? Not even one pair? Means no partner for life? No falling in love, no taking the dive. I guess if you're scared, that's a dangerous risk Probably not worth the bet. No three of a kind? No partners in crime? No best friends for life, no slowing down time? I guess that you're busy, with your job, for your cheque. Probably not worth the bet. And no full house? Means no family to kiss... No building your future, no dogs, and no kids? I guess it's hard work to lay down those bricks; Probably not worth the bet. No royal flush? No laughter, no tears? No joy and no sorrow, no fun and no fears? I guess if the bad scares you more than the good, Probably not worth the bet. For you, at least, that all may be fact. You'll hold back your gambles, buy-in if you're backed. You save up your chips for just the right hand, And don't see that they are all equally grand. For life may be cruel, but she gives loans for chips, So keep playing the game until your luck flips. So, me? Hit me, life. I'll stick out my chin.   In this game we're playing? Hell, I'm all in.
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Void and formless As we define it Cold and lifeless As we would find it No sound from Earth Only faint light No hint of a soul Eternal night Does it really matter? On Earth, fear becomes hope Sorrow becomes joy Near death We experience life Pluto drifts with a shrug Sounds unheard Emotions unfelt Nothing grows Nothing dies Nothing Is there something? What is something? Why is it something? Who says? Us? You? Why? Why does it matter? The struggles The pain The rights The fear The rain On Pluto History is not recorded But the truth lives On Earth History is recorded And the truth dies We are nothing We achieve nothing Our death is meaningless Life is meaningless Our glory is measured against ourselves Yet on Pluto The quiet is unmoved The distance swallows existence There is nothing to contemplate There are no worries Nothing matters We believe we matter Why? Who says? Us? We are the creation And then we discover Yet Pluto remains cold Ice Frozen Locked It means nothing From a distance Unless It really does The distance is so real Our minds are so small We only know what we know We ignore the distance It can't be real It doesn't help us So it doesn't exist Why is it there? It pulses in it's vastness It means nothing Why? Who says? We don't know why We just accept it Our past is primal The only thing we know is our growth It is the only thing that makes sense We cannot touch God We cannot see God So, we have become God We are progressive We have evolved It is necessary to think this way This is why it matters But... not on Pluto Pluto is not impressed Our evolution is swallowed by the distance On Pluto, nothing matters Not you Not me The further you go The more help you need The further you go But where does it lead? Back to Earth? Back to you? Who are you? Who made you? Who conceived you? Who cares about you? You? Me? Why are you here? Pluto doesn't care Should I? Should you? Should we? Yes Yes Yes
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Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 7:56 PM UTC
Meanwhile on Pluto
Void and formless As we define it Cold and lifeless As we would find it No sound from Earth Only faint light No hint of a soul Eternal night Does it really matter? On Earth, fear becomes hope Sorrow becomes joy Near death We experience life Pluto drifts with a shrug Sounds unheard Emotions unfelt Nothing grows Nothing dies Nothing Is there something? What is something? Why is it something? Who says? Us? You? Why? Why does it matter? The struggles The pain The rights The fear The rain On Pluto History is not recorded But the truth lives On Earth History is recorded And the truth dies We are nothing We achieve nothing Our death is meaningless Life is meaningless Our glory is measured against ourselves Yet on Pluto The quiet is unmoved The distance swallows existence There is nothing to contemplate There are no worries Nothing matters We believe we matter Why? Who says? Us? We are the creation And then we discover Yet Pluto remains cold Ice Frozen Locked It means nothing From a distance Unless It really does The distance is so real Our minds are so small We only know what we know We ignore the distance It can't be real It doesn't help us So it doesn't exist Why is it there? It pulses in it's vastness It means nothing Why? Who says? We don't know why We just accept it Our past is primal The only thing we know is our growth It is the only thing that makes sense We cannot touch God We cannot see God So, we have become God We are progressive We have evolved It is necessary to think this way This is why it matters But... not on Pluto Pluto is not impressed Our evolution is swallowed by the distance On Pluto, nothing matters Not you Not me The further you go The more help you need The further you go But where does it lead? Back to Earth? Back to you? Who are you? Who made you? Who conceived you? Who cares about you? You? Me? Why are you here? Pluto doesn't care Should I? Should you? Should we? Yes Yes Yes
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a nacreous tossing around at the sides, a dappled silver sunlight if looked one way, an apocalyptic gloam if another, exhaled from a seeming mouth, feeding on what has already eviscerated an unfelt ***** a predator certainly its own prey, a heat certainly poison-breath on a cheek falling when a meretricious lover spouts that spurious hypocorism, and also just a wavering, iridescent puddle— cornered, soft as a liquid steel echo of a futile struggle rolling around, bouncing off a wine glass, and a porcelain table edge, while a listening head shakes, looks down despondently, gloom glowing out the hair, a voice jaded since birth saying some thing about differences, or a helpless slender strap of hope hanging itself on the way two other eyes look at it across checkered watered wings, two swirling god whorls, two effulgent galaxies the color of melting pine bole circling around in living umber striae, pulling its gaze, raising it, as if they, they were blazing truth cased behind lithophane, and it, only an aporetic puddle now of tepid ocher, a mild earth stone placed in a hand, asked what is thought of it and the response: yes, yes of course, before foreign distance splutters its face, and it retreats from its meaning imparted to every thing (with the vulnerable precision of a swaying finger tip) to the baby lanugo of a delicate floating, through human rills, of what is horizon docked, dead, not merely deciduous—forever jilted with breath bulging as when beating a flopping eyeless fish to half-dead, head tilted up a throat trying to pry itself free, trying to live by streaming snagless, airful, without spirant sound of going lost straight from the hands— then a short chop of fullness finally expunged and sputtering like an escaped tuft of shackled wonder soaring up the sky in a puff and soul ring.
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Mar 27, 2012
Mar 27, 2012 at 7:43 PM UTC
I in Graffiti Mural
a nacreous tossing around at the sides, a dappled silver sunlight if looked one way, an apocalyptic gloam if another, exhaled from a seeming mouth, feeding on what has already eviscerated an unfelt ***** a predator certainly its own prey, a heat certainly poison-breath on a cheek falling when a meretricious lover spouts that spurious hypocorism, and also just a wavering, iridescent puddle— cornered, soft as a liquid steel echo of a futile struggle rolling around, bouncing off a wine glass, and a porcelain table edge, while a listening head shakes, looks down despondently, gloom glowing out the hair, a voice jaded since birth saying some thing about differences, or a helpless slender strap of hope hanging itself on the way two other eyes look at it across checkered watered wings, two swirling god whorls, two effulgent galaxies the color of melting pine bole circling around in living umber striae, pulling its gaze, raising it, as if they, they were blazing truth cased behind lithophane, and it, only an aporetic puddle now of tepid ocher, a mild earth stone placed in a hand, asked what is thought of it and the response: yes, yes of course, before foreign distance splutters its face, and it retreats from its meaning imparted to every thing (with the vulnerable precision of a swaying finger tip) to the baby lanugo of a delicate floating, through human rills, of what is horizon docked, dead, not merely deciduous—forever jilted with breath bulging as when beating a flopping eyeless fish to half-dead, head tilted up a throat trying to pry itself free, trying to live by streaming snagless, airful, without spirant sound of going lost straight from the hands— then a short chop of fullness finally expunged and sputtering like an escaped tuft of shackled wonder soaring up the sky in a puff and soul ring.
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Love is a recycled word, used and resused in time and again. Love like so is that of a chliche, brief and ultimately unfelt. It is through its brevity that we discover that it is all but what it says it is. Love is instead chaotic, that which blurred lines between affection and hatred fuse into one and engulf you whole. No one understands this more than the veteran lover. Whose heart has been broken and torn and kissed together all over again. This is loves sweet embrace. It is vicious, passionate, understanding, and complete insanity. It is the turmoil that can give us purpose. It is the purpose that will give us turmoil. And I surrender to it.
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Jun 9, 2013
Jun 9, 2013 at 10:10 PM UTC
Recycling
Before the flight takes off Before our ascent into the skies Before I'm unplugged from the grid Before I'm temporarily disconnected I think about what I'll miss, If the flight never landed. I think about the goals unfulfilled People unmet, sights unseen Words unsaid, tears uncried Emotions unshared, pain unfelt Fights unhad, hands unheld Stories untold, lives unlived But most of all, I think of you. And feel Hope.
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Mar 26, 2023
Mar 26, 2023 at 2:28 AM UTC
Before the flight takes off
Aurelia my goddess in disguise, Let loose your spell on spectactors eyes. Kiss with grace unknown by man, And flutter with lashes cast wide in span. Dance a dance unmatched by Muses, Together so tightly the movement enthuses. The bodys spell abrubtly breaks, the rythm ends with conflicting aches. Aurelia lingers on eternal moments, Beaten back by unseen oponents. She longs to dance with softest steps, unseen unhindered by the rhythmic inept. Unable to catch up to beat, I watch and follow her leaderless feet. Swept up in listless unfelt tune, unilluminated by a forsaking moon. Lost to darkness and lost to time, Aurelia your love is no longer mine.
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May 12, 2011
May 12, 2011 at 6:22 PM UTC
Aurelia
A wisp of gray cloud slips by like a passing doubt. A fleeting black thought flies with the shadow of a wasp. An unfelt feeling of cold fear seeks warmth through window light. Striped feral cat creeps too near, sees red-tailed hawk in flight. Time spent with toes in sand, washed by water clear and cold. Empty thoughts to understand, one wave comes, another one goes. r ~ 4/11/14
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Apr 11, 2014
Apr 11, 2014 at 3:43 PM UTC
Wasp's Shadow
There’s an abundance of wonderful secrets I hold, that come from the quiet, the quaint, and the bold. Some are cute and some sweet, all sugar-spice and neat. It’s the others I can’t bear, ***** deeds and lives not spared. I have to keep them all inside, hidden away from prying eyes, For I’m bound by a promise made of lightning, and while I’m not quite keen on fighting, If these secrets are found out I’ll claw and kick and scream and shout. For the shackles that bind me here, will shatter after ten more torturous years. So for now I let the rain wash away all my pain, and thank each passing stranger for the knowledge that I’ve gained. I think about the gallows, I think about despair, I think of all the people who never really cared. You may not think you know me, but you’re sorely mistaken. I live next door, or up one floor, listening when your minds awaken. I can see your every thought and dream, I can hear you when you sob and scream. I can feel your touch and exasperated breath, all dancing hot across my neck. We are the seers holding stories unknown feelings unfelt and words untold. I could tell you anything, but you’d never know, for I value my salvation more than a tiny truth sold.
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Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 8:13 PM UTC
Seers (a short story turned poem)
Unfelt unheard, unseen, I've left my little queen, Her languid arms in silver slumber lying: Ah! through their nestling touch, Who---who could tell how much There is for madness---cruel, or complying? Those faery lids how sleek! Those lips how moist!---they speak, In ripest quiet, shadows of sweet sounds: Into my fancy's ear Melting a burden dear, How "Love doth know no fulness, nor no bounds." True!---tender monitors! I bend unto your laws: This sweetest day for dalliance was born! So, without more ado, I'll feel my heaven anew, For all the blushing of the hasty morn.
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Twisted  thoughts  aren’t awful things They are my things! Great things to be exact.   I wish upon a star for blood, Blood dripping down the face of a horrible creature called a man. Wounds so deep in his chest he can’t breathe. Are my thoughts so twisted if they live inside soft lace? A spider within the lace Waiting to bite you I’ll never hurt you but I dream of hurting other people.   People who are bad, evil, who deserve punishment.   A spider within the lace. Poisonous.  Unfelt. Obscure. I crawl in and out your body.   I dream sweet dreams of castration.   Bright and brilliant A hidden world of rainbows Meadows of sweet flowers Drops of rain on ****** spring petals. I creep between love and hate, daisies and death.   heaven and hell.   A beautiful spider in the pollen of your bloom. I’d cry for you.  I’d die for you. I’ll protect you.   And I’ll leave them drowning in their blood. Eyes open.  Still.   And I’ll erase it.   And take you back to the field of flowers and the gentle rain and I will keep you safely tucked away there.   In the pasture, staring up at the sky.
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Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 11:17 PM UTC
Spider Personality
I think of you often. In the morning, late at night, but those thoughts go unvoiced, the mortal touch goes unfelt. It’s easier to keep to myself, to avert my gaze deliberately. It’s safer to keep ravenous. It’s simpler to bamboozle with silence.
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Jan 26, 2022
Jan 26, 2022 at 5:55 AM UTC
mortal touch
Changing molds so i can force myself through a you shaped hole. I cut myself Down to the image that I think you see in me. In the mirror I can't see myself, Much less imagine actually being me. Who am I? Well, This is it. I'm a mess and a misfit. the one who's got it figured out but really doesn't know **** I'm the people pleaser who never gets what she desires and then wonders why the emptiness continues to transpire. I like to deny the fact that I'm a liar. I like to create comfortable places in my head where feelings can go unfelt and things can be left unsaid. Just a million little pieces. My faces. switched off and on in different places. Different phases. A million little pieces of you and every one I knew. Now I can't find who I am. Just what I was in my memories. I can't decide who i was ever even trying please. At ease. I pray for God to break me down to my core. To give me strength to stand up For the things I love and adore. To never hide behind lies, sit back and slip Right through your fingertips. To be true to my soul and really start to exist.
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Nov 25, 2015
Nov 25, 2015 at 1:39 AM UTC
Who am I
Fingers point in to seal what allows waves to enter. It happens naturally, attempting to keep out a sound linked to a dream. Each day more deferred. Singing along does nothing but intensify it, leaving my throat dry. Eyes wander up to the sky like it has the answer. A desire the size of a raisin. hidden deep with in bleakness; the noise blinded by the sun. Inside cues are unheard or overlooked; left to fester. Tunes once vibrant like fireflies illuminating a black field create a sore unrecognized. Oblivious and ignorant. Then is what I run away from; yet it does not make the hum disappear; it only dissolves the stink to an unnoticeable hint like bread rotten. My core once full of meat. I marched to the beat or maybe it formed a crust around all thoughts and notified me when sugar oozed out over the brim of my truth. Like examples before I fall prey to a slide syrupy and sweet pulling me away. Maybe I am scared it will be just perfect. Skin sags as time passes like light wind, unfelt; a sensation soul heavy fumbling to un-load. Yesterday I began to listen or correctly hear what does exist confined. It is looking to explode.
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Feb 6, 2013
Feb 6, 2013 at 11:50 AM UTC
A Dream Deferred
It's late and I'm tired But I can't go to sleep There's too much to do Too much I haven't told you Too much I want to hear Too much to listen to Too little to waste There are adventures not yet experienced There are voices unheard There are thoughts unvoiced There are songs unwritten There are kisses unfelt And I have adventures to experience And I have voices to hear And I have thoughts to voice And I have songs to write And I have kisses to feel And I have you. Oh, you. Who are you? I certainly haven't found you yet Actually, I thought I had, but you went away Now I fear I will never see you again Oh, you. You with your saddened eyes You who have endured so much You who deserve so much more You who I try to help but You who shy away to You who are gone. gone. gone. It does not make my thoughts any clearer It does not make me feel any better It does not make my eyes any drier to write. But it does help the sunshine keep a little longer It does let your kisses linger in the shade It does help my weary head resurrect The light from whence we came And I know that someday you will return And I won't let you slip down down again And my time awake is time well spent So I cannot sleep. I cannot sleep.
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Nov 13, 2010
Nov 13, 2010 at 6:49 PM UTC
Insomnia is another way of saying "I love you"
There is never enough time. How many words have gone unsaid? Forgotten by the light of day. Kisses unfelt. Embraces that could have been. Friendships and lovers, partners and foes; Such things that may never be. Sure, time makes fools of us all. But what really frightens me are all the corpses.
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Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 9:11 PM UTC
never enough time