I hold you so proudly ,
Trauma still surrounds me.
I wish I could call you back ,
Not on the cellphone ,
But in real .
How to fake happiness ?
I am unable to do that .
I want to learn it .
Lost myself !
Dealing with issues that I created by myself !
I don't want to live this life !
I am tired ,
I am exhausted ,
I need a shoulder ,
I am guessing I will get that in my funeral ,
That too in multiples of two 😁.
Wish I could explain my explanation as per your understanding !
Wish I had better' communication skills as per your understanding !
bina kuch kahe sab kuch samjh jaate the ,
Aaj bol k bhi na samjha Pate bai tumhe .
Chalte to aaj bhi teri hi taraf hai ,
Fir bhi na jaane kyu tere se door hi chale jaate h .
Music replaced her .
Lost you as my girlfriend,
Lost me as your friend.
Who's sitting with the greatest lost ?