I know you can do much better
So stop over thinking and pull yourself together
You'll be anxious and frightened
But with prayers, your path will be lightened
Dont base your success to other people
Dont make yourself look so small
Your fate revolves in your hand
So be firm to where you stand
Conquer all your fears in this world
And life will never be that cold
Start building confidence
And plan success in silence
Follow what your heart really desires
Speak out the real things that inspires
Be someone whom you thought you would be
Cause its not yet too late to say "thats the real me!"
ayaw niya saiyo kaya tama na
hindi pa ba sapat na ipinagtulakan ka niya?
kahit anong pilit mo hindi ka mapapasakanya
maawa ka naman sa puso **** wasak na wasak na
tigilan mo na ang kahibangan mo
pangarap moy hindi matutupad dahil siyay di para sayo
madudurog at madudurog lamang ang puso mo
sinasabi ko, siya ay para sa iba at hindi sayo
tama na, maawa ka naman sa sarili mo
uulitin ko wala kang mapapala dahil siya ay isang gago
darating din ang tamang lalaki para sayo
malay mo makasungkit ka ng sobrang gwapo
Sino ba ang mali? ako o sila?
Palagi na lang ako ang nakikita.
Mga bagay na ayaw kong marinig
Mula sa mga labi nilang hayok kung magparinig.
Nakakainins na talaga.
Palagi na lang ako ang nakikita.
Ako at ang mga mali kung ginagawa,
Sa mata nila'y lagi na lang pabida.
Nakakabingi na talaga.
Mga salita nilang nakakasakit na tagala!
Gusto kong lumaban para maibsan ang kasakitan
Pero pag-iyak ang laging nagpapagaan.
This poem is dedicated to my friend Cedril <3
Many things to tell,
But my mind is ill
Along with my bruised heart.
I tried, but no words came out.
Late at night is when I think
And try to I clear my head
I often stay awake all night
Just laying in my bed
As soon as I get comfy
Thoughts start racing in
I start to question everything
and regret my every sin
At first the thoughts are gentle
Like what will I do tomorrow
But as time crawls by; they escalate
Till I'm drowning in my sorrow
I think of all my failures
Every detail of what I did wrong
After hours of reliving pain
I convince myself I don't belong
I suddenly feel isolated
and like the silence will never end
I feel like I will never escape
There's too much I just can't mend
I feel overpowered and worthless
Like I'll never do anything right
I hide till the world fades away
And I'm awoken by the light
I realize a new day has come
It's time to put on a brave face
I put those negative thoughts away
Until I return to this place
It's easy to loose yourself but hard to find yourself and even harder to find yourself right after loosing yourself.
Written: July 1. - 2014
some times i feel
like i got ******* on the deal
like democracy, politically
is mocking me, that's how i feel
fake news in times of need
empty promises don't feed
the needy getting left behind
pride getting pushed to the side
empathy and cold hard cash don't coincide
instead of big steps forward
we are falling behind, in a time,
where we, have no time for wasting time
generations of generations getting left behind
after generations of generations, its like genocide
our values dont match our history
told from either side
we should have learned something
instead we just let it ride
playing games with our future
using the hands of time
chasing our heads with tails
its only a matter of times
before we catch up with reality
and it blows our minds