I was busy running away from pain,
That I forgot to see my lads soaking wet from painful rain,
I run, run, and didn’t look back.
That made the rain even worst and made a terrible crack.
I closed the door for the pain not to enter.
But forgot about the people who are my center,
I was too selfish for thinking about my own heart.
I was busy saving myself that people started to depart.
I was saving myself, yes!
But made a painful and terrible mess,
I didn't know how to handle it all,
I was trapped in my own dark whole.

I thought it's true,
All the things I knew.
The words that came from you.
What a trouble I put myself into.

I knew as soon as I seen you I was in trouble.You held a shotgun and a smile. How was I supposed to run away from You, when all I want to do was run towards you?
How am I supposed to hide from the one thing I want to keep close by me? How was I supposed to fight you, when I couldn't even stand to see you hurt? I stand there as you smile and then I understand this is what  you want from me.
If my death is all I have to offer you, then who am I to complain if you take it. After all they say that death is the sweetest when one is with their love one during the last moments.

She's cause of my tears,
All my smiles
All my regrets
And all my life.

Her smile is divine,
Her eyes are like a sun.
But she's not smile to me,
She doesn't looking me.

Her hairs is waterfall,
Her voice is the music.
But i can't comb them,
She doesn't talk with me.

Her face is perfect,
Her dreams are so big.
But i can't see it,
And i'm not in these dreams.

Hey stranger,can you **** me?
Can you bury me
Cause i can't see her.
Hey stranger,can you fill me?
With the love
Cause i have no more.

I'll wait
Cause i still have a hope.
I'll wait
Or i have also suicide rope.

I'm so tired from asking,
Why....