Before the flight takes off Before our ascent into the skies Before I'm unplugged from the grid Before I'm temporarily disconnected
I think about what I'll miss, If the flight never landed. I think about the goals unfulfilled People unmet, sights unseen Words unsaid, tears uncried Emotions unshared, pain unfelt Fights unhad, hands unheld Stories untold, lives unlived
But most of all, I think of you. And feel Hope.
Written on a return flight trip. A few moments of introspection.
To ride a plane Is to let go. Entrust and rely On the pilot’s hands Pray he be guided By the Mighty One Boarding this vessel With several other humans Who likewise let go Of control from their hands Trust and faith Are what we need In moments like this We relax and yield.
The 9th of December, it is that time of the year Woke up from sleep and whispered "Happy birthday!" Allowing universe to do the job to inform you subconsciously Everything that surrounds me moves so slow till it stops Wondering and thinking about you unconditionally
A day my mind unconsciously remember You exist along with all of our good memories My greatest love and heartbreak of a lifetime May our string be one highlight of my favorite history in this life Hoping to see you again in our next life
Next time you greet me must be in pilot uniform Saying "This is your Captain Pilot speaking for this flight.." In an airplane that I will ride to the destination A destination that I hoped to be with you
Till we meet again, my twinflame and everything I am still waiting here like what I have promised Loving you and will always be even without a happy ending Goodbye for now and see you again, my future captain!
Ever since 2019, December 9 never felt like an ordinary day because of the guy I fell in love with. We may no longer in contact nor in good terms but I always wish him a happy birthday and hope he is doing well in his life.