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I cant stand these tests
Desighned to determine the worth of our mind.
Dont mind me im just suisidal because i got a C, plus these desks lined infront of me, im my three hour exam that took me two and a half hours of writting i took the rest of my time to count the isles, 35 then i took some time to count how many were lined in front of me 31, and with me thats 1120 desks filled with students so stressed you could cut their hope with a single breath. Now this horror scene has no bars but the crippiling debt deffinitly imprisons us. Its funny that a gymnasium can be turned to a slaughter house, maybe even a gas chamber killing hope by the masses leaving thoasands behind because they allready got their check.
Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 6:39 PM UTC
she stands here
with her back against the wall
she helps me lock my door
when i'm crouched on all four
it's just a diet
keep it quiet
my problems lay in numbers
medical language wont help me here
leave it alone
i'll do this on my own
dont tell me it's dangerous
cuase i'm allready painless
(c.m.h)
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 3:19 PM UTC
****** comersials on your average tv
next a show about teen pregnancy
followed by todlers in tiaras dressed as prostitutes on tlc
parents blaime others for 16 year old mothers
and guys who are allready left there seed
this isnt what its supposed to be
somethings different but when have life ever been as it seems
irational thoughts leave children with adult like dreams
, such as one day ill be the one on a movie screens
makin more money then my parents have ever seen.
intangible like the concepts we hold of love
. thinkin physical prosperity is owed since birth
but the only thing that is certain we shall die and decay like all things on earth
. then to those that beleive in love it is just a dream to keep our minds from becoming caotic and obscene
formaly known as lust to me
so then theres the question is it worth it to love at all
so you must ask if the high of belonging is worth the fall?
like love is a narcotic that we are injected with at birth from the first time being held.
instantly addicted going from good days of smiles and your feet light as air
to the moments claiming you dont care but you cant stop shaking and you pull out your once beautiful hair.
thinkin looking at the stick wondering why would you go there
why did you let him carress and touch u
why did u ever give your purity up.
he wispered sweet nothings but you could never tell,
you could of even made him wear protection but now you think of you parents n how could you live this hell
you created this child inside of you
little bump a light kick as your face turns a new
this warming glow thst would change your life
but now mommy in the tub found her knife
Dec 6, 2013
Dec 6, 2013 at 10:26 PM UTC
nothing ever makes sense
when its all upside-out-inside-down
when its all mixed up like her heart
like her thoughts till she can **** on a big fat joint
she always says dont bogart
and dont be lipping my paper...dont want your slobber on my doobie
then she relaxes into her day
but my backwards head thinks shes allready gone
least thats what im seeing in my
upside-out-inside-down thinking
shes doing her nails
and out of the corner of my mind
i am watching her her packing her life up and moving on
im imagining what will it be like if she was gone
know that redhead would come more often
know that my days wouldnt be as good
know my nights wouldnt have any passion or hope
that my world would be empty
but then she comes over to me and slips hers arms round me
and all that upside down inside out backwards thinking is a lie
shes not going anywhere without me
and she whispers a soft word on my ear
baby dont you ever leave me
this is no ordinary love
this is passion
Apr 30, 2013
Apr 30, 2013 at 12:39 PM UTC
i had hoped that they would forgive me
but now my wrist poor out my hearts convictions
and under these sad condisions
i think that they would let me die alone
but thats what i get for thinking because
there hate has grown
please let me go on alone
let me sing this sad song
let go my chains so i can go wrong
please let me be misrable in my own cloud of hate
let me decide my own fate
dont make me heal
now i can feel
let me go home
ill bleed from the bone
ill die alone
ill bleed the deepest crimson
only then will my soul be let go from this prison
ill let all my tears flow
because then you will know
that soon this pain will brake me
and that your god has allready thought to forsake me
and when you wake tomarrow
YOUR TEARS WILL BURN WITH SARROW
because you will know that even though you stand here next to me
i am not there
i dont kare
you will come to my grave
you will think your self so brave
REMEMBER
i dont kare
because im not there
I DIED ALONE
this is the last time im going to say it
Dec 23, 2011
Dec 23, 2011 at 7:18 PM UTC
i remember days smoking cotton candy blue rollin papper j's
while always rockin my fitted cap forever tpronto blue jays
taking my last shot of golshlager
just as how robert frost iterated nothing gold can stay
14 in a deep depression my family said was just a fase they said its probibly because i dont see enough sun rays go outside today but in my mind i was trapped looking out and others laughed lookin in seperated by the impassible glass
finding little pills to snort the pain away at 14 i could allready finish n eigths of gin by now a forty at a party is only where i begin finishing more *** till the room spins on my face only n empty grin learning the joke, how could anyone love me when underneath my clothes im covered in cuts skin deep to symbolize the cracks in my soul and sanity baneith
Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 9:38 AM UTC
i remember days smoking cotton candy blue rollin papper j's
while always rockin my fitted cap forever tpronto blue jays
taking my last shot of golshlager
just as how robert frost iterated nothing gold can stay
14 in a deep depression my family said was just a fase they said its probibly because i dont see enough sun rays go outside today but in my mind i was trapped looking out and others laughed lookin in seperated by the impassible glass
finding little pills to snort the pain away at 14 i could allready finish n eigths of gin by now a forty at a party is only where i begin finishing more *** till the room spins on my face only n empty grin learning the joke, how could anyone love me when underneath my clothes im covered in cuts skin deep to symbolize the cracks in my soul and sanity baneith
Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 9:38 AM UTC
some things just don't work out in the real world
you want something so bad and it doesnt happen
it feels like all the odds are against you
there was this girl lets call her Belle
she was madly in love with this boy
there was this boy lets call him Beau
he couldnt stop thinking about this girl
you cant fix what is allready broken
but they knew one day the sun would stop shining
and their world would start falling appart
into a million pieces. and they knew that day
she wanted to be next to him
he wanted to be next to her
and so they died with a chelsea smile
Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 9:51 AM UTC
she lost her heart in things not persons
she lost her soul in moments not humans
today everything came to an end
they forced me to make a decison
not asking about what I wanted
and they didn't even realize all this
dragged me more into the dark than I allready was
making a pact with the devil sounded like the best option
maybe the only option I have left, maybe he can save me
thinking about the past always made me feel sick
but tomorrow I will realize I am still living there, in the past
after a while they let me alone, with all my thoughts
the light was dark and the room was empty, it was just me
empty like my soul and dark like my heart
I need to take a break, to get away from this place for a while
accepting who you are is a hard thing to do, but I will
someone told me there is nothing wrong with being yourself
and I hope the people around me will think I am good enough
because I am
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 6:08 AM UTC
31 october 2014
*There will come a day
education, career, kids, love
after,
when all the feelings in the world have
allready been felt.
On that day
there will be so much, still
but all is old, recycled, outworn
Like that old sweater you used to love,
only wistfulness keeping it mourning in its drawer.
One day you will find it
recognise it, smile
only to put it back,
never wear it again.
There will come a day
laughter, tears, irresponsability,
later,
when we will live but not.
Routine kills the reckless,
only absurdity fills their lungs.
On that windy day
there will be so much, still
so please,
don't tell me about used up feelings.
Please, I beg.
Tell me I’m wrong.*
Dec 26, 2014
Dec 26, 2014 at 12:19 PM UTC
Fear is on my mind
Thinking about whats on in life
Never stop thinking about the reaper
Who he gonna ****** next
My life is a mix of depts
Plus im never really up to something
Ima go help the world thats exciting
My momma told me show no fear
Wait till I tell her what i make a year
No wonder my brothers choose the savage life
I cant even pay my fines
Starting to feel like theres no love
My only wish is to make it rico
Allways regret the things I do
Never really stoped feeling like a tool
I'll never make myself happy
My minds like a wheel of fortune
Allways lands on depressed
Ive been feeling like a fool
Maybe I cant make it here
Someone said stop that youll regret it
Made me feel like a hundred bentlys
Want to stop the gates and shut the doors but the things are allready on the floor
All my friends just turned away
This all made me raise the stakes
Shut the door
Im alone
Thats what I allways hate
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 11:39 PM UTC
I would really love to phone you on a Tuesday night
To have a cold one or you invite me for a bite
Or spend a day with your mom, dad and you!
Christ child what the hell did you do???
You took a very special person away
And made my life seem really grey!
I want to meet you again and ask you why?
And give your parents answers so they won't cry!!
I want to punch you and scream
Why did you take away your dream!!!!
My questions can't be answered, heaven is not close so I can't ask
But sometimes my anger at you is huge and I want to take you to task! !!!
It's allready 2 years and soon you should have a birthday and be twentysix!
Everybody still thinks of you, misses you and for **** sake this I can't fix!!!!!
The frustration is big and the pain doesn't go, but we have to live with it!
I will meybe forgive, but never forget and find a place where you WILL fit!
I see your father, mother and brother and see there lives are half broken
I want to help them, I want to find the magic not the half crap token
The words, be strong life goes on!
No it doesnt for you, you are gone!!
I moved house because of the memories, I felt lost, I couldn't handle it!!!!!!!
I trully wish your family could do that, but they can't and it kills me to see them sit!!!
There hearts are crushed and mine burns
Tomorrow comes and the g'd **** world turns!
Things happen in my life and I want tell and to share
And one of life lessons is life is not fair!
So the big question is why did you take yourself away from us? Why did you do it??????
We won't be able to answer that yet or never! G'd **** idiot ****** hell! ! ****
Nov 9, 2013
Nov 9, 2013 at 6:53 PM UTC
Left by the road side of loves great dream,
laying in the ashes and the dirt,
looking for a glint of light,
but the darkness surrounds me,
like a snake waiting to strangle my soul,
bleeding it out in the dead of night
left for dead in the wake of your words
allready building my funeral pyer
its flames calling out my name,
purged from this pain in this hour of need.
Oct 16, 2016
Oct 16, 2016 at 4:00 PM UTC
Arrogance and it's pedestrians
The one who brags gold but has mere dust
The lives based on apareance
The souls that are numb
Their own gamble gone wrong
No time for withdrawal
Symptoms that you are allready dead
No sense of a passion
Love is just a name
Used too casualy as a casualty
Love should be so pure ,
but it fell into routine
Decevious are our inhabitated feelings
Dependence on the material
Living out of conditons
Superficiality is just another demon
The difference is too few
The common and the many
The cycle eats us up
It gobles our dreams and hopes
To a future with nothing to cherish
May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 9:01 PM UTC
Can't spell
But he means well
Has a mean tale
to tell
Tall tale
We drinkale
And prevail
Over our enemies
Demons hear us scream
We wont back
Down now
Somehow
Someway
Were gonna let God save
The day
His way
Or THE HIGHWAY
GET THEE BEHIND ME
(Jehnehnehnehneh jehnehnehneh neh-neh nehnehnehnehneh JEHnehneh)
(Crazy guitar solo-to pause-to bassdrop)
WE ARE THE VOICES OF MARTYRS
WE ARE WASHED IN THE BLOOD OF LAMB
WE ARE THE CHILDREN OF THE SON
we've allready won
( guitars) DRUMS
Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 12:56 PM UTC
center of my soul
down there in the wet hot sandy soils
down there where the black dog digs
her claws furiously tearing at the thick grainy clumps
center of my soul
an inescapable silence clouds my thoughts
like her deep eyes lingering on my open face
like her words seeping slowly across the hard wet breeze
soft finger traces figurines into the damp frosting
in the bathroom mirror
a tactile thought
a brief pinpoint of light in the darkness of her embrace
her soft tangle of skin wraps itself across the surface of me
i feel her moisture and her warmth
texture of crumpled paper burning
texture of a smoke filled room
texture of a person who allready left
joined in a single moment
by a conspiracy of lusts
joined slowly in this dark touching
united in that quick heat of wanting
never seen in her face
never hoped in my closed eyed dreaming
the silence slips slowly past our window
it is everywhere
in the damp morning grass
in the temple of night
surpassed in the vault of morning light
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 3:01 PM UTC
There's this one thing I can't write about.
This fear
I think he started it in me
and they have made it grow
Untill this moment
Because you know,
sometimes
I think I lost my mind.
And within time I will loose all that's left
No control
No power
Sometimes I think I see things moving
Sometimes I think I hear things different
different from before
And from how other people hear them
But I can't explain
Not how it feels
Not how I feel
What if I'm allready there?
And this isn't real
Just a dream
or hallucination
What if I lost my mind allready?
What if I will?
Feb 28, 2013
Feb 28, 2013 at 5:03 PM UTC
she was the one
was the only one i will carry with me
all the days of my life
everything else in my world has changed
but end of the day
close my eyes she is there waiting for me
she is my one moment in life that i will replay over and over
and wish i could change
close my eyes and that warm spring moring will allways be there
like from beyond she is holding me here
forever unable to change what was meant to be
what i could not have changed even if i had known
i was a young man
strong and sure of what to do
which path to follow
so sure of what was
and what was meant to be
till the spring tide changed everything
and now old and grey
i linger here with her smiling face just beyond my closed eyes
and no path seems so sure till it allready has my track upon it
no future is sure till its underfoot
and no person granted no matter how near
she is the one i carry with me
waiting for me to close my eyes for that last time
she is the one i will replay in my heart over and over
till i forgive myself....till she forgives me
in the next life
Apr 10, 2013
Apr 10, 2013 at 2:50 AM UTC
There.
Is.
No.
Other.
Now.
Than.
Now.
That.
I.
Know.
Of.
But.
I.
Guess.
That.
It.
Is.
Allright.
And.
I.
Am.
Allready.
Too.
Late.
And.
Anyway.
Now.
Is.
Made.
In.
America.
Aug 7, 2014
Aug 7, 2014 at 8:45 AM UTC
( first line not needed)
gone, fourty minutes ago
allready miss you!
Jun 25, 2010
Jun 25, 2010 at 7:51 AM UTC
If all we do,
Is listen to
Our feelings...
We spend
Our lives
Pretending.
Because,
Feelings lie.
TRUST THEM!?
not I.
Well, not anymore,
It's ending.
It's gone, and I won't miss it none because He's allready done.
Slike the Son done took the sun and DUNKED THAT SHIIT
Into a froz(u)n lake frozen bed to surface.
I pray man, an' I know some have heard this I feel but I must trust Love thrume new me 'cause...
Love,
ISREAL
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 8:17 PM UTC
I dont want to hate you
I dont want to scream
Theres something inside me
That wont let me be
It feeds on my soul
Grows biger each day
The outside of me looks friendly
Come wont you play?
It looks fun at first
This game has a twist
Its comeing to get you
Surely wont miss
All you must do is say you will play
Come join us
They wont miss you anyway
Anyone can lie
Here we feed off your cries
Any last goodbyes?
As the hate builds up
you cant push it away
Soon it will be part of you
To battle each day
The life you thought you knew
All withers away
The demons inside you
Become the demons you are
So come my child
Join us
There allready on there way
They are inside you
Theres no getting away
So there is nothing left to say
Life is a game
Come wont you play?
Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 10:33 PM UTC
I think Ive gone too far.
I cant tell,
Too blinded by my tears i scream
***"at what cost!"
billows out of my heart that's all ready too occupied
forging blindfolds from barbed wire,
I think Ive gone too far.
I sold my friends,
they were my building blocks, my foundation,
pawned off like ****** so I could climb the ladder
the ladder thats allready fading in my mind
sepia memories on black & white film, it just inst quite right
I may have won..
but at what cost,
a job I despise a future as murky and uncertain as the river
I grew up next too
and like the river my future will come to an end
hundreds of miles away
in an unkown sea
yet my heart will carry the home ive made for myself,
its cell like features,
cold walls are warmed with our blood
its floors carpeted with our lust
what little else that stands , stands ready to burn
so grab your torch my love,
bring out the open flame hearths of our hearts and touch the tinders
of our futures
i feel like ive gone too far
maybe i just havent gone far enough
Apr 13, 2015
Apr 13, 2015 at 5:46 AM UTC
the road back
to everything I have ever left behind
something that would keep me save from myself.
a person that would love me for all I ever was.
the girl with the bright smile was allready dead before you met her.
a bottle of ***** was what tasted like love.
feeling nothing was what made her feel alive.
thoughts are dark just like the crings underneath my eyes.
an another beautiful young soul is turning into dust tonight.
Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 1:25 PM UTC