Sweet, deep breaths
Arms and legs intertwined Laying in awe of you Fingertips on your chest Hearts beating in sync Simply amazed by you Let’s stay here We can be together Let’s stay here My life is yours forever Prayers keep me sane Praying calms the pain What a blessing are you
Losing my grip on myself I’ve been alone in contemplation Exhausted Placing petty smiles up on a shelf I’ve been diving into desperation Bankrupt Hopes with little wealth Pointlessly searching for inspiration What will they think? If I finally Let Myself Sink And will they know? I was sunken Long ago
What am I but a servant?
What am I but a wayward son? What am I but a sinner? A lost soul scorched by the sun? Dying by the hands of anger Denying all the damage that I’ve done Alone and broken, feeling strangled And undeserving of the man I love.. What am I but an outcast? Selfishly dreaming for a loaded gun?
Sometimes it’s like I don’t even know you
And I can’t stand that I’m stuck inside you Who are you? Who am I? I can’t breathe I’m Drowning inside..
If I was supposed to
be defined by grades on a paper, or by words in a dictionary I wouldn’t have been born human. If I was supposed to be confined by margins on an essay, or by stars on a flag. I wouldn’t have the ability to create. If I was supposed to be defined by hatred to my name or by my disgraceful past. I wouldn’t have been born me.
If you dream but carry doubt
Chances are it won't work out
believe when you dream