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"familial" poems
Who Am I? Well, I must be that ****** the one in the black hoodie ***** sweatpants and an uncombed eye, that's always wooly scratchy, bloodshot with searching for my stash spot, that ****** in your peripherals that you keep your eye on because he's not in a polo looking nice, talking "well-spoken" and not a threat to your beautiful lily-white daughter. Because I grew up fixing myself ramen noodles and lifting the welcome mat after school, I must also be that ****** whose father wasn't in the same house until he was age 13, and when I tell you that, you weren't expecting it because "you're not a racist." but you weren't surprised. You see, I must be that ****** a stand-in for all other ******* I must be that ****** who represents all ******* not because you are racist, but because I'm the only ****** you've met who doesn't talk like dis, y'know whatmsayin, and i talk like this, do you know what I'm saying? I must be that ****** In order for you to feel okay being around me I must be that ****** who goes to college does the right thing the white thing and gets a job a nice little house, a nice black wife with a nice new england clear dialect, (what I was trying to get at earlier is that ****** dialects, by their mere intonation, denote stupidity, right?) and doesn't say a word when his white friends make ****** jokes or talk in a ****** dialect mocking some Aunt Jemima they heard at Walmart. But, I also must be that ****** who doesn't step out of line and say "WHY IS IT THAT IN EVERY SINGLE ENGLISH CLASS WE READ ONLY TWO BLACK AUTHORS A SEMESTER, AND THAT'S ENOUGH, JUST ENOUGH TO KEEP THE ****** PARENTS HAPPY." And If I happen to be a ****** I, by all means, must not be that ****** who had a white girlfriend, and this girlfriend after dating a ****** tried to date a white guy she liked, and when she told him that she had dated, loved, and yes, ****** a ****** he had said back: "I can't believe you ****** a ****** Then again, I must be that ****** with the big swinging **** able to destroy a white girl's ****** with its pulverizing power. And, please, If I am going to be a ****** don't be the one who writes a poem about having to be that ****** because those kinds of ******* are being over-sensitive, those dashiki-wearing-motherfuckers who think "Da white man dis." and "Da white man dat." Because I am not one of those ******* descended from the first people on earth, your brother, not in the ****** way, but the familial, species way. Why am I even writing this, ****** isn't a main operative word anymore. Search and find ****** and replace with "Black Guy." That way it becomes a joke.
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Nov 30, 2011
Nov 30, 2011 at 7:22 AM UTC
That ******
Who Am I? Well, I must be that ****** the one in the black hoodie ***** sweatpants and an uncombed eye, that's always wooly scratchy, bloodshot with searching for my stash spot, that ****** in your peripherals that you keep your eye on because he's not in a polo looking nice, talking "well-spoken" and not a threat to your beautiful lily-white daughter. Because I grew up fixing myself ramen noodles and lifting the welcome mat after school, I must also be that ****** whose father wasn't in the same house until he was age 13, and when I tell you that, you weren't expecting it because "you're not a racist." but you weren't surprised. You see, I must be that ****** a stand-in for all other ******* I must be that ****** who represents all ******* not because you are racist, but because I'm the only ****** you've met who doesn't talk like dis, y'know whatmsayin, and i talk like this, do you know what I'm saying? I must be that ****** In order for you to feel okay being around me I must be that ****** who goes to college does the right thing the white thing and gets a job a nice little house, a nice black wife with a nice new england clear dialect, (what I was trying to get at earlier is that ****** dialects, by their mere intonation, denote stupidity, right?) and doesn't say a word when his white friends make ****** jokes or talk in a ****** dialect mocking some Aunt Jemima they heard at Walmart. But, I also must be that ****** who doesn't step out of line and say "WHY IS IT THAT IN EVERY SINGLE ENGLISH CLASS WE READ ONLY TWO BLACK AUTHORS A SEMESTER, AND THAT'S ENOUGH, JUST ENOUGH TO KEEP THE ****** PARENTS HAPPY." And If I happen to be a ****** I, by all means, must not be that ****** who had a white girlfriend, and this girlfriend after dating a ****** tried to date a white guy she liked, and when she told him that she had dated, loved, and yes, ****** a ****** he had said back: "I can't believe you ****** a ****** Then again, I must be that ****** with the big swinging **** able to destroy a white girl's ****** with its pulverizing power. And, please, If I am going to be a ****** don't be the one who writes a poem about having to be that ****** because those kinds of ******* are being over-sensitive, those dashiki-wearing-motherfuckers who think "Da white man dis." and "Da white man dat." Because I am not one of those ******* descended from the first people on earth, your brother, not in the ****** way, but the familial, species way. Why am I even writing this, ****** isn't a main operative word anymore. Search and find ****** and replace with "Black Guy." That way it becomes a joke.
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#*Familial the ties siblings we are Brought up with love care discipline and protection Values inculcated deep Respect and love we all each other Hold it strong in the heart Hurt we can never bring to each other Stand together in testing times forever Raising high the baton of love today Passing it on to the generation next To relay it in the timeless tomorrow*#
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Aug 26, 2018
Aug 26, 2018 at 7:19 AM UTC
Raksha Bandhan - The bond of love
All through the night Heartburn kept him sitting up Stubbornly refusing To read the signs: Indigestion... Heart attack... Hiatal hernia.... Indigestion... Hernia... Heart attack... Heart attack.. Heart attack. By five, he agreed...told Mom Baking soda wouldn't work. His son came in from checking calves, Worrying over the kitchen light, Surprised to see his dad Still sitting on the couch. At, "I guess we could go to town," Son and wife moved into action. "I need some help to dress," he said. His helplessness filled them with dread. First, some socks, but wait.... The nails were long, unkempt. "I haven't been able to bend that far," My brother took Dad's feet in hand, Cut the nails, Wondering how he'd failed To see how fragile, pale, old This man we loved and feared Had somehow suddenly become. There probably wasn't time To trim Dad's nails, What with the heart attack, And all. But one should never head to town unkempt... An old familial rule... And one should cut one's own nails...don't even ask... Another family rule.... And last... Father has the last word... The rule that kept him home all night, Instead of calling 911.
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Jun 21, 2014
Jun 21, 2014 at 11:11 AM UTC
Nails
I wish Americans spoke Greek. Did you know that there is more Than one word for Love, in the Greek language? Agape. Eros. Storge. And Philia. Agape. Unconditional love. UNCONDITIONAL. Love. I cannot even Comprehend. How much Love that is. Unlimited. Unrestricted. Unconditional. That's how all love should be. Eros. Passionate love. Sensual, emotional, Romantic love. The physical side... Of love. Intense, this kinda love Needs a while to come out. Don't rush. Storge. Love as affection. Parents love their children, Wives love their husbands. Acceptance into a Special place in someone's heart. Familial bonds. Caring love. And Philia. Loyalty to others, Mental love. This is the love between friends. The love of objects, And places, etc. Not unconditional, Not passionate, Not affectionate. But just, Love. Our one word, Love, is broken into Four words. I want to be Greek, I want people to know what Kinda of love I mean, When I say, "I love you." To people.
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Jul 31, 2013
Jul 31, 2013 at 11:54 PM UTC
...its not just a word
1 Kings 15:24-  "Then Asa rested with his ancestors and was buried with them in the city of his father David. And Jehoshaphat his son succeeded him as king." Hand passes baton Race not about runners An objective not at odds   To something further than singular It is about the passing Dedicated motion Maintaining of Exchange at maximum speed Invigorating something else Notion of familial   Virtues vested In a completement Of the passing on And a carrying of values So well learned   From another before And His trust given Rewards of a relay Are plural With an instinctual handing off Of Faith In a mentor before
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Mar 13, 2017
Mar 13, 2017 at 5:15 PM UTC
Baton
She said it was alright When a moment ago I told her I didn’t love her anymore She said it was alright When a lifetime ago I told her I couldn’t live up to her dreams She said it was alright When I got down to my knees To give her an ordinary ring Because I couldn’t afford anything else She said it was alright To any and everything I had ever dared confess She said it was alright Because deep inside of her Was a love for me, almost endless It’s true, i could have tried harder To please her, to love her To appease her, to deserve her But i didn’t, and i’ll tell you why Many a night, i’d seen her cry Alone and depressed Confined and distressed In the familial laws and rules that bind That told her not to speak her mind That crush her worse than i ever could If only, she understood All i wanted to do was to make her say It’s not alright and slap my face Take a knife and stab my heart For pulling all her dreams apart But she never said a thing Bound by all those invisible strings Perhaps it’s time to end this game And save her before she goes insane Save her from this world that binds her Save her from the veil that blinds her It won’t be easy but i’ll do my best Take off her shackles and give her some rest But she is one from millions in the world I’ll save one from her prison But what about the rest? What about the millions that we blessed With an eternal veil? You won’t answer that Neither will I After all, who wants to give up a servant For whom, everything is alright….
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Jun 6, 2012
Jun 6, 2012 at 1:09 PM UTC
It Was Alright
She said it was alright When a moment ago I told her I didn’t love her anymore She said it was alright When a lifetime ago I told her I couldn’t live up to her dreams She said it was alright When I got down to my knees To give her an ordinary ring Because I couldn’t afford anything else She said it was alright To any and everything I had ever dared confess She said it was alright Because deep inside of her Was a love for me, almost endless It’s true, i could have tried harder To please her, to love her To appease her, to deserve her But i didn’t, and i’ll tell you why Many a night, i’d seen her cry Alone and depressed Confined and distressed In the familial laws and rules that bind That told her not to speak her mind That crush her worse than i ever could If only, she understood All i wanted to do was to make her say It’s not alright and slap my face Take a knife and stab my heart For pulling all her dreams apart But she never said a thing Bound by all those invisible strings Perhaps it’s time to end this game And save her before she goes insane Save her from this world that binds her Save her from the veil that blinds her It won’t be easy but i’ll do my best Take off her shackles and give her some rest But she is one from millions in the world I’ll save one from her prison But what about the rest? What about the millions that we blessed With an eternal veil? You won’t answer that Neither will I After all, who wants to give up a servant For whom, everything is alright….
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A seventies child Born in Wales, one of the four Countries of The UK. I remember brown as the colour of the day. Fabric embossed wallpaper all the neighbours names, who married who, who was carrying on, the alcoholic, the beaten wives, Even, get this the peadophiles (or kiddy fiddlers as was known) Dai the milk, Mair the bread, the shop of infinite items. Rugby practice for dad, baking for mam (Cake and babies) gossip over the garden hedge Fish on a Friday a Sunday roast, hot sweet tea. Bubble and squeak, post delivered before you left for school. Mist on the mountain, dew on the grass. Welsh valley life, sounds idyllic but scratch the surface and a darker colour than brown emerges. Petty squablings leading to familial feuds, the Williamses don't get on with the Joneses, and as for the Pritchards, less said the better. School, local, no not for me. I was sent to a Welsh School, taught and learnt the language denied to my Parents by English politics. Cat amongst the pigeons there. Did I think I was special? Ideas above her station. That's what the neighbours say. Well, you all had the option. Dr Forbes FRCS Delivered babies buried men and women Loved by all, especially his lollipop sweets. I wasn't a child to get ***** or rip wrapping paper off of gifts, I liked to go under the stairs (like Harry Potter) and read. I left the dirt for my sister born 4 years later. Then in 1982 came my brother, tidy my mother describes it. '74,'78,'82 poor dad to have to wait I say! More pubs than chapels, more walking than driving more rain than sun, more music than ever was sung. The '80's came, and we had strikes, no electric, candles toast made with a toasting fork over the fire. No mines, no steel, no jobs. Picket lines, dole queues, women in work latchkey kids, Thatcherism, ******* times. Falklands war, IRA bombs, Royal weddings Tory rule But, the fire in the dragon never went out and Tom Jones still sings his heart out. Cymru cysglyd gwlad y gân, deffrwch nawr, dyma'ch tro.
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May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 4:27 PM UTC
70's Childhood in Wales.
A seventies child Born in Wales, one of the four Countries of The UK. I remember brown as the colour of the day. Fabric embossed wallpaper all the neighbours names, who married who, who was carrying on, the alcoholic, the beaten wives, Even, get this the peadophiles (or kiddy fiddlers as was known) Dai the milk, Mair the bread, the shop of infinite items. Rugby practice for dad, baking for mam (Cake and babies) gossip over the garden hedge Fish on a Friday a Sunday roast, hot sweet tea. Bubble and squeak, post delivered before you left for school. Mist on the mountain, dew on the grass. Welsh valley life, sounds idyllic but scratch the surface and a darker colour than brown emerges. Petty squablings leading to familial feuds, the Williamses don't get on with the Joneses, and as for the Pritchards, less said the better. School, local, no not for me. I was sent to a Welsh School, taught and learnt the language denied to my Parents by English politics. Cat amongst the pigeons there. Did I think I was special? Ideas above her station. That's what the neighbours say. Well, you all had the option. Dr Forbes FRCS Delivered babies buried men and women Loved by all, especially his lollipop sweets. I wasn't a child to get ***** or rip wrapping paper off of gifts, I liked to go under the stairs (like Harry Potter) and read. I left the dirt for my sister born 4 years later. Then in 1982 came my brother, tidy my mother describes it. '74,'78,'82 poor dad to have to wait I say! More pubs than chapels, more walking than driving more rain than sun, more music than ever was sung. The '80's came, and we had strikes, no electric, candles toast made with a toasting fork over the fire. No mines, no steel, no jobs. Picket lines, dole queues, women in work latchkey kids, Thatcherism, ******* times. Falklands war, IRA bombs, Royal weddings Tory rule But, the fire in the dragon never went out and Tom Jones still sings his heart out. Cymru cysglyd gwlad y gân, deffrwch nawr, dyma'ch tro.
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I converse with the insane, And I see dead people, I seek no fame, Or salvation from church steeples, I am alone, Yet in my head we are many, A clamoring of voices, Above the anarchy of it all, This world is broken, a place where life is a gamble, And familial bonds are broken down in shambles, I am a grateful dead, of a time long forgotten, And like that I shall remain, till my bones are long rotten.
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Aug 22, 2015
Aug 22, 2015 at 7:43 AM UTC
Fossils.
I would've loved to meet her. The sweetness you spoke in her honor. A gentle breeze in a month of freezes. Electric, connective, explorative. I would love to meet the next. The sweetest of peas. Only bluest when being overly fruitful. Reflections of trekking tower of the familial tree. Expectations of expecting in introspect. Forgive me for being greedy, wanting to be involved in your life. Forgive me for involving my love. I shall let the resting rest, the ones that need rest to get rested, and give my mind and soul a rest. Ifeanyichuku Okoro © 2023
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Nov 12, 2023
Nov 12, 2023 at 12:59 AM UTC
"Leaving, Entering" - 11.11.23
Someone told me talking to women was completely different from talking to men Familial desire circumventing physical rationality I don't ******* get it Flesh is flesh There is no separation between this body and the next No delineation save for my own arbitrary ones This world is chaos bound by imposition And none of it is real I'm not even going to say middle class conceptions of family are constructs Everything is a construct Knowledge is anthropic chaos Don't pretend you can tell the difference between essential existence and our subjective reordering of boundless matter A gap does not form between a molecule of air and a molecule of flesh I am trapped in my own sensations but I am not defined by them So back to the story of material existence reduced to reproductive imperative Treating all of the other *** as a means to displace one's self beyond annihilation into temporal infinity Who ******* cares? Legacy does not carry on after death Legacy does not even carry through life Language breaks down the moment we open our mouths No one will ever view your life the way you view it Splashing through a pool, ripples morph all reflections into monstrous amalgamations Hey, tell me Do you even remember yourself that clearly? Hollow triumph, grandfather's bones in a grandfather clock ticking past twelve Sorry, I just don't see the allure of treating half the human race as a means to satiate your own lust whether physical or genealogical Or even categorising humans into binary dualisms that bored philosophers a century ago Haven't you heard? God is dead And there is no meaning to your boring male existence
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Apr 15, 2016
Apr 15, 2016 at 9:37 PM UTC
anthropic chaos
Someone told me talking to women was completely different from talking to men Familial desire circumventing physical rationality I don't ******* get it Flesh is flesh There is no separation between this body and the next No delineation save for my own arbitrary ones This world is chaos bound by imposition And none of it is real I'm not even going to say middle class conceptions of family are constructs Everything is a construct Knowledge is anthropic chaos Don't pretend you can tell the difference between essential existence and our subjective reordering of boundless matter A gap does not form between a molecule of air and a molecule of flesh I am trapped in my own sensations but I am not defined by them So back to the story of material existence reduced to reproductive imperative Treating all of the other *** as a means to displace one's self beyond annihilation into temporal infinity Who ******* cares? Legacy does not carry on after death Legacy does not even carry through life Language breaks down the moment we open our mouths No one will ever view your life the way you view it Splashing through a pool, ripples morph all reflections into monstrous amalgamations Hey, tell me Do you even remember yourself that clearly? Hollow triumph, grandfather's bones in a grandfather clock ticking past twelve Sorry, I just don't see the allure of treating half the human race as a means to satiate your own lust whether physical or genealogical Or even categorising humans into binary dualisms that bored philosophers a century ago Haven't you heard? God is dead And there is no meaning to your boring male existence
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The blind Parisian has never seen the tower, or the lights that illuminate his city of birth The deaf Italian never heard the opera, or Core 'ngrato from a Tuscany street corner I never looked into your eyes and saw the cosmos I am distracted by the power of corporate America The unflinching pacifist still stands atop a suit of armour with his arms outstretched and Syria rejoices as the stench of liberty matches gun powder and familial genocide Oh western world, have you forgotten your past so soon? Explain to the deaf man how her voice sounds or Explain the colour spectrum to a blind child and then deny the tears that water your cheek Tell the dyslexic that words are meaningless for it gives him comfort and turn your back on the monetary religion of which we are indoctrinated Take your ******* industry and bring it to it's submissive knees Your weapons too, they are a disgrace Empathy is universal Love is blind [Cliche] [Cliche] End. A return, or a refrain, addendum to the ideas thenceforth It's enough to leave a man crying in his coffee, Starbucks specialty **** your poets, burn your books and gouge your eyes This world is not broken, we are.
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Mar 27, 2013
Mar 27, 2013 at 12:45 PM UTC
Before the Dawn, Adorned, We Are Still Standing Here but Existence is No Longer Relevant
"There in the midst of it so alive and alone Words support like bone..."  Peter Gabriel's  "Mercy Street" Orion abandons the sky dropping his club casting his belt toward the horizon Just once, for a moment, he glanced away from exalted **** his vanquished prey He’d seen the picture— A girl of sixteen lying awake—muses in her head eyes shut, arms thrown back behind pillow Tee shirt stretch across lean chest Hips mingle with blankets She is scattered there among the minions of her hair behind her mouth of unkissed words _______________ McCaffery's Coffee is open late He’s seen the picture Muses in his head His arm almost around her Hers on his shoulder Small—feather-light fingers lift the hair of his neck Reaching around her his hand searches and slides along her silk-draped hind ...and the view he has is amazing! _____________ Music— and waves pounding and lapping at the life he fears.... Little boat stranded in gray mists till a thousand tiny birds alight in a peppering and fluttering stir of time in greens of brine as the sun pries through…. ______________ McCaffery’s is ready to close but the owner, knowing douses the overheads and turns away leaving candlelight to crouch and duck and blink in circles How long and free we are allowed to gaze.... so full of wind and riffling water Stars above and stars below blooming on the floral silk of night Vespered lilacs exhale Votives of warmth beneath his hand Silk sweating— familial in their rocking Distant lightning loosens eternity
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Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 9:26 PM UTC
McCaffery's Coffee-- open late
"There in the midst of it so alive and alone Words support like bone..."  Peter Gabriel's  "Mercy Street" Orion abandons the sky dropping his club casting his belt toward the horizon Just once, for a moment, he glanced away from exalted **** his vanquished prey He’d seen the picture— A girl of sixteen lying awake—muses in her head eyes shut, arms thrown back behind pillow Tee shirt stretch across lean chest Hips mingle with blankets She is scattered there among the minions of her hair behind her mouth of unkissed words _______________ McCaffery's Coffee is open late He’s seen the picture Muses in his head His arm almost around her Hers on his shoulder Small—feather-light fingers lift the hair of his neck Reaching around her his hand searches and slides along her silk-draped hind ...and the view he has is amazing! _____________ Music— and waves pounding and lapping at the life he fears.... Little boat stranded in gray mists till a thousand tiny birds alight in a peppering and fluttering stir of time in greens of brine as the sun pries through…. ______________ McCaffery’s is ready to close but the owner, knowing douses the overheads and turns away leaving candlelight to crouch and duck and blink in circles How long and free we are allowed to gaze.... so full of wind and riffling water Stars above and stars below blooming on the floral silk of night Vespered lilacs exhale Votives of warmth beneath his hand Silk sweating— familial in their rocking Distant lightning loosens eternity
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What does one do when the characters you hate Are the ones you best construe? Misgivings and flaws you can relate To, tho venerable traits you eschew, The green light gazers and "architect" praisers Familial leeches or the confessor who preaches That awareness absolves one of sin, Compromisers and self-named kaisers Resound and reverberate within They pass by in my pages to be mocked and scorned As evil, cruel, an oaf, or a tool Too low to respect or too high on their horse Despicable, maniacal, mediocre, or worse And I do hate their vileness, I do hate their flaw I want to shake them and claw at their skull For nothing more than the gleam of recognition That by some misfortune of natural law They and I share a need for contrition.
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Aug 14, 2021
Aug 14, 2021 at 12:41 PM UTC
Reader's Dilemma
Well since you gave me the idea, I'll just to my alley of worship to sing hymns of ecstasy and **** to glorify the power of my all mighty drug dealer, with the rest of my burnt out, strung out congregation. A few beers doesn't make you an alcoholic it means you were thirsty. Before you read the rlab report. Do you mind if I make a drink? I wasn't going to show, but our blood has bound us to the familial microscope. Blacking out the bull **** with the facts that proove you wrong dancing on the tip of tougne. Your wasting my time. I'll be the gentleman and I'll hold the door open for you. Now walk right out of my life.
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Mar 14, 2012
Mar 14, 2012 at 6:20 PM UTC
Shun the sinner & praise Mary Jane.
"Squeeze Please" presents as a cute word rhyme, But its grip and depth Is unique and sublime. Part hug, some cuddle, but More like a tickle... It's fickle!! Yet, I sense familial love songs When My limbs contract to stop his wiggles- And then, Before he starts his giggles... My knees squeeze... That’s when I heard, Without one word... Squeeze because you love me; Squeeze because I love you; Squeeze because I feel protected; Squeezing keeps we two connected. Squeeze Please makes me feel secure. Please squeeze... please... squeeze please me more. Squeeze me to my happy place. Squeezing tells me that I’m safe. A squeeze will make me feel content Your squeezes tend to give me strength. Then Squeeze tight for respite and peace, Like a weighted blanket as I sleep. Squeeze me like a pet boa, Squeeze because you're my own Granda. I hear and listen when he says Squeeze Please; That cute word rhyme really speaks to me. (Now loosen and Squeeze Please some more.........................)
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Jun 10, 2024
Jun 10, 2024 at 1:52 PM UTC
Squeeze Please
seven years young, always sharing a still smile. You find him decked out and drowning in choir robes, with Golden curls placed gently on a hammered head. This boy plays piano in a dead sanctuary Following familial rule, until he let it all go. the boy began playing music unwritten, off hymnal sheets Harmonious melodies stream from dancing fingertips, Intrinsically clearing the once-cloudy air with vivacious voodoo. The boy’s fingers groove up and down the piano, His touch graces ivory keys and His foot performs a rhythmic pedal-pressing tango. He calls the audience: everywhere, eyes ignite like flame: A communal headturn towards the piano. They need more. They crave it. All the sanctuary people rise from the seats, Abandon their pews, they enclose this boy. No means to scare him, they want to experience. The audience turns their ears towards the piano’s emissions,   Emanating from within Inhaling soundwaves— Intoxicatingly sweet. They absorb his notes into every pore of their skin, Fueling their bodies with musical nutrients. Electric jolts flow right into the room’s extremities. They let down their hair and begin to dance. Until a brief noise, distinctive throat-clearing, came through the speakers; Heads shifted to the podium, only to see their ticked-off pastor, Smirking and waving sarcastically. Discipline. The congregation stumbled back to their seats. The boy stopped playing. Ending the enchantment, killing the sanctuary. Air again filled with ‘God’s voice’ through the mouth of the speaker. A speaker who just wanted attention. The boy slipped out of the piano seat, out the church’s doors. You want to chase after him, give him a ride Where could the boy be going in the middle of the storm? The pastor’s prodigal son.
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May 20, 2012
May 20, 2012 at 10:17 PM UTC
The Boy Who Played the Piano
seven years young, always sharing a still smile. You find him decked out and drowning in choir robes, with Golden curls placed gently on a hammered head. This boy plays piano in a dead sanctuary Following familial rule, until he let it all go. the boy began playing music unwritten, off hymnal sheets Harmonious melodies stream from dancing fingertips, Intrinsically clearing the once-cloudy air with vivacious voodoo. The boy’s fingers groove up and down the piano, His touch graces ivory keys and His foot performs a rhythmic pedal-pressing tango. He calls the audience: everywhere, eyes ignite like flame: A communal headturn towards the piano. They need more. They crave it. All the sanctuary people rise from the seats, Abandon their pews, they enclose this boy. No means to scare him, they want to experience. The audience turns their ears towards the piano’s emissions,   Emanating from within Inhaling soundwaves— Intoxicatingly sweet. They absorb his notes into every pore of their skin, Fueling their bodies with musical nutrients. Electric jolts flow right into the room’s extremities. They let down their hair and begin to dance. Until a brief noise, distinctive throat-clearing, came through the speakers; Heads shifted to the podium, only to see their ticked-off pastor, Smirking and waving sarcastically. Discipline. The congregation stumbled back to their seats. The boy stopped playing. Ending the enchantment, killing the sanctuary. Air again filled with ‘God’s voice’ through the mouth of the speaker. A speaker who just wanted attention. The boy slipped out of the piano seat, out the church’s doors. You want to chase after him, give him a ride Where could the boy be going in the middle of the storm? The pastor’s prodigal son.
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Listening to Mr. Noah, you were like a child at play-time. Lost in euphoria you never needed to explain. I saw a lady today, and for the first time in a long time, I felt a love that wasn't ****** nor familial, I learned a bit of friendship, and was reminded of how much giving meant when there was no obligation. It's easy to not to worry when you don't feel the need to understand. Listening carefully to his voice exclaiming, against funny beautiful instruments, he is like a child at play-time, worry-free, until the music stops. Calmness that can be sadness when it ends. When will you return to the cottage in my heart, little child? You play with what you mean to love, feel sad when it's broken from a lack of care. But you don't need to understand, so you smile when the music starts up again. You were like a little child.
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Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 12:49 AM UTC
Pause: Tomboy
A delicate crimson rose endures The snow and winds of winter's grasp And closes up and wilts a while Until Summer sun it finds at last In this world of unrighteousness Where brutes and ogres' egos roam And selfishness abounds like weeds She exists in shattered form With silent seething disilusion And saddened, unrequited love Maddened by the unjust acts of those who advertized their “love” A vain and self-indulgent god Did sieze himself her mind and oath Presiding as the demons do In hidden acts pronounced as gross Enduring the madness of matriarchs And the hostility of tribal gang Where smiles of familial welcoming Turned into savage, jealous fangs Yet though the bitterness seeps through And anger permeates her skin Sweet dignity she still retains And devotion stll resides within Her adornment incorruptible Her spirit mild and resolute Did not return evil for evil But stood and conquered it with good Happy is she who has endured And in mild subjection did remain Showing honour to a painful degree To bring honour to Jehovah's name And though she stumbled in despair Yet withstood for righteous sake Her loyalty, the beast could not sever Nor divine concsience could he break For like the rose at winter's end That bears a striking sharpened thorn Her petals still are soft and pure And her soul with beauty still adorned For the righteous one who sees all things And whose love she yet retains Will never for eternity forget The love she showed for his great name And should she reach out and beseech And trust his salvation once again She would know with certainty He has never let go her hand (For my precious daughter, Cheryl, who has been to hell and back)
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May 3, 2020
May 3, 2020 at 1:19 PM UTC
The Rose in Winter
A delicate crimson rose endures The snow and winds of winter's grasp And closes up and wilts a while Until Summer sun it finds at last In this world of unrighteousness Where brutes and ogres' egos roam And selfishness abounds like weeds She exists in shattered form With silent seething disilusion And saddened, unrequited love Maddened by the unjust acts of those who advertized their “love” A vain and self-indulgent god Did sieze himself her mind and oath Presiding as the demons do In hidden acts pronounced as gross Enduring the madness of matriarchs And the hostility of tribal gang Where smiles of familial welcoming Turned into savage, jealous fangs Yet though the bitterness seeps through And anger permeates her skin Sweet dignity she still retains And devotion stll resides within Her adornment incorruptible Her spirit mild and resolute Did not return evil for evil But stood and conquered it with good Happy is she who has endured And in mild subjection did remain Showing honour to a painful degree To bring honour to Jehovah's name And though she stumbled in despair Yet withstood for righteous sake Her loyalty, the beast could not sever Nor divine concsience could he break For like the rose at winter's end That bears a striking sharpened thorn Her petals still are soft and pure And her soul with beauty still adorned For the righteous one who sees all things And whose love she yet retains Will never for eternity forget The love she showed for his great name And should she reach out and beseech And trust his salvation once again She would know with certainty He has never let go her hand (For my precious daughter, Cheryl, who has been to hell and back)
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Lady from deepest dirt, deeper than the ocean, denser than Marianas Trench, speaks so proper, in a sweet subtle voice: “I do.” Gentleman from highest sky, higher than the clouds, brighter than the morning star, speaks so assertive in a firm and quiet whisper: “I do.” No hesitation in either of their voices, as always they give off the radiant atmospheric glow of love. In their lives, long lasting is his proposal, long lasting is her gaze. The greatest of events is this wedding, greater than time itself. He is a ‘gift from God’ to her, and he forever ‘excels’ to stay by with her. He dreamt of her before, but never like this, she fantasized her wedding but never dreamt of him. Can there be anything more right than the love of husband and wife? Can there be anything more right than the pact they have formed? Can there be any place more special than the familial bond? If there is than by the magnitude of heaven, it should be destroyed. Hope is so well-founded, faith is so assured, joy is so abundant, but love creates them all. He never lost trust in her, she always felt rested in his arms. Kisses always tenderly embraced, a long ogle at all times; every coming together. He stands always ***** never bended to one knee, she understood as the love they share together was and is always never traditional. They understand each other with little but a gaze, they care for so little else but their love. No necessary dreams of the future anymore; fantasies are now their reality. Dreams exist outside of the head: the nightmares will be fought together. The dragon is far from slain, but together they ward it off as one. One flesh, One soul, One mind, One heart, all fighting together. The battle will be forever, but Love never fails.
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Nov 2, 2012
Nov 2, 2012 at 10:46 AM UTC
Love Is Forever
Lady from deepest dirt, deeper than the ocean, denser than Marianas Trench, speaks so proper, in a sweet subtle voice: “I do.” Gentleman from highest sky, higher than the clouds, brighter than the morning star, speaks so assertive in a firm and quiet whisper: “I do.” No hesitation in either of their voices, as always they give off the radiant atmospheric glow of love. In their lives, long lasting is his proposal, long lasting is her gaze. The greatest of events is this wedding, greater than time itself. He is a ‘gift from God’ to her, and he forever ‘excels’ to stay by with her. He dreamt of her before, but never like this, she fantasized her wedding but never dreamt of him. Can there be anything more right than the love of husband and wife? Can there be anything more right than the pact they have formed? Can there be any place more special than the familial bond? If there is than by the magnitude of heaven, it should be destroyed. Hope is so well-founded, faith is so assured, joy is so abundant, but love creates them all. He never lost trust in her, she always felt rested in his arms. Kisses always tenderly embraced, a long ogle at all times; every coming together. He stands always ***** never bended to one knee, she understood as the love they share together was and is always never traditional. They understand each other with little but a gaze, they care for so little else but their love. No necessary dreams of the future anymore; fantasies are now their reality. Dreams exist outside of the head: the nightmares will be fought together. The dragon is far from slain, but together they ward it off as one. One flesh, One soul, One mind, One heart, all fighting together. The battle will be forever, but Love never fails.
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Horatio Alger is whispering his stories in my sleeping ear painting me as a lowly street urchin who conquers adversities and moral wildernesses with only my wit, determination, and guts and he is painting me as a phoenix of the new world rising from ashes of banality and the naturalized familial trappings of my past a dirt road in the socioeconomic desert carved out with care by the hands of forefathers I will never know but Mr. Alger died a long while ago and the sun inevitably rises shattering the stained glass story of my rags turned riches now the big men upstairs jot me down as numbers on a chart of consumption trends of millennials Go to college they say make something of yourself they say you are all too entitled they say What went wrong they say without a hint of contradiction I am not equipped to say if the story of humanity is a cycle or a downwards spiral I am not equipped to say that it is the job of every generation to ensure that they clear the debris from the path of their progeny but I say it anyway everybody want’s a trophy because we were raised to believe that everybody deserves a trophy In the same breath they expect us to take the puritanical mantle of the breadwinner the frayed saddle of the noble western outlaw the lethally honed sword of the entrepreneur the martyr making cross of the socially conscious family man and then wonder why we so willingly give ourselves over to the currents of apathy and passivity and masochistic narcissism giving us guns and bullets with no idea how to shoot them so instead we turn them into sculptures of modern art and scream to the empty heavens for just a hint of recognition I can’t decide if history will forget us or memorize the lyrics of our collective heart beats but I have decided to wake up from my American Dream have decided to forge my own reality
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Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 2:37 PM UTC
The Moment We Woke Up Our Dream Became a Nightmare
Horatio Alger is whispering his stories in my sleeping ear painting me as a lowly street urchin who conquers adversities and moral wildernesses with only my wit, determination, and guts and he is painting me as a phoenix of the new world rising from ashes of banality and the naturalized familial trappings of my past a dirt road in the socioeconomic desert carved out with care by the hands of forefathers I will never know but Mr. Alger died a long while ago and the sun inevitably rises shattering the stained glass story of my rags turned riches now the big men upstairs jot me down as numbers on a chart of consumption trends of millennials Go to college they say make something of yourself they say you are all too entitled they say What went wrong they say without a hint of contradiction I am not equipped to say if the story of humanity is a cycle or a downwards spiral I am not equipped to say that it is the job of every generation to ensure that they clear the debris from the path of their progeny but I say it anyway everybody want’s a trophy because we were raised to believe that everybody deserves a trophy In the same breath they expect us to take the puritanical mantle of the breadwinner the frayed saddle of the noble western outlaw the lethally honed sword of the entrepreneur the martyr making cross of the socially conscious family man and then wonder why we so willingly give ourselves over to the currents of apathy and passivity and masochistic narcissism giving us guns and bullets with no idea how to shoot them so instead we turn them into sculptures of modern art and scream to the empty heavens for just a hint of recognition I can’t decide if history will forget us or memorize the lyrics of our collective heart beats but I have decided to wake up from my American Dream have decided to forge my own reality
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All the words of love are written, To my darling, my lover, and best friend, I am ravished by these thoughts of you, From every sunrise 'til the day's end. The day we met, our journey began, But it began with the end of another. We brought with us Philautia love, Loving ourselves before each other. Ludus makes us dance in the rain, Like children who love to play. We joke and tease and tickle, And we'll be forever young this way. Eros pulls my eyes in your direction, Consuming your body with my mind. Its passion joins our flesh, And sends chills along my spine. Philia opens our hearts to one another, As our friendship blooms like flowers. We share interests and even secrets, And talks that go on for hours. Pragma should take years to mature, But instead of 'falling' in love we 'stood.' We committed ourselves in a mere moment, To forever love each other, we would. Even Storge has a presence here, In the eyes the children see you through. This familial love makes this a home, And is complete because of you. And now I find myself in Agape, A culmination of all of the above. It is selflessness and sacrifice, And it is the epitome of love. All these words of love are written, To my darling, my lover, and best friend. I promise you this Agape love, From now until this journey ends.
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Sep 12, 2020
Sep 12, 2020 at 4:24 PM UTC
Agape
She ran to a land of summer and pink kimonos, Where nurse sharks circled her ankles And familiar familial flaws faded to vague memories of leather scented hugs. She learned to walk dusty streets in bare feet, so she could hold the world in her toes, Leaving crumpled dollars in the hands of beggars Who saw her light skin as gold. The cherry trees bathed her in petals soft enough to erase the scars that faded in the sun, She learnt to run with her hair down and to eat kneeling at a table, Rearranged her mind with the art of Feng Shui in an attempt to find a way to live away from the dictatorship of the past, Collecting porous pebbles and lighting candles encircled in jade, As old leather scents fade to incense and jasmine. She strings lost stone on a necklace of wood and measures her life in the breaths to come instead of those she has taken. Her heartbeat beats irregularly but no longer from fear and now adrenaline is synonymous with exhilaration. And she holds sand in her palms, No longer scrabbling to catch it as it falls through her fingers, She now knows that life occurs between her hand and the ground. She broke the hourglass because she no longer counts the hours Or clings to the time that is gone. She lives eternal and bright, Clothed in sunlight And a pink kimono.
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 3:14 PM UTC
Runaway
Mockery forcefully tiptoes her way beyond the barricades of fiction, and confronts populated dunes where ambiguous legs protrude. Are you a prisoner in this proclaimed age of democracy? The branches of the trees are still, as we avoid the precipice of calamity in the name of upright citizenship. Therefore, walk with me along the crumbling castle walls and you will learn that there is a familial bond which lies beyond vain constructs of presumed superior architecture. I know that it is an altered state of consciousness, so it is important to share your perspective because it is a prominent feature. It is the memories of the living who are tortured by unspeakable possibilities. Tickle me pink with choreography.
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Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 10:32 PM UTC
A Heart of Dripping Steel