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"flask" poems
I can fake my identity and try to look happy, but its all just a cover. Take a swig from the flask and remove the last mask only to find another. There was once a time when I knew myself, but now I'm not so sure. All semblance of self-worth lay eroding in the dirt, and its all thanks to her. It's not really her fault, I'm truly to blame. I grew selfish out of fear. Afraid of being alone, I couldn't let her go and now she's nowhere near.
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Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
Layers
Party. Party. Party. All they want to know Is it worth it to go? Dressed up, messed up Party. Party. Party. All they'll ever do Forget me and you We'll go party too Party. Party. Party. Not a thought in your empty head As I'm crawling in your bed I'll never let you in mine Party. Party. Party. Keep my heart and mind apart When's the party gonna start? 6-inch heels and blurry eyes Party. Party. Party. Party in the day time Party in the night time Party all the ******* time Party. Party. Party. All they ever ask Where you keep your hidden flask Dressed up, messed up Party. Party. Party.
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Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 12:49 AM UTC
Party. Party. Party.
Onion, luminous flask, your beauty formed petal by petal, crystal scales expanded you and in the secrecy of the dark earth your belly grew round with dew. Under the earth the miracle happened and when your clumsy green stem appeared, and your leaves were born like swords in the garden, the earth heaped up her power showing your naked transparency, and as the remote sea in lifting the ******* of Aphrodite duplicating the magnolia, so did the earth make you, onion clear as a planet and destined to shine, constant constellation, round rose of water, upon the table of the poor. You make us cry without hurting us. I have praised everything that exists, but to me, onion, you are more beautiful than a bird of dazzling feathers, heavenly globe, platinum goblet, unmoving dance of the snowy anemone and the fragrance of the earth lives in your crystalline nature.
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Ode To The Onion
Shiny flask full of fun, Shall I fill it with whiskey or *** Wanting only to refresh my day, Maybe with coconut from Parrot Bay? After all, it's my best drinking buddy That always makes me witty and funny With never a shout, cry or pout, That is, until the whiskey has run out!
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Mar 12, 2017
Mar 12, 2017 at 11:44 AM UTC
Drinking Buddy
Lone star walking roads, crowbar in hand cowgirl I'll die for, I died and I died again, fluent in 6 country's, passports; pardons no cargo, but luggage is a stainless steel flask, half full, half way, to the moon if you asked me? Cadillacs in space, expensive taste that's masked with — the cheap stuff, inspired souls, they walk, and this forsaken path, they'll never make hell a ***** deed or two from heaven, counterparts we're equals, we're lost they're my colleagues, a scandal from remembrance, remember we followed rules? no response **** there's a shift in the rubix cube,  a memo from the warden, no weapons in the visit room, coordinating sin, a taste of gin before the see you soons, world was much warm before stone replaced the sand dunes, scoff at the elixir, cordially she casts stones, ******* of a demon crossing ponds is all the child knows, tales of the fishermen, who heard it through the corridors, all and all departed, with a fear of the other gods, strictly prohibited, a swig of the forbidden fruit, who are you to judge me, When Your Son Is Not Of Holy Proof! wedded to a mortal said your honor, absent i do's, abstinence is bliss and your crime ascends civilian law, guilty -- you're filthy, your son will never know your soul, I know my role and play it well, Your god never admits he's wrong, so why would I? — a baby cried, I'm present for my son's birth, and leave before an open eye the practice of a perfect curse.
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Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 8:13 AM UTC
(great grandson of Greek God Cronus) Our Deadbeat Father
'Twas my spring of youth in that lot That now haunts my mind by that spot Of which I could not love less - Wonderful loneliness, Of the lake's Serenity gown, With nature circled 'round. But when Death hath reached its grasp Upon Serenity's water - poured into his flask, The sadistic sagacious wind went by Murmuring the funeral cry - Then - I finally awake - To the terrors of Serenity Lake. Yet I persist that it was not fright! Simply Death's delight - Fueled by the Void of Sorrow, Pierced by Serenity's arrow - No! - This Love I must define! The trip to the lake, of thee and thine. O! - Death's grasp laid in that voracious wave, Enticing Serenity to be my eternal grave, Upon that very fatal spot - Where the two children rot. For no soul shall ever make, A Heaven out of Serenity Lake.
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Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 8:48 PM UTC
Serenity Lake
Tragic life brought forth from a darker tomorrow, sad accidents in a world full of sorrow. Luck magic balances out the karmic equation, nobody has enough for their sinful inflation. Hope destroyed, time borrowed. Hearts betrayed, souls followed. Life escapes without hesitation whenever one sees the next evil revelation. Running away, wont save you from cruel fate as long as someone out there cries your name in hate. Finding you wont be a hard task for someone who holds intellect's overflowing flask. Tearing your chest side by side with revenge's might, a pitiful scream will be the last thing heard in your room tonight.
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Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 7:54 PM UTC
Fearful Revenge
If we are in a masquerade party with no faces, names, nor identity Just words, and alcohols, for both of us to see. Just soul, and coffee, making our spirits flee. Would you look at me without a mask, with a cover, inside a flask? Would you touch me and dare to drown inside my smirks, smile, and ignited frown. Would you run away from me to set yourself free? Or would you let yourself fall, for a masqueraded soul?
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Jul 15, 2018
Jul 15, 2018 at 12:56 PM UTC
Masquerade
Is it too much to ask For you to put down the flask? Is it too much to say You're throwing your life away? I guess it doesn't matter, your mind is made I cant stop you or the alcohol rain
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Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 12:07 PM UTC
Alcohol Rain
Songster, not as sinister as they say, she's no monster, just admittedly a bit lost in her way. she caves as I'm walking down the hall. I pick her up, off of that flooring, the rubbery kind, whatever it is, I guess it's rubber, but the kind that squeaks when you walk on it after coming in from the rain; to hell with poetry. And so anyways I pick her up and sit her on this bench next to me and give her about five minutes to come to terms with breathing and pick shimmering auburn hair out of the tears smeared across her face, two, mesmerizing, perfectly blue wells the source of the streams. And then I ask her what that was all about and she blurts out that she belongs in the Fine Arts Department, and her car broke down months ago but her father doesn't give a **** about it, because she can't lay up the basketball or steal the base and so he honorably lump summed her entire tuition and sent her to another state and how ****** she would be if she had to get a job for the first time at the age of twenty three so she wouldn't have to be dependent on her family and that she was sick of wondering why not a single guy had ever given her a ******* flower and that if she ever did end up liking one two weeks later she would find out that he was exactly the same as the others and she had a broken look in her eyes when she said she wondered why we were all here in the first place, and how we were made this way, and if people were actually ever meant to fit together or not; *what if there was nothing as certain as two halves making a whole?* She wanted to know how everyone's mind had a different game to play, she wanted to know why Jupiter had to be so far away and everything in between. We had strolled off of the school grounds by this time but I still looked twice before pulling out my flask. I  unscrewed the cap, handed it to her and said *follow me to Deadbeat Hollow, where we've already thrown our problems out of the window* and she said lets go.
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May 11, 2012
May 11, 2012 at 9:46 PM UTC
Follow Me to Deadbeat Hollow
Songster, not as sinister as they say, she's no monster, just admittedly a bit lost in her way. she caves as I'm walking down the hall. I pick her up, off of that flooring, the rubbery kind, whatever it is, I guess it's rubber, but the kind that squeaks when you walk on it after coming in from the rain; to hell with poetry. And so anyways I pick her up and sit her on this bench next to me and give her about five minutes to come to terms with breathing and pick shimmering auburn hair out of the tears smeared across her face, two, mesmerizing, perfectly blue wells the source of the streams. And then I ask her what that was all about and she blurts out that she belongs in the Fine Arts Department, and her car broke down months ago but her father doesn't give a **** about it, because she can't lay up the basketball or steal the base and so he honorably lump summed her entire tuition and sent her to another state and how ****** she would be if she had to get a job for the first time at the age of twenty three so she wouldn't have to be dependent on her family and that she was sick of wondering why not a single guy had ever given her a ******* flower and that if she ever did end up liking one two weeks later she would find out that he was exactly the same as the others and she had a broken look in her eyes when she said she wondered why we were all here in the first place, and how we were made this way, and if people were actually ever meant to fit together or not; *what if there was nothing as certain as two halves making a whole?* She wanted to know how everyone's mind had a different game to play, she wanted to know why Jupiter had to be so far away and everything in between. We had strolled off of the school grounds by this time but I still looked twice before pulling out my flask. I  unscrewed the cap, handed it to her and said *follow me to Deadbeat Hollow, where we've already thrown our problems out of the window* and she said lets go.
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*She was way too tough for me. no it's more I was not hard enough for her. The old ***** brick houses of Englands industrial north caught between industrial revolution and social unrest . I was just a youth back then. The big war fading from memory. I stopped at my friend's back yard it was a hot summer back then. His souped up bike was gleaming like a prize racehorse. She pulled a flask of ***** and took a long pull her bright red hair like glowing coal her eyes as black as darkness she was hard pretty. Her mini skirt flashing her shaply legs. a stray dog big and hard just like her. jumped up and licked her face. she Laughed they were like two kindred spirits like sisters by nature wild and drifting and free. She had *** with me the first time I met her and told me I was not rough enough for her. I just was a bit scared of telling her I wanted out of it. The kick-started bike roared like the steel lion it was. She squealed in delight. then the stray dog peed on the concrete. she lifted her skirts like the hard ***** she was and peed next to it. she jumped on the back of his bike and they went off at full speed. To test his bike out at the racetrack. I hear they shacked up together. and we're very happy. I dated a nerdy young woman quiet and conservative who became a librarian. We got married four years later. had two kids and a housetrained dog. She never once told me I was not rough enough in bed.*
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Apr 1, 2016
Apr 1, 2016 at 3:49 PM UTC
Nerdy Jude and the motor bike mama.
Smelly Feet In the sun, feel the heat, and the odor of my smelly feet. All people squeezing their nose, from the cheese between my toes. Shoes melted on the road, smell spreading to the next zip code. Even I'm wearing a gas mask, sipping whiskey from my flask. Feet burning as I start to run, stick a fork in them, they're done. Still a mile left to go, I can see my feet as they glow. Leaving melting skin far behind, left sunglasses home and going blind. Hot tar starting to melt, I'd do anything for a conveyor belt. Soaking feet when I get home, Pretty soon, I will see bone. My house is just down the block, vultures circling as they stalk. Getting worse is the odor, laughing at me is the Caddyshack gopher. The Rock wants to know what I'm cooking, it's my feet, that is brewing. The smell is spreading worldwide, my feet are now Kentucky fried. People cheer as I reach my door, **** my feet are very sore. Sprayed my feet with tough acting Tinactin, burned so bad it melted the rest of my skin. Soaked my bones in cold water, never have I felt a road more hotter. Sprayed Fabreze for about an hour, then I took a long cold shower. Moonshine and pain pills dull my pain, it was my own fault so can't complain. Now I wear special shoes, my smelly ***** feet even made the news.
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Dec 17, 2013
Dec 17, 2013 at 11:04 AM UTC
Smelly Foot
583 A Toad, can die of Light— Death is the Common Right Of Toads and Men— Of Earl and Midge The privilege— Why swagger, then? The Gnat’s supremacy is large as Thine— Life—is a different Thing— So measure Wine— Naked of Flask—Naked of Cask— Bare Rhine— Which Ruby’s mine?
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A Toad, can die of Light
a bottle of scotch had bad dreams. bullets twitch, junk sick in 3 inch thick mustard **** toe nails clipped from yeti lay strewn about the **** stained corpse of a motel six dixie cup - root canal trophy, next to a black fez with scab tassel upended. down in it. belching apnea propaganda and belladonna waiting for curious george to find a shotgun and a yellow hat and a brick banana. blowflies inhale the rank damp of a fresh **** the odd dog whines like a clown in - a blender. [ the ] house wins with a marked card; jabbing fat fingers into acned rosacea bloated with sleep lack and mortgage back stab chasing twenty ****** with a hollow point pull from an acid flask while hailing a black cab. tinsel sutures stitch eyelids as a mercy shattered bone knit hand-grenade cozies old glory, at half mast half wasted fifty stars, no light dragging on the grounds of immunity to do a line of coke stock with a basset hounds' finesse. your taxes at work in columbia, hiding from a lost farm in Idaho your american dream turning tricks in shanghai for a counterfeit egga roll your meme, devoid like an ice cube tombstone your freedom, parking cars for italian escorts smoking skin flutes for ferraris and white teeth. your integrity, sold to a hedge fund for astroglide and a pez dispenser packed with prozac pressed by ' Jose the butcher' s abuela in a narco slum that ain't seen radio since cinder blocks had wings.
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Dec 26, 2012
Dec 26, 2012 at 2:40 PM UTC
Black Cab Charybdis
We could talk about this season, about how it's cold, about how it hurts more every year. We could talk about my patterns, about how they grow, about their ****** and its punctuality. We could talk about change, about how it's inevitable, about how it could save us, if only we'd let it. We could talk, but then again, just pass the flask. Let's drink, my friend.
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Dec 6, 2013
Dec 6, 2013 at 3:23 AM UTC
Pillow Talk
You'll never believe this but, I drank from God's flask the other day. Yeah, Convinced that it was half full Of conscientiousness. Of hope, or passion, or honesty, or somethingworthgivingashitabout. For it had once appeared to many, A beautiful and grand canteen, Forged of liquid silver. And as I allowed the contents to inwardly surge, I realized that it had plunged into the same carnal vessel From whence it came, And the lining of my body had been holding the ancient linings of other bodies, Reincarnate. Romantic, If that's the way you wanna slice it. But There is a recipe for such rapture, And it's been written on pages much less holy than the Bible-- On the coffee stained clipboards of chemists And the meticulous manuscripts of mathematicians. It's made out of the same **** that everything else is made of: Out of the same force that makes you float when you sit in the dead sea, Out of your body's sweat after a hard day's work, Out of the blood in your veins. Salt. All of it, everything, everyone, Salt. Dissolved, crystallized, harvested, ingested, Redissolved, recrystallized, and the cycle repeated.
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Feb 12, 2012
Feb 12, 2012 at 11:31 AM UTC
Ye of little faith, indeed.
Playing with me is like, playing with ur life Cut you down slice by slice, no knife Make you a sacrifice, then slap you back to life It’s a full on scrap when I rap, You wasn’t ready for that, I went straight to hell, after I made contact, Battled in pitch black, now they won’t let me back, how many MC you know, is rugged as that, I’ve been to the unknown, and left an impact I kept my pride, it’s all mine, fully intact, I’m on my shrine, come from behind, ain’t no going back If ur verses really nicer than mine, that’s fine – now rap. My scripts, so wicked, they flip manuscripts with one rip, I’ll tear you in half, my warpath is your bloodbath You’re a joke so I just laugh, at this simple task Terrorizing ur *** the terror rising in your eyes You shouldn't have ventured down this path I’m wearing a jason mask, sipping a flask Anyone else jump in, Freddy slicing his *** My writing is brash, If your a titan than clash, If not, your just trash, So I, Hulk smash, Then wipe ur blood off my mask, and relax And get back to stretching cash like yoga class. cause I could care a lot less, about flows that's so monotonous It just shows you’re a hot mess, Your raps blow so much you success You are too slow, to keep up with my progress my style been buck wild since I was a child it sounds like you are much less.
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 1:36 PM UTC
Rap Ego Freestyle
I eyed you from across the room, Tim was yak-yakking about some drop D heavy metal band he was drumming in, But I was tired of socializing, I had only come to drink, yet I was overtaken by you. I'd seen you prettier, livelier. You looked so blue decked all in red, in your worn out fuck-me-shoes. I think my mouth was still agape, when your gaze turned my way. We both were locked. Getting headsick from the smoke, waiting for the flame to catch up. You'd never seen me so unkept. I hadn't shaved in a couple months, my hair was to my shoulders, and my body was drowing in wrinkled, secondhand, early 2000s high fashion. I walked over. Leaving Tim talking about fusing dubstep with his metal **** You were working at a bank, making three bucks more than minimum. You changed your major. Your relations got too public, so you're shooting for journalism. Haha me too, or something like that, is what I said. Your smile became parasitic to my clumsy words. You said we should hang out for old time's sake. "I won't take no for an answer." "I'm too sober for this." I walked off, grabbed the flask from Tim, spent the night strolling under streetlights, and hoping to have a revelation. But all I had was a dwindling buzz, and a divine gravity pulling me away from remaking the same mistakes.
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Dec 8, 2010
Dec 8, 2010 at 12:33 PM UTC
Old Times Hitting on the Present
●Sunken to my basalisk heart● ○the drums of nebula bursting•Saturn sliding down my shoulder• °-Lupus circling the lunar fire-° ◇A flask of ivory,◇ ¤in the diamond flesh.¤ •This mirror glinting•, ○Steel jaws meet my **neck.○** ~Casting amethyst over my hair.~ | Reflections scratching at the mist. | ____________________ **"You look lovely covered in words."** A luminous face, pale and lean. Spirited as foxes, a shadowman in gunpowder chain. Ghost. *"I think you mean sleeves of poetry."* .
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Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 5:01 PM UTC
Poets in the Graveyard.
On the outer Barcoo where the churches are few, And men of religion are scanty, On a road never cross'd 'cept by folk that are lost, One Michael Magee had a shanty. Now this Mike was the dad of a ten year old lad, Plump, healthy, and stoutly conditioned; He was strong as the best, but poor Mike had no rest For the youngster had never been christened. And his wife used to cry, 'If the darlin' should die Saint Peter would not recognise him.' But by luck he survived till a preacher arrived, Who agreed straightaway to baptise him. Now the artful young rogue, while they held their collogue, With his ear to the keyhole was listenin', And he muttered in fright, while his features turned white, 'What the divil and all is this christenin'?' He was none of your dolts, he had seen them brand colts, And it seemed to his small understanding, If the man in the frock made him one of the flock, It must mean something very like branding. So away with a rush he set off for the bush, While the tears in his eyelids they glistened — ''Tis outrageous,' says he, 'to brand youngsters like me, I'll be dashed if I'll stop to be christened!' Like a young native dog he ran into a log, And his father with language uncivil, Never heeding the 'praste' cried aloud in his haste, 'Come out and be christened, you divil!' But he lay there as snug as a bug in a rug, And his parents in vain might reprove him, Till his reverence spoke (he was fond of a joke) 'I've a notion,' says he, 'that'll move him.' 'Poke a stick up the log, give the spalpeen a prog; Poke him aisy — don't hurt him or maim him, 'Tis not long that he'll stand, I've the water at hand, As he rushes out this end I'll name him. 'Here he comes, and for shame! ye've forgotten the name — Is it Patsy or Michael or Dinnis?' Here the youngster ran out, and the priest gave a shout — 'Take your chance, anyhow, wid 'Maginnis'!' As the howling young cub ran away to the scrub Where he knew that pursuit would be risky, The priest, as he fled, flung a flask at his head That was labelled 'MAGINNIS'S WHISKY'! And Maginnis Magee has been made a J.P., And the one thing he hates more than sin is To be asked by the folk, who have heard of the joke, How he came to be christened 'Maginnis'!
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A Bush Christening
On the outer Barcoo where the churches are few, And men of religion are scanty, On a road never cross'd 'cept by folk that are lost, One Michael Magee had a shanty. Now this Mike was the dad of a ten year old lad, Plump, healthy, and stoutly conditioned; He was strong as the best, but poor Mike had no rest For the youngster had never been christened. And his wife used to cry, 'If the darlin' should die Saint Peter would not recognise him.' But by luck he survived till a preacher arrived, Who agreed straightaway to baptise him. Now the artful young rogue, while they held their collogue, With his ear to the keyhole was listenin', And he muttered in fright, while his features turned white, 'What the divil and all is this christenin'?' He was none of your dolts, he had seen them brand colts, And it seemed to his small understanding, If the man in the frock made him one of the flock, It must mean something very like branding. So away with a rush he set off for the bush, While the tears in his eyelids they glistened — ''Tis outrageous,' says he, 'to brand youngsters like me, I'll be dashed if I'll stop to be christened!' Like a young native dog he ran into a log, And his father with language uncivil, Never heeding the 'praste' cried aloud in his haste, 'Come out and be christened, you divil!' But he lay there as snug as a bug in a rug, And his parents in vain might reprove him, Till his reverence spoke (he was fond of a joke) 'I've a notion,' says he, 'that'll move him.' 'Poke a stick up the log, give the spalpeen a prog; Poke him aisy — don't hurt him or maim him, 'Tis not long that he'll stand, I've the water at hand, As he rushes out this end I'll name him. 'Here he comes, and for shame! ye've forgotten the name — Is it Patsy or Michael or Dinnis?' Here the youngster ran out, and the priest gave a shout — 'Take your chance, anyhow, wid 'Maginnis'!' As the howling young cub ran away to the scrub Where he knew that pursuit would be risky, The priest, as he fled, flung a flask at his head That was labelled 'MAGINNIS'S WHISKY'! And Maginnis Magee has been made a J.P., And the one thing he hates more than sin is To be asked by the folk, who have heard of the joke, How he came to be christened 'Maginnis'!
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A priest arrived by ambulance to bless our sudden kiss A doctor brought his bag but cannot treat such things as this My jewelry is just colored rocks like pretty polished hollyhocks in silver settings gone to curls the same as any other girl's but I could be your only love. A flautist played our melody in notes so fine and clear That summer brought her midnights close so that the moon could hear the notes, the song so marvelous the player played so long for us the priest laid down his holy flask the doctor blushed before he asked if I could be your only love. An urchin took a photograph of you in uniform You gave me spice and chocolates to keep my fever warm and lucky is the lucky bird who calls and calls a wafting word In this peculiar pregnant dawn his curious and constant song that I could be your only love.
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Jul 19, 2025
Jul 19, 2025 at 3:30 PM UTC
Your Only Love
I. AM. A. Piece of **** Here's how i roll. I plop the excrement, directly in the pool. I **** on chairs, This is where i place stool. Plip plob drop loads, Crenated blood cells and lymphatic drool. Hurt my kidneys in a fight with truth the other night. 7 brutal, flooring uppercuts to the Latisimus dorsi.... I am > "this girl" That one that's taken more hits in the face than Tyson. The one that makes Jenna and Sunni Leone look like pre-school dropouts of **** Guys say. "She" "got the," "best head." She has nothing in it though. Her brain's finished by the time words leave her lips whole. thats as far as it gets the words pass her **** then she falls, grab her hips. Prepare the sword for the stone. The one with the baby whole in her dome. She's not good, much else. Her black hair and wisdom lines go bout as deep as her shirt. Depending on the day. Pervert. Lets do ANOTHER line. "Oh My GOD!" "We did so much ******* Coke in cans. Filled with whiskey flask-hand. "This night's gunna be one to remember", if his member is inside, that's my gender, Blend it with all the worst intentions, Use the worst intentions. Stab the heart of conviction. Tear it to tethers with tension. Rip the strings of friendship. Tease the knots of frayed linen, Like its the only thing ya got. "I am so high right now." I forgot what earth looks like. Probably like my town. Only place I've been. I'm 17 ya see. Its the only thing you got. You don't deserve roses, flowers, Laurels. No trees. No dime bags, no speed, no crying hag. I can sure **** 25 yearolds. Saying your better never sounded more like a lie. Worst thing is you have that prevarication internalized. I have a god complex... Wanna save em all... Can't save a ******* one... I did lie once... It was... When I told you that you weren't... A piece of ****
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Apr 13, 2013
Apr 13, 2013 at 12:58 AM UTC
Bottle Full of Copenhagen Backwash
I. AM. A. Piece of **** Here's how i roll. I plop the excrement, directly in the pool. I **** on chairs, This is where i place stool. Plip plob drop loads, Crenated blood cells and lymphatic drool. Hurt my kidneys in a fight with truth the other night. 7 brutal, flooring uppercuts to the Latisimus dorsi.... I am > "this girl" That one that's taken more hits in the face than Tyson. The one that makes Jenna and Sunni Leone look like pre-school dropouts of **** Guys say. "She" "got the," "best head." She has nothing in it though. Her brain's finished by the time words leave her lips whole. thats as far as it gets the words pass her **** then she falls, grab her hips. Prepare the sword for the stone. The one with the baby whole in her dome. She's not good, much else. Her black hair and wisdom lines go bout as deep as her shirt. Depending on the day. Pervert. Lets do ANOTHER line. "Oh My GOD!" "We did so much ******* Coke in cans. Filled with whiskey flask-hand. "This night's gunna be one to remember", if his member is inside, that's my gender, Blend it with all the worst intentions, Use the worst intentions. Stab the heart of conviction. Tear it to tethers with tension. Rip the strings of friendship. Tease the knots of frayed linen, Like its the only thing ya got. "I am so high right now." I forgot what earth looks like. Probably like my town. Only place I've been. I'm 17 ya see. Its the only thing you got. You don't deserve roses, flowers, Laurels. No trees. No dime bags, no speed, no crying hag. I can sure **** 25 yearolds. Saying your better never sounded more like a lie. Worst thing is you have that prevarication internalized. I have a god complex... Wanna save em all... Can't save a ******* one... I did lie once... It was... When I told you that you weren't... A piece of ****
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JACOB’S LADDER (Written by Susan J. Hunt 09-29-09) I’ve been told I have no coping skills More than a few times. It’s the same old line. Then what the hell am I doing here? I’ve survived up to this time. A big fat zero, the test spits out. Yep, that’s me no coping skills, probably ready to **** I have nothing to help me become my best. Honesty is an asset, but doesn’t appear so from the tests So sometimes, I have to lie. I don’t like to, but I must. Otherwise they’ll t to run at me with a restraining jacket Before I jump out a two-story building and land in the brush. I’m very quick and wily. That’s got to count for something. I break no bones and run away. All are amazed at my escape. That’s what I’ve learned as coping skills. I drink and do other sins, but I would never **** Even to my detriment, I just don’t have that will I’m not crazy. I’m not insane. I just see things differently. I’m not Sybil or Ted Bundy, I just have issues within me The fact is, I see more harm, I carry it inside of me I’m working on my coping skills and my social skills as well. I’m working on them the best I can. So far, it’s gone not so well You couldn’t tell how sick I am as we cross the street and pass. Not that I would harm you, I would offer you my flask. My sensitive nature is on overload I see every misdeed Not that it matters much, I’m too involved with me. There must be a way to crawl out of this pit I need a Jacob’s ladder. May I become more alive and aware Of how I can sincerely, matter.
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Oct 15, 2009
Oct 15, 2009 at 11:22 AM UTC
JACOB’S LADDER
JACOB’S LADDER (Written by Susan J. Hunt 09-29-09) I’ve been told I have no coping skills More than a few times. It’s the same old line. Then what the hell am I doing here? I’ve survived up to this time. A big fat zero, the test spits out. Yep, that’s me no coping skills, probably ready to **** I have nothing to help me become my best. Honesty is an asset, but doesn’t appear so from the tests So sometimes, I have to lie. I don’t like to, but I must. Otherwise they’ll t to run at me with a restraining jacket Before I jump out a two-story building and land in the brush. I’m very quick and wily. That’s got to count for something. I break no bones and run away. All are amazed at my escape. That’s what I’ve learned as coping skills. I drink and do other sins, but I would never **** Even to my detriment, I just don’t have that will I’m not crazy. I’m not insane. I just see things differently. I’m not Sybil or Ted Bundy, I just have issues within me The fact is, I see more harm, I carry it inside of me I’m working on my coping skills and my social skills as well. I’m working on them the best I can. So far, it’s gone not so well You couldn’t tell how sick I am as we cross the street and pass. Not that I would harm you, I would offer you my flask. My sensitive nature is on overload I see every misdeed Not that it matters much, I’m too involved with me. There must be a way to crawl out of this pit I need a Jacob’s ladder. May I become more alive and aware Of how I can sincerely, matter.
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Loneliness an edge piece of a giant puzzle stuck under the couch Loneliness the sixteen year old cat, too old for happiness, that has to be put down Loneliness that one friend always canceling like a tornado drill becoming a false alarm Loneliness a filled room everyone busy checking phones like they're waiting waitng for orders Loneliness craving attention like it's lemon juice too sweet in large doses Loneliness a flask filled unknown substance inside risking life with a sip like a game of blackjack
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Jan 5, 2015 at 11:46 PM UTC
Loneliness